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Lin Xia poured me a cup of hot water as if nothing had happened, and passed it to my lips after testing the temperature. I took a few sips with his hand, and he put the cup on the bedside cabinet and sat down. by my side.

"You really scared me to death." He held my hand and clasped my fingers tightly, as if he was afraid that I would slip through his fingers, with a bit of aggrieved and fearful expression in his expression, "There are only people in the car full of people. You were so badly injured."

From Lin Xia's mouth, I learned that I had been in a coma for nearly a week.

The car accident a week ago was indeed an accident. There was a series of car accidents on the highway due to heavy rain and slippery roads, and the ambulance I was in was unfortunately one of them.

Everyone else in the car was fine, but I was unlucky and injured an artery by a piece of flying thick glass, and I lost blood and went into shock on the spot.

Fortunately, there was no accident in the other ambulance. The doctor who accompanied me stopped the bleeding and transferred me to that car. Then I was sent to the hospital in time, saving my life.

"When you were in the emergency room, I called Auntie Cheng. She has already rushed to Shanghai, and the operation is not over yet." Lin Xia had lingering fear on his face, "Brother Jingrui, fortunately you woke up, otherwise I would really don’t know what to do.”

I used a little strength to hold his hand back weakly, and comforted him: "I'm fine, right?"

I belatedly realized that Lin Xia had changed the topic, so I couldn't help but sighed helplessly.

Forget it, whether he doesn't know or pretends not to know, I don't want to go into it for the time being.If you tell Lin Xia these things at this time, what do you want to do?

Tell him that he is actually the latecomer, his lover—I, had an old lover who loved each other very much many years ago, the two were forced to separate because of an accident, and they missed each other for more than ten years, and this car accident made me feel sad again. I remembered everything before—and then?

And let him abdicate to Xian?Of course not.

After a moment of silence, I asked Lin Xia, "Have the kidnappers caught you?"

"One was caught, and two are still at large," he replied.

There was another silence.

In the past, when Lin Xia and I were together, we always had endless words to say, but now we can't say a word. In order not to make the atmosphere too awkward, I pretended to squint my eyes: "I'm a little sleepy, I want to rest for a while."

Hearing me say that, I could clearly feel that he was also relieved.He pursed his lips and smiled, and thoughtfully leveled the bed for me: "Okay, you go to sleep first, I'll make chicken soup for you when I get home, and you can drink it when you wake up."

Lin Xia tucked the quilt up for me, I hummed, closed my eyes, and didn't feel sleepy.

After a while, the nurse came to make rounds, and I couldn't help asking her about Lu Shengze's situation.As soon as the name was mentioned, the young nurse had a wonderful expression on her face, and she revealed to me something she knew.

The reason why Lu Shengze fainted was because of the high fever caused by the inflammation of the wound.He has been unwilling to cooperate with the treatment. On the day he came to the hospital, shortly after I was rescued, there seemed to be a lot of commotion, but she didn't know the specific reason.

I understood immediately.

In the evening, Lin Xia really brought an insulated bucket filled with chicken soup and nutritious porridge to the hospital. When she came in, she was fully armed with a peaked cap, mask and sunglasses.

He walked into the ward with an insulated bucket, pulled off his mask and sunglasses, and Ms. Cheng was talking to me. Seeing him coming in, she found him a chair and gave him the seat closest to me.

She showed a kind smile to Lin Xia, and Lin Xia politely said hello to her aunt, and I actually saw a bit of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law feelings from these two people.

This thought loosened a little bit the tension in my heart.

Lin Xia opened the thermos, and the smell of chicken soup overflowed the room. Ms. Cheng praised him sincerely. He smiled embarrassedly, filled a bowl for her, and then sat on the edge of the bed and used it naturally and skillfully. Spoon feed me soup.

While feeding, I also found a topic to chat with me and Ms. Cheng as before.

I don't know what to eat, and my mind is wandering, but the two of them had a good chat, from the recipe of chicken soup to my post-operative recovery and recuperation, and they also talked about Lin Xia's previous filming.

After accepting my sexual orientation, Ms. Cheng's rejection of Lin Xia naturally dissipated, and she was soon amused by his witty words, and I also laughed in agreement, and there was a sense of joy among the three of us.

After drinking half a bowl of chicken soup, Lin Xia continued to feed me porridge, and after a few sips, everyone was still chatting, when the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.

The uninvited guest was Lu Shengze. When he opened the door, Lin Xia had just fed me a mouthful of porridge, and accidentally shook some of it on the corner of my mouth.

Lin Xia wiped the wet marks on the corners of my mouth with her fingertips, turned her head and saw Lu Shengze, and stopped her movements.

Lu Chengze seemed to be running, his breathing was still a little short, his chest was heaving up and down, seeing such a scene in the ward, he also froze in place.

Ms. Cheng was the first to stand up, and smiled unnaturally: "I suddenly thought of something... I will go to the doctor."

Lin Xia looked at Lu Chengze and stopped for a moment, I couldn't see his expression, I just heard him put down the porridge and said: "I'll go out first."

Lu Shengze's attitude towards Lin Xia was quite subtle, there was no sense of gunpowder between the two of them, I only saw the mutual temptation that implied guilt.

I moved my lips, but in the end I didn't call out to stop Lin Xia. He left the ward, leaving room for Lu Shengze and me.

When the two passed by, I noticed that Lu Shengze looked at Lin Xia with a hint of gratitude.

Lu Shengze walked towards me, licked his chapped lips, and carefully called me: "Chenchen..."

I lowered my head, lowered my eyes not to look at him, and interrupted him hoarsely: "There is no more Chenchen."

"Lu Shengze, President Lu, I'm Cheng Jingrui." I thought I would lose my composure, but when I really said it, it didn't seem that difficult, "There is no Ji Chen, and there is no Xia Ze."

I knew it was a cruel decision, so cruel that I had to stop looking at him to continue talking, I heard my voice calmly say: "It's all over."

Lu Chengze is now the fourth young master of the Lu family, a proud son of heaven who can call wind and rain, as long as he lets go of me, he will have everything again, but Lin Xia only has me.

We are no longer seventeen or eighteen-year-old teenagers. We should know that there is reality besides love.

I finally said to him: "You go, take care of your injuries."

There was silence in the ward, only me and Lu Shengze's heavy breathing, I don't know how long it took, as if it was as long as a century, he finally moved.

I heard the man's hobbled footsteps getting farther and farther away, and after the sound of the door opening and closing, I knew he was gone.

My heart seemed to be split in two at that moment. I can imagine Lu Shengze's pain, but I can't help it. This is already the most suitable choice for me.

Until he recovered from his injury and was discharged from the hospital, I never saw Lu Shengze again.

Ms. Cheng and Xia Lin took turns taking care of me in the hospital. I recovered very quickly. A month later, Ms. Cheng flew back to Chengdu, and Xia Lin and I went home together.

The kidnapping case was tightly blocked, Lin Xia "absent from work" for a month without reason, and there were endless discussions and speculations about him on the Internet, but he seemed to be indifferent and circled around me all day long.

But every time I want to talk to him about Lu Shengze, he starts to evade with flickering words.

I know what Lin Xia is afraid of, it's nothing more than the fear that I will choose Lu Shengze and give up on him, but in fact it's the opposite, his worries are unnecessary.

Although when I dreamed back at midnight, I would still think of Lu Shengze, his tears and the scars on his wrists, and then my heart would ache.

But this is already the best ending I can do, and I try to convince myself.

After stopping for so long, Lin Xia finally resumed work.Shenghe Entertainment did not embarrass him, but just supported him as always. Variety shows, commercials, and new dramas were seamlessly connected. He became busy again, and I submitted my resignation to the TV station.

The savings are still enough to support my life, maybe I need a long time to adjust myself.

I soaked in the gym and sweated like a vent for rehabilitation. Only when I was exhausted would I stop thinking about it.

I was practicing equipment that day, and just after finishing a set of barbell bench presses, I saw a few people exercising with the gym suddenly gathered together, all looking at something on their mobile phones, and discussing with exaggerated and gossip.

I vaguely heard a familiar name, wiped off my sweat with a towel, and walked over with my phone, pretending to be curious and asking: "What do you say about Lu Shengze from Shenghe Entertainment?"

"Jarry! Look at the number one most searched on Weibo!"

Without knowing it, I opened Weibo on my mobile phone, clicked on Hot Search, and then gasped.

Lu Shengze was exposed to an indecent homosexual video, and now only the coded clips and animations survive, but there are still countless people in the comments and reposts frantically begging for "resources" and spreading "resources" .

I opened one with trembling hands. In the dim picture, the person pressing on top of Lu Shengze couldn't see his face clearly because of the angle. Only Lu Shengze's facial features were clearly discernible, and anyone who was an adult could tell what they were doing. What.

Public opinion is constantly fermenting, and Shenghe's public relations seem to have suddenly disappeared, allowing the situation to intensify.

Gossip netizens are still discussing who is the person who can overwhelm Lu Chengze and take the video. They don't know, but I know. Anyone who knows the inside story of this kidnapping case knows that it is Lin Xia.

This is the secret that Lin Xia has been hiding all along.

I almost couldn't hold the phone steady, took a few deep breaths before recovering, quickly went to the locker room to change clothes, and then went out.

I called Lin Xia, the line was busy several times, and I had to re-dial several times before I got through to him.

"...I'm sorry." Before I could speak, Lin Xia apologized to me first, his voice was hoarse and choked with sobs: "Brother Jingrui, I'm sorry."

I took a deep breath and only asked him, "Where are you?"

"I'm at home." Lin Xia whispered.

I started the car: "You wait for me, I'll be right back."

As soon as the door of the apartment was pushed open, a figure flew towards me, Lin Xia hugged me tightly, trembling slightly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to betray you, but they forced me..." Lin Xia kept apologizing to me, "I'm just afraid that I won't see you again—"

I guessed it was like this, hugging him and wanting to comfort him, it's not his fault, but then I thought of Lu Shengze.

When I first escaped from the kidnappers, Lu Shengze who was ignored by me, Lu Shengze who resisted examination and treatment, turned out to have such embarrassing injuries on his body.

The kidnapper who was caught had already done all the tricks, and it was Lu Shengze's second brother Lu Shengmin who ordered everything; after further investigation, it happened to be involved in the car accident that was intentionally caused 11 years ago. Lu Shengmin was arrested, and he The company officially declared bankruptcy, and its properties were divided up. Lu Shenghong, the eldest son of the Lu family, came forward to buy most of them.

Lu Shengze managed to "revenge" me, but he never thought of pursuing or speaking out about what he had suffered.If someone hadn't released the video today, as long as Lin Xia didn't tell me, I would never know.

Just like the traces of suicide or self-residue on his hands, he could actually cry to me how miserable and wronged he was, and then win my sympathy and softness, but he didn't.

He just admitted his mistake and never mentioned anything else.

What about Lin Xia?It was true that Lin Xia did nothing wrong. When his life was in danger, he chose to listen to the kidnappers in order to save his life and that of Lu Shengze. It was a sensible and correct approach.

Not to mention that he managed to escape with Lu Shengze on his back in the end, he was very smart and did a good job.

They were all so brave, only I was a coward.

"Brother Jingrui...I want to terminate the contract with Shenghe." Lin Xia said to me, "All my money is now enough to pay liquidated damages."

"Brother Jingrui, I'm quitting the entertainment industry, shall we get married?"

Lin Xia waited for my answer, as if waiting for a verdict.

But I couldn't speak, and my mind was in a mess. At this time, I couldn't make a decision in the first place.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Lin Xia seemed a little panicked, grabbed my hand and looked at me with red eyes: "Brother Jingrui, let's leave here, go to a city where no one knows us, and start over... okay? good?"

He said, as if he couldn't bear it at last, he came up to kiss my lips indiscriminately, wrapped his hands around my neck, and pushed me down on the sofa.

He was as impatient as a little beast eager to delineate his territory, he didn't even take off his clothes, he just untied his belt roughly and took off his pants, then he grabbed my genitals and began to fiddle with them.

I was passive at first, but was soon aroused by him. I responded to his kiss, and my heart beat violently in the intertwined breathing of the two.

Lin Xia licked her fingers and stretched herself. Without lubricant, this step seemed very difficult.

He insisted on doing this, pressed me and refused to let me get up, forced his fingers into the back hole and hastily expanded it, then held my penis that was already hard as iron, aimed at the back hole and sat down.

I frowned and snorted, and Lin Xia also gasped.

He hurts, and I hurt too.

But the lust still didn't dissipate, Lin Xia buried her face in my shoulder with crying sound, and swallowed my genitals in the back hole.

The tight and hot enveloping feeling made me unable to restrain myself and began to thrust upwards. I knew Lin Xia's body extremely well, and I easily rubbed against the sensitive spots in his body, making him sob and soften his waist.

But he still tried to take the initiative, I sat up, this position made the penis buried deeper, he couldn't stand being pushed, he held my shoulders and began to twist his waist up and down hard again.

The quiet living room was filled with the sound of our rapid panting, and the muffled sound of Lin Xia's buttocks slapping against my thigh. The in and out gradually became smoother, and there was even a sticky sound of water between the thrusts.

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I stood up in the penetrating position, supported his buttocks and pushed my waist vigorously, the strength I had trained in the gym as if venting came into play.

Lin Xia was afraid of falling, and hugged my neck tightly, moaning intermittently, stimulating my desire.

Finally, I carried him to the dining table, put him down on the tablecloth, and entered from the front while holding his waist.

The sudden acceleration of the frequency and the overwhelming pleasure made me clench my teeth, not to mention Lin Xia who was tearful from my fucking.

But even if he couldn't bear it anymore, he still didn't hide at all. When I ejaculated from Lin Xia's body, he tried his best to support his body and hugged my back tightly. Muscles tense.

He asked me in a panting and trembling voice: "Brother... you still love me, right? You love me... right?"

We seem to be trying to find an answer in this intense sex.

Is it really just because of his subtle similarity with the young Lu Shengze?

People are never substitutes, everyone is unique, and so is love.

And it is precisely because I can tell the difference that I feel confused.

Can a person love two people at the same time?

After ejaculation, my mind went blank for a moment. I panted heavily and remained silent for a long time. When Lin Xia was about to cry, I turned my face and kissed his trembling and wet eyelashes.

"I love you, baby," I said hoarsely, "I love you."

I love Lin Xia, just like I love Lu Shengze.

But there is never a happy ending in this world. A happy ending only exists in novels. The reality is that we have to make trade-offs. The laws of nature mean that there are gains and losses.

I have made my choice, no matter how heartbroken I am, there is no room for repentance.

Lin Xia finally burst into tears and stopped asking other questions. We were silent in tacit understanding, enjoying the rare quiet time in the aftermath of the climax.