Sea King's Self-cultivation

"Mr. Dazai..."

A broken, crying voice escaped from her throat.

The temperature was rising, almost melting her, the intertwined fingers merged with the temperature of the skin, and when she was unconscious, she could only hear his hoarse voice calling her name in her ear , One sound is softer than the sound, and the sound is gentler than the sound.

"Xingxing..."

"Xingxing..."

"Xing Xing."

Waking up from the blushing and heart-pounding dream, Xing Xing's first feeling was weakness, her whole body was so soft that she couldn't lift the slightest bit of strength as if she had run a marathon the day before.

"Good morning, did you sleep well last night?"

The man's gentle and smiling voice rang in her ears.

...not an illusion.

Xingxing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she wanted to back subconsciously, but found that her waist was tightly held by him, and there was no room for her to retreat. She was so ashamed that she could only bury her face in his arms, not daring to look up at him.

He laughed a few times.

Wuwuwu don't mention looking up at his face, it's just that the laughter made her ears turn red... In Xingxing's heart, there are a hundred little milk cats stretching out their little pads that haven't grown nails, gently scratching her.

His slender fingers slid down her face, and his fingertips gently stroked her soft cheeks, his tone of affection was undisguised: "...does it hurt?"

Xingxing was stunned for a second, and after realizing what he was asking, she immediately covered his mouth with her hand in embarrassment, and protested softly: "Don't ask, don't ask!"

Dazai laughed loudly, clasped her palm with one hand, and hugged her tightly with the other hand, buried her in her soft neck and said with a sneer, "Finally dare to look at me?"

Xingxing wriggled uncomfortably in his arms: "...Actually, I still don't dare."

After a few words, Xingxing's heart gradually returned to its original position, and she was slightly relieved.

Mr. Dazai's attitude towards her is still the same as before, and the worry that he is only good to her just to get her seems to be less obvious.

It snowed heavily last night, and the last dead leaf on the ginkgo tree outside the window also fell to the ground.

"Mr. Dazai..." Xingxing hugged her nostalgicly, and said in a somewhat confused and uneasy way, "Mr. Dazai, will you always be nice to me?"

Dazai didn't answer her question right away.

He just put his hands on Xingxing's shoulders, pushed her away gently and without rejection, and opened the distance between the two of them.

Xingxing stared at him blankly.

Dazai took out a crystal clear crystal ball, uncovered the upper part, and the moment he saw clearly what was in the crystal ball, Xing Xing even thought that she had made a mistake.

An ambilight, dazzling diamond ring.

Dazai lowered his eyes slightly, his black eyelashes were as slender as the wings of a butterfly fluttering in flight, he took her hand naturally, skillfully as if he had rehearsed it tens of thousands of times in his heart.

He raised his eyelids, smiled slightly as if remembering something, then suppressed his smile, and stared at her seriously: "To be honest, before this, I thought of many ways to propose marriage, but I couldn't do it. Make up your mind to make a decision. I always feel that no matter how grand the proposal is, it is not enough to show my heart, and it has been delayed until now, but it has become such a casual proposal scene, what a failure."

"So, Miss Xingxing, the cutest, most beautiful, gentlest and kindest lady in the world, are you willing to marry the failed Mr. Dazai in front of you?"

Xingxing's tears streamed down.

"Don't cry, Xingxing." He sighed with some trouble, "Don't cry. I've made up my mind that I won't let you cry anywhere other than on the bed."

His last sentence directly made the moving atmosphere strange, Xingxing was ashamed and angry, and her tears were immediately choked up.

Then he held his hand, put on the ring as if nothing had happened, and said shamelessly: "If you didn't refuse, I will assume that you agreed. Well, from today onwards, you will be Dazai Xing, and you will not accept rebuttals."

The wedding was not very grand, and Xingxing had no relatives and only a handful of friends, so she had no one to invite except for the store manager's sister and her former colleagues.As for Dazai—it is said that his parents died when he was a teenager, and only his close colleagues in the company attended the wedding. There were three people who left a deep impression on Xingxing. One is a big sister who is as beautiful as a red maple leaf. Koye Ozaki, one is a shy boy with white hair Atsushi Nakajima, and the last one is a handsome young man with eyes as beautiful as sapphires.

According to the introduction, he said his name was Chuya Nakahara.

Inexplicably, Xingxing felt that he looked familiar.

The handsome young man named Nakahara Chuya had a complex look in his eyes when he saw Xing Xing. Xing Xing felt curious, so she looked at him a few more times, but she couldn't see anything, but Dazai was upset. He pinched her chin and turned her head around, and said with a half-smile, "Does it look good?"

Xingxing obediently acted coquettishly at him: "What is Mr. Dazai talking about? I don't know if it looks good or not. Mr. Dazai is the most handsome."

After the wedding, Xingxing didn't see much of Dazai's colleagues who attended the banquet.Human relationship is very important. Xingxing made a handmade cake and originally wanted to give it to his colleagues personally, but Dazai said that this is too serious and does not need her to make an extra trip. He brought the cake when he was working That's it.

"But... I've never been to the place where Mr. Dazai works, have I?"

"It's an ordinary office building, and the environment is not very good. I will take you there when I have a chance."

Xingxing nodded in confusion.

She did not wait for this opportunity.

Not long after getting married, Xingxing found out that she was pregnant.

It's been exactly one month, but Xingxing decided to go to the hospital because of her loss of appetite and her menstrual delay.After completing a series of examinations and hearing the doctor's conclusion, Xing Xing left the hospital in a daze.

She gently touched her lower abdomen, feeling a little unbelievable.

I always feel that I am still just a baby, but now there is really a baby in my stomach?

It is a relative connected with her blood.

It's her and Mr. Dazai's child.

This is...their child.

After going through the stage of feeling unreal, Xingxing was hit by the great joy that was long overdue.After this little baby whose gender is unknown is born, she will call her mother sweetly and softly, and will nestle in her arms and act like a baby. She and Mr. Dazai will accompany it to grow up together, but now, it is just a weak little baby. A ball, curled up in her body and sleeping soundly, needs her protection, needs her care.

Just thinking about this little existence born from the fusion of their flesh and blood, Xing Xing thinks it is so cute.

After Dazai came home from get off work, Xingxing was so happy that she immediately told him the news, but she felt uneasy when she said the words—would Mr. Dazai like children?What if...he doesn't like it?

Xingxing was not sure, so she had to watch his attitude eagerly.

The expression of the young man in black was blank for a second, unlike his previous appearance as if he was in control of everything, he seemed to have heard something unexpected, so that he was slightly surprised and resisted, but when his eyes fell When it was on Xingxing's lower abdomen, the subconscious resistance dissipated silently like ice and snow melting.

His eyes gradually softened.

Xingxing threw herself into his arms like a dove, and coquettishly: "Mr. Dazai, we have a baby."

The baby is very well-behaved, no matter whether it is the first trimester, the second trimester or the third trimester, Xing Xing has never been tossed. Except for the gradual enlargement of her stomach and gradual lethargy throughout the pregnancy, Xing Xing did not experience vomiting, fainting, or fatigue. symptom.

It's just that as the baby grows up, it becomes more and more inconvenient for Xingxing to move around.If you can’t walk a few steps, you will be very tired, and it’s uncomfortable to sit and lie down. You can’t always adopt the same position when you sleep. Sometimes the baby kicks her, and Xing Xing will wake up instantly even in her sleep.

But Xingxing didn't find it difficult at all.

Because Osamu Dazai was so kind to her.

Since Xingxing became pregnant, he has completely taken care of housekeeping, and he refuses to let Xingxing do any housework.Xing Xing has a bad appetite, so she cooks food for her with different tastes. Xing Xing is bored and lonely, so she reads the story of "The Little Prince" to her and her children. As long as Xing Xing wakes up at night, he will definitely wake up in an instant. Do you help her get water or help her go to the bathroom.It was as if he had installed "Xing Xing Radar". Even if she didn't say anything, he could understand her needs and immediately satisfy her. It can be said that he was careful, obedient, pampered, and cared for.

Xingxing falls asleep in his arms every night, and the baby in her womb is also well protected. The body temperature from him is so warm that she has built a safe haven for her to escape all the dangers in the world .

Even the cold winter nights have become tender and tender.

The baby was sleeping soundly in the womb, and she was lying in his arms.

Xingxing felt very happy.

She has never been so happy.

She never got so much love from anyone else either.

She got more favors from him than from everyone else.

Sometimes, when quietly lying in his arms, Xingxing would think, maybe she had such a bad life in the first half of her life, because she used all her luck to meet Mr. Dazai, right?

Just thinking about it this way, those painful experiences in the past seem to have been painted with a few layers of romantic colors for the predestined meeting.

In the new year's wish, Xingxing did not pray for a fortune, nor did she pray for a smooth life in the future.

She just made a pious wish——

If there is a god, please let Dazai-san stay by my side forever.

For me, this is the greatest happiness.

"What wish did you make?" Dazai put his arms around her waist and asked her with a smile, "I guess it's about me."

"I won't tell you." Xingxing snorted softly, and asked curiously, "Where is Mr. Dazai? What wish did you make? Is it related to me?"

"Don't tell you."

Dazai said quietly.

"Too childish, Mr. Dazai!" Xingxing scolded him angrily, "Just because I didn't tell you, why don't you just get angry and not tell me!"

"Even if you say that, I won't tell you."

Dazai smiled and said nothing.

The noisy sound of talking and laughing gradually dissipated in the wind as the New Year's bell rang.

Xingxing's condition has been very stable, and soon the day of delivery is approaching, she was admitted to the hospital early, Dazai took leave, and stayed by her side until the night of delivery, before Xingxing was pushed into the delivery room, he still held her hand. Holding her hand and talking to her.

"Do you need me to go in with you?"

he asks.

Xingxing thought about it, and finally shook her head with some reluctance: "No need, Mr. Dazai is waiting for me outside. I will definitely come out soon, I am super brave!"

He seemed to be smiling, and placed a soft kiss on her forehead: "Well, I know, Xingxing is the bravest."

His voice was so soft that it seemed to be broken.

"Then I'll go in?"

Xingxing said.

"it is good."

He nodded slightly, with a gentle smile on his lips.

Although the whole pregnancy process went smoothly, the pain of childbirth is still to be endured. After all, Xingxing is a lucky girl. It only took about an hour from the start to the final delivery.

Even the doctors and nurses said that it is rare for the delivery to go so smoothly.

Xingxing gave birth to a soft and waxy little girl.

The little baby was lying on her body, eyes closed, and his mouth was moving, as if looking for something to eat, so cute as hell.

She looks like her, but the eyes and hair color are like Dazai-san.

Not long after giving birth, before leaving the delivery room, Xingxing fell asleep with exhaustion, so she did not see Osamu Dazai after giving birth.

When she woke up the next day, she still hadn't seen Dazai.

Called, no one answered.

Maybe it was delayed due to an urgent matter at work, so wait a little longer...

Xingxing leaned on the hospital bed, holding the soft baby, thinking a little helplessly.

However, until the sun went down and night fell, she still hadn't found the person she wanted to wait for.

Instead, an unexpected guest came.

The young man wearing gold-rimmed glasses has a calm expression and a calm demeanor, and at first glance, he can be reminiscent of a doctor or a lawyer.

He politely handed Xing Xing a document: "Miss Shimizu, this is a property donation contract, please read it over, if there is no problem, please sign it."

Gift of property?

Xingxing took the document, and what she saw was an astronomical figure that she had never seen before.

Even if she lived another 800 years without eating or drinking, she would not be able to earn so much money.

But she didn't feel joy in her heart, instead, her uneasiness continued to ferment: "But, who gave this property to me?"

The young man was silent for two seconds: "This is the property that Mr. Dazai bestowed on you."