It hurts to touch me [Interstellar]

My...ethnicity?

……

There seems to be something in Leysen's chest, which swells rapidly because of these words.

The other end of the terminal was already terrified, how could he have the guts to refute, as expected, "be quiet" as Leo asked.

Leysen quickly closed the terminal, turned around, and the man, standing behind him, hadn't left yet.

Laysen looked at him, the other's indifferent eyes didn't seem to care? He didn't care about what he heard just now, let alone? A look of annoyance—that's it, even though Leo's age was not much older than himself, he was not the same ? In the same way, the other party has never had any gaffes in his speech and demeanor.

Layson's heart was still swelling, and he wanted to say something to the person in front of him.

Should I show weakness?Say something soft and sweet so Leo might keep talking too?

Will he comfort me?

Layson's lips moved. At this moment, Leo stepped up and turned around.

"The funeral is about to begin," he stated.

Like a bucket of cold water being poured down his head, the slight touches and secret joys in Lai Sen's heart instantly cooled down, and after recollection, it turned out to be so dirty and ugly.

Leysen looked at the slender figure who left decisively, and the gloomy pheromone of the other party remained in the air like cold rain.

There was a strong soreness on the bridge of the nose, and Leysen's eyes suddenly became moist, but he gritted his teeth and swallowed hard——

I actually felt joy for a moment, how could I be so mean? !

Leo has always been keen, has he seen it, what will he think of me?

... No, no? Yes!

I am also in pain, I will never be happy because of the death of the boss, I am just because of what you said just now...

Layson suddenly closed his eyes. For the first time in his life, he had the urge to explain why, and he still has more to say——

They all said that I killed the boss, yes, I killed the boss!Boss saved me, but he shouldn't have done that, I'd rather be me dead!

Because if there is only one person in the universe who can be by your side, and everyone else is going to die, then I hope that the person who will accompany you forever is him.

But why...

Laysen's cold chest swelled again, but this time it was not because of the ridiculous joy, but an urge to vent crazily, he wanted to shout loudly, he wanted to pound his fists on all hard substances, wanting to Let the most severe pain befall you!

Why was he the one who survived?

I guess Leo would also have this kind of thinking—how did he die? Is it Layson King? !

……

"No," suddenly, a voice occupied Leysen's noisy mind.

It was a younger and softer voice than Leo's. The other party's throat became hoarse due to the fever, but he said in the calm and straightforward tone that Leon is most familiar with:

"I never? Think about it that way...Leyson, he just did his job...We'll all have? That day."

With these words in his ears, Leysen gradually calmed down, and even felt that the collapsed emotions just now did not exist at all.

……

Yeah, decades have passed, and neither? It's that Lyson King anymore.

What's more, miraculously, I got the answer from the obviously dead person, and the sharp thorn in my heart that had been pierced for decades has been pulled out.

"If I wish to die of one person, it must be..."

Laysen raised his gaze blankly.

what?

So the other party hasn't finished talking yet?

Could it be that I was immersed in the thoughts of finally being freed at that time, but I didn't even hear the other party's next words?

In an instant, the surrounding scenes changed, and Leisen suddenly returned to the VIP lounge of Zall Sunlight Hotel.

There was a person sitting on the sofa in front of him.

——This is an important day in my memory anyway.

Laysen's breathing stopped, he was afraid of breaking such a beautiful dream.

Even if it is just an illusion, it is obviously impossible for me to get closer to this person, and even closer when I am awake, because I am ashamed, and I can no longer get close to this person at all.

And what did this person say before?

If at last? A person dies, that person is...

who is it?

Leysen tried his best to restrain his thoughts and focus on the scene at hand. He listened earnestly, carefully, and almost piously—this time he could also clearly see the soft lips of the other party, but those lips were just Opening and closing restrainedly, he whispered to himself:

"If I wish to die of one person, it must be..."

As a result, the sentence ended like this, and the other party didn't say anything at all? Go on.

But at this moment, that indifferent gaze fell, and Li Ou lowered his eyes.

Laysen? For some reason, he felt a sudden pain in his heart, and he slowly knelt down to the ground, thinking that he would be able to see the expression of the person in front of him clearly.

The next moment, Leysen did see clearly, he stared blankly at the person in front of him.

That kind of expression, he never imagined? He would see it on that fickle face.

That is--

Are you sad?

The younger face in front of him has more soft lines than Leo's original face.

Perhaps because of this, when seeing Li Ou showing a sad expression——

Layson felt his heart being torn apart.

In an instant, Leysen easily understood the next content of that unfinished sentence.

If one person dies, then the person who dies, Li Ou hopes, is himself...

……

Laysen sat slumped on the floor of the VIP room in his memory.

Now, why does this man keep refreshing his understanding of him? !

Why did I insult him several times, and when he heard about Erlie's front, he still said this to comfort me?

Why did he have to bear all of Kohler's mental rebound, even if it caused him such serious sequelae?

Why do you always have an indifferent attitude knowing that I have misunderstood you? !

Why……

……

Time passed like this for a long time amidst the chaotic questioning. Finally, Leysen finally figured it out a little bit, and he slowly raised his eyes——

If God recognizes my crime, let me, a character who is insignificant to "Leo"?, also die on the front line of the battlefield.

I'll let my death be worth it, die quietly, no? There will be? What the hell mental backlash affects anyone.

……

"Officer Layson? Chief Layson? Are you awake?"

Leysen heard more noisy voices in his ears, which gradually overwhelmed the noise in his heart.

"Why is he sober, his mental body? It's already separated from consciousness, really? I know what these soldiers are thinking. Is it intentional to think of treatment when the mental power is out of control to such an extent? Do they think their control power Can it be compared with a tyrant?"

A familiar voice complained, it was that damned scholar from the academy.

"Spiritual body?" Another voice in the distance muttered cautiously: "Where is it?"

"Oh, you may not have seen it when you came in late, don't you? Feel your body? Numb now? Lieutenant General Leysen's mental body? It has diffused, and it should have covered half of the starship now. This room is completely enveloped in it , you put on the Quwei glasses and have a look - how is it, has it changed color? Alas, it's a pity, you can see its whole picture a step earlier."

"What, 'fanatic'?" Someone interjected, "Ah, I saw it before, and it really looks like a crown bird."

Layson: "..." My own spiritual body? It has spread out. Where is Li Ou? Is he still on this starship?

This is really... a shame!

"Have you talked enough?!" Shan Xuan was angry.

Leysen felt other people approaching in a panic, and soon, he was held down by several hands on his shoulders, was there? A hand broke his cheek, exposing his neck——

"There's really no bond," Shan Xuan murmured, "I lost control at this juncture, did I get attracted by the tyrant?"

"..."

Leysen just wanted to beat this annoying researcher away.

"Then what should I do, single-handed scholar?" A frightened female voice said, "Commander Leysen also has spiritual power? SSS level, if there is a real riot—"

"What else can we do, we are not evolutionists," Shan Xuan said reluctantly: "Give him a tranquilizer immediately and send him to our repair cabin. Even if there is any problem, that repair cabin can bear it." , wait for him to wake up first? Come on."

Laysen wanted to refute, but his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't lift them up.

He tried his best to curl his fingers to show that his consciousness was still there, but the effect after being seen was completely opposite to what he expected.

There were chaotic shouts all around, and Leisen immediately got an injection in the neck.

"..."

He didn't know anything about what happened next.

Thank goodness.

……

At 07:30 in the unified time of the alliance, Li Ou re-fastened the bandage of the leader in front of the mirror.

Last night he could still feel Leysen's spiritual power spreading everywhere. When he opened his eyes at night, he always had hallucinations and saw orange-red light, as if the spiritual body was wandering around him on purpose.

Insomnia kept him up all night, and the leader's bandages fell apart.

I have come into contact with Layson's spiritual power several times in this life, and even gave Layson a spiritual guide, but Li Ou has never seen the "fanatic" body.

Now that Layson has been pushed into the aquarium below, it has been nearly seventy hours. As Layson's spiritual body, the large orange wading bird still appears in front of his eyes from time to time.

As he said that, Li Ou saw a flash of light behind him from the mirror, as if something was staring at him.

Silently touching Quwei's glasses and putting them on, his field of vision changed immediately. What Li Ou saw first was a slender neck and a round and smooth bird's breast below.

Then there is the heavy armor—covering from the lower end of the neck to the tail feathers, and the shoulders spreading to the corners of the wings. When the wings are slightly opened back, every feather that unfolds is like a sharp metal blade, and the lowest flying feather is even worse. Thin as a sword.

When it stood quietly, the two elegant and slender legs and the shape of the crown on the head made people stare at it for a long time.

And if it moves around, it will make a clanging sound if its armor rubs against it, which is also unique in beauty.

However, Li Ou only remembered that it ran with its legs open, staring at its two beautiful eyes, like a galloping turkey—more often, it looked like a furious ostrich sprinting towards the enemy at a speed of [-] kilometers.

Of course, the crown bird is better looking than Osmani's black knight after all, but the black knight is getting closer and closer to the human form now, which means a bit of a counterattack... Well, in terms of mental body? Appearance, I might also No right to say they are right.

Suddenly, the big bird like the setting sun raised its head, gave Li Ou a painful look, and disappeared on the spot.

Li Ou paused, and it took a while to realize that Layson must have woken up.

……

At breakfast time, the soldiers brought two boxes of mashed potatoes. Not long after Li Ou finished eating, and was about to go back to bed to catch up on sleep, the communicator at the door suddenly rang.

Li Ou stood in front of the door for a moment, then opened the door.

Standing outside the door was a wet figure, wearing uniform trousers and military boots, and seemed to be in a hurry on his shoulders, with only a blanket draped over his black hair that was almost frozen like crow feathers under the blanket.The perfect god-like cheeks were covered by a few strands of slender black hair, and Laysen appeared in front of Li Ou in a state of embarrassment.