[Twilight] Bright sunshine

This time, I didn't dodge, even though Caius' strength was so out of control that he wanted to crush my finger bones.

"It is my will, Caius."

My voice is very flat, without any small emotions that should be added, neither sweet nor sensational.

But Caius was torn apart by my words, his cold and hard appearance was torn apart, his facial expression was very frozen, and there was no change at all.

But I can feel the pain in his whole body that he suffered a huge blow and couldn't bear it until he was close to collapse.

His red eyes were as thick as blood, and the heavy moisture engulfed the darkness in the center of the pupils, blood was about to overflow out of his delicate eye sockets.

"If I have to choose death or conversion now, then under the witness of Carlisle, I will not accept the conversion and choose to be broken by your neck." I continued to emphasize my choice clearly and quickly, as if I said everything To be honest, I am fearless, righteous, strong and crazy, even if I sacrifice myself, I will not accept him.

I have to hypnotize myself like this, the acting skills that drive ducks to the shelves are so immature and clumsy.

Even if what I say is a lie, I must not show timidity that what I say is the truth.It's not easy for me, sometimes I can't even tell the truth, let alone a lie.

Moreover, Caius is really going to cut off my hand.

He repeated my words very softly, "I will accept death." These words turned into a sharp knife that pierced him, and he looked like a suicidal warrior, and he wanted to insert this knife into his body hard.

Except for the pain of being pinched by his fingers, I can't empathize with his sense of collapse at all.

But I admit that Caius may, indeed, like me a little.

If the vampire's feelings are indeed as deep as Carlisle said, then even if it's just a little bit, at least... I still have a chance to struggle.

"Yes, I will choose to die, and I will never change." I emphasized loudly, desperately, and kept emphasizing, suppressing any extra thoughts in my mind, trying to convince him of my words.I forced myself to stare into Caius' eyes, his expression was completely useless, a mask without even a single crack in the stone.I could only see the emotional fluctuations in his eyes that he was trying to hide, and I mobilized the anger in my body to make the hatred in my voice more obvious and believable, "If you want to change me hard, then I will start to hate you .”

Like love, I'm also new to how to completely hate someone.But this does not affect my performance, as long as I believe what I say, all actors have this basic skill.

"Shut up!" Caius' indifferent mask was completely smashed by me. The shattering speed started from the corner of his mouth. He bared his teeth in a rage, and the rage exploded on his face that lost his calm. .

This made his human-like appearance completely unconvincing, revealing the ruthless animal nature of the ice-cold clan.

The suppression of the vampire creature, which he hadn't felt for a long time, began to spread unscrupulously in his inability to control himself.

It is almost impossible for my weak nature to resist his strong oppression. The fragile resistance mechanism is not enough for me to be at ease under the wrath of Caius.

Before my brain felt the fear, my body trembled in advance.This kind of schizophrenia-like emotion made me unable to speak normally, and my voice became weak.

"This is your law, I can choose." It was a desperate provocation, and I began to repeat evasively.

His anger caused the temperature around him to plummet, and the cold surrounding me surrounded me. Only then did I realize that those fantasy-like murderous auras in the movie were materialized, and they could actually appear in reality.

Vampires are such amazing creatures that I don't even have time to think about them.

"You can't choose to die, you don't have the right to die." Caius tightened my hand, not allowing me to dodge, his strength was so strong that he could throw me with the chair, this strength surpassed mine Unable to bear it, I yelled: "Caius, let me go."

Caius was startled by my voice, which was almost impossible before. He would take my feelings so seriously.My fingers were red and swollen from his pinching, and the tingling made me unable to resist his anger.

He immediately released the hand that hurt me, self-loathing annoyance appeared in his already confused expression.

"This is your law, have you forgotten? I know the secret of the Volturi, and I know the existence of you vampires. Isn't the law of this world that I choose to die? You are the enforcer, Caius. "I was also forced to explode. When it comes to anger, I am no less angry than him. When I suppressed it to the most painful moment, I even felt that I was a virgin if I didn't hate this bastard vampire.

Tell me to die, tell me I must switch, tell me I don't have the right to die.You are the one who says everything, you are the one who decides the law, capricious, despicable and shameless insanity.

I wanted to scold him so many times.

"No, Claire, change your mind." Caius' condescending attitude of domineering orders that had been rooted in his bones came out again.His tone was so cold and hard that he didn't allow you to refute. "Immediately, change this choice."

"If I don't change it, are you going to pervert the law for personal gain?" I didn't expect that one day I would have the courage to quarrel with Caius, and it seemed that I could win him in the quarrel, which is really absurd.

The most frightening change was that Caius did not dare to forcibly convert me, he was afraid that I would hate him.

"You're going to die, you'll leave this world forever..." It was already obvious that he was strong on the outside, but he didn't know what he was imagining. The pain was unbearable, even deeper than Carlisle's if Esme's love wasn't on him.He was about to forget how noble and arrogant and arrogant he used to be, and his words were full of broken pieces that were destroyed.He knelt in front of me on one knee, just so that he could really look at me shrunk in the chair.

I looked at him indifferently, but I was so nervous that I didn't know how to react. "I don't have a choice. You forced me. You said it's the law." I felt like I couldn't pretend anymore. I didn't tell Carlisle my choice, and it wasn't the only way I had to choose.But I know that if I can't convince Caius, then I won't even have the last resort.

Carlisle said two votes, two votes and I could leave this place forever, but a guy like Arrow can't be persuaded by anyone, and I don't understand Marcus.

Only Caius, if my death will force him to let me go, then I must fight for it myself.The premise is that he really likes me.

"You have a choice, Claire, you have countless choices besides death." Caius was desperate to persuade me to give up the decision to die.

"I don't want to be a vampire who disregards human life. I am a human being. I can't accept that my life must be taken from my original companion. I will hate myself. I don't want to be a murderer. I hate being a creature like you that hurts innocent people." " I became excited, and finally couldn't help blurting out my thoughts, with a sad crying sound.

Caius would never understand what murder casts a shadow on me.I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't have the mental strength to ignore those who died. Guilt will become one of the most serious traumas in my heart.

How can I convince myself that it is so easy to choose to become a vampire? How can I easily convince myself that I can use conversion to escape this guilt when I know how much vampires desire human blood, and even a vegetarian diet will get out of control? .

As long as I become a vampire, then I may lose control and attack humans.I am always afraid that I will become a real murderer, why should I accept that kind of life, that kind of dark and lightless, long life without a ray of sunshine.

This is the end of the road for me, not a choice.

"You reject me?" What I said seemed to have caused a huge blow to him. His pale face didn't even need any embellishing adjectives. Anyone could see his frowning, the pain he was pressing down because of enduring sadness .

Maybe I should say more cruel words to hit him, but when the words came to my lips, I didn't know how to get them out.If you know that your words can hurt others, but deliberately hurt him, this is not an easy task.

I don't want to make myself look ugly and dark like a demon, but this kind of opportunity will never happen, and Caius will give up his decision to let me switch.After working hard for a few seconds, I finally suppressed my confused thoughts and replied softly: "Yes, I hate you."

In a very simple sentence, Caius looked at me blankly, losing all his usual arrogance and indifference. The thin bright red on his lips was the only vivid color on his face.He gritted his teeth, his lips trembled a little, and his red eyes were even more moist and rich.

He could no longer suppress the sadness in his heart. I saw him stretch out his hand, his fingers were somewhat transparent, and slowly touched my face.I am like the executioner, murdering him.

With barely any effort, his fingertips slid across my cheek, and I saw moisture on his fingers.

Only then did I realize that I was crying, and tears fell from my eyes.Some hurriedly wiped it off with their sleeves, worried that Caius would see my sternness, and emphasized in a muffled voice, "You can't change my choice, Caius."

He clenched his tear-stained fingers into a knuckle fist.Then Caius took a deep breath, and the anger that came belatedly burned in his moist eyes.His sharp questioning was more like a wounded lion roaring, "Claire, do you want me to kill you with my own hands?"

"Then you kill me!" I yelled louder than him, and unfortunately, the tears that had just stopped came out again.This annoys me, and the crying must not convince Caius of my choice.

I tried to speed up and wipe my tears, and kept saying with a wicked face: "This is the law, you must obey it." All my life, I've never had any faith in the bad character of this guy.

The words I confronted him touched his reverse scales, and Caius suddenly jumped up and backed up. He was so angry that he punched the stone wall, and the hard boulder was immediately shattered.His pupils shrank nervously, and his breathing was as fierce as a flame bursting out of his chest.He couldn't control himself anymore, he stood close to the wall on the other side of the hall and stared at me.

I was stared at until my back was numb, and my hair stood on end.Suddenly, I felt that no one could save me, just me being so stupid.

Caius's mood fluctuated greatly, his hands were stuck to the wall, I don't know how he did it, because the flat stone has been crushed by him, and the deep black cracks are constantly extending.

He was venting his maddened rage, preventing himself from crossing the hall to me.

Between us was the sunlight that escaped from the cracks in the stones, and in a trance, I seemed to recall the scene of the first meeting, and the same river of light flowed over.

The fleeting memory fragments quickly faded away, and it was more like I was confronting some wild beast.

Caius seemed to be holding back a violent resentment, which was almost unbearable pain for him.The red eyes were replaced by a deep darkness, the setting sun was quickly swallowed by the night, and the eyes were surprisingly bright.

I hugged my knees with both hands and sat on the chair dumbly. I didn't dare to move and lowered my face, only showing two eyes still full of tears and looking at him.This situation is very similar to falling into the cage of a wild animal, and the wild animal looks at me angrily.

The difference is that the beast is powerful, and I'm just a sham food.

Caius has been waiting for me to change his mind to calm his emotions. His expression is a little frenzied, and he is ready to rush over and tear me apart. Every time I do this, I can hear the pitiful wailing of those stones crushed under his power. Crack.

He pursed his lips straight, his indignant expression was even close to pitiful.

I gritted my teeth and refused to shake him.

Caius immediately continued to beat the stone impulsively, and the gravel fell like rain.

The wall belongs to the Volturi, and I don't feel bad at all.

He bit his lip angrily, and suddenly turned into a black bolt of lightning in a thrilling manner, with the corners of his clothes cutting the wind, and rushed towards me quickly.I didn't have time to react, his hands were already around my neck, and I was pinned against the back of the chair.

The cold came before the pain, and I coughed, thinking he was trying to sever my arteries with his white fingers.

I grabbed his wrist in rebellion, his muscles more like assault weapons made of the hardest material than my frail flesh and blood.

There is no chance of winning, let alone be strangled to death by him.

Caius showed a distorted expression of hating iron and steel, and his over-repressed voice made his words cloudy and dark. "Claire, you really don't understand anything, you don't understand anything." The embarrassment and pain in his eyes flashed, his voice became deeper and deeper, repeating that you don't understand, almost whispering and panting.

Then he let go of his hold on me, and stepped back step by step. He frantically suppressed himself from rushing forward again, and I almost didn't dare to look at his expression.

After retreating to a certain distance, he turned around suddenly, his whole body was murderous like a sharp sword from Kaifeng, and he just walked out like this.

My overly tense nerves finally relaxed, and I was exhausted from running [-] meters at the speed of a [-]-meter hurdle, and the overwhelming tide flooded my whole body.I covered my head and hid my face in my arms, cold tears still remaining on my face.

I want to do my best, and this is the limit of what I can do.No matter what the final choice is, and whether Caius will strangle me with his own hands in the end, I will... try my best.

This feeling is really uncomfortable, and the way to achieve the goal by hurting others makes me want to cry.

Before I finished trembling, a heavy bang exploded in my eardrums.I looked up in horror and found that the black door outside the hall was closed.

To do such a boring thing, it must be Caius who has gone and returned.Moreover, he closed the door and kicked it to make such a loud sound. He knew very well that even if the door was closed, it was unlocked. It would be impossible for me to shake the door panel even if I wanted to open it, let alone open it with my little strength.

I just realized that besides becoming a vampire and being strangled to death, he could actually imprison me shamelessly.

As a law enforcer, I think it is impossible for Caius to ignore the law at will. Suddenly, I am shaken by the idea that he will strictly enforce the law.

Caius ran away and never came back. Dmitri came here once during the period, holding a plate with one hand, on which was still a light and nutritious meal for recuperation.He put things on the table with a blank expression, his feet were shaking restlessly, or his toes were hitting the ground.

He's definitely an ADHD vampire.

"Eat it quickly, there may be no chances in the future." Dmitry said with his hands bent behind his back, his eyebrows raised, and his mouth crooked.

Maybe he was just trying to comfort me, although what he said was more like a threat.

"If you think these things don't taste good, um, I'll change the chef right away. The chef at the restaurant near the mountain should be good. I'll catch it now, and I can make an afternoon tea if I catch it early. Do you like afternoon tea? This is also It’s a human habit, I think you eat a little too much. It’s unscientific to eat several times a day, and you don’t look very healthy.” Dmitri started talking like a chatterer.From time to time he moved his foot, or shrugged.

I picked up the spoon speechlessly and continued to scoop up the soup.

What does the chef want to use?I am very grateful to him for his kindness and hastily declined, "It's delicious, thank you." Don't hurt another chef.

"That's fine. If you have any other needs, you can say it. You know, we rarely receive humans for a long time. But if you don't say anything, it will be very troublesome to arrange. You should try and ask for more." Dmitry He knocked on the ground with another foot. He obviously wanted to maintain a serious expressionless face, but he didn't know where the nerves in his face were wrong, and he would frown and wink from time to time.

I humbly responded a few times, but saw Dmitry looking at me expectantly, wishing I could ask for something right away.

This guy probably has nothing to do, just watches the gate all day, so he is bored and crazy.

I thought about it hard, and finally asked, "Just close the door for me." Anyway, I can't run out no matter whether the door is opened or closed. Maybe Caius will feel the mood when he comes back and sees the door is closed. It will be better.

Dmitri nodded, turned around and walked out. Before he closed the door easily, he stuck out his head and said to me who was eating: "Volturi hasn't arrived for a long time, I forgot to say welcome."

He thinks that I will not die, and that I will be his companion. What a warm and friendly colleague.

I can't wait to throw the spoon in his face.

After eating, I stayed for a while, read the book again, wandered around the hall several times for exercise, and then found a pen and paper on Caius' work table.

I doodle and draw some flowers and plants to change my mood.

Later, looking at the twisted lines of the quill pen, my brain was empty for a long time before I picked up the pen and started writing on another new piece of paper.

Dear C:

How are you?Forget about sending a gift to you, and when autumn comes, parasols may not do much for you.

I am traveling in Italy now, and this is the most historic place I have ever seen. Even the grass growing in the crevices of the stones has a story that can be traced back.

You'll love this place as much as I love Forks.

The longer I was out, the more I missed that small town in the temperate forest.October rain will fall from the clouds to my eaves, and the quiet night and green forest will surround you forever.

Charlie would probably be annoyed that I'd been out for so long and he wouldn't be with him while he was fishing.He always said that, in fact, his old friends are no less than me.

What a wonderful thing it is for me to have a family. In the future, I will study hard and be admitted to the University of Washington, where the cherry blossoms in March and April are really beautiful.Then make a few like-minded good friends during college. If I’m lucky, I’ll fall in love. He’ll be a nice man. Of course, he’s a human first...

… I laughed out loud as I wrote this, and I felt a little sore with a smile, feeling that I was really bored.

The surrounding area is empty, only the broken stones from the wall accompany me.

Time slowly walks along with the sun that is gradually going away, without looking back.

The tip of my pen began to kiss the white paper again, imagining myself as a tourist who hadn't returned from a trip in Italy.

: He may be an only child, and his parents are still alive.There may also be a younger sister, single family.

He will love me, even if my personality is a bit out of fashion.I will also fall in love with him and walk through our youth hand in hand with him.Work hard and have kids.Efforts to educate him to grow up, often take him or her to visit Charlie.In middle age, when the child grows up, let him soar and fly.I'll hold his hand and keep going.

Being old, we can return to the original place, where the fir trees of the Fox grow luxuriantly.Friends, relatives, I sit with him and watch the sunset.

The life of the four seasons is a life that I have never experienced.To be able to live healthy and see the end of life with the people you love.

C, this is the most precious gift given to me by the world I love.

How are you recently?

Being angry all the time will lead to wrinkles, beautiful things can be found everywhere, and smiling will lead to a long life.

Your friend, Claire.

……

I sat on a chair and laughed. "Hey, it's really boring."

Then I crumpled the written paper, and the ink characters were squeezed out of shape. When I threw it behind me, I was drowned in a pile of messy books.

The sun, still silent, climbed onto my toes.