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For almost a second, Xu Wei's ears seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't hear half a word around him. He wondered if he was deaf in an instant.Duan Hefang quickly returned to his seat. He was obviously taken aback when he saw the things on the table. Duan Hefang suppressed the urge to turn around. This look is to be sunk altogether.

Cen Suisui and Xue Mo knew about Duan Hefang's going to study abroad when they were playing with Duan Hefang early, but they always thought that he would stay until the end of the college entrance examination, but they didn't want to prepare to leave so soon.

"Why didn't you tell us sooner?"

With a sincere expression, Duan Hefang said softly, "I'm sorry, my dad has been busy helping me with this matter for the past few days, but he hasn't decided on it yet, so I didn't say it in advance."

"Oh, don't apologize." Cen Suisui was made a little uncomfortable by his tone, she cleared her throat, "It's not that you won't come back, you learn more things, and you can make a lot of money when you return to China. By the thigh."

Duan Hefang bent his lips: "Okay."

"Then when are you leaving?"

"I guess it's the weekend. I won't come to school for a few days. I have to pack up. I'll tidy up all the notes and give them to you. Remember to read them carefully."

"Then we will go see you off together, are you two free?" Cen Suisui turned his head and asked.

"I'm free." Xue Mo replied.

"Where's Xu Yu? Xu Yu! Xu Yu, are you free?"

"Huh? I, I have it."

"Hey, why is it so sudden? It will take twelve hours of time difference to chat with you in the future." Cen Suisui propped his chin, and raised his thin willow-leaf eyebrows.

"Just ask me if you have any questions, and I can reply in time even if the time in the morning and afternoon is reversed."

Xu Wei's thumbnail was firmly scratched on the index finger, forming a deep mark. He restrained his breathing, but he didn't know that the eyes that he thought he had processed were still unconcealable love when they fell on Duan Hefang. .

The moment the four eyes met, Duan Hefang felt a huge vortex, which stirred up the emotions in the bottom of Xu Yu's eyes. The tear mole on the side of his nose seemed to be more obvious, and it was made more sad by the silent eyes.

"Then I'll see you at the weekend." Duan Hefang said softly.

Xu Wei spent almost a whole week in a daze, and was either mad or on the verge of madness every day. The books on Duan Hefang's desk had been emptied. every second.

He was especially dreading the arrival of the weekend.

Xu Wei has been following the shadow behind Duan Hefang, and suddenly one day the shadow will disappear, and the light will also disappear.

"Xu Wei, why do I feel that your appetite is not very good recently?"

"Ah?" Xu Wei shook his head, glanced at the dishes on the dinner plate, they were a few dishes he ordered randomly at the window, and suddenly lost his appetite, "I'm not very hungry."

"You are so skinny and eat so little."

"You're so fat and you eat so much."

"Xue Mo, do you want to die?"

"Have you finished the English paper in the morning? I have to talk about the self-study in the evening. I didn't finish it in advance and I couldn't understand the question."

Xu Wei sighed: "I haven't finished my math paper yesterday."

"What the fuck? There was a math paper yesterday? I forgot."

"Cen Suisui, can you stop swearing?"

"Hey, okay, okay, I won't say, copy your papers for me."

Xue Mo clicked his tongue and disagreed: "Is it useful to copy it?"

"You don't need to be scolded." Cen Suisui pursed his lips, pretending to be pitiful, "It's okay."

"Wuwu, Brother Duan is gone, we can only rely on you."

The sudden appearance of the address made Xu Wei's fingers stiff. He licked his lower lip and asked, "Then will he come back during the Chinese New Year?"

"It seems to be finishing college." Cen Suisui said.

"Yes, I heard that his father's project is also working in the United States. The family has gone to the United States, and they will definitely not come back during the holidays."

"How do I feel that according to what you said, Duan Hefang has a greater chance of staying in the United States to develop in the future?"

Xue Mo shook his head: "This depends on his own choice."

"Brother Duan is very assertive. Anyway, I think he will definitely choose the best solution."

Duan Hefang is always able to handle everything in an orderly and orderly manner, he is calm and quiet, as if the hottest heat in the world can be smoothed out one by one in front of him.

Cen Suisui met Duan Hefang when he was in junior high school. After so long, he has hardly seen Duan Hefang blushing. Even his uncontrollable emotions, Duan Hefang is tolerant and accepting, and then gently enlightens him. The most impressive There was still a Cen Suisui who quarreled with a girl in the class. The girl insisted that it was Cen Suisui who first posted insulting opinions on social platforms and deleted the content. It was Duan Hefang who calmed her impatience first, and after giving several solutions, asked Cen Suisui to choose one by himself, and then came forward to help her solve it.

Cen Suisui was also amazed that she didn't call Duan Hefang, otherwise, if she kept getting along like this every day, it would be hard not to sink into Duan Hefang's personality charm.

Xu Wei was taken aback when he heard that, he had seen Duan Hefang many times.

Standing on the rostrum to speak confidently, speaking patiently at the desk, standing upright at the front of the team, quietly refusing to confess at the corridor where no one is around, and always appearing sideways when rubbing shoulders, shaking hands when giving lectures, etc. The bony hand with the pen writing the answer on the scratch paper, and the back view that can be found at a glance in the crowd most of the time...

Xu Wei can blurt out every appearance of him.

Straightforward, clean and gentle.

But he gradually discovered that in fact, most of them were Duan Hefang whom he had never seen before.

Some scenery can never be seen sitting in the last row.

But even if Xu Wei sat in the first row now, he was about to lose sight.

The bitterness rising from his throat made Xu Wei choke, he stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and whispered, "He's really fine."

A few of them went to deliver Duan Hefang on Sunday afternoon. Because of work, Duan Hefang’s parents had already flown to the United States, and all their things were taken there. Duan Hefang only needed an empty person to fly easily. Just go.

"It's too late to eat now."

"It's okay, I'll go to the plane to eat something later." Duan Hefang said.

"Okay, then you pay attention to safety, remember to keep in touch with us." Xue Mo patted him on the shoulder.

"Will do."

"Hey, I feel a little uncomfortable." Cen Suisui pursed his lips.

"Don't cry, none of us three can coax girls." Duan Hefang joked.

"I won't cry, it's not that I can't see you anymore."

Xu Wei pursed her lower lip and listened to their three greetings without saying a word.

Sitting at the back, he looked too disappointed, drooping his shoulders as if he had no energy, Duan He looked at Xu Wei with raised eyes, and said:

"I also bought you something."

Duan Hefang flipped through the schoolbag, took out a few boxes from inside, and handed them to the three of them one by one. When they were delivered to Xu Yu's hands, there was a flash of surprise and joy in the other party's eyes. Duan Hefang bent his lips and said: "I bought you the same one."

Xu Wei opened the lid suspiciously and found an MP3 that was exactly the same as a birthday present lying inside.

"The last time I listened to your song, I downloaded the same one for you."

Xu Wei tightened his back, trying to hold back the feeling of wanting to cry.

"Thank you."

He slowly took out the memory card in his pocket: "I wanted to give this to you and let you take it abroad..."

Duan Hefang smiled heartily: "Then give it to me, thank you Xu Wei."

"you are welcome……"

"Brother...I like this brand very much...but what is this color..." Cen Suisui held up the unscrewed lipstick with a broken expression.

"Isn't it good-looking? It's pink." Duan Hefang was very innocent.

"I think you should give her a three-year simulated five-year college entrance examination, and she will be honest."

"I think so too."

"Stop talking, I feel that Brother Duan is gone, and it's even harder for me to study."

Xue Mo: "Most of your willpower is spent on the first half of conscious learning, so there is no energy left for the second half."

"Oh, by the way, and this." Duan Hefang took out a stack of thick notebooks from his schoolbag, "This is the notes I usually remember, and the above few are the key points for you to sort out these days. Xue Mo may not be If you need it especially, every year, you and Xu Yu will have a look and try to get more points."

Xu Wei took the heavy stack of notebooks, and looked down at the handsome "Duan Hefang" on the cover.

"Ah, but brother Duan from our class is gone, and Yi Ning is escorting him. Isn't the number one in that grade taken by the twelfth class next door?"

Xue Mo smiled: "Then I will try to get one?"

Cen Suisui rolled his eyes: "Stop dreaming."

"Okay, I have to get ready."

Duan Hefang packed up his things and got up.

"Be careful."

"Then remember to tell us that you are safe when you arrive."

Both Xue Mo and Cen Suisui hugged Duan Hefang. When it was Xu Wei's turn, he couldn't hold back his crying expression, so he had to make an ugly smile. Duan Hefang's eyes were gentle and gentle, Opened his arms toward Xu Yu.

Xu Wei swore that this was the moment he most wanted to stop in his life.

He took a step forward and hugged Duan Hefang tightly.

Ever since the beginning of his secret love, he has never taken the initiative to show any lies. Xu Yi has cultivated psychology very well, and he is patient with his liking, but some things are like boiling water, and one day the heat will blow the lid off, and then unstoppable.

If Duan Hefang had wavered in his love for Xu Wei before this moment, then at this moment he could truly feel the other person's slightly trembling body and sincere liking, Duan Hefang was dumb, and he couldn't empathize with Xu Wei All the emotions, but couldn't help being a little sad by this hug.

He patted Xu Wei's back lightly and said, "Xu Wei, come on for the college entrance examination."

It seems that the memory of high school started from the moment when the handsome and handsome boy asked, "Isn't it 楒? Acacia tree", and it stopped at this moment like a horse on a horse, and Xu 楒 felt that his own also stopped at this moment.

"it is good."

Duan Hefang's plane took off and pierced through the clouds from the flat land. Xu Wei raised his head in a daze, but was blinded by the sun's rays.

He has seen Duan Hefang who is sitting in that position with clean short sleeves and writing questions, even his elbows are white and tender; he has also seen Duan Hefang who is standing next to the seat and laughing with friends in a light-colored sweater. There was a sparkle in his eyes; he had also seen Duan Hefang who came in from outside the classroom and returned to his position in a jersey, and the wet hair at the back of his head seemed to be bubbling with peach flavor...

Xu Yu recalled that night with a very deep impression. In the weather of 3 to [-] degrees, he buried himself in the bed, pressed the MP[-] sent by Duan Hefang with his palm, and played Mayday songs one after another in a loop, curling up like an injured I was out of breath crying like a little animal.