[HP] Time travel to be a daddy

"Sev...I don't want to take a bath..." Tobias was almost hanging on Severus, acting coquettishly, saying that he didn't want to get into the water.

Severus' face was clouded, but he still couldn't bear to get angry at Tobias.He didn't know what was going on, since Tobia became smaller, everything else was fine, except for the matter of taking a bath, which was particularly frustrating.He's still refusing to take a good bath, and he wouldn't at all if it wasn't for Severus watching him.

Dad, you're just getting smaller instead of growing hair. Why do you repel water so much?Severus sighed inwardly, thinking of Tobia who had tried to hold him in the shower many years ago.

"dad……"

"Sif, Sif, I don't want to take a bath, you can just clean me up or use clear water like a spring. Gellert used to do this when he was in Nurmengard!" Hugging Sifle Severus' neck refused to let go, and Severus said it right away when he called to him.

Damn Gellert, are you so pampering?

Severus gritted his teeth in his heart, and had to persuade Tobias in a good voice: "Dad, why don't you want to take a bath, isn't it uncomfortable to take a bath? Soaking in warm water will relax the muscles, and the nerves will also be relieved." Relax, the whole body will relax...Don't you want to feel the feeling of being surrounded by warm water?"

Severus tried to speak more literaryly, or it would be nice to change to the Malfoy family's consistent speaking style, but after working hard for a long time, he could only speak like this.He also said that his face twitched and his stomach hurt.

Sure enough, Dad is not easy to raise!Severus looked down at the curly hair against his chest, and let out a foul breath.If this person who entangled him like an octopus and refused to take a bath in the bathtub was not his father, Tobias, he must, must—— bastard, if you want to grab me like this again, even if you If it's my dad, I can't help but want to throw you out!

But all the impatience and the watery blue eyes of Tobiana disappeared.

Seeing Severus clearly wanting to throw him out but trying to endure because he couldn't bear it, Tobias flattened his mouth and said, "If it's really comfortable... I'll wash it." Tobias would never admit that he was intimidated by Severus' black face.

"Will Sever wash with me?" Tobias asked eagerly, looking at Severus before getting into the water.

Severus' pupils contracted sharply, then turned and left the bathroom.Wash with Tobias, he's afraid, he won't be able to bear it.

...was he disgusted by Severus?

Because of sleeping too much, Tobia's mind was always in a daze. However, he also felt that Severus seemed a little different today, and he didn't dare to challenge his bottom line.He felt that Severus seemed to be struggling with something, hesitating.He was worried about him, but he didn't know how to ask, his serious and condensed look always made his words disappear before they could be spit out, and finally he could only choose to believe him, and believe that Severus would solve everything.

He comforted himself in his heart that Severus was already very annoying, so he would not do any more willful things to add to his troubles, but the feeling of being naked and soaking in the water still made him feel aggrieved.

Woohoo, what a nuisance, why did Sev insist on letting him take a bath today when he wasn't asleep?Obviously before, he would choose to hold him in the bathroom when he was asleep, wash him in vain, and then carry him back to the bed to let him continue to sleep... Feeling the obvious difference in Severus' treatment today, Tobias Lying on the edge of the bathtub, only his head was exposed out of the water, his chin resting on his hands, the misty bathroom made him fall asleep again.

If he was asleep now, he wouldn't fall into the bathtub and drown, would he?Tobias thought skeptically.Now that Severus is outside, probably having a good time with his precious tongs, it will definitely be too late to save him...

Well, anyway, he is just a child now, and children are always sleepy, so... sleep if you want to sleep!Science shows that getting more sleep helps your body grow and grow taller!

Sure enough, it will be like this.

Severus pushed the door open and walked in, and saw Tobia floating on the water, asleep for no one knew how long.Fortunately, the hot water in the bathtub was cast with a warming spell by him, so it wouldn't chill Tobias.Fortunately, he cast a levitation spell on Tobia himself, saving him from the tragic fate of sinking into the bathtub and drowning.

"Hehe, Dad, you really can't be reassured at all." Gently carried Tobia out of the water, wiped off the water droplets on his body with an almost devout gesture, and then deeply massaged him. Hold it in your arms.

Putting Tobia on the bed, he sleeps very well, at most he only kicks the quilt.Because he just took a bath, he looked moist, pink and tender, very attractive.

I don't know if he dreamed of something, but Tobia slammed his mouth.

Severus looked at his pink lips slightly parted and closed, his fists clenched tightly, his chest heaved violently, panting, his forehead even had bulging veins.

He looked at the sleeping Tobias, and then, as if in a daze, he slowly bent down.

Tobias fell into a drowsy sleep, and felt as if he had returned to the time when he and Severus had only each other many years ago, and he held Severus in his arms and sat in front of the door basking in the sun.At that time, little Severus was leaning in his weak arms, but he seemed to own the whole world and was the happiest person in the world.And he, the feeling of embracing Severus, can't be replaced by anyone else.The sun shone warmly on their bodies, covering them in a golden halo. At that time, they were pure and beautiful.

Although he didn't have the slightest grudge against Severus' identity as a wizard and even took it for granted, Tobias couldn't help but wonder if they would be happier if Severus was just an ordinary person .There was no Abraxas, no Lucius, no Gellert, no Albus and Voldemort, just him and Severus, living purely and happily in the mortal world.He worked hard to support his family, sent Severus to school, watched Severus grow up day by day, watched him marry and have children, until the end of his life.

That is, Tobia's biggest and only dream after accepting his own identity.

He couldn't return to the world that once belonged to him, and he pinned everything on Severus weakly, taking his happiness as his own.If, without Abraxas, if he had nothing to do with Abraxas, would Severus be happier now.

Severus should stand under the dazzling sunlight, look around, and live gracefully and proudly.Instead of worrying about him and compromising for him like now.

What Tobia wanted to do most has always been Severus' pride, to be his pillar to rely on, but he always stumbling in Severus' footsteps, preventing him from making great strides forward .

Wouldn't you be happier without me, Severus?

Without me, Abraxas, can you be more ostentatious?

without me...

Isn't that better?

"Sev..." Tobias called out the name that appeared even in his sleep, and he also wanted to call out another name, but in the end, that name still lingered in his heart and could not be called out.

They have already missed it, right?

Tobias' voice startled Severus, and he raised his head suddenly - what did he do just now?

He...kissed Tobias?

Perhaps, it wasn't a kiss in the true sense, he just couldn't help the deepest desire in his heart, and kissed Tobia's lips.Sweet and soft, he couldn't bear to let go.If Tobia hadn't called out his name suddenly and vaguely, perhaps, he would not be able to control himself and continue it.Then, there is no redemption.

Severus' eyes were chaotic, turned into a storm, and finally, condensed into determination.

"I'm sorry, Dad." Reluctantly leaning down to Tobias' ear, Severus slowly expressed his feelings, and then, fearing that he would regret it soon, apparated without stopping shape to leave.

Tobia's fingers moved, but in the end he still couldn't wake up from his sleep.

His breathing has become much weaker, and is no longer as long and powerful as it was at the beginning.As Gellert said, if no decision is made, Tobia may not be able to last long.

Dad, you have nothing to do, never, never leave me!

Inside the Room of Requirement at Hogwarts.

"You've already decided?" Tobias looked at Severus with a rare serious expression on his face. "If you do, then you have no chance of regretting it, Severus."

"Hmm." Dumbly, there was only such a voice.

Distressed, it slipped through my heart inadvertently.Severus, has always been a strong, rational and distressing child.

"I won't let Dad die, he's the one I love the most. So, Gellert, help me!" Severus said to him the last time he looked for him, every word, every sentence, It makes people shudder.

The person Severus cared about most was Tobias, as long as Tobias lived well, he could sacrifice himself.He had feelings for Tobias that he shouldn't have, and he fell in love with Tobias, and let those feelings take root in his heart.Such feelings should not be, but if Tobias is good, even if it is against the whole world, Severus will definitely let his feelings continue, and one day in the future, he will truly be trusted. bia.However, Tobias would die now without Abraxas.Severus would rather die himself than see Tobias breathless in front of him, his body forever cold.So, he came to Gellert.

He had feelings for Tobias that shouldn't have gone deep into his bone marrow. If he kept that feeling, it would be absolutely impossible for him to hand Tobias over to Abraxas. Possessiveness, let him just think about the scene of Tobia being embraced by Abraxas, and he will frantically want to destroy the world.He will be angry, jealous, and he will do whatever it takes to keep Tobia by his side.And the final consequence of that was Tobia's death.

The person Severus loves the most is Tobias, how could he be willing to die for Tobias?

The wizarding world is amazing, it has spells like Empty, and potions like Love Potion.Naturally, there are also black magic and potions that can remove one person's affection for another.

Severus was very talented, but Gellert lived many years longer than him. His experience and research on black magic were beyond Severus's.More importantly, Severus confirmed that Gellert was capable and willing to help him.

Gellert cared about Tobias, certainly not as much as he cared about Albus, but definitely more than he cared about Severus.

That's enough.

"Gellert, I won't forget Tobia, right? I'll just forget the feelings I shouldn't have for him, and just treat him as my father, right?" Take out the formula that Gellert took out The potion he made himself, Severus looked at Gellert who had already drawn the magic circle and was holding the magic circle ready, couldn't help asking again.

He held the potion tightly, but he was careful not to crush it. His black eyes were full of fragility and anxiety, but he was stubbornly hiding it.

"No." Gellert wanted to comfort him, but, with Severus' performance, he clearly didn't need his meaningless comfort, he only needed his assurance.Guaranteed that unknown magic wouldn't make him forget Tobias when his love for him faded away.

Hearing Gellert's assurance, Severus wanted to show a reassuring smile, but the corners of his mouth were stiff, and he couldn't even pull out a forced arc.

Tobias Tobias Tobias Tobias...

He calls him dad all the time, and rarely calls him by his first name.Well, now, at least, before he forgets, let him call the name that will make him feel pain from the bottom of his heart.

Tobias, Tobias, Tobias... Do you know that I fell in love with you, as your son, I actually fell in love with you as a father.I want you by my side, I want you to be my partner... But now, I have to let myself forget the taboo feelings I have for you, and then hand you over to another person with my own hands.

Tobias, isn't this world so cruel?

Tobia, if there is a next life, can you not be my father?

"Severus, it's almost time..." Gellert turned around and said after checking that there was no problem with the magic circle.

Severus didn't speak, he just lifted the lid of the potion after a few seconds of silence, raised his head and drank it down without a drop, and then walked to the center of the magic circle without looking back.

Gellert's vague incantation sounded, and Severus felt that his mind was becoming chaotic, as if something very important was being torn from his body, from his soul.

He curled up in pain, a tear that he had been holding back slipped from the corner of his eye, and disappeared invisible in the magic circle emitting black light, just like his last desperate cry, without any trace.

"Tobia, I love you. It's not a child's love for his father, but I really love you..."