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According to Cen Suisui, Xu Yu's learning status has improved a lot recently. Although he doesn't listen to the teacher very much in class, he is also very diligent in reading and reading. Duan Hefang is not worried about Xu Yu's lectures. The above is a tough one, Xu Wei's foundation is relatively poor, even if he listens to it, he is still at a loss, it is better to have his own learning rhythm and grasp the content.

Exams came one after another, and the group was constantly screened by the results of each exam. Duan Hefang silently watched the increase of Xu Wei's score in the group. Why did you find Duan Hefang, and after Xu Wei didn't receive a reply to his WeChat last time, he even retracted into his shell, so that Duan Hefang could only rely on Xu Wei's very barren circle of friends to follow for a while his latest state.

Xu Wei really doesn't like to post things. The last update is still the photos taken when the four of them went out to play together, and they are all kept by Cen Sui Sui, and the others basically haven't been updated.

Duan Hefang frowned, what is Xu Wei doing now?Have you studied hard?

Xu Wei is really studying hard.

Xu Wei is a person with no talent for learning. Reading needs to be pushed by someone, or there is a goal that can motivate him, so that he can grit his teeth and swallow all the hardships in his stomach. He Fang is the goal.

Xu Wei rubbed his sore and swollen eyes. The bottom of his eyes was covered with black and blue. His brain felt anxious and chaotic. Leaning his head back, the soreness swept over his shoulders and waist, Xu Yu let out a long sigh, reading is really not for humans.

He blinked slowly, staring at the bright white ceiling in a daze, and Duan Heyou, who would get into his heart every time he had a spare time, quietly raised his head, Xu Wei's eyes were heavy, and he thought to himself:

What is Duan Hefang doing now?

The study at the end of May is basically full of every minute, and Xu Wei feels that his time seems to be squeezed, and several hours pass by in the blink of an eye. He is under heavy pressure, holding the book in his mouth, thinking One more point is one point, and one step closer to D is one step.

Xu Wei is a person who can't talk, and he is also a person who doesn't like to talk, so the weight and irritability on his body are piling up all day long, but the life of secret love all the year round has taught Xu Wei how to hide his emotions and pain He gritted his teeth and insisted on sensuality every day, and only hid under the quilt with earphones for a little time at night, feeling the strength Duan Hefang gave him.

Sometimes when Xu Wei couldn't find words to describe his dark and boring high school life, he would subconsciously think of himself curled up in the quilt, wanting to cry while listening to Duan He over and over again.杋 Share a few songs in the circle of friends.

Single cycle.

The silent warrior is too brave, swallowing all the suffering and pain brought about by a lonely and secret love, nourishing the blade with the brightest blood, and then draws the sword to go out.

Duan Hefang's summer camp has already started, and domestic college entrance examination students are also entering the sprint stage. The daily schedule of the summer camp is very full. Duan Hefang can only find a little time to check his phone at night. After Cen Suisui put away his phone , it has been difficult for him to obtain any information about Xu Wei.

A small arc of anxiety suddenly surged in his heart, even the summer night wind could not soothe the depression in his heart, Duan Hefang rubbed his temples, and sighed softly.

"Hey bro, what's up with you?"

Duan Hefang turned his head, it was another Chinese boy in the summer camp, a little older than him, named Ayun.

Duan Hefang shook his head: "It's nothing."

"Looking at you like this, I thought it was your girlfriend who didn't reply to your messages."

Duan Hechen laughed: "I don't have a girlfriend."

"If you don't have a girlfriend, why reject that girl today?"

He was talking about an American girl at the summer camp. She was flamboyant and good-looking. She was a typical American girl with a very cheerful personality. She made no secret of it. During the day, she expressed her love to Duan Hefang and wanted to ask him to drink with her at night. Duan Hefang smiled and shook his head and refused.

Duan Hefang thought of Xu Wei in almost a second, and people couldn't help but sigh that some people like the superficial and fleeting, but the other party expresses it generously, while some like the profound and unforgettable, but the other party I am willing to smash my teeth and swallow it in my stomach, so as to protect my secret love very well.

"I thought you had your own heart."

Ayun handed him a can of beer, and Duan Hefang shook his head: "Thank you, I don't really like this."

He turned his head again, picked and picked in the bag, and found a can of Coke. Duan Hefang bent his lips, took the Coke after thanking him, opened the can, raised his head and took a sip down his throat, the cool wind lifted him The hair on the forehead dries the dense sweat, bringing bursts of coolness.

Ah Yun clinked a glass with him with a bottle of beer, he silently retracted his gaze from Duan Hefang's rolling Adam's apple, and then opened his lips and said:

"Sure enough, he looks like a good boy. He doesn't drink."

Duan Hefang rubbed his nose, and replied: "I don't drink because it tastes bad, and it has nothing to do with being a good boy."

"Did you just come to America?"

"Well, how about you?"

"Me? I immigrated here when I was ten years old."

Duan Hefang nodded: "No wonder I heard your English accent is very pure."

"You're not too bad, a kid who was educated in the country for exams."

Duan Hefang smiled incredulously.

"What were you worrying about just now?"

"Ah, it's nothing, I'm a little worried about my friends' college entrance examination."

"There's nothing to worry about. People have their own lives. Besides, you're here, so far away. Worrying won't help."

Duan Hefang sighed lightly: "It's true."

"You know that after you rejected that girl today, there are still people guessing whether you..."

"Is it what?"

Ayun bent his lips and smiled brightly: "Are you gay?"

Duan Hefang was taken aback for a moment, and raised his eyebrows uncomfortably.

"Don't worry, old beauties are very relaxed."

"Gay... is it born?"

Ah Yun didn't expect Duan Hefang to ask such a question suddenly, he was silent for a while, and said, "Probably not."

Duan Hefang's eyes flickered slightly, and he asked softly, "Are you..."

Ah Yun didn't dodge, he looked straight at Duan Hefang, pursed his lips, nodded and said: "Yes."

"You don't think I'm disgusting, just ignore me?"

Duan Hefang shook his head.

"I just, a little unexpected."

Duan He's eyes were heavy, his eyes were lowered, and the emotions in the bottom of his eyes were shining brightly in the night.

Ayun has a more cheerful personality. Over a bottle of beer, he chatted with Duan Hefang about a lot of things, such as the funny and embarrassing stories about studying abroad, the unbelievable gossip he heard, and the boys and girls he knew in the summer camp. The grievances and hatreds between them.

In summer, the dawn was very early. Duan Hefang went back to his room to catch up on sleep before they got together. After waking up, he turned on his phone and took a look. Woke up instantly, sat up, and clicked into the file impatiently.

Xu Wei's name has improved a lot, and his English score has improved a lot. The total score has improved by more than 20 points, and he is almost going to get a total score of 450.

For some reason, since I haven’t seen Xu Wei for almost a month, Duan Hefang always feels like a long time has passed. Seeing Xu Wei’s name appear, the pictures that pop up in his mind even have a bit of an old taste. He was holding the ballpoint pen, his eyebrows were wrinkled by the math problem in front of him, and his small nose was also twisted together. There was a tear mole on the side of his eye. Generally speaking, Xu You didn't look very good, but he was very handsome. Be good, if you look at him for a long time, you will find that his eyes are dark and bright, and the smile on his lips is full of old light.

Duan Hefang exited the file after reading Xu's score, and suddenly remembered that there were still Cen Suisui and Xue Mo's that he hadn't read, so he quickly clicked in and looked through it again.

Even if it was only in the thirties, it took Xu Wei a lot of energy. When he saw the results, he sighed softly, but the papers in the weekly exam were not difficult, and he had to take the joint exam next week. Can improve a little while maintaining this score.

Xu Wei yawned, and took a sip of the coffee at hand. The mellow and bitter taste spreading between his lips and teeth made Xu Wei frowned, sticking out his tongue to suppress the desire to vomit.This is a brand of coffee that Duan Hefang had posted in Moments before. When Xu Yu went home, he took a long way and brought a cup back to read.He turned over a new notebook and copied the wrong questions on the paper one by one. There were many questions that Xu Wei hadn't solved. He couldn't find a way to solve the problems. Xu Wei bit his lower lip lightly. , thinking about whether to go to Duan Hefang to ask, when he separated before, he said that he can ask him if he has any questions, but the last time he sent Duan Hefang to WeChat, he did not receive a reply, which made Xu Wei very frustrated Yes, he gritted his molars, took a picture and sent it to Xue Mo.

[Xu Yu: Xue Mo, can you write this question? 】

[Xue Mo: Let me see, I seem to have written this question wrong too]

Xu Wei licked his lower lip, and when he copied the sentence sent to Xue Mo into Duan Hefang's conversation box, his back felt slightly numb. He changed Xue Mo's name to Duan Hefang's with some guilt, and then wrote The picture was sent out.

It seems that speaking in the tone of a friend can cover up your liking.

The following time for copying wrong questions became a bit torturous. Xu Wei lay on the table and wrote English questions carelessly. He picked up his mobile phone from time to time to check the messages, but he never received a reply.

Suddenly, the phone ding-dong sounded, Xu Wei hurriedly put down his pen and picked up the phone to take a look. It was the boring gossip of a celebrity pushed by Weibo. Xu Wei scratched his hair irritably. Looking at the rows of green messages in the chat box between himself and Duan Hefang, he pressed and held, and there was no undo button anymore. Xu Wei sighed, his whole body was tightly wrapped in regret.

The news from Xue Mo came at this time. The attached picture is a detailed problem-solving process and a voice.

"Xu Wei, it should be like this. I'm not very good at it. I asked Brother Duan, and he said that it's enough to use this formula. You can look at it first and don't ask me again."

Xu Wei's hand holding the mobile phone froze, he clicked into Duan Hefang's chat box with a little difficulty, and there were still a few lonely words of his own there, Duan Hefang was online, and after reading the WeChat message, it was Do not return their own.

This realization made Xu Wei's eyes instantly red. He felt that he had been punched hard. Xu Wei blinked desperately to clear the mist in his eyes a little, but he was still soaked in warm tears. Vaguely, he sniffed, then typed slowly to reply to Xue Mo.

[Xu Yu: Okay, thank you, I will. 】

Xu Wei didn't say a word, and while copying Duan Hefang's problem-solving process on the table, he scraped off the bean-sized tears on his chin to prevent them from getting wet on the homework, but the tears wiped more and more, and finally took The hand of the pen is slipping slightly.

Xue Mo's side received Xu Wei's reply, and immediately sent a voice message to Duan Hefang.

"Brother Duan, don't swipe the screen to ask, Xu Wei said he will."