It hurts to touch me [Interstellar]

Standing in front of the door, Li Ou secretly gasped.

Caught off guard, he received a visual shock—he never expected that the stiff uniform of an alliance officer, worn on Layson, would greatly reduce Layson's beauty.

In front of him, Leysen wrapped himself tightly in a blanket as if cold, and since he had just come out of the repair cabin, he grabbed the knuckles on the edge of the blanket hard, and they were as pale as a newborn.

Those eyes that were supposed to be tyrannical and irritable now dissipated their arrogance, the thick eyelashes trembled suspiciously, the long and narrow eyes were half closed, and the only remaining line of irises was occupied by the flickering thin light.

At this moment, Layson's expression could be called extremely depressed.

Li Ou couldn't tell whether the luster was the physical or sexual moisture brought by the cold air outside, or whether Laysen came to see him with tears——

The Layson in front of him vaguely overlapped with the young Layson who used to occasionally fall into a downturn, Li Ou breathed unconsciously, and then he remembered that day when he turned away from the conference room and how he had been to each other in the past two days. Lai Sen ignored him, and Li Ou suddenly felt guilty.

"What's the matter?" Li Ou finally broke the silence.

As soon as he opened his mouth, the soldiers who were originally tense and straight at the door couldn't help but glance over.

In their eyes, Layson's current appearance should also be miserable, right?

So before Leysen opened his mouth, Li Ou moved away from the door, "Come in first."

Layson raised his eyes, and Li Ou suddenly looked at him, so that Li Ou could see clearly now? Layson's eyes suddenly felt less guilty? Half——

Let me just say, how could Leysen cry.

I don’t know if it’s because the repairing fluid has been soaked for too long, and the color of the pupils has become darker? Usually, the white part of the eyelids is pure white to blue. When you look at Li Ou, those eyes are really pure. Terrible.

Laysen stood still, his military boots hesitating.

"What are you doing standing still?"

Then Layson followed Li Ou into the room.

Li Ou lived here for a few days, because no one was allowed to enter without authorization, so he cleaned it by himself, and now that the situation has changed, it almost seems that no one has lived in the whole room.

As soon as Laysen came in, he stopped, his hands clutching the blanket? With a sudden force, his broad knuckles became even more bloodless.

"Sorry? I haven't had time to clean up today?" When the door closed behind Leysen, Li Ou sat down on the sofa and said without sincerity: "If you're in a bad mood, you shouldn't come here I."

Leo was referring to the smell of pheromones in the room.

Laysen paused for a moment, and his breathing became slow indeed. He even closed his eyes forbearance, as if he wanted to rule out the influence of pheromone.

"Spray some blocker now?"

"No." Laysen opened his eyes, walked over and sat down opposite Li Ou, "No need."

Li Ou looked at him quietly, waiting for Layson to tell his reason for coming. After Layson sat down, it seemed that the rise in body temperature woke him up? Quite a lot, the fragility in his expression was quickly dissipating. Li Ou felt that it was normal. The Leysen is coming back.

Li Ou also became calmer, "What's the matter?" Li Ou asked in a business-like manner.

Laysen froze for a moment, then suddenly said: "If I have nothing to do, will you drive me away?"

"Of course." Li Ou looked at Leysen carefully without blinking and said, "Osmani is an example. If you are fine, do you want me to help you find something to do?"

"can."

Li Ou was stunned for a moment, then he heard Layson say again: "No matter what, you can tell me to do it, and I will come back and tell you when I'm done."

"..." What did the group of researchers do to this guy?

Layson's obedience hit? Leo was caught off guard? Before he could, Leo paused for a moment and said, "Then you can go out? Let Milo give you half of his work. After all, you are lying in the repair cabin." Is it long enough?...”

Before he finished speaking, Li Ou involuntarily stopped? Because he noticed? A strange thing, Leysen seemed to have happened spontaneously after listening to him? It was a normal Layson, but soon, a slight relief appeared on Layson's lips.

Li Ou didn't dare to speak anymore.

"Understood?" Layson replied, blinking slowly, as if he was doing some ideological work, which made Li Ou even more confused.

What the hell—what the hell is Layson trying to say?

Why did I suddenly have a bad feeling?

"Before that, I just want to know one thing," Layson seemed to have completely calmed down and regained some momentum. He looked straight into Li Ou's eyes, as if he had to read from Li Ou's expression. Digging out the answer he wanted——

"The spiritual rebound you received was not only from Kohler, right?"

……

After a long time, Li Ou said slowly, "What? What?"

Layson didn't continue, because his eyes moved to Li Ou's side, and Leo lowered his head following his gaze, only to realize that Layson was looking at his hand?—a fist already clenched.

Li Ou let go in an instant? The tight fist felt a sore knuckle, and he couldn't help but move a few times, and then said lightly:

"No matter where you hear it, there's no such thing."

Laysen withdrew his gaze, and his voice was extremely low. At this moment, Li Ou heard an almost whispering sound from that low throat, but the content of the words almost changed Li Ou's face.

"You shouldn't refuse to communicate with Shan Xun. He should have told you about your condition. When you fell ill in the recovery cabin that day, he already had some guesses, just waiting for your confirmation. And I, I think your condition is more than That's it." Laysen finished speaking in an unusually gentle tone, and looked straight into the depths of Li Ou's pupils, "Anything else? Others' spirits bounce back, right?"

Li Ou's heart trembled suddenly, his mind was buzzing, and he looked at Lei Sen almost in bewilderment.

What?

How could he think of this?

...It turns out that I have already exposed this weakness, and I still refused Shan Xuan's visit in a smug manner, for fear that the other party would let me enter that horrible repair cabin again... Those researchers must be secretly laughing at themselves, right?

"What else is your body afraid of?" Laysen asked softly, "Are you afraid of explosions? Are you afraid of energy weapons? Are you afraid of falling? Are you afraid of sharp knives?"

He uttered a few words, Li Ou's throat tightened, and finally rolled unconsciously, his expression became indifferent to numb.

"... Last time, the white death knell penetrated your body, were you afraid? When you were on the battlefield, were you afraid?"

Li Ou took a deep breath, leaned into the depths of the sofa, and said softly, "Get out."

Laysen's throat also moved slightly, swallowing the rest of the words, and then he blinked lightly and quickly, as if he wanted to wipe away the gleam of luster in his eyes, and also seemed to want to moisten the dry surface of his eyes because he didn't blink.

"...every time, right?" Layson said.

Li Ou responded with silence and a cold gaze.

"Each time, you will be afraid, you will be worried, right?"

Laisen's voice seemed to be amplified in Li Ou's ears countless times, "After all, every battlefield is full of explosions, fragments of sharp blades, and the light of energy weapons..."

"That's enough." Li Ou closed his eyes and almost had a sense of the picture in front of him, preventing Leysen from continuing.

"...that's why it's been so tired all this time?"

Li Ou looked at Lai Sen speechlessly, and already knew who this "he" was referring to. Lai Sien was referring to the red thorn, or it is now called the "Bloodlight Monarch". It is true that every time it appears on the battlefield, It's that half-dead look.

"Okay," Li Ou said, holding back his anger, "Since you want to know, I might as well discuss it with you. The battlefield is not a joke! Apart from the useless things you said, the battlefield is also 'full' of blood, 'full of blood. 'In chaos,' filled with shouts that often disappear in the next second, the noise I heard, you have heard it, even if I have? Fear, it is the fear of all? People, the fear of war! If You've come to know what I'm afraid of? Well, then you just have to ask yourself—"

"No, I'm talking about a mental rebound!" Leysen's chest heaved violently. "Why did you accept... Kohler's will before his death? Wouldn't it be better to just reject that kind of thing? Then you won't What are the after-effects? I won’t be afraid of water, and I won’t have redundant weaknesses!”

"Shut up!" Li Ou suddenly stood up, "Get out immediately, immediately!"

Layson let go of the blanket and stood up too. His broad and muscular body made him feel vulnerable when he came, but Layson didn't raise his volume. On the contrary, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, he used his voice down to his throat to vibrate. The volume continued: "I don't want to explore your weaknesses, I just want to prove that you care more than I imagined..."

As he spoke, Laysen's dry eye sockets turned red in shock.

Li Ou's chest rose and fell, and he watched this scene with cold eyes. Even though he was still annoyed on the surface, he was still unbelievably calm in his heart? Some.

"Really?" Li Ou gritted his teeth, "You really want to know why I accepted them..."

Laysen stared blankly at him, and Li Ou paused for a while, until the silence in the room gradually digested? Li Ou's anger calmed him down completely, and his hesitation gradually dissipated. After finishing the sentence, unexpectedly, it still took a lot of effort.

"...because when I accept, I always gain something." Not all is lost.

After speaking, Li Ou was also tired from standing, and sat back on the sofa.He thought to himself, it’s not a big deal to say it, anyway, Layson, a high-ranking noble head, shouldn’t be able to understand it? His heart is completely ordinary, full of thoughts of scarcity, unwilling to give up anything casually? Something to think about it.

So what about fear, fear is nothing.

He still has a weapon more powerful than fear. To say it bluntly, the pain brought about by his mental power is the real universal weight, enough to offset all other excess weight.

It was also because of this that in the repair cabin that day, he did not pull out his mental body, nor did he use his mental power, so he fell into a passive situation.

But he also has? Haven’t thought of Kohler for a while? Think of it as remembering someone who died once, let alone what Kohler did for himself before he died? Too many things, but he failed to repay——

Thinking of this, Li Ou didn't even want to look at Lai Sen who was standing blankly in front of him, and thought, this guy can't speak too much?!

A few casual words made me feel ups and downs, and I even thought of my teammates who had passed away again. Did Leyson deliberately find fault? !

"so……"

Li Ou followed the hoarse voice and looked over. When he saw Lai Sen clearly again, Li Ou suddenly felt a pause in his heart, and his mind went blank. He watched as two tears that were too full suddenly slipped past Lai Sen's pale face. cheek.

Layson closed his eyes, tightened his jaw, and paused for two seconds as if enduring the pain, before raising his head again. Li Ou wanted to dodge for a while, but was caught by Layson's gaze.

"It turned out to be true."

Layson put it this way: "Besides Kohler, who else..."