unspoken love

"Ugh..."

He knew that he was pulling away the opponent's thin thighs, his buttocks rushed up, the inside was soft and hot, and the tight heat made him feel hot all over. He opened his mouth to breathe, and buried his face on the opponent's shoulders, A little hair fragrance penetrated into his nostrils, and he smelled a particularly pleasant fragrance.

There was a scent that was very similar to roses and rosemary, and he was a little confused for a moment. He was in the dark, trying to see who the person below was, but he heard someone calling him.

"Congying, Congying!"

He woke up in a daze, Zhu Donglan was driving, he invited Zhu Donglan to join his biochemical technology company, and Zhu Donglan was very excited to tell him about his breakthrough, he listened, because he was too tired recently Guan Guan accidentally fell asleep, but it was also because Zhu Donglan was someone who could make him relax, so he fell asleep peacefully in front of him.

"Congying, you are too much, thanks to my speaking so hard, you fell asleep in the end." Zhu Donglan read him unhappily.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to, I've been too busy with business recently."

"Are you busy negotiating merger conditions with American companies?" Zhu Donglan said with a smile.

Jin Congying raised an eyebrow, "Why do you even know this kind of gossip?"

"I'm reading the newspaper, and the last time you held the groundbreaking ceremony, there was a photo of your brother in the newspaper. He is really beautiful. How is he doing recently?"

Zhu Donglan hurriedly turned the topic to Jin Yan. Since the last time we met, he still remembered him vividly. He really wanted to see him again, and wanted to make sure that the initial heartbeat was not an illusion caused by the excitement of just returning to China.

"Jin Yan? It should be pretty good, I had dinner with him before."

Zhu Donglan stopped the car when the red light came on, and growled with blame on his face: "Let's eat together, then why don't you ask me to go too, I want to eat too!"

"You're stupid, you were still in the office then, and it wasn't such an important meal that you had to eat."

Regarding Zhu Donglan's fuss, Jin Congying spoke mellowly, but in fact he didn't want Zhu Donglan to meet Jin Yan. If he insisted on why, it would be difficult for him to explain.

"I don't care, Congying, ask your brother out for me next time, or give me his cell phone number, I will make an appointment myself, or let me sleep at your house tonight, so that he can get to know me better .”

"What do you want to know more about?"

Zhu Donglan actually came up with such a funny remark, and he looked like he was just beginning to fall in love. Jin Congying had already seen him in college. There is only the other person, and when saying goodbye, no one will hate him. This is what Jin Congying always admires about him.

He is warm-hearted and considerate, and he is full of love for any woman he holds in his palm, but afterwards he will say that he is broken in love. The reason is not that the woman has moved on. The woman he wants, and God knows what the woman he wants is like.

He has dated from older to younger, from Asian to African. He has never understood his feelings, but at least he has never seen him interested in men. He should also be interested in Jin Yan. Not too long lasting.

"By the way, when will the product you mentioned be mass-produced?"

"Mass production will probably take another month, because although the product is stable, it needs to be tested again."

"Well, but let me remind you of one thing..." Jin Congying's voice turned serious.

Zhu Donglan's ears were almost callused, and he repeated what he said along the way, "I can't mention to anyone what kind of work I do, I can't mention that I work in your company, and I can't mention the secrets related to work. , nor that you started this company, you mystic.”

"That's right, Donglan, stop here."

Zhu Donglan stopped, thinking that he regarded himself as the driver, but when he saw Jin Yan appearing, he looked at Jin Yan as if he had been shocked by electricity, maybe the surprise that day was the joy of returning home with him It didn't matter, and Jin Congying blocked his sight badly, which made him almost crooked in anger.

Immediately, Jin Yan and Jin Congying walked to Zheng Fuyan's home together. This was their fourth meeting, and most of the main axes of merging with foreign companies can be finalized today.

Zheng Fuyan entertained them, and when they were about to leave, Zheng Fuyan asked Jin Congying who had a meeting to go first, and Jin Yan stayed. He had a bottle of good wine and asked Jin Yan to drink with him.

Jin Congying looked at Zheng Fuyan and Jin Yan unhesitatingly, Zheng Fuyan waved and said, "I won't waste your time, Congying, you can go first if you have something to do."

Jin Congying stood firm and had no intention of leaving. In these four meetings, he could feel that Zheng Fuyan disliked him even more than at the ground-breaking ceremony last time. He loved Jin Yan a lot, but treated him with courtesy He didn't know why, but Zheng Fuyan concealed his dislike very poorly, or maybe Zheng Fuyan didn't want to hide it at all.

And the reason why he can't leave is that he is not allowed to have a chance to talk with Jin Yan alone. Although the plan is very smooth, but Zheng Fuyan can have friendship with Jin Yiri, it means that he has also been in the mall, and maybe his eyesight is not good. Difference.

"I'm in no hurry."

Zheng Fuyan was not polite to him, and said straight to the point: "I know you are in no hurry, Congying, I want you to go first."

The eviction order was straightforward enough, Jin Congying's face turned cold, and she finally walked towards the door knowingly, and as soon as she closed the door, Jin Yan said with a troubled face, "Why are you doing this to Brother Congying? Grandpa Zheng, don't we all have a good talk?" ?”

Zheng Fuyan motioned him to sit down. He clearly said that he would let Jin Yan drink with him, but he didn't open a bottle of wine. He held Jin Yan's hand and asked out the uneasiness accumulated in his heart in one breath.

"Jin Congying is very anxious to merge with the other party, right?"

Jin Yan didn't know why he asked such a question, and felt a little puzzled. Isn't the time of these visits all for this matter?The sooner the merger is successful, the higher their company's market share will be to meet the challenges of new competitors.

"Of course, Grandpa Zheng, this is good for the company, that's why Brother Congying came here again and again to ask you for help."

Zheng Fuyan pondered: "I think there seems to be fraud in it, Jin Yan, have you read all the documents and all the evaluations? Although I know the other party, I don't really know him very well, and the other party's personality and private life also seem to be somewhat different. Question, are you sure all the assessments are correct?"

Jin Yan nodded: "I have seen it, there is no problem."

"My friends in the United States heard some news. I don't know if it's true, but Ayan, listen to me. The largest shareholder of this company is you, not Jin Congying. If there is a problem with this company, it will be the most directly affected. It’s you too, and I want you to review the treaty again.”

"Grandpa Zheng, you are too much. This company is also run by Brother Congying. No matter how much he has grievances with me, he will not mess with this company."

Zheng Fuyan sighed for his optimism, "I am the witness of your father's will. I have trusted Jin Yi Il all my life. I never thought that he was so unclear before he died. Ah Yan, if you don't want to stay in that house , tell me at any time, what I can arrange, at most you don’t take money from the Jin family.”

"Grandpa Zheng, it's not as serious as you think. Dad has no choice but to make such a will. I know he still loves me in his heart."

Zheng Fuyan raised his voice and became angry when he was mentioned. Jin Yiil asked him to be the witness of the will, and he agreed, but he didn't know what the content of the will was. He would wait until Jin Yiil passed away and the lawyer announced He would know, but for the first 5 minutes after he heard the last words, he was completely immobile, and then his anger gradually surged.

Jin Yi Il was a son of a bitch at all, no wonder the lawyer wanted Jin Yan's mother to leave before the announcement. If she heard the contract on the spot, she either passed out or left the family angrily on the spot.

It was in vain that she loved Jin Yi Il so much, but Jin Yi Il treated her and her son like this. Fortunately, she didn't know the secret covenant in Jin Yi Il's will until she died, otherwise she would really die of anger.

She had been so good to Jin Yi Il all her life, she never thought that Jin Yi Il's thoughts were not on people who were good to him, but on her own heirs, and thinking of him made her angry.

Jin Congying looks like a human on the surface, who knows that such a mess, he couldn't see it at all when he was young, and he must have been influenced by his emotionally unstable mother.

"No, it's not you that he loves, but Jin Congying, who is not as good as a pig or a dog!"

Zheng Fuyan was furious, Jin Yan picked up the tea and brought it in front of him, Zheng Fuyan waved it away, and said even more angrily: "What about sleepwalking, what about his psychological evaluation is the pressure when I was young, I have no parents since I was young, If I am alone, what pressure is there? If Jin Congying has a problem, send him to a mental hospital instead of letting him..."

"Grandpa Zheng, let's stop talking about this matter, shall we?" Jin Yan begged softly.

"forget it. I'm done here!"

Seeing his pleading expression, Zheng Fuyan finally stopped talking and sent him out, and before leaving the house, she kept urging: "I think there is a problem, Ayan, go and find out the terms of merger, make a copy, and ask famous people in this field to A lawyer can help you. According to my friend in the United States who has information, although the general manager of XX company thinks their company has such a value, he is likely to open his mouth. It seems that he still has some internal problems that have not been disclosed and settled. "

"Grandpa Zheng, you think too much. Brother Congying is not that kind of person, and our relationship has improved a lot recently. We even go out to eat and chat together. In fact, Brother Congying is not as bad as Grandpa Zheng thinks."

Jin Yan's ending sounds a little sweet. After they came to Zheng's house, Jin Congying would take him to dinner. It was a very good time for them to have such a normal chat. During this time, he even knew What Jin Congying likes and what he hates.

"You are too optimistic like your mother. Your mother is such a good woman. It is only natural that Jin Yi Il will fall in love with her. A Yan, listen to me and go to review the contract again, understand? I want you to at least We must beware of Jin Congying, this is what we must do.” Zheng Fuyan reminded earnestly, fearing that he would fall into a trap and suffer from being fooled.

"I understand, Grandpa Zheng, I will listen to what you say, and ask the lawyer to explain it to me one by one."

"Okay, that's good."

Looking at Jin Yan's slender back, gradually submerging the lush greenway in front of his house, this child is kind-hearted and will definitely suffer a lot.

He only met Jin Congying when he was a child, and vaguely heard Jin Yiri talking about Jin Congying's illness, but he said it very cryptically, and he didn't know that there were so many embarrassing things behind it. He didn't understand Jin Congying's illness until the day when the suicide note was revealed. What a shameful thing Yi Ri is hiding.

These four meetings made him even more worried about Jin Yan's future. Jin Congying was indeed like what was written in a business magazine. He was clear-headed, decisive, and deeply scheming. His business skills were better than his father's.

But the cold and evil corner of his eye left him with lingering fears, and even made him have a bad premonition that there must be some problems that Jinyan didn't know about in this Chun transaction, but they didn't see it. There must be ghosts in here.

He clearly knew that there was a problem, but he was helpless and could only sit and wait for death. His only advice was to persuade Jin Yan to confirm whether there was any problem with the treaty, but he always felt that this was not enough.

Jin Yan is more beautiful than her mother, and her personality is more gentle than her mother's. Jin Yiri made such a will because he was convinced of him.

Suddenly remembered that when Jin Yi Il came to sit with him before he passed away, he confessed that he was selfish, despicable, and even knew it was wrong to do so, but a certain premonition made him do it!

He didn't understand what Jin Yi Il was talking about at the time. He thought he was sick, so he was confused and said some sick words. The fact proved that he was not confused at all at that time, and his mind was still very clear that he had done something wrong.

He comforted Jin Yi-il, and Jin Yi-il had tears in his eyes. Jin Yi-il, who has always been strong in front of others, never shed tears in front of others, and Zheng Fuyan was also shocked. Only then did he realize that Jin Yi-il's body was really serious. It's gone.Jin Yiri knew in his heart that he was seriously ill, and in the end he asked him to take good care of Jin Yan, as if he already knew that all this was unfair to Jin Yan.

When the day came when the lawyer made the will public, he and Jin Yan were left alone. After seeing the treaty in the will, he was stunned for 5 minutes. There was a faint chill in his heart. This is no longer a term that can be described as unfair.

When Jin Yan signed the agreement, and the lawyer went out to announce the distribution of Jin Yiri's property to the public, Jin Yan stood silently aside, and Jin Congying, who heard the property distribution, looked at Jin Yan with a pair of hateful eyes. The hatred and hatred made Zheng Fuyan almost uncontrollable and stepped forward to beat him. What did he hate? It was Jin Yan who should hate him. He still had such a vicious attitude, but it was Jin Yan who held his hand and wanted to He is calm.

Jin Yi Il didn't know what he was doing at all, he must have gone crazy before he died to write this kind of will!

A few days after this incident, Jin Yi-il's lawyer came to his home and informed him that he had a third will, and that the first two wills could only be revoked and canceled under certain conditions, so that the third will would have legal effect. But the limited conditions are simply a fantasy, and it is completely impossible to happen.

A copy of the third will was given to him. Because he was so angry with Jin Yi-il's actions, he threw that will into the safe and never opened it.

A strong sense of ominousness made him walk into his home, and he found the letter that had not been touched for several years in the safe. He opened it and read it. The letter was thrown on the ground and trampled.

He hissed and roared: "What the hell is this? Jin Yiri, do you still have a conscience? Since you already think Jin Congying is a wolf-hearted thing, why did you make the first two wills!"

Without an answer, he will never understand how much Jin Yi Il loves and tolerates Jin Congying, or whether he cares about Jin Yen or doesn't care about Jin Yen at all, and he will never understand when Jin Yi Il made this will. Crazy, or dementia?

"Hi."

Jin Yan covered her mouth and laughed, "This is already the third time you said hi while I was sitting in the car."

Zhu Donglan's face was flushed, he was waiting for Jin Yan outside, Jin Congying didn't let him see Jin Yan, so he ambush himself, but Jin Congying appeared first, and for some reason left with an ugly face, he waited for a while, Jin Yan finally come out.

As soon as Jin Yan appeared, he immediately took away his heart and soul. He found that he was like a childish kindergarten student who could not say anything when he saw the person he liked, no matter how many times he had rehearsed the joke he was going to tell in his head just now. , but in front of Jin Yan, he was like an idiot, he couldn't say anything, he could only smirk blankly.

"I'm acting like a fool!"

Zhu Donglan was a little downcast, his usual ability to pick up girls was less than [-]%, even he himself didn't know why he became so stupid.

"It's a bit silly, but it's cute." Jin Yan smiled at him, apparently not caring at all.

"Then would you like to have dinner with this silly but cute big fool?" Zhu Donglan looked at him sideways and asked pitifully.

"If you treat me to dinner." Jin Yanhui replied.

"Yeah! Of course no problem!"

Zhu Donglan was like a rechargeable battery from dead to fully charged. He was in high spirits throughout the dinner. Jin Yan was amused by him many times, and he even told a lot of anecdotes about him and Jin Congying when they were studying, but these anecdotes are all At Jin Yan's request, unexpectedly, Jin Yan is full of interest in Jin Congying's study abroad life, and she can't see the discord between them at all.

"Brother Congying, did you have a girlfriend when you were studying abroad?"

During the meal, Jin Yan fiddled with the food on the plate twice before she got the courage to ask. Jin Congying told him about his sexual experience, but he didn't want to listen to it at that time, at least he didn't want to hear it from his own mouth.

"No, he has a gloomy charm that makes women flock to him. I can't understand why women like him with such a gloomy man, but some women like this kind of thing." Lowering his voice, Zhu Dong Luan whispered as if he wanted to tell him a secret: "But I guess Congying has a very good girlfriend, and she must be very beautiful, who fascinates him to death and makes him fall into it like a pig's head." Love River, and he is super secretive, he will never tell who this woman is."

Jin Yan's fork fell on the plate and made an unpleasant sound. Zhu Donglan didn't notice that his face was pale, so he continued talking on his own. It's a joke, but he firmly believes that there must be such a person, this person makes Jin Congying dream, dream back at midnight, and find it difficult to control himself.

"Is...is it a blonde beauty?" Jin Yan's tone was a little trembling, he still remembered Jin Congying telling him about his sexual experience.

"Maybe, I don't know, Jin Congying never talks about this person, but..." He couldn't help sniggering, "He rushes home every winter and summer vacation anxiously. , the more irritable his temper is, anyway, you can see that he is getting more and more abnormal, and every time he goes home and returns to school in the new semester, his face is full of joy, as if all the restless sperm in his body have been excreted .”

Zhu Donglan realized that what he said was too explicit, and he quickly apologized: "Sorry, I said it too badly, anyway, he just came back to normal, I guess he has a very good girlfriend in Taiwan, let him I can’t wait to go back and meet her, be tender, and relieve the pain of lovesickness.”

A blush was smeared on Jin Yan's cheeks, and Jin Yan could barely utter a voice, which almost sounded like the answer he had been thinking about day and night.

"Is that true? Are you sure that person is in Taiwan? Isn't it a blonde beauty from abroad?"

Zhu Donglan laughed loudly, "I promise he's definitely in Taiwan. If you've seen his face at the end of the semester, you can't wait to fly back to Taiwan, and you'll know that he's a fool who was blinded by love."

Zhu Donglan laughed loudly, Jin Yan excused that he was going to the bathroom, and when he walked into the bathroom, he felt hot all over his body and his cheeks were red. He used the coldness of his hands to reduce the heat on his cheeks, but he couldn't reduce the trembling and anxiety in his heart. ecstasy.

So when Jin Congying was abroad, she was eager to come back to see him during the winter and summer vacations, hug him and love him in that room where there is no light on all sides.

Is it really like this?Or is the fact something else?

He loves Jin Congying, and since he was very young, when he saw Jin Congying standing silently in a corner of the study, like an immobile statue, he had a strange feeling in his heart.

Every time Jin Congying walked past him indifferently, he would feel sad for a while. He was a child loved by many people, and he had never been hated so blatantly, but Jin Congying did not hold back his dislike for him, and he was not stingy It broke his heart to show up in front of others.

As a young man, he still doesn't know what heartbreak and heartache are. He just feels very sad and uncomfortable. If he can do anything to make Jin Congying smile at him, he will definitely do it like a brave fool. Just to win Jin Congying's favor for him.

He knew that his parents had nothing to do with Jin Congying's indifferent attitude, and he also knew that he had always maintained a good grade in his homework. When Jin Congying was in England, he walked into his room in the middle of the night and was awakened by him, but Jin Congying did nothing. He just seemed to be watching him by the bed. He didn't tell his parents who were sleeping downstairs about Jin Congying's abnormal state.

He even began to wait for Jin Congying's arrival in the middle of the night, which was like a secret between the two, and no one knew about it.

Jin Congying came here often, at first he just stood by the bed as if looking at him, then he would reach out and touch his soft hair and delicate cheeks, his heartbeat seemed to jump out, but he didn't scream or run away , In the end, Jin Congying slept on his bed, with pure arms around him and fell asleep.

He was so happy that he could hardly breathe, and he also imitated Jin Congying's behavior, touching his hair and cheeks, which is simply impossible in normal times, Jin Congying would not let him touch him, he didn't even look at him directly, but in In the middle of the night, he was able to contact Jin Congying at such a close distance.

He began to realize that Jin Congying would come in the dark only when the curtains were drawn. When Jin Congying was in his first year of high school, he not only touched his hair and cheeks, but also began to kiss him and take off his clothes. The next time, he was in so much pain that he secretly washed away the bloody clothes and sheets, not daring to let anyone find out.

Not long after the first year of high school, Jin Yi-il discovered the abnormal relationship between the two of them. Jin Yi-il immediately asked Jin Congying to suspend school to study in a foreign school, and even took him to see a psychiatrist. When they came back, Jin Congying resented them very much for this incident, thinking that his mother was making trouble and wanted him to disappear from home.

He suffered for a long time, because Jin Yiri told him that Jin Congying didn't know what he was doing, that he had a sleepwalking disease, and he had no memory of what he did.Jin Yiri even helped Jin Yan change rooms when Jin Congying returned to China during the summer vacation, and called a quiet woman in Jin Yan's original room.

He tossed and turned that night, would Jin Congying go to his previous room, would he do the same thing with that woman as he did?It hurts to think of him.

But in the middle of the night, the doorknob turned, and Jin Congying came to his bed, instead of going to his previous room to be with an unknown woman.

He felt pain in his heart, and stretched out his hands to hug him tightly. He unbuttoned his pajamas. No matter what reason Jin Congying came to his bed, his love for Jin Congying would not change. , he knew that he was walking a path of tormenting himself, but losing Jin Congying would only make him more miserable, so he resolutely chose to be together secretly.

That night Jin Congying hugged him warmly, as if to make up for his emptiness abroad, he stroked every inch of Jin Congying's skin, every time he went home, his figure became more masculine, he was obsessed with his passion Under the kiss, even if there is almost no caress, even if he is just the object of Jin Congying's delirious desire to vent.

It doesn't matter, at that moment, Jin Congying is completely his, and he can pretend that they are a couple in love, and he can pretend that Jin Congying came to his bed because he likes him and loves him, and they Two are united by love.

Although this is just self-deception, but he is indulging in the sweet dream of self-woven, which is at least better than Jin Congying's undisguised disgust in reality.