Stockholm syndrome

"why you?"

"Why are you?" We said in unison.

"I didn't expect such a coincidence," I patted Zhong Han on the shoulder.His current appearance is simple and clean, with no glitz, exactly the same as the boy 8 or 9 years ago. "Are you going to the disaster area to interview, and now you are a reporter for the political page?"

"It's still the entertainment edition, but after completing this interview, you can go to the current affairs." Zhong Han raised his hand and wiped the water stains on his forehead, "No one in the newspaper office is willing to go, just let me take advantage of it. You What? Why are you here? I remember you graduated next year, right?"

"Well, but the doctor's qualification certificate was obtained early in the morning. There are support projects in the hospital and over there, and a group of doctors were sent to rescue. I was selected by our team." I was still wearing a white coat, and the corners had been beaten by rain wet.The leader made it more conspicuous to wear it to the disaster area.Where a doctor is needed, you can be seen at a glance. "I really didn't expect to meet you. If you report on the rescue of the disaster area, take a photo of me and let me post it. When I get home, I'll find a frame to frame it and hang it on the wall to see if there's nothing wrong."

"When did you become so vain. If you want to be in the newspaper, I'll let you do it right now. Before I leave the entertainment page, I'll tell you a scandal with a starlet." Zhong Han joked.

"Yes. You'd better spare me."

"What's the matter, I'm afraid that the guy at home will start a fight with you."

"I'm afraid of my dad. I'm alone, and I don't have that blessing."

Zhong Han stopped talking, he just smiled.Leaning on a row of oxygen cylinders, closing your eyes and meditating.I'm a little tired, and I don't know when I can enter the disaster area.Although my main business is to sew the scalp and remove blood congestion, I don't need to suture other wounds.When I was in the T hospital, few people would say thank you doctor.Although doctors have the reputation of saving lives and helping the wounded, they are essentially a money-making profession. You give me money, and I will treat your illness.Fair trade, in this increasingly cruel society, those noble professions have gradually lost their essence.I thought of the Hippocratic Oath, and for the first time felt like I was actually living up to it.

"Ye Chen." Zhong Han called me suddenly, disrupting my thoughts.

"what?"

"Do you feel that the rain is a bit heavy?" Zhong Han pressed his ear to the carriage, and stopped the sound of the rain outside.The carriages are sealed and have no windows.The area connected to the front of the car was covered with a layer of barbed wire. You could only vaguely see the two figures in camouflage uniforms in front, and there was no way to see the scene outside the window.

"It seems a little bit." I listened carefully to the sound of rain hitting the carriage, it was very violent and urgent.There will be several heavy rains in Beijing in July, and the sound of rain outside is comparable to that at that time. "Why, are you afraid of rain?"

"No. I..." Zhong Han hadn't finished speaking when suddenly there was a violent vibration as if something had hit the carriage.The soldier driving in front suddenly yelled, mudslide.

When I heard the word mudslide, I was completely dumbfounded.Apart from instinctively curling up into a ball to protect the head and support the body according to the protective measures in case of an earthquake, nothing else can be considered.The carriage was knocked over, and medicines and equipment were scattered all over the floor.I couldn't tell whose screams stopped abruptly, and only the sounds of various impacts entered my ears.I don't know how long it took for the vibration to stop. After living for so many years, I have never felt this way.It was cold from head to toe, and the fear overflowed from the bones.People instinctively fear death, want to escape but can't find a way out.For a moment, I gave up, closed my eyes and waited for the end of it all.

The shaking stopped, and it took me a long time to recover, and I was still alive.Not dead, I'm fucking alive!My whole body was numb, I held my chest and panted heavily, and finally I was able to move.I moved my limbs.Large medical instruments are bundled and placed at the rear end of the compartment.Most of the medicines are plastic bottles, and it doesn't hurt to hit him. Apart from some minor scratches, there is no serious problem.It was pitch black in the carriage, and I groped to get out of the scattered medicines and small equipment, and there was a bottle of unknown contents under my feet.

"Hiss." Suddenly there was a gasping moan in his ear.

"Zhong Han?!" I yelled. "Is Zhong Han you? Where are you? Call me to hear."

A light suddenly appeared in the darkness, and a hand holding a mobile phone was stretched out not far from my left, and the white light hit my face.I dragged Zhong Han out and let him expose half of his body.Zhong Han kept breathing, and he was also frightened, and it took him a long time before he could speak normally.

"Ye Chen, my arm hurts." Zhong Han's voice trembled violently.

"Are you okay elsewhere?" I reached out and touched Zhong Han's arm, but there was no fracture. "Does it still hurt?"

"It's gone, just my arm hurts." Zhong Han held the phone in his right hand and shone it in front of him, and the light also trembled because of the pain.

"Your bone is mostly fine, it should just be a stretched muscle. But it may be a fracture." I groped for Zhong Han's joints through my clothes, and there was no problem, it should be just a soft tissue contusion. "Let me fix it for you." I used my mobile phone to illuminate and groped among the scattered medicines and equipment for a while.Take a roll of gauze and tear open the package.Wrap around Zhong Han's elbow and fix it.

"By the way, driver." I suddenly remembered that there were other people in the car besides us.Immediately shouted, while crawling to one end. "Comrade, Comrade Driver."

"Comrade People's Liberation Army." Zhong Han also shouted after me, and he crawled to the other end. "Ye Chen, come to me, this is the front of the car."

"Here we come." I turned around and crawled over, shouting together with Zhong Han while clawing at the iron net, but there was no response at all.There was an eerie silence all around.

I don't know who gave up first.We sat down among the piles of medicines and instruments.Zhong Han and I stuck together, and we both panicked.

"What to do. There is no signal on the phone." After a moment of silence, Zhong Han spoke again.

"Or, let's take turns calling for help."

"Will someone come to rescue us?" Zhong Han asked. "I remember that we were the last train, and there were no vehicles behind. I don't know when the people in front will find out what happened. Even if we find out, I don't know if we can survive to the rescue. The compartment is sealed. The front side of the car is covered. The sand is blocked."

"There are oxygen cylinders in the car." Oxygen cylinders are large and easy to find mixed with medical equipment.I groped for a while and found it. "We are so lucky. Fortunately, this is a car equipped with medical equipment." In this dangerous situation, I still secretly rejoiced for my good luck, and sometimes felt that I was an extremely optimistic person.

The compartment gradually became stuffy, so I opened the oxygen bottle and handed one to Zhong Han. "Zhong Han, you said that we are now like diving."

"Like." Zhong Han nodded, I couldn't see his expression in the dark, "Ye Chen, aren't you afraid?"

"It was scary at first. Now I'm used to it."

"Your ability to adapt is really not ordinary." Zhong Han turned on the phone and looked at it. After staying in the dark for a long time, the light of the phone screen became particularly dazzling. "We've been here for three hours."

"The oxygen in the carriage is enough for us to survive until this time tomorrow, and there will be rescue. You must not fall asleep, and you must survive no matter how sleepy you are."

"En." Zhong Han nodded, we all stopped talking and conserved our energy.Hold your hands together, and pinch each other from time to time to make sure you're not asleep.

In the dark, all fears are magnified, and even hunger cannot be felt.Unknowingly, the moisture on the shoes has spread to the calf.I moved a bit, and there was a piece of wet sticky under my calf. When did I get in the water.If it's just medicine breaking, it will definitely not reach this level.

"Zhong Han." I squeezed Zhong Han's hand, "Is it raining again?"

Zhong Han was stunned for a moment, and quickly realized that he also noticed something strange.I hurriedly used my mobile phone to take a picture of the front end of the car, and my glasses were knocked off just now.Spare eyes and luggage are in the car ahead.I also lifted my phone up to illuminate it. In such a dim light, I couldn't see clearly what was going on over there.But Zhong Han's expression could be seen clearly, it was full of fear and despair.

"Ye Chen." Zhong Han squeezed my arm tightly, his nails almost dug into the flesh. "It's leaking, water and sand are falling in bit by bit, it's leaking!" Zhong Han roared loudly, and suddenly started calling for help, hitting the surroundings forcefully.I also yelled along with him, I was afraid of death, I was so scared, my voice became hoarse until the end, but there was no response at all, the water level seemed to have reached my knees.

"Will someone come to rescue us?" After a long time, after calming down, Zhong Han spoke again.

"Who knows. We will definitely be dug out, it's just a matter of time." I bent down and rubbed my knees that were a little numb from the cold, touching the cold muddy water with my hands, and my heart cooled down bit by bit.

"Are you afraid of death?"

"I was scared just now. Now I can accept it calmly. It's just that I don't want to die."

"You are thinking about Li Weiran." Zhong Han was silent for a long while and suddenly said such a sentence, and his already calm heart once again became turbulent.