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Qiao Yang jumped up from the bed, slapped his side violently, and shouted, "What time am I fucking!"

"Oh my god..." Ling Xiao groaned sadly, clutching his stomach and turning over, "Where are you going to shoot...you are at my house, not at the dog farm..."

"Ah, I don't need to get up early today to feed the dog." Qiao Yang lay back on the bed in a daze for a while.

"Sleep again." Ling Xiao put his arms around Qiao Yang, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

"Well, sleep again, it's still dark," Qiao Yang turned his legs and arms to Ling Xiao's body, "What time is it?"

"Eight o'clock."

"Damn, it's still not light at eight o'clock, it's going to rain today."

"……eight pm."

Qiao Yang was silent for a long time before opening his mouth: "Fuck!"

"Be polite."

"Get out, I'm not your student." Knowing that he had slept for a whole day, Qiao Yang suddenly became very sober, without any sleepiness, and patted Ling Xiao's buttocks, "How can we be so awesome, just sleep? one day?"

"I was too tired last night." Ling Xiao pulled the blanket and wrapped himself up with his head, as if he planned to continue.

"You're still fucking sleeping, get up, you've slept all day."

"You've been sleeping all day," Ling Xiao sighed, leaning on the bed with his arms and looking at Qiao Yang, "you're still talking in your sleep, it made me sleep badly."

"Damn, can I talk in my sleep for 20 hours?" Qiao Yang laughed, "What did I say?"

"Prefer not to say."

"...Ah, am I talking about Young Master Xu again?" Qiao Yang continued to laugh, he remembered that he seemed to be dreaming about going out with the people in the dormitory.

"Even Chen Zhiyu's name appeared twice, Xu Xiaotian needless to say..." Ling Xiao turned Qiao Yang's face to face him, "I waited for half an hour and didn't get my name. Can you still fall asleep?"

"Yo," Qiao Yang hugged Ling Xiao's neck and bit his face, "Are you fucking jealous again?"

"No," Ling Xiao smiled, "I'm used to it, you two probably had an affair in your previous life."

"In the next life, I will lie on Young Master Xu's bed and call your name, what do you think?"

"Oh, you really..." Ling Xiao couldn't sleep anymore, and lay on Qiao Yang's body, stroking his body randomly, "Make up for it."

"Don't touch my itchy flesh!"

"It doesn't matter, you will call it itchy meat wherever you touch it."

The two were tossing and turning on the bed when the doorbell suddenly rang.

"Oh, I'll fuck it," Qiao Yang stopped and slapped Ling Xiao on the back, "Who the hell will come at this time?"

"I don't know." Ling Xiao didn't want to move, but he rang the doorbell very urgently, one after another without pause, he had to straighten up, grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his waist to open the door.

"It can't be your mother!" Qiao Yang was a little horrified when he thought of this, and he grabbed his pants and put them on.

"Impossible, she won't ring the bell."

"Who is that?"

"I don't know, it doesn't matter who it is." Ling Xiao glanced at him, and walked out of the bedroom, "Even if the king of heaven is here, if you want to get rid of you, you have to pass my test first, right?"

"Yo," Qiao Yang smiled and lay back on the bed, "You won't be able to beat me."

"Waiting for you on the bridge."

Ling Xiao opened the door impatiently amidst the crazy ringing of the doorbell, but was stunned for a moment.

"Fuck, you are... sexy," Xu Xiaotian propped up the wall with one hand, and maintained the posture of ringing the doorbell with the other hand, "I didn't come at the right time?"

"...No, it's just not up yet," Ling Xiao looked at the two boxes of beer at Xu Xiaotian's feet, bent down and dragged one box into the house, "What's wrong with you?"

"Have a few drinks with me." Xu Xiaotian followed into the door carrying another box.

"What happened?"

"I have to have an accident before I can ask you to drink."

Ling Xiao paused, and looked at him for a while: "Drink, sleep here when I'm drunk."

Qiao Yang jumped out of the bedroom with bare feet, and shouted when he saw Xu Xiaotian: "Fuck you, Young Master Xu, your face is black!"

"It was never in vain."

"It's getting darker."

"Is there?" Xu Xiaotian touched his face, "You have been watching Ling Xiao for a long time, he has indeed become paler after he has no time to play."

"I'm short of sleep," Ling Xiao opened the refrigerator and looked through it for a long time, "Have you eaten yet? I don't have any stock here, I'll go down and buy some."

"I'll go." Qiao Yang took Ling Xiao's wallet.

"If you can't eat, just drink." Xu Xiaotian looked at Qiao Yang, "You two have slept till now? Didn't you eat?"

"Not hungry," Ling Xiao smiled, "I'll accompany you."

"What's the matter with you?" Qiao Yang lay sprawled on the sofa and waved at Ling Xiao, "Coke."

Ling Xiao took a can of Coke from the refrigerator and handed it to him.

"I can't find Luo Xuan." Xu Xiaotian sat down and said something slowly.

"what?"

"He left a note and went away."

The three people in the room were silent. Qiao Yang took the note in Xu Xiaotian's hand, glanced at it, and handed it to Ling Xiao.

There are only two lines on the note.

I am very confused and quiet.

This relationship is destined to be selfish, but the price is too high, and we all need time to determine whether we can bear it.

"The phone is turned off, and the gallery said that he asked for leave, and I have no other way to find him." Xu Xiaotian didn't have any expression when he said this, but his voice was full of exhaustion.

"What does he mean? Retire?" Qiao Yang turned to look at Ling Xiao.

"I don't think there's any special meaning, just the literal meaning." Ling Xiao opened a can of beer and handed it to Xu Xiaotian, "Now that we are in such a tense relationship with our family, what should we do in the future? You have to think about it, you're not an orphan, right? "

"Be careful what you fucking say." Qiao Yang kicked Ling Xiao.

"The truth." Ling Xiao took a sip of beer.

"Maybe I was in a hurry," Xu Xiaotian stared at the beer can, his fingertips turned white, "I not only pushed myself to a corner, I also pushed Luo Xuan to a corner."

"What are you going to do?" Qiao Yang looked at him.

"I don't know, should I follow what he said and take some time to make sure?"

"You still need to be sure?"

"I don't think it's necessary."

"Then you are talking nonsense."

"...Then what do you think I should do? I can't find him. I have to arrange meetings with clients in the past two days, and I have asked for leave to go home to see my mother." Xu Xiaotian frowned, feeling that he finally understood What is burnt out.

"I don't know." Qiao Yang sighed and curled up on the sofa.

"Still!"

"Can I... interject?" Ling Xiao has been sitting on the side watching them.

"Say." Qiao Yang took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Even if you don't need time to confirm, he still needs time to confirm." Ling Xiao tapped the beer can.

Qiao Yang looked at him and waited for a long time: "Is it finished?"

"It's over."

"Then what should we do?"

"Shouldn't you be laughing at yourself?" Ling Xiao smiled.

"I'll give him time, and I'll think about it myself. I can't find him these few days." Xu Xiaotian looked up at Qiao Yang, "I'm suddenly hungry."

"Fuck, I'm going to buy food." Qiao Yang stood up, put on a random dress, and went out with slippers.

Xu Xiaotian and Ling Xiao sat face to face, didn't speak, just sipped their wine.

After drinking another can of beer, Ling Xiao looked at Xu Xiaotian, and finally said: "If you don't say anything, Qiao Yang will be back soon, and he just went downstairs to the restaurant to pack."

"I actually have nothing to say." Xu Xiaotian leaned on the sofa and raised his head, "I want to cry, and I don't want him to see it."

"Cry," Ling Xiao smiled, "I won't tell him, do you need my shoulder?"

"Get out," Xu Xiaotian closed his eyes, a teardrop slipped from the corner of his eyes, "I really didn't expect that things would turn out like this one day."

"Let you choose again, how do you choose?"

"It's still like this..."

"That's it. Don't think too much about things that are a foregone conclusion. That's not what you think about."

"I don't know how Luo Xuan survived." Xu Xiaotian sighed, and wiped the moist corners of his eyes.

"So in the face of these things, he is considered someone who has experienced it, and his words must have his reasons."

"What if I'm sure, but he still doesn't show up."

"Go to him. It's not difficult to find someone now. As long as you don't worry about trouble, friends, colleagues, classmates, you can find out where he is."

"I envy you all." Xu Xiaotian bit the rim of the beer can and looked at Ling Xiao.

"There's nothing to be envious of. They're all in the cold war. Your dad is just a bit hot-tempered. Keep it up. My dad was the same way back then."

It was already two o'clock at night when he came out of Ling Xiao's house, Xu Xiaotian's head was a little heavy, but he was very awake.Qiao Yang asked him not to leave, but he insisted on leaving, he wanted to sleep at Luo Xuan's house.

Luo Xuan's house was still the same, unchanged, only a few changes of clothes were missing, and the warm feeling when he was at home was missing.This is different from Luo Xuan going to work and going on a business trip, even though on the surface, Luo Xuan just went out.

Xu Xiaotian was lying on the bed, tears wet a large area on the pillow, he didn't cry when he knelt in front of his parents, he didn't cry when Luo Xuan left silently, he didn't cry when his father beat him up, he thought he could always Don't cry, he thought he could prop up a space for Luo Xuan to belong to them.

But the reality is still the reality, they are not living in a vacuum, no one can really live as they wish, even Luo Xuan who was so stubborn and refused to bow his head back then.

Xu Xiaotian lay on the bed and didn't sleep all night.

At dawn he made his decision.

It is definitely impossible for him to give up Luo Xuan, and it is impossible to give up his parents. He must resolve the current conflict. No matter what his father said, it is just because he is afraid that his future will be difficult, so he will prove to them that he is optimistic. up.

When Xu Xiaotian appeared in the marketing department on time, Tan Zhe was drinking a bottle of soy milk and shouting at Yu Jia: "Grandma, please explain to me, who patted his chest last month and said that it is no problem to take down this fat ball, Now they cancel it and don’t even say hello to you, the guest rooms are crazy, so many rooms are reserved! Are you going to live in and I’m going to live in, or the two of us going to live together!”

"I don't know, such a big company can change their minds on the first day of holding such a big party. What do you think I can do? I have always kept a low profile, and my great-grandson is older than me... "Yu Jia is also a bag on one end, sitting on a chair and shouting at Tan Zhe.

"Who is going to shout louder in the competition?" Tan Zhe didn't lose his temper, turned around and saw Xu Xiaotian, and immediately pointed at him, "Don't you make such a set up for me at tomorrow's meeting."

"No, I'll go there in a while," Xu Xiaotian said in a calm tone, "If Xiao Weize changes his name, I'll kill him."

"Have momentum!" Da Hongdou shouted beside the water dispenser, "Xiao Xu has a bright future!"

"Yo," Tan Zhe walked up to him, looked at his face carefully for a while, and asked in a low voice, "Did you sleep well?"

"I didn't sleep."

"Manager Tan, I want to chat with you." Xu Xiaotian looked at Tan Zhe.

"Huh? Come." Tan Zhe walked into the office.

Xu Xiaotian followed Tan Zhe into the room, closed the door, and before Tan Zhe sat down, he said, "I want to be a regular in advance."

"There is no such precedent."

"What if I can double my internship performance next month."

"After you make it, you will become a regular next month." Tan Zhe sat on the chair, "What's wrong with you? You suddenly broke out."

"It's nothing." Xu Xiaotian smiled, turned and walked towards the door, "This is the beginning of my new life."