[Twilight] Bright sunshine

Caius looked pissed off at me and I had a nice day by myself.Then I consciously lit a candle after ushering in the night, read a book for a while, and went to bed when I felt that my eyes were a little hard to open, rubbed the fur quilt, and patted the pillow.There was no pillow before, it may be Carlisle's suggestion, he knows better than any vampire that humans generally need this thing.

Then they got into the quilt, rolled into a ball and counted the sheep to sleep.

I don't know if it was because of the decoration, but the sound of the wind in the cracks of the stones disappeared, and the temperature of my body and fur were just enough to cover the bed.

I squinted, looked at the rocks above my head, and imagined myself lying asleep on a rainy night.After a long time, I finally thought I had fallen asleep.

Even Caius thought I was asleep because I looked so peaceful and settled.He came through the arched door from the deepest night without a sound.Standing at a distance for a few seconds, it seems to be listening to my breathing.

Then he was relieved, because his breathing rhythm had not changed because of his presence.

He slowed down his walking speed, like a real human being, stepping steadily on the stone ground, no longer wandering to the bed like that.

Kyle was standing by the head of the bed again, looking at me quietly.He looks cautious, it looks more like he is examining some terrible danger, and he will leave immediately because of my small movement at any time.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't see any signs of waking up. He finally felt safe, and sat down next to me with light movements, lowering his head and watching me seriously.

The candles on the candlesticks have long since been extinguished, and there is still a faint smell of smoke in the air.

The low temperature on Caius' body aggravated the coldness of the night, completely dispelling the last trace of warmth from the artificial smoke.

Hiding in the shadows, he sat upright, looking down at me like this.

I didn't know what he wanted to do, I was too tired to react, for fear of disturbing his meditation.

He sat for a long time, and I couldn't get over the fact that he actually closed his eyes and fell into a vague sleep.Caius put his hand on my hair and touched it almost effortlessly. I didn't think twice and hid my face in the fur to avoid the cold on his hand.

He immediately withdrew his hand and waited for a while, seeing that I didn't respond, then stretched out his fingers to wrap around my long hair again.His voice was soft and fragile, "Claire."

My hands hidden under the fur quilt couldn't restrain myself, and I continued to sleep with my eyes closed.

"You're awake," he said with some exasperation, as if I were committing a crime by not sleeping.

I didn't make a sound, and couldn't help shrinking into the deeper bed, trying to shrink myself into a ball, and then stand up my hair to become a hibernating long-haired hedgehog.

Caius grabbed my long hair angrily, preventing me from rolling to the other side of the bed.

I replied in a muffled voice, "No, I fell asleep."

"Do you think I can't do anything against you?" Caius said grimly. He was like the scariest ghost in the night. His pale face, bright red lips, and cold expression were like horror oil paintings. The devil who came out of it.

I have no way to take you.I opened one eye and looked at him strangely.

"Tomorrow you will face a choice. Under the witness of the Volturi, change or die." When Caius said these words, his voice was very light and light, and the tone of his tone was close to the darkness of the night, making him The listener accidentally thought it was wind.

I was silent, such a calm Caius made people nervous, like a black river with dark tides and waves under the indifferent ground.

"No one can change the results of all the choices, because this is the law, the law that I personally signed my name on." Caius seemed to be facing an old familiar friend, with a touch of pride, gently Before I show off anything with me.

I think he has a reason to be proud of being able to act as a Congress to make laws by himself, whether he is a senator or a leader at the top of the power.

I continued to remain silent, not knowing how to respond to him, it seemed that no response was appropriate at this time.

"Claire, I won't let you choose to die. No one can force you to lose your life, not even yourself." Caius murmured, he was in a trance, and he didn't know what illusion was bothering him. "No one has the right to take you away, yes, no one can. Even..." In the dark night, he turned his head and looked around slowly, nostalgicly, his eyes were so cherished that he looked at me. Clear distance. "You never know what you are wearing. This kind of beauty is enough to make all the murderous criminals kneel cowardly. Tell me all the time, how precious it is."

His fingers holding my hair were slowly clenched, and the hanging hair was softly attached to his pale wrist, forming a gesture of binding a rope.

"But I was wrong. This is just the temptation of piranhas. This color turns me into food, and it is a prison that confuses me." Caius' tone changed suddenly, just like his moody face , He always has the ability to make himself go up and down in a few seconds.He became vicious and firm, "It's what resisted me and took you away."

..., I suddenly want to rub my temples, IQ can't keep up with his conversion speed, what is resisting you?I can't understand Caius's brain world at all. Are the brain circuit structures of non-humans and humans the masterpieces of different creators?His words were so cumbersome and heavy that I couldn't help but want to avoid them.

"Claire." Caius easily tore off my quilt without stretching out his hand. He dragged me who was pretending to be asleep, and held me in his arms.

I was forced to leave the warm place and come into his icy arms, which was not a good feeling at all.He rubbed my temple hair, his cold breath blowing on my cheek.I heard joy mixed with pain in his voice, and I don't know how these two emotions blend so seamlessly.He said: "Don't resist me, even if the final price is to give up all the colors on your body, you are not allowed to give up your life."

I was even more surprised by his actions, and slowly wanted to push his body away, and said puzzledly, "Caius?"

"You can't resist me, as long as I crush those colors..." he said to himself, his eyes were full of weird nostalgia, he seemed to be looking around him, as if this world was his first birth so fresh. "I have to crush it."

I had a bad feeling that he wanted to do something that I didn't understand, and that it was about me.

"What do you want to do?" No matter what he does, I don't want him to succeed, he looks like a demon.I pushed his arm away hard, but he didn't let me succeed, grabbed my shoulder and pressed me to the bed.He leaned over, his hair fell on my face, and my eyes were swept shut sensitively by the strands of hair.And at this moment, Caius spoke.

Just like his breath that was so cold that it could hurt people, his words were flat and empty, without any warmth that should be there.

"Forget it, Claire."

forget it……

I still closed my eyes, all the sounds in my ears disappeared, and the darkness and suffocating silence occupied all my tactile senses.

Only his voice, sighing elegantly, indifferent and cold, surrounded me.

Without the slightest hesitation, he said again: "Forget it, forget Fox, forget your birthplace, your loved one, forget the human world. Forget it all, my Claire."

How could I forget... I wanted to laugh at him, but suddenly, there was a crisp cracking sound in my ears.

Something cracked, and all around me, I heard Caius' excited and sad voice continue to sound. "It's impossible for you to resist me, these brightly colored prisons, as long as I want... I can get rid of them, crush them."

what is he breaking

I instinctively felt that I had to stop him.

But my body was so heavy that I couldn't even open my eyes.

Caius said in a sad tone that everything is over, "Let this world go back to the beginning, the real color will only be a stumbling block for me, I will not allow these things to take your life."

what do i want to saySuddenly it was forgotten.

His voice kept ringing in his ears, and his clear thoughts were shrouded in thick fog.

"Forget, forget everything you have, you don't need these feelings. You will belong here..." Caius put my hand on his hard chest, and he emphasized darkly and firmly, "Forever."

I got confused and my brain was very confused and heavy.

Finally, with difficulty, I said, "No..." I can't forget, forget what?

All the pictures of memories are shattering, piece by piece, breaking apart.I tried to grab it weakly, but I couldn't remember which piece I wanted to grab at all.

I saw Charlie, and he hugged me and said, I'm your uncle, Claire,

But soon, his face was blurred, so blurred that I couldn't even remember his name.I see the Karen family, they're sitting in the school cafeteria, no, school, what school?

Where do I go to school and when do I go to school?

"Don't resist me, Claire, you don't have this ability, you are too young." Caius laughed, and his laughter always had a sharp taste.

I don't know what he's talking about, but his body reacted greatly, as if he knew to counter Caius' words.The problem is that my mind goes blank, and a lot of my thoughts crumble into cotton wool and blow away.

I didn't give up trying to grab something, I wanted to stretch out my hand, but Caius grabbed my hand back again.

He hugged me and faced the deep night, half-closed his eyes and whispered softly in my ear, "Forget it all, starting tomorrow, you will abandon any past. Your life is only me, and nothing can take away yours. life."

"No, it's not right..." I wanted to resist his words strangely, it was wrong, but there was something wrong.

I can't remember it at all.

car accident?The blood of the blond woman turned into countless blood drops, which split apart.Then what?

"Let this world return to the colorless hustle and bustle. I will smash the color of your ability and conquer you. Claire, I order you to forget it all." Caius said condescendingly, with a cold gesture of contempt.

I found that everything was moving away, I couldn't see anything, only his voice was the only existence, constantly filling the blank thoughts left after I lost with the virus speed of suppressing and eliminating dissidents.

I impotently begged him, "Caius, stop." Don't go on, but I couldn't think of what I wanted him to stop, just resisted him desperately, and couldn't think of a reason.

"Forget it, forget that you are a human being." Caius was cruel and indifferent, he had no sympathy for the weak.

He is not bewitching nor does he tolerate weakness, so he wants to completely crush me with his iron-blooded murderous aura.

I was dragged down by his voice, and the cloudy black torrent overwhelmed me. It wasn't right, but the denial made me twitch with pain.

I took a deep breath, opened my eyes, and found myself in the hospital.

The familiar smell of disinfectant lingered in my nostrils, and I stretched out my hand in a daze to touch the sunlight that climbed to the head of the bed. When I touched it, I reflexively avoided it, but found that I felt nothing at all.

The light was blazing, and I spread my hands out to the sun again.

Very warm, no burning sensation.I was a little surprised at my overreaction, and felt that I should have had a dream just now, but I couldn't remember it for a while.

It was a very long dream, and when I woke up, I was still lying on the hospital bed.

I turned my face, looked at the curtains of the hospital, and wondered when I would die.This problem is very common to me, every time I can open my eyes, I feel that I have earned it, and I have another day of life.

However, medical expenses are a big problem, and relatives and friends really dare not bother.I think of my father who has reorganized the family. He must not want me to disturb him. I heard that my younger brother is born. He will be very busy recently.

The classmates in the university also separated. At the beginning of the year, I received a call from the class reunion, and I heard that they all had their own future.

I found out that the caller called me by the wrong name, maybe he got the wrong contact.

The phone numbers in the contact book are densely crowded into a pile, and there will always be a wrong call in a hurry.

Three weeks ago, I finally got the chance to get out of the hospital and visit my mother in the cemetery.

"Mom, I have a good life." I squatted in front of her grave, I really missed my mother's craftsmanship, and my own cooking skills were shocking.

I haven't talked to others for a long time, and I don't know how to report my daily life to my mother for a while.Finally sat on the ground, exhausted.I touched my mother's posthumous photo, and she smiled so beautifully.

"Dad is also very good, don't worry, I will take care of him. I found a good job, and I can travel frequently to see different scenery in different places. It is a bit hard, but the salary is much higher than that of my graduates in the same period. My boss seems a bit mean, but he is serious about his work, and he said he would give me a raise. Heh..." I couldn't help laughing, very happy. "I don't have a boyfriend yet. I will consider finding one at the end of the year and bring it to you. Everyone is living a good life, and so am I. Life is really happy."

My mom shouldn't be worried anymore, I thought when I got back to the hospital.

A white lie or something, told a few times once in a while is good for your body and mind.

Today I found that my body actually has strength. I move my fingers like chicken feet, it can't be a flashback.

Then lie down again and look at the ceiling of the hospital.Try to think of some good things, it's not easy, because all the good things are revisited by me over and over again.

I remembered the novel I read three days ago. I borrowed it from a pregnant woman in the next ward. It was the next novel of Twilight Movie, New Moon.I watched half of it, saw Edward leave Bella, and then Bella found out that Jacob was a werewolf... a good plot, but I still support Edward, but I don't know what will happen next, because the mother was discharged from the hospital and the book was returned she is gone.

I believe that the hero will definitely come back and have a happy reunion with the heroine. This is how romance novels should be written, otherwise the author will be thrown banana peels.

I always feel that the two names Edward and Bella are very familiar. After thinking about it carefully, they are not novels or movies, but more like classmates in my life.

I know them, and I don't even think it's right to forget these two guys.But why can't I remember it?

I exhausted all the strength in my body and wanted to turn over, which is really not an easy task.I suddenly wondered whether I still have an uncle who loves me very much.

But my mind went blank, and I slowly put my hand on my chest. I felt that I was really going to die, because I didn't even have the strength to recall.

I closed my eyes tiredly, and the smell in the air that belonged to the hospital gradually dissipated.The bleak cold temperature returned again, and I curled up into a ball, which was more painful than when I died.Caius put his fingers on my face, and he seemed to be afraid that I would cause problems, so he called me in a low voice.

I opened my eyes again in confusion, not knowing where I was for a moment.My memory still stays in the hospital, on the seriously ill body waiting to die.

"Claire?" Caius called me happily.

I looked at him in confusion, and suddenly I only remembered this guy's name. He looks pretty good, and this was my first impression of him.

"Caius?" I wondered why I was so impressed by this name, but I couldn't be sure if it was him.Suddenly regaining consciousness, something was about to slip away, so he quickly reached out to grab it.

Caius quickly took my hand back and intertwined his fingers. "You're perfect." His affection was off guard, like he already knew I belonged to him.

I carefully observed his face, eyes, including his lips.I think his compliments are exaggerated, but I can't really see his expression clearly in the dark.

His fingertips caressed my cheeks, and the coolness penetrated into my skin. This movement was very gentle, but the temperature was too low to mean intimate and warm.

We just stayed there quietly, he covered me with a fur quilt, sat on the head of the bed and looked down at me.

I wonder if I'm going to fake it on purpose, close my eyes and look like I'm eager to sleep well until tomorrow.

Caius probably didn't notice it. I don't know if I can handle it again.The memory of the previous life saved the memory of this life at the last second.

I just discovered that Caius' ability is actually powerful hypnosis.Charlie, Bella, the Cullens, Forks Middle School, and everything about me were shredded under his command.I should be glad that he couldn't extend his hand to my previous life. As long as I desperately recall, I can keep those memory fragments that were almost swept away.

It was terrible, and I broke out in a cold sweat.If I hadn't grasped it just now, I probably wouldn't even be able to remember who Carlisle was tomorrow.

Because there was such a blank period, I really couldn't remember anything.

I didn't dare to move and squinted to peek at him. It seemed that he didn't know that his hypnosis was invalid.I just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, he quickly turned his head warily, and looked around in a weird posture.

He was looking at the darkness around us, the various furniture in the darkness and the oil paintings on the walls.Did he just find that the decoration here is too disgusting and doesn't suit his identity at all?

"Claire!" His growl came too suddenly, the anger and disbelief so obvious in his voice. "You haven't forgotten at all, have you?"

His rhetorical question is basically equivalent to an affirmative sentence.

Why is this guy's nerve so sensitive, I didn't say anything, how did he see the flaw?

"Why is it still there?" Caius looked around him in disgust, and then glared at me very angrily. "Do you have to resist me, Claire?"

The best example of strong words, I am about to be driven crazy by this neurotic guy.After enduring and enduring, he comforted him uselessly, "No, I forgot, really. Memory is not very reliable, I really forgot."

"Then what have you forgotten?" Caius said threateningly and brutally.

My brain is not working well now because of the violent tossing before.I replied stupidly, "What do you want me to forget?"

"Forget that you're alone," he said through gritted teeth.

I'm not alone Do you want me to be a snail?I really couldn't agree with this, and finally said calmly and in a gentle tone: "Caius, I have been a human being since birth, you can't deprive me of my species recognition rights, I can't suddenly feel that I am A fish or a caterpillar."

If he wasn't so greedy to take all my memories away, then I might actually let him get his way.It is because there are too many memory fragments that I can easily retrieve them. They are too conspicuous in such a large pile in the black torrent.

"Then what are you forgetting? Colorful Clare." Caius was especially sharp and mean because of his failure.

I never thought that full of color could be used to describe a person, so I managed to hold back a sentence in an attempt to calm him down, "I forgot a lot of unnecessary..."

Fearing that Caius would get mad, I immediately added: "For example, I can't remember when I went to school, and the teachers in elementary school can't remember, and when I celebrated my birthday three years ago, I couldn't remember any presents I received. Yes, I probably forgot."

These are the facts, because his hypnosis is not useless because he didn't have time to catch it completely.What I tried my best to keep was most of my memory.But those forgotten things are trivial things that don't matter to me if I forget them.Even if Caius doesn't take it away, it is estimated that his brain will be put into the trash can after a while.

It's a pity that Caius didn't look like he was comforted by me at all. He saw through the meaning behind all my words, and he knew that what was forgotten was of little importance to me.

The atmosphere between us froze completely, and he might already be thinking about whether to kill me first, in order to erase the shame of his failure.

I tried to hide like an ostrich under the thick quilt, not wanting to face him like this.But Caius' hand grabbed my exposed hair, and I couldn't move my body at all.

"Is it your wish to be a damn useless human being?" Caius sneered, he didn't seem to want to give up at all. "You always resist me so stubbornly, using your wrong and stupid decisions to destroy the road I paved for you."

This... a... I just can't stand this guy, this control freak.

"It is impossible for me to forget, whether it is Fox or my relatives, including!" I said heavily, "I am a human being. No matter how brainwashed you are, I will never forget." It was simply a challenge book, a challenge to his poor endurance.

Caius' fingers sank into the bed, and he couldn't stand my disobedience.

And I want to hit him hard and let him wake up completely. It is a crime to control other people's lives at will.My voice was weak, helpless and uncomfortable, "If I want to forget, how I wish I could forget you."

"Forget me?" He thought this sentence was particularly ridiculous, and his face was hidden in the darkness, which made his self-abnegation sound particularly forceful and fierce. "Forget about me, a soulless monster?"

I remained silent, the words stayed in my chest, and it took a long time before I had the strength to squeeze them out.

"Forget that you have killed people, forget that you are a vampire, forget that your name is Caius Volturi. Forget that you..." Finally, I can't continue, I hope that time will freeze forever on the day before I see you , At that time you were still called C.

"You want me to be a human?" Caius laughed sarcastically, his voice was high and shrill, as if mocking my words, "If I were a human, would you fall in love with me? A person without any self-preservation The power of the cowardly and incompetent."

Poor communication among species, I am not disappointed by his reaction at all, he is a professional who has despised human beings for 100 years.I really didn't have the energy to deal with him, so I turned sideways, buried my head in the quilt, and said softly, "Caius, I'm tired."

I really want to sleep, so stop making trouble.

Caius lowered his head, he stretched out his hand to pull me up, but at the last moment, he withdrew all his strength and stroked my hair.

I closed my eyes, and tears flowed out inexplicably.

Waking up the next day with no one sitting next to me, I was in a trance from the chaos of last night, thinking it was just a dream.

Only when he regained his senses did he tremblingly count his names with his fingers. "Uncle Charlie, Bella, very good, the Karen family has remembered. My classmates, Jessica, Angela, and Mike, teacher Ryan and Principal Green..."

I didn't forget any of them, and I was afraid that Caius would perform a new round of Fa X MLM brainwashing and hypnosis on me after I fell asleep.

It's incredible that he didn't do anything.

Could it be that he thought about it and knew that coercion would not end well?

I smoothed my messy long hair, looked at the ceiling candlestick above my head, and didn't know what to do next.

"Claire." Carlisle suddenly appeared beside me, and I looked at him in shock. Could it be that the speed of your appearance can't be normal?

Carlisle had thick dark circles under his eyes, which made him look haggard, but the warmth in his smile remained unchanged. "You look like you should tidy up, I'm early."

I smiled at him embarrassedly, I knew he was worried about what happened to me, otherwise the doctor would not have been so sudden.

Carlisle took me to the front hall. After being here for so long, I still can't distinguish the various tunnels under the Volturi.

This is a huge maze.

Gianna helped me pick out my clothes while I sat barefoot on the chair.

"Are my clothes still there?"

Gianna didn't know what I was talking about for a moment, so I could only add, "That's what I was wearing the day I came."

She turned to look at me, sadness creeping into her emerald eyes.Then she went out, and soon came in with some clothes that didn't match the color of the place.

The clothes were washed very clean and had a fresh smell.I put back on my jeans, my old long-sleeved T-shirt, sadly Edward's coat washed away, and my shoes.

Jaina helped me find another pair of handmade boots. She grabbed my feet and helped me put them on, "I bought them myself and gave them to you."

I couldn't help smiling and said, "Thank you."

"Welcome to the Volturi, good morning." Jaina responded in beautiful Italian.

"Good morning." My Italian always stutters.

As I walked out with Carlisle, I looked back to see Jaina standing behind the counter, watching us go.

Carlisle took a step forward, and I followed in his footsteps.The brightness of the lights dimmed, and I found myself coming here.

The gray corridor, the white walls, the artificial electricity disappears in the rectangular oil lamp overhead.

I watched Carlisle's back and knew where he was taking me.All entanglement and anxiety have become a firmness that cannot be turned back.

"Carlisle, if I don't get enough votes to survive, then I will choose to switch." I thought I would at least struggle with the outcome, but found that the decision voice didn't even tremble.

I put my hand on my heart, and it beat hotly.So be it, the damn world.

Carlisle looked back, looking at me sadly.

"It's a happy ending." I have no room for regret, even if that's what I've worked so hard to get. "Even if I choose to convert in the end, I want you to perform this ceremony for me. No vampire in the Volturi can touch me. I need you. I don't understand newborn vampires, so I need your help. Let me not hurt anyone, Carlisle."

Carlisle was not at all happy about my decision, and his compassionate and kind nature made him look even more hesitant.

"This is your wish?" He didn't believe it at all, and his frowning made him look younger.

"Just take it as it is, I don't trust Caius and I don't trust the Volturi. If I die and they go after my family, I won't be safe in heaven. I have someone to protect Carlisle." I didn't want to look great, it wasn't some self-sacrificing drama, I just felt like I had to.

"Are you prepared? If they don't vote." Carlisle didn't want to hurt me with that assumption, even though he was telling the truth.

"It's my decision, no one else's." I looked much more relaxed than Carlisle, "at least you let me know that vampires can live without drinking human blood. I can't imagine myself attacking others just to get The way the food looks, that's ugly."

"It's not your decision, you prefer to live a good life." Carlisle hit the nail on the head, he felt anxious and painful about his powerlessness.

"If I can live." I took the lead, passing Carlisle. "If I can survive, I will live well."

Carlisle sighed, not knowing what he was regretting.

We walked through the promenade, and Alec turned out in front of him. He tilted his head and said blankly, "Come with me."

The gate is in front, and I still remember that Caius carried me in when I first came to Volturi.

The black and heavy door stands coldly in front of your eyes like an irresistible authority in this world.

Alec walked over without hesitation, stretched out his hands and pushed it away.

A hall as empty as a wilderness appeared, and the marble floor reflected the figure of the initiate.On a high platform at the end of the hall sat the Volturi Inquisitor.

They are cold and mean, without a trace of human breath, like the supreme gods, looking down at us in black robes.

I saw Caius sitting on the left, and he was also watching me.

The sun shone down from the huge curved dome, and I saw that there was no wave in his red eyes, calm and dark.

The author has something to say: Believe it or not, they will have a happy ending if they collapse.