What's the difference?What have you lost?

When he woke up, Severus frowned, he was still a little dazed, but he still felt that he seemed to have lost something very important?Looking around, it was not a scene he was familiar with... Here, is Gellert's room?Gellert had a room at Hogwarts, too, a Chamber of Secrets somewhere in the dungeons, though Gellert had always kept it with Albus as a decoration.Severus had been here once, and still had an impression of it.

"I'm awake, is there something uncomfortable?" Gellert walked up to Severus with a glass of water, and was rarely going to serve anyone except Albus and Tobias, "You've fallen asleep It's almost a day, drink some water first...do you want me to feed you?"

Severus' face darkened, and he sat up from the bed: "No need."

But the water glass was still taken, he is really uncomfortable now.Sipping the water slowly, Severus thought about something.

"Don't think about it anymore, Severus." Pulling a chair and sitting next to the bed, Gellert said bluntly, "I can tell you that you forgot something, but you did it voluntarily, because that It hurts the people you care about the most."

The person who cares the most... Tobias.

harm?

Severus was taken aback.

He believed Gellert's words, even though their relationship was not very good, Gellert would not say such things to deceive him.What Gellert said was true, and he probably asked him to tell him so after he was sober, in order to prevent him from realizing what he had lost and searching for the result that he did not want to see in the end .

Severus thought quickly, his expression slowly calming down.

"Ah, I see."

Gellert was a little surprised, but also took it for granted.Severus, was not a child to be underestimated, he was intelligent, rational, and had no shortcomings except his facial paralysis and his tongue-tied tongue, and his refusal to call him grandpa except for that one time.However, in terms of cuteness, his Tobia is cuter!

"I'm leaving." While Gellert was thinking, Severus was already out of bed.

"Don't take a break anymore?" Gellert asked disapprovingly. Although it is not an offensive magic, black magic still has many shortcomings. pale.

"No. After such a long time, if Dad wakes up, he will be worried." Severus said curtly, his eyes softening.Although he brought back a house elf from Germany to take care of Tobias, Severus still felt uneasy if he didn't see him with his own eyes.

Gellert was relieved to hear that Severus still cared so much about Tobias.He didn't tell Severus that black magic and mysterious potions, which can be called forbidden arts, could indeed make him forget his other feelings for Tobias, as long as Severus really thought about it, but Well, before Severus, no one had ever verified its authenticity—that is to say, what Gellert told Severus was a theoretical conclusion with extremely low reliability.

Although he told Severus so confidently that he would not forget Tobias, Gellert was still worried that if, by accident, Severus also forgot his father-son love for Tobias .In that case, it would be no wonder that Tobia didn't look for him desperately.

Now, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.

"Severus, don't you really want to know what you forgot?" The mood relaxed, and Gellert's bad taste also came out.

Severus paused: "No."

No matter what he forgot, since he has chosen to forget, he will not regret it, let alone chase after it.What's more, the result of the chase is likely to hurt Tobia.Moreover, he would choose to forget that it was originally for Tobia.Other than that, Severus couldn't think of anyone else who could make him do this.

A short word, no ups and downs in tone, no change in expression, Gellert felt sorry for Severus' sacrifice, and wanted to swell his face into a bun... Severus is really not cute at all, obviously I know he likes to watch him change his face, but he just doesn't cooperate.

Severus, at least I handed over the family property to you and spared no effort to help you grandpa!

Gellert has a villain in his heart beating the ground.

But the expression on his face was serious.

"Wait." Gellert stopped Severus who didn't remember him at all, touched his chin with one hand and said, "There is one more thing, I was always afraid that it would affect you so I didn't tell you, but I think you can figure it out now."

He didn't ask, didn't even turn his head, but Gellert knew he was waiting for his next words.

The only thing in his heart was Severus, who had a terrible patience with other people... Gellert had no doubt that if he didn't say anything for ten seconds, Severus would leave immediately.

Forget it, the adults don't count the faults of the villains, and for the sake of Severus being sad and hurting himself, he still doesn't tease him.

"Lucius is pregnant, and the baby is yours," Gellert said quickly.

The body became stiff, and except for the pupils that shrank rapidly, Severus was stuck there as if petrified.Lucius is pregnant?The child or his?The effect of the five thunderbolts was nothing more than that, it took Severus a long time to receive the news, and his face twitched.

"Really." Seeing Severus' twitching expression, Gellert nodded contentedly.

Severus fled in despair.

Whether it's true or not, Severus thought, he needs some quiet now.

Yah... such a big reaction, what's the matter?

Gellert tilted his head slightly and smiled.Well, it seems that besides Tobias, Severus is actually someone who cares!As far as he knew, Lucius had indeed been chasing Severus for a long time, and it was only after getting married that he became less active. The Malfoy family was rich in beauties, so it was not surprising that Severus was tempted.Gellert boldly speculates that Severus actually has feelings for Lucius, but that feeling is not as good as that for Tobias. In addition, Lucius' father is Abraxas, and he has feelings for Abu Laxus' dissatisfaction reached an extreme point, Severus naturally rejected Lucius, and then Lucius was in a tragedy!But now that Severus has forgotten his forbidden feelings for Tobias, does Lucius have a chance?Thinking of the way Severus, who looks like a black bat, and Lucius, who looks like a peacock, love each other together, Gellert feels more and more that he has done a good deed!

... Cough, wait.

It was good that Lucius was pregnant, but he guessed that the baby belonged to Severus!Abraxas never said that the child belonged to Severus!

If, if Severus and Lucius hadn't had that kind of thing at all, then the child wasn't Severus's at all...

Gellert began to seriously consider whether he should kidnap Albus and find a safe place to hide together?Even after making the kind of potion that even he couldn't handle, Gellert already had a deep understanding of Severus' potion ability, and then he couldn't help but start worrying about his future.

After sitting stiffly on the chair for 2 minutes, Gellert flew to the principal's office.At this moment Albus should be... Ah, Albus, your dear Gellert is frightened and needs your comfort!And if we can, Albus, let's elope together!There's Severus here, it's dangerous!

Before Gellert could get to Albus, Severus was already home.

Tobia has woken up, and he seems to be in good spirits. He is sitting at the table eating black pepper steak with sauce on his mouth.Seeing Severus come back, Tobia stopped the action of cutting the steak, and smiled at him with his eyes bent and showing eight teeth: "Severus, you are back! Today's steak is very good, Severus we Let's eat together!"

"……okay."

Sitting down beside Tobias, biting the steak he sent to him, chewing carefully, the rich taste was cut in his mouth, Severus' eyes became softer and softer.If such warmth and happiness could last forever, then no matter what he lost, it would be worth it.As for Lucius' matter... Severus' eyes darkened at first, then became firm.

He'll figure that out!

A steak was eaten by two people in no time. Tobia's appetite is very small now, and Severus is not in the mood to eat now, so he asked the house elf to collect the leftovers and gave him two glasses of steak. Here comes the black tea.

Holding the black tea, but not drinking it, looking for his own reflection in the black tea, feeling his face covered by the steaming mist, Tobia thought it was very interesting.That was simply a child's game, but Tobia enjoyed it very much.He felt that it would be good if it continued like this.He was easy to please.

"Hey, Sever, shall we drink black tea together next time?" Tobias raised his head and said to Severus who was thinking about something and hadn't drank the black tea until the black tea was cold.

"Okay, Dad, let's stay together next time." Quickly retracting his distant gaze, Severus smiled at Tobias.

Tobias smiled brightly.

He stood up from the sofa, as if he wanted to go to Severus to hug him, but fell down without warning, the unsteady black tea cup overturned, and the cold tea dripped down along the edge of the table.

"Dad!" Severus exclaimed.

"Tobias—" a shout louder than Severus, and then, a golden figure passed Severus and hugged Tobias who had fallen to the ground in his arms.

It was Abraxas.

He held Tobia in his arms, his beautiful face was full of anxiety and fear.Tobia's heartbeat was very slow, and his breathing was vague, and he just fell down in front of him.At that moment, Abraxas once again experienced the feeling of the world collapsing.He should have come earlier, he shouldn't have bothered about Voldemort, and he shouldn't have hesitated because he was afraid of Tobias' rejection. If something really happened to Tobias... Abraxas didn't think that he could have another The courage to rise from the grave.

Tobias, my Tobias, you must not leave me.

Holding Tobia in his arms, Abraxas almost exhausted all his strength to integrate him into his blood.He felt his eyes heat up, as if tears were about to flow.

Fortunately, fortunately, Tobias, you are still alive.

The moment Tobia fell, Severus froze and paused for two seconds before realizing that he should rush over, but he didn't expect that Abraxas passed him after only a two-second pause.He Apparated at the moment Tobias fell, not as close as Severus was to Tobias, he didn't use magic, but his speed far exceeded the limit of a wizard, and Severus was only a step away from him. When he took two steps, he rushed over and hugged Tobia in his arms.

Looking at Abraxas who held Tobias tightly in his arms and buried his head on Tobias, his shoulders twitched, Severus thought, maybe, he can trust Abraxas and believe that he really loves Tobias bia.

Watching the two quietly, Severus didn't move or speak.He just looked deeply at Tobia, who was getting smaller and smaller because of being held by Abraxas, deeply, as if he wanted to carve him into the deepest part of his body and soul.He didn't want to cry at all, but the tears fell by themselves.

... Dad, you want to be happy.

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