Stockholm syndrome

Wang Tianyi and I were assigned to a dormitory.He didn't seem to realize the seriousness of SARS, and he was still immersed in the joy of living together.I feel sad for his dad's education.If my dad was the dean, I guess I would have gotten a bachelor's degree in medicine by now.

There used to be four people living in the dormitory, only the two of us lived there, I don't know why he wanted to live with me.Maybe it feels good with me.It's ridiculous to think about it, Wang Tianyi only plays well with Li Weiran in class.Now that Li Weiran is gone, the only friend left is me, I don't know if I can take care of the word friend.

The relationship between me and Wang Tianyi is delicate.The reason why we can be friends, the reason why he smiles and greets me is entirely because of Li Weiran.Now that Li Weiran is gone, the relationship between us should come to an end.But Wuyou's attitude towards me is still the same as before.He didn't even let me go to the public phone to queue up, he forced his mobile phone to me, and asked me to call home to report that I was safe.Wang Tianyi's father is the dean, of course he doesn't have to worry, but I'm different.

After the evening self-study class, we went back to the dormitory, and Wang Tianyi was going to hang out with the beautiful girl for a while.I am ashamed to say that when Wang Tianyi introduces me to others, he will also say that this is my buddy Ye Chen, but I don’t even know the name of his beautiful girl. At first I thought this girl was from the class next to ours. No, her class is separated from our class by several walls.

I memorized vocabulary in the dormitory, and waited for Wang Tianyi by the way. When he came back, I would turn off the lights and go to sleep.After moving to the dormitory of the school, I couldn't sleep well, and my sleep was very light.Wang Tianyi's snoring was louder than Li Weiran's. If I continue to live like this, maybe I will really suffer from a nervous breakdown.

Wang Tianyi finally came back, he is in a good mood today.Seeing me sitting on the bed in a daze, he came over to pat me, and I instinctively raised my hand to stop.He hit me exactly on the arm that had been cut by the lancet.Masochism is an addictive thing, and when I can't help it I draw a slash on my arm.Seeing the bright red blood flow out from the wound, I suddenly felt a lot more comfortable in my heart, as if what I released was the pressure that I could no longer bear.

"Oh." I couldn't help shouting, and pulled my arm back.

"What's wrong?" Maybe my reaction was a little big, Wang Tianyi looked at me in surprise.Reach out and take my arm. "I didn't use any strength." His hand was very strong, and I bit down and endured it.It's already April, and I'm wearing a pajamas, and it's really painful for him to pinch my wound like this. "Why is your face so pale?!" Wang Tianyi finally noticed my strangeness, before I could react, his sleeves were pushed away by him.

I heard Wang Tian gasping for air.His dad is different from my dad, he should not have received a perverted education like mine.There is no way to be calm when you see an arm covered in knife wounds.On my left arm, there were seven or eight knife wounds distributed in a patchwork pattern, slowly rising from the wrist, and lined up one by one. The bottom wound has healed, leaving only a white border.There is no pain at all when the knife cuts, my knife skills are very good.The top knife was drawn by me the day before yesterday. I didn't know how to do it well, and the cut was a bit deep.However, most of the veins near the arm are distributed relatively deep, which will not cause accidental injury.

"Who did it. Ye Chen, who did it!" Wang Tian went up with a loud voice. This is the first time I've seen him get angry.He actually got angry for me, I really don't think our relationship has reached this point yet.He stepped forward and grabbed my shoulders and lifted me up. "Who did it! Tell me, I'll beat him up."

"Myself." I tilted my head and looked at Wang Tianyi, his angry appearance was very similar to that of Li Weiran.He is not in China now, which is probably my only consolation.Get away from the dangers of it all.I try to avoid thinking about Li Weiran as much as possible, but how can I miss him.I miss my mother, I miss my father, and I also miss Li Weiran.Especially at this time of confusion, I hope that there is someone who can accompany me and give me courage.But I can only support it all by myself.

"Ye Chen, are you sick?!" Wang Tian let go of his hand, and I stood beside him. He was a little shorter than Li Weiran, and I raised my eyes to look at him.His expression was uncertain, probably because he felt unacceptable that he lived in the same dormitory with a pervert like me.

"Well. I'm sick." I nodded and sat on the bed.Tuck yourself into the quilt.

"Where did you hide the knife, give me the knife." Wang Tianyi grabbed me relentlessly.

"Don't be afraid, I don't want to die. I just feel too tired." I patted the back of Wang Tianyi's hand, "Aren't you still smoking secretly? I know it all. I can't smoke or drink. Then I feel uncomfortable What should I do when the time comes? You see, I am very measured, I just scratched the epidermis. I have treated the wound, and it will not be infected."

"Ye Chen..." Wang Tianyi looked at me and hesitated for a while, as if he was a little embarrassed. "You don't have to do this, he...he..."

"Who?"

"Forget it." Wang Tianyi stopped talking, he pulled my quilt. "Sleep first, don't be like this in the future, okay?"

"I will not do it again."

"real."

"Really. I made this cut at home. Now I'm alone and my family is no longer around. I have to take care of myself." I nodded and lay down.Wang Tianyi was still looking at me, the emotions in his eyes were complicated, but I'm sure he didn't worry about me just because he liked me.I am not a heartthrob, and Wang Tianyi is not an amorous playboy.So what exactly is it.

"I'm going out to make a phone call, you go to bed first." Wuyou put his hands in his trouser pockets and took a few steps back.

"Can you remember to lock the door?" Wang Tianyi is very careless, and his memory is not good. I am really worried that he will forget to lock the door, and then he will give me something to do.

"I must be thinking about it. Go to sleep." As soon as Wuyou came to the door, his voice came from the corridor, faintly getting softer.Maybe it was because I was too tired, I fell asleep in a daze, and I didn't even know when Wang Tianyi would come back.

The SARS epidemic is getting worse.During dinner, I watched the death cases and infection cases broadcast on TV in the cafeteria, and my heart was pounding.I know these are conservative estimates.There are already doctors who died in the line of duty. I don't know how my mother is doing.Eyelids twitched violently, and the uneasiness in my heart was gradually magnified.I looked for Wang Tianyi everywhere, and finally found him in the classroom.He just had dinner with the pretty girl.There were only the two of them in the whole classroom, and the light bulbs consciously avoided it.Seeing me rushing towards me in a panic, I immediately stood up to meet me.

"What's the matter, Ye Chen?"

"Wang Tianyi, can you lend me your mobile phone? I want to call my mother."

"Okay. Here you are." Wang Tianyi took out his mobile phone and handed it to me, and I took it with shaking hands.I didn't care about going outside the classroom, quickly broadcasting my mother's number, and sticking the phone to my ear.

The beeping sound reached my ears.My heart was beating so hard that it almost hit my ribs. Mom, hurry up and answer the phone.After five rings, the phone was finally connected. "Hello." My mother's voice came from the opposite side, sounding tired and hoarse.Usually, my mother calls my dad, and I call my dad to notify each other through him.This is the first time I took the initiative to call my mother.

"Mom, it's me!" I shouted immediately when I heard my mother's voice. "How are you, I just watched TV...the TV said..." My voice froze, only panting.

"Achen." My mother called my name softly, "I still want to find you, but you just called me."

"Mom, are you okay, how are you?" I asked anxiously.

My mother was silent for a while and did not answer directly. "Achen, listen to me. I divided our passbook into two parts, and hid it behind the radiator and in the small quilt under the big cabinet. The password is your birthday, and the passbook with more than [-] yuan is your birthday." Upside down."

"Mom, mom, what are you talking about!? Why are you telling me these things, you just need to know, don't scare me." I panicked all of a sudden, ignoring me in the classroom, and yelled on the phone stand up.

"Achen, your dad and I showed you a house. The down payment has already been paid, and it is reserved for you to marry a wife. The receipt and the household registration book are put together, on the middle page." My mother said As he spoke, he suddenly coughed.

"Mom...Mom..." Hearing my mother's cough, the uneasiness in my heart was confirmed.I held the phone in my hand, and tears fell down at once.

"Don't be afraid. Mom is lucky, maybe it will be fine in two days. There are already recovered patients in Guangzhou, and the medicine should be available soon. It's okay. Boy, you have to be tough, why are you crying? .” I obviously didn’t make a sound, but my mother could clearly feel that I was crying. "Achen, you are a good boy. You are the pride of mother in this life. Your father is an honest man. You can see that he usually cares about his work. In fact, he cares most about this family. Follow your father. No regrets. Ah Chen, remember that although your father is old, he is actually a person who does not take things seriously. He is different from you. It is not you, but your father that I am most worried about. You must help me Take care of him. If I have anything to do, I must take care of your dad, he likes to dig into corners."

"Mom." As soon as I opened my mouth, tears flowed down uncontrollably. "Don't be like this. You're sure to be fine. Didn't we agree, when I'm admitted to university, let's set the table, didn't we agree?" There was a loud noise from the opposite side, as if to ask my mother to end the call quickly .

"Achen. Mom loves you, take good care of your dad. Mom loves you..." These were the last words my mother said, and then the phone was hung up, and a busy tone came from the other side.