Stockholm syndrome

I looked at Li Weiran stupidly, I couldn't even smile.Wang Tianyi suddenly patted me, I staggered and almost fell to the ground.Thanks to Li Weiran for helping me.If it was in the past, he would definitely laugh at me, but now he doesn't say anything.So calm and composed, like a bystander watching me perform.

My heart is in a mess, I can't tell what it feels like.It was so chaotic that I couldn't even hear what Li Weiran and Wang Tianyi were talking about until my name was mentioned again.

"Ye Shen." We got out of the elevator, and Li Weiran stood still in front of me.How I longed to see him again, but when he really appeared, I found that I didn't even have the courage to look up. "Where do you work now?"

"This kid hasn't graduated yet, he's going to be a doctor." Wang Tian put his arm on mine.If I didn't know that he has such a temperament, I really doubt that he is making trouble. "What's the matter, you were quite enthusiastic when you talked to me just now. Now you're silent when you see your old tablemate." After speaking, he smiled meaningfully. Given the relationship between Wang Tianyi and Li Weiran, it's impossible for him not to know me and Li Weiran things.

"..." I really wanted to say it, but I raised my head and opened my mouth, and I couldn't make a sound.

"Forget it. Tianyi, don't bully others. Ye Shen is honest." Li Weiran's eyes darkened, "the company still has something to do, I have to go back first." Li Weiran looked outside the door.Is he leaving? I haven't seen him for six years. Even if it's impossible to go back to the past, at least I'm still a classmate, at the same table.Did we really just leave like this? We are completely two people of different classes. He doesn't know the people I know, and I have no way of knowing the people he contacts.Maybe the next time we meet again will be another six years.I know I'm 25 now, not 18, and I have to take responsibility for my actions.But when I came to my senses, I already held Li Weiran's arm.Clasp your fingers tightly on his arm, and close them unconsciously, at least let me know if you are doing well now, whether you have married a wife and have children.

I took a breath and wanted to ask him, if he still released any sounds, if he was too nervous to speak, then at least he could make some irregular monotones.But now I can't make any movement.I let go of Li Weiran's arm, pinched my neck with both hands, but still couldn't make a sound.

broken.I am now sure that I am not nervous and unable to speak, but that there is something wrong with my vocal cords.Functional vocal cord closure.Clinical cases of this kind are rare. When a person is stimulated or under a lot of pressure, the vocal cords will close.This time people lost big.

"Ye Shen?"

"Brother, aren't you, Ye Chen is talking." Wang Tianyi and Li Weiran also noticed that something was wrong with me.They surrounded me and looked up and down. "Why is your face so red, you are not asthmatic." Wang Tian stretched out his hand and rubbed my chest a few times.Do you dare to talk about it again? If I had already been lying on the ground with asthma, how could I still let the two of you watch so calmly.

I reached into my pocket and took out the phone.My hands were trembling all the time, and it took me a long time to type a few words. "I'm sorry, my vocal cords are inflamed and I can't speak." I held the phone up to Li Weiran's eyes to prevent Wang Tianyi from seeing it, but his movements were always much quicker than mine.Otherwise, when I was in X, I couldn't even have a chance to resist and was pushed on the table by him.

"Are you kidding me? You spoke well just now, but now that you see Li Weiran, you won't be able to speak."

Li Weiran looked at me for a while, I grew a little after I went to college, but in front of him, I was still half my head short, I raised my head and smiled at him to ease the atmosphere first.Before the corners of his mouth could be bent, he suddenly took my arm and walked towards the outpatient department.

Many doctors in the Affiliated Hospital of T Hospital are professors of T Hospital. The teacher I followed was surnamed Qian, and he was considered the best professor of neurosurgery.The most important psychological quality for a doctor is to be calm. If I let him know that I have seen my first love whom I haven't seen for many years, I will close my excited functional vocal cords, what will happen to me in the future.I can only sew up the scalp, remove congestion and so on, and I am afraid that some technical operations are not for me.Although Professor Qian generally does not refresh near the outpatient department, I feel guilty.He quickly stepped back, trying to break free from Li Weiran's grasp, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't.His strength is still the same as before, and the feeling of his fingers on my wrist bone is still so familiar.I stopped resisting and let Li Weiran drag me along.

Five minutes later, I was in a chair in the emergency room.Wang Tianyi described my illness to the doctor there.Li Weiran and his two bodyguards stood beside me and looked at me.If it weren't for my glasses, I'd love to cover my entire face.I feel that my whole life has been lost. Even back then, when Li Weiran put the Kung Pao Chicken Rice Bowl on my head and stood at the office door with him and was punished by Lao Zhang, I didn’t feel that Such a shame.

"Open your mouth, ah." The doctor asked me to open my mouth with a tongue depressor.

I opened my mouth obediently, but I couldn't make any sound.

"You said he couldn't speak suddenly." The doctor turned to Wang Tianyi.

"Yeah. It was fine when I said it, but suddenly I couldn't talk anymore."

"Then has he had any respiratory disease recently?" The doctor continued to ask.

"Probably not. I heard his voice is fine, and his complexion is also quite good. Ye Chen, are you sick?"

I shook my head hastily, I was already sitting, so I didn't intend to hide any more.

"That is to say, he was fine at first, but he was stimulated and suddenly couldn't speak."

"Yes, yes." Wuyou nodded repeatedly, but I buried my head lower.I'm really not stimulated.My first love, whom I have been thinking about so much day and night, is back. Can this be exciting?But even if he comes back, the distance between us will not disappear.The relationship between me and Li Weiran is like an addictive poison, exuding a sweet fragrance, and once we get stuck in it, we will be unable to extricate ourselves from it, and there will be no redemption. The consequences are not something we can afford.It seems that I was indeed a little stimulated.

The doctor gave me some sedative medicine, and I can recover after going back to rest for a few days.If there is no recovery, come here again for a comprehensive inspection.Li Weiran's bodyguards went to get me medicine, and I followed them to the door in despair.Wang Tianyi never heard laughter after he came out of the emergency room.If it were someone else, maybe I would laugh like him when I met my first love and lost my voice with excitement after many years, but if the protagonist is replaced by yourself, it will not be the case.What makes me even more unbearable is that I am still wearing the clothes he gave me back then, Li Weiran must have noticed it early in the morning.I think my whole life is thrown away here, let me die, or give me a knife and let me stab Wuyou to death.I resisted my urge to run away, if I run away at this time, I really don't have the courage to see Li Weiran again.

Moji finally left the hospital after a long time. Wang Tianyi and I waved to Li Weiran, then walked towards the bus.

"I'll take you home." Li Weiran's voice came, maybe I should politely refuse, our current relationship is just high school classmates, maybe we can't even talk about friends.He was being polite to me, but he couldn't move his legs no matter what.In the end, I followed Li Weiran to the parking lot. Anyway, my face was already lost, so I didn't care about adding more.

The two bodyguards who followed Li Weiran drove another car back, and he specially sent me off.Li Weiran drives a sports car with a license plate that I don't recognize. If you don't recognize a brand, there are only two possibilities. One is a counterfeit product, and the other is a high-end product that is out of your class.Li Weiran's car obviously belongs to the latter.He opened the car door for me, I sat in obediently, took out my mobile phone and started typing, he probably didn't know that my house had moved.

Just when the sliding cover was pushed away, Li Weiran suddenly covered it.He was so close to me, the smell of boiled water on his body was mixed with the smell of men's perfume.My heart softened all of a sudden, and my nose became sore.I know that I shouldn't like him, I shouldn't be nostalgic for him, I've hidden it very well these years, but when he really appeared in front of me, those emotions were awakened in an instant, ready to come out .

I slowly folded my arms, and suddenly I heard a light snap of the card.It turned out that he was not going to hug me, but to help me fasten my seat belt.Fortunately, my hands did not close.I originally thought that there is no taboo for me to be ashamed of myself, but now I realize that there is no limit to such things.

As soon as the car drove out of the parking lot, Li Weiran spoke. "Where did your family move?"

He actually knew that our family had moved, and I was still holding the phone in my hand, without typing a word. How could he know that my family had moved?Seeing that I didn't respond, Li Weiran asked again, so I quickly typed the address on my phone and showed him.

The car drove quickly, and neither of us spoke.I can't say it, but Li Weiran, he doesn't want to say it or he can't say it.I have no way of knowing, and if I could talk, I probably wouldn't.Such silence was awkward, and I sat there with my hands hanging on my knees.Just like when he came to my house to play with me many years ago, I just sat there stiffly. After so many years, I still haven't made any progress.

"Are you hot?" After driving for a long time, Li Weiran finally opened his mouth, and found that every time we want to say something, we start with "Are you hot?" In fact, I think it's good to use you are hungry, because I am really hungry , It takes only an hour to take a public car from the T hospital to my house. He has been driving for almost two hours, why hasn't he arrived yet.

I shook my head, I'm really not hot, the cold sweat on my back hasn't dried yet.After such a meeting, people calm down, but they don't know why they can't be happy.I didn't dare to look directly at Li Weiran, so I could only look at him carefully through the rearview mirror. He is still so good-looking. Compared with the thin boy when he was young, he is stronger, and the lines of his shoulders look more powerful.His eyes were still so deep, so deep that I couldn't figure out what he was thinking.His hands are very clean. It should be a long time since he played basketball. Seeing his bald ring finger made me feel a little happy.But there is still no way to hide the loss from the bottom of my heart. We can't go back, and we can't move forward.They are obviously such close people, but now they are polite like ordinary friends.

"Ye Shen." Li Weiran called me again, interrupting my wild thoughts. "How did your family go?"

Didn't I show him the address just now, and I held up the phone to his eyes again, Li Weiran shook his head, looking out of the window with dodgy eyes.It took a while before he could speak reluctantly. "Don't show me the address, I can't find it. Just tell me how to get there."

He has probably never been to places other than the CBD.It was getting dark, I lay on the car window and looked around, I don't know where this is, I didn't know the way at first, and it was even worse when it got dark.

As much as I hate to admit it, we're really lost...