longing

Ayun said that he wanted to help Duan Hefang hold some kind of party, but most of them called his friends to drink together. Duan Hefang doesn't like to participate in these social activities, but the protagonist is himself after all, so it's not easy to blow Ayun's way. Save face, so I stayed and cut a cake, and then went home.

However, he really didn't understand these incoming and outgoing calls. He only called Xu Wei before cutting the cake. I answered it, and it was Xu Wei's call again, because I was picked up by a senior last time, I missed Xu Wei's call, and made Xu Wei wait at the door for several hours. Yun sent a WeChat message.

[Duan Hefang: You answered my boyfriend's call? 】

[Ayun: Ah, yes, I saw several calls, so I picked it up for you]

[Duan Hefang: Next time I call, just ask me to answer it]

Ayun didn't reply anymore, he probably went out for a drink, Duan Hefang glanced at the time, it was going to be twelve o'clock soon, he was going to call Xu Wei at some point.

When he was the only one in the house, it was a bit empty. Duan Hefang tidied up the living room a little, and suddenly he heard someone ring the doorbell. When he opened it, it was a delivery man, carrying a small cake.

"Is it Xu Wei?"

"Uh, yes."

"This is the cake you ordered in our bakery before. The two little people you pinched have been installed for you as required. You can check it and sign if there is no problem."

Duan Hefang raised his eyebrows, took the cake, and thanked him after signing.

The cake should be animal cream that had been frozen for a while, and it was still a little cool when I got it. Duan Hechen sat in front of the coffee table, and carefully opened the cake box——

It is a very cute chocolate cake, with two clay figurines on it, holding hands, with the names of Xu Wei and Duan Hefang written crookedly on the chest, and one of them has a black tear mole, which looks like Cute and funny, Duan Hefang let out a chuckle, took out his mobile phone and clicked a few photos with satisfaction, and then seriously inserted a candle in front of the villain.

It's twelve o'clock.

Duan Hefang hurriedly called Xu Wei.

The swaying yellow fireworks reflected the anticipation and tenderness in Duan Hefang's eyes very brightly. He had already thought about the wish he would make later, Duan Hefang reached out and touched the tear mole on the little man's face, feeling tender and affectionate.

"Hi, 楒楒..."

"Is it okay to break up?"

The hand on the villain's face paused, before Duan Hefang had time to say anything, the phone was hung up hastily.

Xu Wei's hoarse crying voice seemed to be still in his ears, but the candle in front of him had already burned to the end, and Duan Hefang hadn't even made a wish yet.

Duan Hefang frowned, and immediately dialed another phone number. Sure enough, the phone was turned off. The helplessness of being unable to hug each other after being separated by a long distance reappeared. He blew out the burning candle, Getting up to put the cake back into the refrigerator, he suddenly heard the happy birthday song coming from the study, Duan Hefang pushed the door in with the cake in one hand, and found that the computer was turned on.

It is a small program on the desktop, and there are two pixel villains on the screen, the one in the middle is wearing a birthday hat with a piggy bag, holding a cake and grinning grinningly, the one next to him is wearing the same clothes as him, Hold a firework cannon and rotate around the birthday star, and a few clusters of exploding fireworks will emerge from the hands. The dubbing seems to be composed by Xu Wei himself, a somewhat out-of-key happy birthday song.

"Happy birthday to you~Happy birthday to you~Happy birthday to Duan Hefang~"

The little Xu Yu on the screen jumped up and ran to Xiao Duan He's side. The two hugged each other, and then their faces were pressed against each other, and a pink love heart appeared. It should be a kiss. Most of it is hidden in the accompaniment.

"Duan Hefang~Happy birthday to you~I love you forever~"

Duan Hefang pursed his lips, his eyes were hot and humid, he rolled his throat with difficulty, the person who said "I love you forever" and the indifferent and hoarse "Break up please" just now turned out to be the same person, Duan Hefang coughed violently for two times When he spoke, he was overwhelmed by the sourness and grievance that surged up, and his vision gradually blurred:

"You little liar."

Xu Wei almost had no sleep all night. There are too many memories of Duan Hefang in this room. In the years of high school when he had a crush on him, he was lying on the desk in the room and secretly turbulent. Among the questions that Xu's father asked, the most deadly was It's the "what should he do if he is so good and finds that he regrets and likes women".

Xu Wei knows Duan Hefang's excellence better than anyone else, he is a person who came with light, why should he be covered by his own shadow.

Let Xu Wei choose again, he is willing to stay in the last row of that crush, so that Chun Xu's birthday wish at the beginning of that year can be fulfilled.

If possible, I hope Duan Hefang will never know that I like him.

Duan Hefang has received enough love, and it doesn't matter if he loses a share of himself.

He hid his head in the quilt, the earphones were squeezed a little out of place, time seemed to be cut back to that summer of that year, together with the endless secret sourness, there was also a heart-piercing pain, which Xu Wei couldn't understand before "Contentment", now he can understand it, but he dare not listen to it anymore.

Xu's mother took care of Xu's father in the hospital. After Xu Wei sent some clothes, he was driven home. His listless appearance seemed to be seriously ill.

"Are you sick or am I sick?"

Xu's father's blindness symptoms improved slightly under the adjustment, and the test results showed that no lesions had occurred in the fundus. In addition, Xu Wei had been asking him to go outdoors for exercise two days ago, and he followed the doctor's advice. Finally, the condition is much better than a few days ago. .

Xu Wei squeezed out a wry smile: "Dad, let me take you downstairs for a while."

"No, you go back to catch up on sleep, book a ticket early to go back to Changsha to study."

Xu Wei's voice was hoarse: "I don't want to go back for the time being."

"Why don't you want to go back! You don't study anymore?"

Xu Wei stretched out his hand and pretended to scratch his eyes, and caught the tears that just fell with his palm. He slowly sucked his nose and said, "I'm going back first, call me if you have anything to do."

Xu's father looked at Xu Wei's distraught back, and looked at Xu's mother: "Tsk, do I have cancer, and you won't tell me?"

Mother Xu stretched out her hand and patted him on the head, cursing, "Can you say something nice."

"Then he..." As if suddenly remembering something, Xu's father leaned back on the hospital bed with a bad expression, "Tsk, I just said that there is no good ending, so wake up sooner."

"Next time you talk about forcing him to break up and get married, you can wake up at night by yourself."

"Hmph, do you think I need to force you? Of course they can't go on."

Her own child can only be hurt by herself, Xu's mother replied angrily: "Then don't worry about it."

It was a bit too embarrassing to cry all the way home, Xu Wei found a small corner and squatted for a while, letting the tears flow, until the squatting feet were numb, he slowly stood up against the wall.

His eyes were probably swollen from crying. When he opened his eyes, he always felt like he had been crushed by two big walnuts. Xu Wei rubbed his intermittently painful stomach, sighed, and decided to go home and order takeaway.

Duan Hefang was squatting downstairs in Xu Yu's house. He was tall and tall, and he was particularly conspicuous when he squatted down. The sweat on his back wet his thin T-shirt, making the butterfly bones on his back seem to be fluttering. A black wet hair drooped at the collar, looking a little pathetic.

A black shadow lightly covered Duan Hefang's body, gradually covering the light on his fingertips.

Duan Hefang turned his head, and Xu Wei, who was carrying the light behind him, was outlined with a bright circle of light.

"Duan Hefang..."

Xu Wei's voice was hoarse, he was a little at a loss, he grabbed the hem of his clothes with his hands awkwardly, and subconsciously said:

"Happy birthday."

Duan Hefang immediately got up and rushed towards him, tightly wrapped his hands around Xu Wei and pressed them into his arms.

"not good."

"……what?"

Duan Hefang's body has the smell of grass in the dry air and the familiar smell of the same shower gel, warm and firm.

His voice seemed to stick to his ear: "I said, no, I don't want to break up with you."

Xu Wei asked if it was okay to break up. Duan Hefang had to take the high-speed train for four or five hours, rushed to him and hugged him, and told him it was not good.

No, I want to be with you forever.

This is Duan Hefang's birthday wish.