Stockholm syndrome

"you know?!"

"I knew it early in the morning. Don't forget what I do." Zhong Han smiled softly, "I have been with Li Weiran for a long time, the kind of young master from a rich family, female stars are desperately posting, as long as you follow He doesn’t have to worry about no news. Last summer, a starlet got into a car accident and was sent to the hospital. I went to interview. Seeing you and Li Weiran together, Li Weiran’s whereabouts are a bit secretive, not as easy as others Chase, there is no clue at all. Although I haven’t seen you for many years, I still recognize you at a glance. You are almost the same as when you were in high school, except for an extra pair of glasses. At that time, it suddenly occurred to me that the two of you were in high school. The relationship has always been very close. If I followed you, I might find out that Li Weiran's whereabouts are not certain. I followed you for a month, and I was not disappointed. You actually lived together. Back then, things between you and Li Weiran always felt normal. I can’t tell what’s wrong, but seeing you come out of the same apartment, I immediately understood. After the class reunion, Li Weiran drove you to the nearest bus stop, and then went on my own. At that time, I Just drive the car and follow behind."

"Then why didn't you break the news? It's a big news."

"I dare not. I know the background of Li Weiran's family. If I broke it out easily, I might not even be able to do Yuji. In the past, it was completely different to report on his scandal with a starlet. He is a businessman and needs fame just like a celebrity. But this time is different. Li Weiran changed his car and didn't even need a bodyguard. If it wasn't because I followed you all the time, I could hardly find him. A lot of things are separated by a layer of window paper, which can be broken with a poke. It was the same when Li Weiran was in high school, he was always surrounded by Yingying and Yanyan, but since you two became friends, he seldom got together with girls, and it is the same now, after you appeared, I can no longer find him and Yanyan. Little star news. You have always been a couple. I want to tell Li Weiran about this, he is a smart guy and will get me into the current affairs page. I don't have to follow those hypocritical people who don't deserve their names anymore, no more No need to look in the mirror every day and see yourself like this and feel sick to death, no longer have to write those false reports with no conscience."

"Then why didn't you do it?"

"Because of you." Zhong Han groped in the dark, a rustling sound came, and soon he found my arm and held it gently. "At the class reunion that day, you originally wanted to take a photo of Li Weiran, but you didn't notice that behind you, the metal buckle on the waist bag scratched a person's car. There are so many people there, although the distance is a bit far, but it is not deaf. I heard that something happened in the back. But no one cares, only you came. Just like many years ago in X, when Li Weiran and I fought, everyone was there, but only you stood up. When I was in danger , only you will stand in front of me." I never thought that I would have such a position in Zhong Han's heart, I always felt that he saved me and I owed him, but I never realized that I actually did the same thing .

"I was bullied when I was young, didn't you help me too." I held Zhong Han's hand, and his hand was colder than mine.

"I have been the class monitor for many years, and I have helped many people. But you are the only one who repays your kindness. So, at that moment, I decided to do it slowly by my own efforts, and I will always succeed. You and I deleted all the photos of Li Weiran, leaving nothing behind. I thought my beliefs and ethics were dead, but when I saw you, those memories were suddenly awakened. I can’t do that. I don’t want to be sorry You don't want to do anything to hurt anyone."

The trend of water seepage fluctuates from time to time, and the water level has already passed our waists. We couldn’t stand upright in the carriage, half leaning on the carriage, our legs soaked in the muddy water were already a little numb.The water stagnates for a while, and now it starts to flow again. I put my mobile phone in my breast pocket, and there are 2 batteries left. It has been a day, no rescue, nothing, and the little hope in my heart has finally disappeared.

"Zhong Han." His voice was already hoarse.When calling Zhong Han's name, the vocal cords also hurt. "Do you have a pen with you?"

"Yes." Zhong Han groped his body for a while, then took out a pen and handed it to me.I took out a half-wet piece of paper from my close pocket and spread it out carefully.

"Are you going to write a suicide note?"

"Organ donation application form. When I came to the disaster area, each person was given one. I didn't expect it to be useful." I picked up a medicine box and wiped off the water stains on it.Put the form on it.

"Anything else, give me one."

"No, just one. If you want to write a donation, just write your wishes in the suicide note."

"En." Zhong Han nodded, and found out a notebook from somewhere. He was a reporter, and he brought a lot of these things with him, and he started to write.

I fill up the form.Fold in half.Looking at the blank back of the paper, I always want to write something on it.After hesitating again and again, I took off the cap of the pen and wrote on it word by word, Li Weiran, help me take care of my dad, I will marry you in my next life.Every time I make such a joke with Li Weiran, he will get angry, I don't know how to react this time, will he grab my collar in anger.I really want to see what kind of expression he will have when he loses me. If he is so sad and painful, I will feel very fulfilled.This life has been going around for 9 years, from 17 to 26 years old.Li Weiran has loved me all his life, I am enough.Thinking of this, I got some comfort in my heart.However, I still want to take another look at him, not only him but also my father, my relatives, at the end of life, facing the endless darkness alone, I must have no way to embark on the road of reincarnation without hesitation.I miss my loved ones, I miss their voices and their warmth, I miss everything they gave me, and I can't let go.

Looking back, I found that Zhong Han was still writing. "You haven't finished writing yet?"

"I'll finish writing soon, and say goodbye to the last person." Although Zhong Han's voice was a little hoarse, it was gentle. Maybe the object he was writing now was his lover, just like Li Weiran was to me.

"Writing to someone you like? Yang Yating?" As soon as the words came out, I realized that I had made a slip of the tongue.

"No. It's Liu Yang, the girl who was with Yang Yating before, she is chubby, do you still remember her?"

"I have a little impression. Do you like her?" Zhong Han's words surprised me. In my impression, Liu Yang has always been an insignificant person.

"I used to be blind-eyed, and always thought that I liked Yang Yating. Yang Yating is so beautiful, how could I notice such an ordinary girl like her. All these years, Liu Yang has been by my side, just staying so quietly in the corner, never It won't disturb my life. I just want to make some achievements in my career, and I know her feelings for me. But I never took it to heart." When Zhong Han said this, his voice choked up, "Ye Chen, You know, I regret it. I always think Liu Yang is stupid, but in fact I am the stupidest. I never thought about who I was thinking of at the end of my life. It really came to this moment, and my mind is full of She, I'm sorry for her. If I can get out of this ghost place, I will definitely marry her, definitely. "

I don't know what to say to comfort Zhong Han.Even I myself can't face all this calmly.As the water level spread, the peace of mind was broken bit by bit.My Li Weiran, where are you? If I had a soul, I would definitely stay by your side, lingering and refusing to leave.

When the muddy water spread to his chest, the sound of beating was finally heard from outside the carriage.Zhong Han and I were stunned for a while, then suddenly grabbed each other's arms, and then shouted loudly.I groped in the muddy water, grabbed something casually, smashed hard on the carriage, and called for help loudly.We will not die!The excitement of escaping from death made Zhong Han and I couldn't help hugging each other and shouting loudly.I am not reconciled, not reconciled to end here.There are too many things in this world that I can't let go of. My dad, Li Weiran, they are all people who I love and love me deeply.

Zhong Han and I hid aside with our heads hugged according to the vague voice coming from outside.Close your eyes and wait for help.The knocking sound is getting clearer, and it has been in the dark for almost 2 days.Even though the eyes were closed tightly, the eyes were still stung by the sudden light, and there was no longer darkness in front of them.A halo of red and green appeared.

There were bustling voices outside, and a towel was placed on my face.Two people came and helped me and put me on the stretcher.Disaster relief requires conservation of energy, and I am reluctant to waste the energy of the soldiers.The current situation does not require a stretcher.My legs are a little numb, but I can walk on my own.I don't know who held my arm and helped me walk out step by step.

"Ye Chen." Zhong Han's voice came.He was probably somewhere in front of me. "How are you?"

"I'm fine." I put half my weight on the person next to me.

"Wait to drink my Xi bar." Zhong Han shouted again, his voice was already crying.

The road under my feet was not smooth, and it was muddy with potholes.I slipped and almost fell, but fortunately, the people around me caught me with sharp eyes and hands.He put my arms around his neck, passed his hands under my knees, and hugged me horizontally.Although I'm thin, I'm not short, and I'm not light. He can lift me up so easily.Just like Li Weiran, his strength is always so great.I bumped my head against his chest, and the smell of boiled water hit me.My heart suddenly went numb, and I shook my head to make sure it wasn't my hallucination.The taste of boiled water is faintly distinct.The nose was so sore, my hand on his shoulder trembled, touched his neck, slowly stretched in, and stroked his shoulder.There is a mole on Li Weiran's shoulder, just like the tear mole on my face, it can be felt.When I touched the mole, my whole body trembled uncontrollably, just like when I was in the intensive care unit many years ago, he just appeared without warning.Be by my side when I'm in trouble.

Li Weiran said that he will protect me for the rest of my life and will definitely show up when I am in danger.Li Weiran said that he would never lie to me in his whole life.He really did.

I was put in an ambulance, and Li Weiran followed.The car door closed and a doctor came by with a stethoscope to check my heartbeat and blood pressure. "Li Weiran." I called out his name.

"Ah Shen." His hands are still intertwined with mine, and he will unconsciously withdraw his strength when I call his name.It was such a simple call, but it made me cry uncontrollably.I ignored the doctor's yelling and pulled him into my arms.I was buried in the carriage for so long, and all I thought about was him. I was unwilling to die like this. I couldn’t see that Li Weiran had a stable destination for the rest of his life. If I had a soul, I would definitely not set foot on reincarnation road.Li Weiran's cheek was pressed against my shoulder, and I hugged each other tightly.His hands patted my back one after another, just like my mother would pat me on the back to comfort me when I had a nightmare when I was young.He didn't say anything, just patted like this, and his choked breathing sounded in his ears.The shoulders were soon drenched with wet, salty tears.If the doctor hadn't forced us to separate, maybe we would have been hugging and crying like this all the time.

"Teacher, I'm fine." When I was in the Affiliated Hospital of T Hospital, because I belonged to the same hospital, I always liked to call older doctors and teachers, and I was not used to changing my words for a while. "When the car overturned, I kept protecting my vitals carefully, and there were only writing scratches on my body. There were oxygen cylinders in the car that overturned, and we have relied on those to support us until now."

"Lie down first." The doctor said, it was a middle-aged man's voice, Li Weiran helped me to lie down on the emergency bed on one side, and then the back of my hand was wiped with a cotton swab stained with iodine, and there was a faint smell of medicine.There was no obvious pain when the needle pierced into the blood vessel, but I felt a little numb. Li Weiran sat beside me and gently stroked my forehead.

"Li Weiran, I'm so hungry."

"I'll buy you delicious food when I go back, the best."

"Li Weiran, I'm so sleepy."

"Sleep, I'll stay here and I won't go anywhere." Almost at the same time Li Weiran finished speaking, I fell asleep, and my tense nerves relaxed.