[Twilight] Bright sunshine

I saw Claire again in the school parking lot.

Alice sat in the driver's and passenger's seats with Jasper, and she didn't pay much attention to the only car in the parking lot that stopped at the same time as us.Because Jasper's mood began to become unstable, for him, the human breath was as sweet as the magma of the sun, gushing out the burning heat of blood.That sharp pleasure can cut through all the self-control in the brain, and he wants to hunt.

Even though he killed two lions yesterday, his body is still forcing him to hunt humans.

This was the only choice given by his instincts, and Jasper was once a prisoner of this hunting method.Changing his Maria made him learn to attack humans unscrupulously, treating humans as lowly blood food.

He's more susceptible to this instinctive temptation than any of us, he's had too much of it, and if it wasn't for Alice's need to stay at the Cullens', oh, bloody vegan, he doesn't even want to push himself so hard.Even if killing humans and vampires made him feel depressed, it couldn't compare to the terrible pain caused by vegetarianism.

So for Alice, sometimes his self-control ability is stronger than mine.

At this time, I can be sure that I am the first person to discover Claire's existence.She was sitting in the driver's seat of an old Ford, with one hand on the steering wheel, looking at us warily.

Aston Martin V12 Vanquish - This car doesn't fit in the Fox High School parking lot.

This is why she is wary.

I've heard from others that her uncle is Charlie Swann, a policeman in the Forks Town Police Department.

Her uncle must have been telling her about crimes in front of her all the time, the attitude was right, we were too loud.

"Jas, you can do it." Alice didn't have time to divert her attention, she said to me in her mind, (Edward, help me pay attention to him, if Jas...)

I don't want to do that kind of work, the pain that keeps invading Jasper's brain can infect me too, making my hungry body want to hunt.

"I'm fine." Jasper held his breath, using up the only air in his lungs just to speak to reassure Alice.

It didn't look like it was okay at all, I lowered my head pretending to be indifferent, and listened to Claire's voice.

There was a steady sense of peace about everything in her, which gave me a brief break from Jasper's painful thoughts.

She was hesitating whether to get out of the car, after all, facing a luxury car that shouldn't be here at all, this unnatural atmosphere poked her sensitive nerves.

"It's time for us to get out of the car. If something happens to Jasper, and Emmett and I, we can stop him." I can always pay attention to where Jasper's limit is, and Emmett's strength can stop the crazy Jasper.

Alice nodded, her well-manicured short black hair naturally curled up with her movements.

When passing by Claire, Jasper still lost control for a moment, his nose told him all the time that there were prey in the school building in the distance, and the one closest to him was the current Claire.

I have opened the car door and tensed my muscles, ready to rush out to stop it at any time.

In Alice's brain, I saw Jasper holding Claire's neck. The white and fragile skin could not stop the fangs from destroying her. Jasper's golden eyes were eroded by the cold red.

This is not allowed. If Carlisle was here, he would definitely allow me to save the girl.

But in the next second, Alice's call changed Jasper's decision. Just a sweet "Jass, look at me" instantly overturned the future in Alice's brain.

I saw us enter the classroom without anything happening, Jasper was in pain, but he held back.

I didn't see Claire again in Alice's head, and Alice's undivided attention was given to her partner rather than to an insignificant passerby.

Claire found our group of guys strange, even scrutinizing.Arousing suspicion on the first day of school is not something I want to see.

As I walked past her car, through the rain and the glass, I heard Claire's nervous summary.

(Dangerous person...)

She is right, I hope she can always maintain the idea of ​​vigilance, and will not be confused by us and forget this vigilance emotion.

This way she can live safely without getting into any trouble.

When I walked into the office in Building No. [-], I turned around and used my good eyesight to pass through the gate, and saw the back of Claire leaving in a raincoat in the distance.I will not have any intersection with her, our lives are so different, destined to be like two parallel lines gradually moving away.

She won't know me.

And I don't know her either.

Alice seems delighted with everything about Fox, her timing seems to be different from mine.She can discover the subtleties of life different from the past every moment, even if life has stagnated, she can always give people the illusion that she is changing every day.

I am very old, and the clock of time has always stood still in the autumn of [-].I occasionally recall my own mother, wondering if she would regret letting Carlisle save me, her face still in my fading human memories.She loves me and I know it.

When we all gather in the school cafeteria, everyone is depressed in unison.

The food in those cafeterias is like the sand and dirt that humans see. It is no longer a category of whether it tastes good or not, but something that your body does not need and cannot digest.

But we have to be more natural, more human, yes, human.

Pray that these delicious foods will completely disappear in my world, I looked at the plates on the table indifferently.

The entire restaurant was full of chaotic voices, and everyone's brains were full of gossip about the Karen family, and there was nothing new even in whispers.

Even if Alice doesn't say anything, I know the future after coming to Forks.Go to school, endure gossip, hunt, and hide from the sun.

By the time we finished high school, we had to apply to another school in a rainy location because we were going to college.

Same thing, nothing new.

"Squeak-"

The sharp cutting sound resounded above everyone.

I turned my head reflexively, looking for the source, which was an instinct of defense.

Jasper was even faster than me, and he was on guard for Alice, even if his sanity was about to be consumed by hunger and thirst.

Then I saw Claire, sitting at a corner table, her brown eyes soft and clear.She looked at us with a vegetable leaf in her mouth.

I turned my head back, thinking my fuss was a little ridiculous.

vampire--

In just one second, everyone's boring, thin, buzzing thoughts were shattered by this sentence.

I still remember this voice, singing the eagle's song purely and cheerfully, as if she was the only one left in the world and the green sunshine of summer.

But it was also this voice that so coldly spoke out the unspeakable secret.I was afraid that if I made a mistake, I would turn around immediately, and I couldn't even control my violent anger.

Claire was still in the same posture, with no expression on her pale face. If it wasn't for her inner churning, no one would have noticed that something was wrong with her.

Edward -

I gritted my teeth, unable to control the venom raging in my mouth, did she know? !

……Mind reading.

My fingers lost control and crushed the edge of the table. If it hadn't been for Emmett's quick reaction to support the table, it would have been thrown out by the strength of my standing up and smashed the window.

Can't let her speak out and solve this matter.

I have to protect the whole secret, protect all the family.

Shut her up, forever!

"Edward?" Alice finally turned her attention away from Jasper, her eyes lost focus, and the doubt in her voice quickly turned into an empty sigh.

But Claire was in front of my eyes, not intimidated by the oppressive gaze of our group, jumped up without any warning and ran out madly.

Her body noticed our danger faster than her brain, she was running too fast.

In Alice's mind, I saw the back of Claire running out. I saw her grab her schoolbag and raincoat and climb into the second-hand royal blue Ford.

None of this has happened yet, or it's happening in the next second.

The heavy rain soaked her long hair and sweater, and she huddled in her car, shivering from the cold rain.

Dark clouds covered the whole of Forks, and there was no sound, an eerie silence I had never felt before.

Alice seemed to be a little strange about what she saw. Before she spoke, I had already suppressed the madness in my body.I had to make everyone think that I was normal, that I couldn't go out at a hundred miles an hour, and no one knew how much self-control I was using.

I sat down, and the chair made a subtle sound. Yes, its chair legs have been broken by me, even though its appearance is intact.

Everyone's attention is drawn to Claire's crazy behavior, no one will notice us, this is the best result, I know what we are going to do next.

Alice already had the answer in her brain, and we surrounded her car in those blurred and distorted images.

"It's leaked." I took a deep breath, this damn action really didn't help me at all.

It's impossible, idiot.Rosalie didn't trust my judgment at all.

This is not good news. Could it be the little girl who was scared away by us just now?Emmett's carelessness is doomed that he will not have any special emotions for a while.

Give way?Give way!kill her.Jasper's whole body screamed to kill, and he was driven mad by his own hunger and thirst, so it was easier to explode.He had already simulated how to fly out in his heart, following Claire's scent, cruelly broke her limbs, and tore her to shreds.

This is not good news.I calmed myself down, at least Jasper's opinion wasn't advisable.

Alice stared blankly into the distance, and her gaze was not fixed all the time, fluctuating from far and near.Soon she woke up from the blank daze, and took Jasper's hand naturally, this kind of intimate gesture greatly relieved Jasper's terrifying murderous aura.Then she picked up her own plate and dumped the contents without moving.

They walked out, and I was quiet for a minute, and then I said to Emmett and the others: "I'll go with Alice to solve it." There are always some people on the school side, skipping class on the first day of class is too conspicuous, at least someone must be responsible Give the teacher's signature on the slip of paper to Ms. Kopp, or that wicked lady will curse us.

"Are you kidding me?" Rosalie finally turned her attention away from her beauty. She was much more vicious than Ms. Cope.

I have stood up, dumped the crushed bread, and then walked out at a normal human speed, which to me was as slow as crawling on the ground with all limbs crippled.

I believe that Emmett can make Rosalie obedient. They are often sticky and affectionate like the love hero and heroine in the movie, which makes people's skin crawl.

Alice stood behind Claire's car with an umbrella, and no one noticed her, including the little girl in the car.I appeared beside her without a single drop of rain splashing on my clothes.

Jasper had been thinking about how to kill Claire, he didn't allow himself to breathe at all, so that the temptation of fresh blood would stay away from him.The soul of the executioner who walked out of the war returned to his body, he was suspicious and ruthless, and he would destroy anything that could hurt Alice indifferently.

I want to stop him, this idea has been there since just now, I can't forget the peaceful sunshine and emerald green forest in Claire's heart.

She didn't deserve these unfair treatment, and Jasper didn't even give her any chance to speak, trying to silence her forever under Fox's land.And I need an answer, why would she know.

This reason calmed Jasper. He was a soldier and had experienced too many conspiracy theories. He could think of a lot of terrible reasons.

I thought I could easily find the answer in Claire's brain. She looked forbearing and fragile, her thin body trembling under the big old sweater.Her face was too pale, this white color was sickly and unhealthy, every light breath could break her.

What villains we are, she thought.

Beautiful and terrifying, she thought.

It's going to rain tonight, and she can sleep well, so she thinks about this?

Will they go crazy, will they...

I'm sure I'm going crazy because Claire's brain doesn't have the answers I'm looking for.Large areas of blank space, words and pictures that cannot be connected, are incomplete.

Those blanks would kill herself, Rosalie and Jasper would sentence her to death.

The Volturi would also sentence her to death.And she didn't know anything, didn't know that she was walking in the abyss of death.

"A dream." She sat on the sofa, looking helpless and calm.

I can't hear her heart, her heart is still beating warmly, and the blood is surging in her body like a tide.She is a human being, but she can seal those secrets like an iron wall.

Carlisle believed her because she seemed so earnest and honest, even troubled.

I also have to trust her, because my doubts can make everyone decide to kill her.

As for Jasper, Rosalie, and Esme's sadness, they put aside those crazy thoughts for a while.

Claire's hair is a rare pale gold, that kind of thin and pure gold, like the light shining on people's fingertips in the morning, you will never find anyone whose hair color is as ethereal and beautiful as hers.

Her hair was the same color as Esme's children.

The boy who died young was Esme's only hope of life, but he was already dead.When her time was frozen because of Carlisle, the only clear picture of her human age was her child, the color of the face of sickness and death was the same as that of Claire's face that would never turn pale.

It was silly to think so, but Esme figured Claire might be her baby reincarnated.There are vampires, what is impossible.

Claire was protected by her motherly love, which caused everyone to watch her go in silence.

"What if she tells it?" Rosalie tightly clasped her nail-painted hands, forcing herself to be quiet, otherwise she would run out and kill the human who knew the secret.

"No one would believe her, would they?" Emmett still had this virtue, and he would never think that his carelessness could make him see farther.

Jasper was silent, he was still weighing back and forth between Esme and Claire, Alice was obviously more important, so there was no more perfect reason, he would still find a chance to kill Claire.

I'm obviously on Carlisle's and Esme's side, we have an advantage, Carlisle won't allow life to be taken lightly, and I'm on my father's side.

"Wouldn't it be nice if we could stay by her side?" Alice obviously came up with a bad idea, although she won in the end. "Today we brought a lot of attention to people who, if we'd known Claire in the first place, would have rightly made excuses for the unnaturalness."

That's no reason at all, Alice is excited, she hasn't seen anything yet, I'm sure, but she has a hunch.And these premonitions are beyond my power, I can't clearly know why Alice is close to Claire.

Because there is no formed picture in Alice's brain.

spy on her.Rosalie thought suspiciously.

kill her.Jasper was still hesitating.

Esme likes Claire, which is great news.Emmett is obviously happy in the wrong place. He hopes that Claire can make Esme happier. He regards Esme as the most important mother.

I said nothing because I found myself with nothing to say.

It's going to rain this month, Alice said.

Heading to school the next day, Claire made everyone laugh when she lumbered out of the car.

"Hi, Claire." I looked at her, the rain falling from the heavy rain cloud back to the earth, the shimmer of light glinting in her hair.

The goddamn sun is shining.The corners of her eyes curved down in a lovely smile.

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