unspoken love

The reason why he woke up was because the sun's rays shone on his eyelids, and he dreamed of that fragrant dream again, every time he was upset or had a very strong sexual need, he would Have that weird dream.

But it is undeniable that as long as this kind of dream is completed every time, he will be very refreshed the next day, and his whole person will be completely new.He got out of bed, took a shower in the morning, and changed into clothes.

When he went downstairs to have breakfast, he couldn't remember how he got home yesterday. He asked the housekeeper, "How did I get back yesterday?"

The steward replied in a low voice: "Young Master, after attending the ground-breaking ceremony, you suddenly felt unwell. Young Master Yan immediately sent a car to bring you back. I think it may be because you have been too tired recently, and you need to rest more. "

"Jin Yan sent me back?"

The butler stopped for a while before saying, "Master Yan sent a car to take you back."

"Hmm." Hearing Jin Yan's name, he didn't want to ask any more.

Jin Congying drove to work after breakfast, and in the afternoon, he walked into Jin Yan's office.

He has never entered this office. Although the desks and chairs are very standard and are exactly the same as other offices, Jin Yan has placed some personal decorations. He used a lot of water blue things for decoration. Maybe water blue is Jin Yan's best. love the color.

"Brother Congying?"

The shocked voice became a little hoarse because of being too surprised. Jin Congying smiled a little. Obviously, his visit to his office caused him a lot of shock, but it was true. Although the reporter's question yesterday was sharp, the relationship between their brothers It is indeed like the king does not see the king, this is a fact, and he rarely looks at Jin Yan.

Jin Yan stood up anxiously, and even knocked down the chair in a panic. When he was in a hurry to help the chair up, Jin Congying had already lowered his body, and with a long hand, he straightened the chair.

"Thank you, Brother Congying." He could barely speak.

"You're welcome, I also want to thank you."

There has never been a peaceful dialogue between them. When they were young, Jin Congying never talked to them. Even if he and his mother were present, Jin Congying would turn a blind eye.

Kim Eui-il used to be very angry with his attitude, and his mother also tried to resolve the rift between them, but none of these worked for Kim Cong-young. He was still stubborn and confronted them for a long time.

"Thank you?" He was in a state of confusion when he saw Jin Congying, and the words he spoke were trembling.

"You helped me make an appointment with Zheng Fuyan. Obviously, he has a good impression of you. He only helped you this time because of your face."

Jin Yan shook her head, "It's not like that, he's an old friend of Dad's."

Jin Congying was noncommittal. At the venue that day, Zheng Fuyan was obviously polite to herself, but she had more love for Jin Yan. He explained the reason why he came here.

"I want you to visit Zheng Fuyan with me. This matter is very important to the company. It should be easier to have you present."

"what?"

"Are you busy this afternoon?" He ignored his shocked attitude, focusing on what he wanted to get done.

"No, nothing."

He was a little embarrassed by the sudden turn of the situation, but Jin Yan didn't show it. He never imagined that one day he would walk side by side with Jin Congying, so when the two of them walked in the corridor of the company together, although it wasn't as if everyone was whispering It's not that far, but it's shocking enough. Everyone stared at them, as if they saw carnivorous lions and herbivorous elephants walking in the downtown area in the zoo.

When they arrived at the basement, Jin Congying opened the car door to let him in. They didn't talk much along the way, but after visiting Zheng Fuyan, they came back in the car together. Jin Congying asked, "Do you want to have dinner together? Anyway, it's already time for dinner." It's time."

"You want to invite me to dinner?"

He laughed a little, Jin Congying looked at him and said, "Is it weird?"

"Well, it's weird, I always thought you hated me."

Jin Yan told the truth, Jin Congying's hatred for his mother was overwhelming, and it was easy to see that after his mother passed away, the resentment with nowhere to go became the focus and pointed at him.

"As much as you hate me, don't you?" Jin Congying replied without any emotion, because it is true, they are only brothers in name.

"I don't hate you."

Jin Yan leaned back in the car with her back relaxed. It was a very rare opportunity for the two brothers to speak their minds like this. Moreover, the confined space of the car made the echoes of what the two said echoed in the car for a long time. There has never been a conversation like this - honest and heart-to-heart speaking.

"That's not true, we all know, I hate you, and you hate me, so I'm the least favored person in the family."

Jin Yan was silent for a while, then turned to look at Jin Congying's handsome side face. Some people would say that Jin Congying was not a bit effeminately handsome in the world, but he would describe Jin Congying as smart, patient, and powerful. The kind of person you must have is like a black panther, galloping in the dark night, biting the throat of the prey in an instant, he has a very manly flavor, which will make people intoxicated.

He said softly: "That's not true, Dad loves you more than you imagined, you are his real son, I'm not."

"So he loves me the most. When I was in high school, he couldn't wait to let me go abroad to study, so I could only go home during the winter and summer vacations? Although this sounds very old-fashioned, it also shows that I am a man with a narrow heart, but to be honest Yes, after what I've been through, I fully understand how much my father loves me," he taunted.

"Things are not what they seem on the surface!" Jin Yan looked out of the window, and the glass on the window reflected his appearance, all so blurry, as if the person sitting here is not a real person, but just a passing person A phantom figure in disguise.

"It's not what it looks like on the surface, so if you tell me, what else can I explain? He loves you and your mother, so he kicked me away who was in the way, as far away as possible, and tried his best to prevent me from entering the house. Even the suicide note requires a lawyer to take you away and explain it to you alone. After you agree, I can see the content of the suicide note. This means that there are two suicide notes, right?"

Jin Yan was silent at the moment, and Jin Congying smiled coldly: "There are two plans, one is that the suicide note will be published after you agree, and the second record is that you do not agree to the terms, and then another suicide note will be published."

Facing Jin Congying, Jin Yan looked straight at him without retreating, and what she said was provocative and extremely fearless. "What answer do you want? Why don't you tell me now."

"You are Dad's good son, but I am not, so he treats you and me very differently."

Jin Yan sneered, he would never be able to answer the answer, all he could do was irritate Jin Congying and make Jin Congying stop talking about this issue.

"Jin Congying, why didn't you tell my father these words when he was alive? I believe you will be able to get a good answer. Maybe it is because you are eccentric, difficult to get along with, coupled with self-pity, self-harm, and lonely self. Let father be forced to give up on you."

"To shut up!"

Jin Congying braked the car urgently, and Jin Yan almost bumped her head against the front glass. Jin Congying parked the car beside the road with a cold face and a lower voice.

"You bastard..."

Jin Yan brushed away the strands of hair that wrapped around her cheeks, he was used to hearing those harsh words for a long time.

"If you want to create hatred, that's your business, if you want to feel sorry for yourself, that's your business, but don't get me involved, there are indeed two suicide notes." He said the truth selectively, "But this Both are good for you, Dad didn't give up on you, he loves you, loves you more than you can imagine."

"So he let you get most of the property and let me work for you all my life. What kind of love is this? You tell me!" Jin Congying didn't believe him at all. The facts were in front of him. His father loved Jin Yan more, and his father Choice exiled him in the family.

"If you care about money, I can wire it to you anytime."

Jin Congying hit the steering wheel with one hand, and he looked at Jin Yan with fiery eyes, "You know it's not about money, it's because he treats you selfishly and treats me as your slave. What's in my heart, I'm dissatisfied with this."

Jin Yan lowered her gaze, "Do you think the treaties in the suicide note are good for me? It's definitely not what you think, Jin Congying, these treaties are only good for you."

"Then tell me what the treaty is. If I don't understand these things for the rest of my life, I will only hate you for the rest of my life. Say it. If you say you don't hate me, then give me a reason why you don't hate me, and give me a reason why you won't hate me anymore." Your reason."

Jin Yan opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, he finally took a breath and said, "I signed a non-disclosure agreement, and I can't disclose these things."

"Nonsense! Tell me why Dad gave you most of his property. What I want is not money, but an answer so that I won't hate the three of you."

Jin Congying grabbed his collar, and the breaths of the two people merged anxiously in the air. Jin Yan's lips trembled, but he shook his head firmly. This was his answer. Congying was so angry that he pushed him away, causing him to fall heavily on the seat.

Jin Congying clenched his fists, but he quickly controlled his temper. "Get your gray clothes ready, and ask your girlfriend to plant strawberries in such an obvious place, I'm embarrassed to see them."

Jin Yan was taken aback for a moment, then his face flushed, and he immediately covered the lower part of his neck with his hands. There was a deep red mark on that place. Panting, he adjusted the messy clothes just now.

Jin Yan's eyes dodged, and Jin Congying keenly noticed that when he talked about the suicide note just now, Jin Yan was plausible, but when he talked about the love marks of planting strawberries, he felt uncomfortable all over his body, and even half of his face turned red. Leaning towards the car door, his feet were clamped tightly, as if he wanted to jump out of the car.

"What does that woman look like?"

He suddenly felt displeased, who was the woman who made Jin Yan so devoted?He had never heard of Jin Yan having an affair, but not having heard of it didn't mean there wasn't one.

Jin Yan's voice also calmed down, but his eyes flickered, as if he was extremely unwilling to talk about this topic again.

"It has nothing to do with you...it has nothing to do with you."

"I will always be her uncle in the future. There will be a lot of relationship in the future. At least when you get married, you will also send me a wedding invitation." He said to him.

"I won't get married." Jin Yan answered decisively.

Jin Congying guessed why he was so secretive, "Is it a wife? I really can't see that you look very pure, and you are also a person who knows how to play."

"I said no, you wouldn't believe it either."

"Huh? Don't you want to talk about your love life with your brother?" The more Jin Yan didn't tell the truth, the more he wanted to know the answer.

"What brother? You never thought you were my brother at all, and you don't have a love life yourself, so what's the use of talking to you." Unable to bear it, Jin Yan also retorted, and said it with confidence, the atmosphere Suddenly lost his dignity, but turned into a bit funny.

"Do you think I didn't have a girlfriend abroad? Do you think I won't find a woman in China when I grow up? Haha, I'm not gay."

A blush began to appear on Jin Yan's face, "I don't believe you have a girlfriend, you just said it to lie to me."

"I just didn't bring it home, but it doesn't mean I didn't have it." His stubbornness and confidence made Jin Congying amused.

"You're very busy, it's impossible!" Jin Yan insisted.

"Hmph, maybe I just pretended to be busy and raised several outside. You know that with my financial resources, it wouldn't be too difficult to raise a woman, and I don't need to report these things to you."

"No, absolutely impossible." Jin Yan's childish face suddenly became furious, and she firmly believed that he did not have a girlfriend.

"Why don't you give it a try?" Jin Congying suggested.

"Try what?" Jin Yan was a little confused about his point.

"Maybe we can come and kiss and let you know that brother has had a girlfriend."

Such a disgusting proposal should provoke the fury of anyone, even Jin Congying felt that what she said was too infamous and too much. Jin Yan does have a feminine and glamorous appearance, but it should be too much to say so. Too much.

But Jin Yan was not angry, he just clenched his seat belt tightly and looked out of the glass window anxiously, his whole face blushing.Looking from Jin Congying's direction, his side face is very beautiful, and he can suddenly understand why Zhu Donglan described Jin Yan as a beauty when he saw Jin Yan.

The red mark on the neck seems to have been bitten and sucked by someone, and it is very charming when reflected on the slightly flushed pink and white skin. Even Jin Congying himself can't help but stare at this beautiful picture like a landscape. Then he couldn't help stretching out his hand—even he didn't know why he did it.

Perhaps it is a kind of human nature. Seeing the beautiful and hard-to-find scenery in the world, you will want to reach out and touch it to verify whether it is real or illusory.

Jin Yan's body bounced slightly, his breathing was shallow, Jin Congying touched the love mark, the texture under the fingertips was very delicate, as if touching the top silk, more like pressing on a beautiful and illusory snowflake, with a little force, this Beauty will disappear like snowflakes.

"It's actually biting in this kind of place, and it's so obvious. This person seems to be very possessive, but Jin Yan, you look like, it really makes people want to catch you."

Jin Yan finally resisted, he pushed his hand away vigorously, his tone was a bit coquettish, it didn't sound like he was angry, but very cute.

"Don't touch it, it will be uncomfortable."

Jin Congying withdrew his hand, and Jin Yan never turned to look at him on the way. He drove the car quietly, and Jin Yan also looked out of the car silently, and then Jin Congying spoke.

"I can now understand how my father felt."

"What do you mean?" Jin Yan finally turned to look at him.

Jin Congying glanced at him, "If your mother is a tenth as beautiful as yours, no wonder my father would be so fascinated by her." His voice dropped, "He would even give up my mother for her sake."

Jin Yan opened his mouth to speak, but shut his mouth again, and finally said: "You should know that your mother's condition is not very good, and my father doesn't want to mention that period of time, but your mother is indeed not an easy person to get along with."

"Maybe she is not the best wife for every husband, but she is my father's wife, and my father has a responsibility to her."

"If there is no love, only responsibility, isn't it very sad?" Jin Yan replied.

"If you can't even do the responsibility, how can you talk about love!" Jin Congying retorted.

The tit-for-tat confrontation in this paragraph made the air silent again, Jin Yan cleared her throat, and said it in a low voice, with some hesitation when she said it.

"I also think Brother Congying is very good-looking, very good-looking."

His words made Jin Congying, who has always been gloomy, burst out laughing, "I don't need to praise you for looking good, you are embarrassed, but you should also praise me, Jin Yan, there are indeed many differences between us, and I don't take it lightly on you." I have a good impression, but this kind of politeness is unnecessary.”

"I don't hate you, and I don't hate you. It's true, brother Congying. No matter what you think, I can't imagine that I will hate you one day." Jin Yan clarified again, maybe brothers can speak well today, It is the only chance he can explain, and there are not many such opportunities.

"Don't speak too early, Jin Yan, the world is unpredictable, I am not a good person, to me, you are just a stranger living under the same roof." Jin Congying warned, and this is from the heart.

"Are you always so vicious and scary? Brother Congying!"

On Jin Yan's turned face, there was a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, that smile was like a purple cloud that was about to disappear in the sky, it was fleeting, and she wanted to catch it with her hands, but found that she couldn't hold the cloud, leaving behind It's just illusory emptiness.

"Are you always smiling so sweetly? Jin Yan, be careful if your mouth smiles crookedly, then you need plastic surgery." There was a bit of viciousness and teasing in his words, even he never thought that he would make such a joke intonation.

"That's because Brother Congying never smiles. People like you who don't smile will soon have wrinkles. You will be the one who needs plastic surgery." Jin Yan also started to fight back, Jin Congying said so Toxic, really too much.

"There are not so many things to laugh about in the world, but you love to laugh too much."

"It's your own business that you like to be cool, I don't want to imagine you living a rigid life."

His sharp tongue should make Jin Congying very angry, but Jin Congying found that the corners of his mouth turned up. Now he can understand Jin Yan's charm. No wonder no one said anything bad about Jin Yan in the company's complicated personnel affairs. Speech, even the little bickering, becomes very interesting.

He parked the car in the parking lot of the restaurant, but Jin Yan instructed him to drive out, and with a sweet smile, it was obviously a protest against what he just said.

"I don't want to eat here. Since you want to treat guests, I should be able to choose my favorite restaurant, right?"

It's like never seeing Jin Yan, maybe they lived under the same roof, but he never had a good look at Jin Yan's face, nor did he understand this person well, he never knew that Jin Yan would want to go What kind of restaurant, even has its own opinion.

Then he thought about the bravado and aggressive attitude he had when he entered his office with the proposal, this man might not be as weak and incompetent as he thought, and he was not as easy to defeat as he thought, he thought to himself, maybe he still needs More time to execute your own plans.

"Who is your girlfriend?" Jin Congying stubbornly turned back to this topic.

"You're annoying, always asking about other people's private matters, don't you feel bored or angry if I ask you about them?" Jin Yan rolled her eyes violently at his pursuit and beating.

Jin Congying drove according to his instructions, his eyes were looking ahead, but his eyes were directed at Jin Yan, Jin Yan was like a lazy kitten, sitting obliquely on the passenger seat, his eyes were looking in his direction, With flushed cheeks, he curled his hair with his hands uncomfortably. That kind of action is very cute, so cute that it will fascinate people. If Zhu Donglan were here, he would definitely be fascinated by him, even himself forget their names.

"I welcome you to ask any personal matters. My sexual experience was when I was in high school, and the other party was a blonde chick from a foreign school."

"I don't want to know this." Jin Yan closed her mouth, even the corners of her mouth were slightly raised in displeasure, as if she was sulking. "It's disgusting for you to say these things."

"Then what do you want to know?"

"For example, the things Chung Ying likes, the music he likes, the books he likes."

"It's too boring to talk about it. You may not be interested in my affairs at all."

Jin Yan interrupted him, "I'm very interested, all you have to do is tell me."

Jin Congying started to talk about his favorite things, music, and books, and he finished explaining in a few words. Jin Yan asked questions again and again, and he would answer them one by one, and the explanation became more and more clear. Before they finished talking, they had already arrived. Jin Yan wanted to eat He got out of the car and opened the door for Jin Yan.

When Jin Yan came out of the car, he smelled an indescribable fragrance in his hair, a bit like rose, and a bit like rosemary, no matter what it was, his chest suddenly rose and fell, and he greedily took several mouthfuls. , as if I can't get enough of this pleasant aroma.

The restaurant for dinner this night is a small and small restaurant. The food is very refreshing and delicious. The fresh grass next to it exudes a faint smell of green grass. It is far away from the hustle and bustle of the city. He even saw a few bright stars in the sky. , This place is beautiful, he doesn't want to admit it, but he knows in the bottom of his heart that this restaurant is indeed several grades better than the one he chose.

After they had dinner, he opened the car door for Jin Yan to let him take a seat. The soft end of his hair brushed his cheek lightly like a lover's caress, like kissing and whispering, he almost touched it impulsively. Fortunately, he restrained his own inexplicable impulse.

"What's the matter? Brother Congying, if you are tired, I can drive." His strange behavior made Jin Yan think that he was tired.

"It's okay, I'll just drive."

He sat in the driver's seat, but the refreshing smell of rosemary, like sweet roses, lingered in his nose and chest for a long time.