欢乐 今宵

It is said that when a person is dying, he will look back on his life like a revolving lantern, including all the forgotten past, which will reappear one by one in this revolving lantern.

I had a long, long dream.

In the dream, there are my childhood, my youth, and a very important person.

When I first met him, I was seven years old and in the second grade.

The little boy with red lips and white teeth was wearing a three-piece waistcoat and vest that looked like a grown-up, even the bow tie was neatly tied, and his back was straight. He was led by the teacher in charge and brought to the podium.

"Students, we have a new student in our class today, welcome!"

The gentle and amiable female class teacher led everyone to applaud him. The boy's amber eyes were round and open, looking at the unfamiliar environment vigilantly, like a young deer that had escaped from the herd.

Encouraged by the teacher in charge, he wrote his name on the blackboard, Xia Ze, I silently recited the name, and the teacher suddenly led him to my side.

"Xiaochen, you are the class monitor, you have to take good care of your new classmates."

In this way, Xia Ze was entrusted to me by the teacher and became my new tablemate.

Presumably, it is human nature to love beauty. When he first entered the classroom, I thought he was good-looking, so I stared at him a few more times; when he was placed next to me, I had to take a closer look.

That kind of childish scrutiny and admiration does not contain any malice or distracting thoughts. He looks different from other children, with a snow-white face, long eyelashes, and big eyes, just like a doll in a pictorial.

Everyone was quietly looking at this new classmate, the doll couldn't help blushing, I couldn't help pinching his cheek.

He turned his face and looked at me in astonishment, I smiled at him, and quietly took out a candy from the drawer.

"My name is Ji Chen," I said to him with my eyes bent, "we will be friends from now on."

Xia Ze hesitated for a moment before reaching out to take the fruit candy wrapped in shiny sugar paper.

I took another one out, took advantage of the teacher not paying attention, quickly peeled it off and stuffed it into my mouth, my cheeks puffed slightly, and I winked at him.

Seeing that I was enjoying it, he also peeled off the candy wrapper, glanced around, and put the candy in his mouth.

That candy is strawberry flavored, sweet and sour, just like all teenagers' thoughts.

The friendship between boys is always very simple. I bought Xia Ze with a piece of candy, and took him to meet other students in the class after class.

"Let's go play football!" I held the ball in one hand and Xia Ze in the other, called my friends who usually play together, and ran to a corner of the playground during the break.

The football was passed around, the shoes were changed again and again, and the field was changed from a crude concrete floor to a green field. The boys who played together finally grew from bean sprouts to teenagers.

Xia Ze and I have been at the same table for four years, we go in and out together all day long, and we are inseparable. If anyone bullies him, I will be the first to stand up for him. If there is something fun and delicious, I will be the first to share it with him .

We've become best friends and playmates.

I made an appointment with him to go to the same junior high school, the same high school, and the same university in the future. We will be good buddies for life.

Xia Ze's indifference at the beginning has completely disintegrated with time, and more and more smiles appeared on his handsome face that gradually grew, and he has fascinated many little girls.

But he often only sees me in his eyes.

We always study together, eat together, and play football together—Ji Chen is the best striker, Xia Ze is the best midfielder, and they are also called the twin stars of Beigao, and they are well-known in the entire campus football league.

I thought we were going to go on like this until that time when we represented the school in an out-of-town competition.

The coach arranged Xia Ze and I in the same room, of course we wished for it, and planned to play games together at night.

After the daily training, both of them were covered in sweat, laughing and scrambling to get into the bathroom to take a shower. In order to save time, they finally squeezed in together.

The teenagers who are fifteen or sixteen years old already have a height of more than 1.8 meters, and they have developed beautiful and strong muscles through years of sports.

Xia Ze is fairer than me, and a little bit taller than me. The two people with long hands and long legs are crowded in the narrow bathroom, their fair skin contrasts with the wheat-colored skin, and they inevitably touch each other.

Looking at him from such a close distance, I suddenly felt my heart beat faster, and a hot current rushed from my heart all the way to my body, and the slapstick stopped immediately.

Xia Ze seemed to be in the same predicament as me. He looked at me, then looked down, his cheeks blushed immediately.

The atmosphere has become very ambiguous, the strong hormonal smell after exercising is more erotic at this time, only the sound of our gradually heavy breathing and heartbeat in the bathroom, my lips stick to Xia Ze's...

I don't know who touched the switch of the shower, and cold water suddenly poured down from the top of my head. I suddenly woke up and took a step back. The boy in front of me was still looking at me blankly.

After taking a shower indiscriminately, we all forgot the appointment to play games together, and we each nested back on the single bed, wrapped ourselves in a quilt, and our hearts were also in a mess.

I had a dream that night.

In my dream, I kissed Xia Ze, he stared at me deeply, and opened his lips in response.

We entangled our lips and tongues without a teacher, the smell of sweat mixed with the scent of green grass on the green field lingered in our noses, we hugged each other tightly in the bathroom, chest to chest, and the hot thing under our bodies also clung together in one place.

Panting heavily, I was pushed against the glass door of the bathroom by him, holding their erect penises together with his hand, and instinctively stroking the condom.

The intense and continuous pleasure made me feel like I was floating on a cloud. When I finally vented out, I suddenly woke up from my dream, and my underwear was warm and humid.

The touch of Xia Ze's skin in the dream still remained on the fingertips, and I realized that I fell in love with someone.

I jumped up from the bed, and sneaked into the bathroom to wash my underwear like a thief. As soon as I opened the door, I bumped into Xia Ze who came out with the washed underwear.

I looked at him face to face, and immediately blushed, Xia Ze looked straight into my eyes, and said at the same time: "You—"

We stopped at the same time, fell silent for a moment, and said again: "I..."

Once again in unison, the boy blushed as if bleeding, and I also felt hot. At this moment, the door of the room was knocked, and the coach came and asked us to go to training.

For the next period of time, Xia Ze and I lived in a subtle ambiguous state, and there was only a thin layer of window paper between the two of us, which could barely be pierced.

The Beigao men's football team won the league championship that year. In the finals, it was Xia Ze who assisted me to score a key goal and beat the opponent in the last half minute.

Watching the score jump from 3:3 to 3:4 on the scoreboard, I ran towards Xia Ze excitedly, jumped on him, and hugged him tightly.He also put his arms around my shoulders, and both of them were panting after intense running.

A sharp whistle representing the end of the game sounded, and bursts of cheers erupted from the stands.

I laughed and took Xia Ze's hand and ran around the field.

Surrounded by screams and cheers and the stadium lights shining brightly, he glanced away at me, a smile on his lips.

The boy said to me with his lips: "I like you."

There was a lot of noise around me, but I felt that the world was silent for a moment, and I silently clenched his hand.

When the celebration banquet was over and we went back to the hotel that night, we slipped out again while the coach was not looking.

The hot wind blows on the street in the summer night, the two teenagers who had just communicated with each other held hands and stopped under the dim street lights.

Then naturally, a green kiss was exchanged.

When I was with Xia Ze, I was 15 years old and in the first year of high school.

I've spent most of my life with him, and I think I'll be with him for many, many years to come.

In addition to being the main force of the school football team, I am also an art student studying broadcasting and hosting. I get up early every morning to practice my voice.

"Eight hundred pacesetters ran to the north slope, and the artillerymen ran side by side to the north. The artillerymen were afraid of touching the pacesetters, and the pacesetters were afraid of touching the artillery guns." I didn't finish reading, and I wanted Xia Ze to follow me.

He usually doesn't talk much, but when I asked him to say something suddenly, he would always talk. I laughed at him triumphantly, and then recited a long paragraph like a show off without panting.

At this time, Mr. Xia Ze angrily blocked my mouth with a kiss, and we fought and hugged each other again.

Seventeen or eighteen years old is the time when the brain is full of yellow waste, and sparks can be sparked with just a look and a little bit of dawdling. God knows how much willpower it took the two of them to brake in time.

Xia Ze was one year older than me. He turned eighteen in his third year of high school. He said he would wait until I became an adult before making the last step with me. We made an appointment to study hard. After the college entrance examination, whoever scored higher would be on top.

New Year's Day, school holidays, my teenage lover and I have been preparing for a long time, and decided to come out to our respective mothers on this day.

Regardless of the outcome, the fearless teenager wants to speak up.

That night, my mother, Ms. Cheng, and I had a violent argument, to be precise, a one-sided insult.

Ms. Cheng divorced my father when I was very young, and raised me up alone through hardships. I have always had a good relationship with her. I thought she would understand my choice.

But she didn't, and I was a little overwhelmed by her reaction, and I was kicked out of the house.

Xia Ze was also scolded and kicked out of the house.

We were both frustrated, but luckily, we still had each other.

The boy dragged me to the underground garage like offering a treasure, and quickly pulled off the reflective cloth covering the car, and a flamboyant fiery red Ferrari sports car appeared in front of my eyes.

There is no man who does not like cars, and I am no exception.My eyes were immediately attracted to the car, Xia Ze shrugged and said to me: "Birthday present from old man Lu."

I knew his life experience a long time ago, and I knew all kinds of anecdotes about his biological father surnamed Lu, so I hugged his shoulders and leaned my head against him, and said with a smile: "If you don't accept it, you won't accept it for nothing."

Xia Ze also smiled at me: "Chenchen, I'll take you to a place."

I was driven by him to the racing track in the suburbs, and my depressed mood gradually disappeared with the wind blown by the supercar acceleration. They all shouted out.

"Xia Ze, I like you!"

The boy whose name I called stepped on the gas pedal, imitating me and saying loudly: "I like you too!"

"We're going to be together forever—"

The accelerator is booming, and the vows of the teenagers are scattered in the hunting wind. What happened next?The face of the boy named Xia Ze gradually overlapped with that of Lu Shengze.

The accident happened too fast and too suddenly. At the moment when the car accident happened, I didn't have time to think at all. There was only one thought close to instinct in my mind, which was to protect the person I loved.

I pounced on it at the last moment, preventing Xia Ze from swinging the steering wheel so that my side hit the guardrail and the mountain wall. The impact was inevitable, and I only felt a sharp pain in the violent collision , and subsequently lost consciousness.

Before I even had time to look at him one last time, it was pitch black.

The memory of the broken link is connected from here.

I don't know how long I was in a coma, and I don't know what happened when I was in a coma. I only know that when I woke up, I forgot Xia Ze, our youth and love.

Ms. Cheng took me away from home and started again. She weaved an imperfect lie, but I didn't doubt it.Then I re-read the third year of high school step by step, was admitted to university, listened to Ms. Cheng's words, gave up Beijing and came to Shenshi, studied, graduated, worked, and met Lin Xia.

In a trance, I finally knew where the familiarity with Lin Xia came from. In fact, if there was no accident, many years ago, the young Xia Ze would vaguely look like Lin Xia.

With my eyes closed, I only felt sore eye sockets, and some hot and humid liquid seemed to come out of my eyes——I remembered that those times 11 years ago were the most indulgent and wonderful memories in my life.

I got my lost memories and my teenage lover back, and I should be happy.

But why am I so sad?