Su Wei

Rhubarb returned home and hurriedly started preparing dinner.Su Wei went into the kitchen to help him, and the two of them washed rice and cooked vegetables, which felt a bit like a married life.

Rhubarb asked while cutting potatoes: "Doctor, how did you conceive that false memory? Because your brother once separated you and Yang Shaojun, so you asked him to separate you and Gao Jin again... Others where?"

Su Wei plugged in the rice cooker, pressed the cooking button, and picked up a rag to wipe his hands: "Do you remember that once you told me that a visitor who had an cheating marriage came to ask for help, and you hypnotized him and guided him Subconsciously imagine the scene of running away with your mistress?"

Da Huang nodded: "I remember."

"As I said, Bai Pingnan treated me in the same way back then. I felt guilty because of Gao Jin's suicide. This result, so he hypnotized me and induced me to subconsciously imagine—like a dream—elope with Gao Jin, and then we came back under the pressure of life, and finally this relationship ended without a problem. He This may be to tell me that I have done nothing wrong, even if I agree to leave with him, there will be no good results. Gao Jin's suicide is closely related to his parents, but has nothing to do with me. I don't I know why this will confuse my real memory." After saying that, Su Wei glanced at Gao Jin who was standing beside him, and smiled tenderly and sadly at him.Gao Jin started crying again.

Rhubarb narrowed his eyes slightly: "Bai Pingnan?...Ah!" He accidentally cut his finger, Su Wei quickly walked over and pulled his finger into his mouth.

Da Huang's face flushed slightly: "Doctor..."

Su Wei pulled him into the living room, treated his wound, and said, "Okay, I'll make dinner. It's not like I can't do it."

Rhubarb smiled shyly.

Seeing his innocent smile, Su Wei suddenly blurted out: "If one day you leave, will I be hungry?" After finishing speaking, both he and Da Huang were startled.

After dinner, the two of them sat side by side on the sofa and watched TV.

As if to prove something, Su Wei kept holding Rhubarb's hand and refused to let it go until his palm was wet with sweat, then he wiped it with his clothes and held it again.

Rhubarb doesn't want to think about another five years at this moment.He even thought, if tomorrow... no, it's too short, if next year is the end of the world, then what else can stop them?People have to go crazy once in life.

After a while, he thought again, next year is still too short, how can one year be enough to get along with his beloved doctor.Five years...ten years...but if you think about it, it will take you a lifetime.People only have one life, and there is no need for the end of the world, because compared with the endless years, everyone's life is short like a drop in the ocean, so why can't we live according to our own wishes, but have to be ruled by so many morals? , What about civilized constraints?

Thinking of this, the five years of his determination began to waver again.

Su Wei was holding Rhubarb's hand almost with all his strength, because at the same time Gao Jin was trying to separate them with his fingers.The crazier Gao Jin was, the angrier Su Wei became, and finally he grabbed Rhubarb and kissed him.He closed his eyes, but Gao Jin started yelling as soon as he closed his eyes, even closing his eyes didn't make him unable to see Gao Jin, but Gao Jin was the only one left in the whole dark world.

He opened his eyes again, and fell back on the sofa in despair.After releasing the rhubarb, Gao Jin finally calmed down.

Rhubarb touched the moist corner of his lips, feeling both bitter and sweet in his heart.He understood Su Wei's struggle, but at this moment he didn't know what to say to comfort him.

Su Wei said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't..."

Da Huang shook his head: "No, I do it voluntarily."

Su Wei pursed his lips, and slowly lay down on the big yellow legs.He stared blankly ahead, and murmured, "Fortunately, you're here."

Rhubarb suddenly covered his mouth, trying to swallow his sobs back.He thought sadly: Maybe I caused you to be like this...

The next day, Lin Yinran asked Su Wei out.

The sun was very good that day, and the two made an appointment to meet at an open-air coffee shop near People's Square.

Lin Yinran saw Su Wei approaching from a distance, his figure was still so tall and straight, but he looked a little thin.He felt stuffy, unspeakably uncomfortable.

Su Wei sat down beside him, and Lin Yinran saw that Su Wei's face was very pale. It seemed that Rhubarb hadn't lied to him.

Lin Yinran took a sip of coffee to hide his discomfort: "Honey, are you sick?"

Su Wei hesitated for a moment, then shook his head slightly.

Lin Yinran forced a smile: "During the Chinese New Year, I called you, do you still remember?"

Su Wei nodded.

"I wanted to tell you at that time..." The phone rang suddenly, interrupting his words.

Lin Yinran picked it up and took a look, only to find that it was Ren Xiaoqian.He frowned slightly and said to Su Wei, "Sorry."

He clicked on the text message and found that Ren Xiaoqian only sent three words: Sorry.

Lin Yinran's chest seemed to be scratched gently by a kitten, it was a little itchy and a little painful.He turned his gaze back to Su Wei, only to find that Su Wei was staring blankly at the air.

Lin Yinran sighed, a bit speechless, so she stood up and said, "I'm going to the toilet."

A few minutes later, Lin Yinran came back.

He saw Su Wei whispering, but there was no one around.It wasn't until he got closer that Su Wei said coldly, "Be quiet for a while, okay?"

Lin Yinran was stunned: "honey, who are you talking to?"

Su Wei shook his head, with no expression on his face: "No."

Lin Yinran sat down in her seat, cleared her throat, and hesitated how to speak.He didn't intend to follow what Rhubarb said, but was going to tell Su Wei the truth, although he had said these words before-he had always liked Su Wei, and the so-called hypnosis was just a way to let him have a more face-saving step. just an excuse.

However, before he could make a sound, Su Wei spoke first: "Jack, I'm sorry, I'm in love with Lu Xiao."

Lin Yinran's beautiful eyes were wide open, and she couldn't speak a word.

Su Wei smiled desolately: "I really liked you before, so I made psychological hints for you selfishly. But because of my cowardice, I dare not accept you and can only escape. I am very sorry, and I don't even I know how to compensate you."

Lin Yinran choked his chest with a cold breath, and his whole body was numb from the stuffiness.

Su Wei lowered his eyes, the sun hit his face, and the mole of tears was hidden in the dazzling white light.There seemed to be a drop of water in the corner of his eye, refracting colorful light.

"Wow! Look, Rainbow!" A child's cheerful shout came from not far away, and Lin Yinran and Su Wei heard the reputation.

The artificial fountain in People's Square began to spray water, raising a cloud of water mist.When the sun shines on the water mist, it actually creates a small rainbow.

Lin Yinran suddenly felt empty in his heart.

He put on his sunglasses, wiped away the tears he shed unconsciously, and said bitterly: "It's none of my business that you like that little kid! Why are you here to show off to me! Bastard, I don't like it a long time ago." is you!"

—I'm Jack, but unfortunately you're not my Ennis.

Under the brilliant sunlight, Su Wei noticed that Gao Jin's figure had faded a little.

After returning home, Da Huang rushed forward nervously: "Doctor, how are you?"

Su Wei put his arms around him: "Did you say something to Jack?"

Rhubarb looked a little embarrassed, and pretended to be stupid: "What did you say?"

Su Wei snorted softly and rubbed his hair: "He's lightened a little again."

Rhubarb cheered happily: "That's great!"

Next, he gave Su Wei a few more psychological tests.

The relationship between the two of them seems to be reversed. Now Su Wei is Rhubarb's mental patient, but Rhubarb has become Su Wei's psychiatrist.The difference is that Su Wei's psychological resistance is not very strong, he just has weak self-examination ability, and Rhubarb can easily give him some simple psychological hints.

Rhubarb was lying on Su Wei's lap, peeling an apple with his hands raised in the air: "Your brother, bad teacher, I... Well, how about we talk to the bad policeman tomorrow?"

He accidentally cut off the apple peel, and a piece of peel fell on his face.He wrinkled his nose like a puppy, and threw away the peel in disgust.

Su Wei took the apple in his hand and continued to peel: "Okay."

At this time, Da Huang felt that Su Wei finally opened a door to himself.In the past, Su Wei was always as cold as a piece of iron, and he didn't allow oil or salt to enter.But now, he found that Su Wei also has a gentle side.

Rhubarb happily rubbed his face on Su Wei's leg, and Su Wei said "like a dog" indifferently, which made Rhubarb giggle.

When taking a bath at night, Su Wei walked into the bathroom and was about to close the door, but suddenly opened the door again, stretched out half of his body and asked slowly, "Together to wash?"

Da Huang was stunned for a second, grabbed a change of clothes and rushed in.

Soon, the two were sitting naked in the bathtub facing each other.

Rhubarb looked very nervous, his face was as red as a ripe apple, and Su Wei was obviously not much better.

He approached Rhubarb slowly, and asked uncertainly, "Is it okay?"

A fire ignited in Dahuang's head, and the top of his head was so roasted that it was almost smoking.He nodded desperately a few times, and he didn't care what Su Wei's "Is it possible?"After nodding his head, he asked worriedly, "What... what should I do?"

Su Wei said, "Leave him alone."

Su Wei kissed Rhubarb like a dragonfly, and Rhubarb grabbed his shoulder nervously, his tongue was so stiff that he couldn't move, he just opened his mouth and waited for Su Wei to come in.

Su Wei couldn't help snorting softly: "Wait for me to feed you?"

Rhubarb closed his mouth in embarrassment, and closed his eyes in embarrassment.

Su Wei's light kiss landed on his forehead, on his cheek, and then moved down to his neck. Finally, his hand gently grabbed the rhubarb crab in the water.Rhubarb trembled all over, and almost handed over to Su Wei in an instant.He felt a little ashamed, and turned his head to catch Su Wei, not to be outdone, but Su Wei held down his hand: "Don't touch me. Take your time, okay?"

Rhubarb was a little discouraged, but nodded cooperatively.

For Su Wei, this feeling is wonderful.A translucent person was yelling frantically beside him, while he was holding a real, warm, and loved person in his arms, doing some inappropriate things for children.

Half of him was in the icy illusion, and half in the warm real world. The fierce battle between the two sides made his blood boil all over his body.

Finally, Rhubarb came out panting in his hands.

Su Wei kissed his forehead, blinked his eyes, and a drop of water rolled down and landed in Da Huang's eyes.

He said: "Forgive my selfishness. I don't want to wait any longer. I want to beat myself."

Da Huang smiled and hugged him back: "I'm also very selfish, doctor...you have to be selfish when you're alive."