The scumbags of the professor's house

Missing.

Su Cheng's mother and brother disappeared.

The boy's facial features gathered together because of the pain. "After they disappeared, Su Mingyuan didn't explain a word to me. I searched and waited for many places, but they just disappeared without a trace. I was kind of ridiculous at that time." Intuition, my mother and brother didn't go far, they were looking at me somewhere nearby, as long as I pay more attention, I will be able to catch them.

Later, when grandpa passed away, a whole room of people came to his memorial service, except mother and elder brother.

That day, I really realized that they didn't show up when my grandfather passed away, my mother and brother weren't here at all, and they wouldn't come to me. My intuition was just an illusion.

For a long time after that, I was repeatedly sick, first physically, then mentally. Su Cheng said calmly, "Su Mingyuan was not at home all day. His student Gao Xiaomei, the teacher Gao of our school, and Shen Yunpeng, the owner of the bookstore, took care of me for a long time. After many years, I realized that my dad was also a child. I don't know where they went, he was also looking for them, but his... refused to say anything. "

"Is there no news at all?" Luston couldn't help asking. It was a bit unbelievable that the two living people disappeared directly from the world.

Su Cheng shook his head.

The boy's eyes flickered slightly with the candlelight. After taking a deep breath, he said forcefully, "They don't want us to find them."

Luston didn't answer.

Not wanting to be found seemed the only reasonable possibility.Under what circumstances is the most difficult to find a person who voluntarily disappeared, that is, this person does not want to be found, and they are deliberately erasing traces to avoid people who are looking for them.

But this possibility is too cruel to Su Cheng.

Why did Su Cheng's mother and brother disappear on purpose?In fact, Luston had guessed many possibilities before, divorce, car accident, illness, no matter what it was, he hadn't contacted him for so many years, and it was nothing more than the difference between life and death.

If you don't want to see me again, at least I know you are well.

Death is the eternal separation between heaven and man, and it can be regarded as a cessation of thought.

The state of neither life nor death is the most uncomfortable, and one can't help but be full of hope, but disappointed again and again.

Su Cheng stroked the table and asked softly, "You said, after all these years, does my mother miss me? Does my brother miss me?"

Luston was speechless.

He stretched out his hand, completely covered the back of Su Cheng's hand, and squeezed it hard. When his words were weak, Luston tried to warm Su Cheng with his own body temperature. Subconsciously, he didn't want The boy opposite was a little sad.

The warmth crawled all the way to his heart along the back of his hand, Su Cheng smiled wryly, "Don't worry, after so many years, I gradually see it." He raised his head and downed another glass of wine, "As long as there is no... news of death, I will treat them as alive... ………OK."

Luston moved closer again. In the darkness, the legs of the two teenagers under the table were unconsciously touching each other. Su Cheng was a little dizzy. Drinking made his body temperature rise, but at this moment, all he knew was, Luston's legs were as hot as his.

Su Cheng withdrew suddenly.

Under the reflection of the candlelight, the boy blushed and looked very embarrassed.

Langfa's words just now played drums in Luston's ears:

"Then why didn't you say it?"

"Why didn't you tell him your sexual orientation?"

"I'll tell whoever I like."

Is his relationship with Su Cheng normal?Luston knew it in his heart, and he thought Su Cheng knew it too, but the two of them were tacit, and neither of them spoke, as if they stayed under this thin layer of paper, and they were both safer.

Su Cheng was stuck in the old affairs of his own family, and no one had ever appeared before, asking him to think about whether he liked it or not.Why not Luston?

The young man's love has not yet opened up, and the two of them can only move forward, just like at this moment, the surroundings are pitch black, but fortunately, you and I walk side by side.

It's just that someone withdrew his hand at this moment.

Still... the same.

Luston thought to himself that he was different from Su Cheng.

He had long wanted to understand his sexual orientation, but what about Su Cheng?Does he like boys?There are some things that you can pretend to be okay in your heart, but once you say it, it will be different.

Also... wait.

Wait for him to move out from the Su residence, wait for Su Cheng to be filled with people again, wait for him to stop relying on himself because of fear of being alone, wait for him to stop thinking of himself as a life-saving light on the second floor in the dark, wait for him to think understand a little more.

Don't end everything before it starts.

He doesn't need to ask about the way forward, he is willing to overcome obstacles, he wants to be at the age of 17, moths to the flames, no regrets, but he is also afraid, afraid to death, afraid to open his mouth, because, all of these The premise is that the boy opposite thinks the same as him.

Luston was turning around, and in the darkness, the knuckles of the boy who had left first bumped into him again, pressing on his fingertips like unextinguished cigarette butts, burning to death.Luston retracted his four fingers like an electric shock, but Su Cheng took the first step, found the right direction, and slid his small fist into his palm, allowing Luston's palm to completely wrap his fist.

The darkness magnified people's senses to the greatest extent, and all the attention of the two of them was focused on each other's hands for a moment.

When Su Cheng touched the back of his hand, it was a little grainy, with a little rough smoke and fire, which was completely different from his hand. Those textures crawled across Luston's palm and drilled upwards, making his heart twitch. pain.

The boy across from him stared straight at him with confusion in his eyes. He had drunk too much.

The curly hair hangs pitifully, and the darkness blurs the boundaries of people, making Su Cheng look smaller. Luston only needs to think that such a small person, who was held in the palm of his hand and doted on, suddenly Someday there will be people who can't wait to come back.He searched frantically and cried hysterically, but nothing helped. In the end, all the little boy could do was sit straight on the stone in front of the yard and wait.

Wait for a miracle to happen.

Thinking of this, Luston's heart was pinched inch by inch, and he frowned in pain. All the loss just now disappeared without a trace following the pain. Hold on tight.

But Su Cheng rolled dishonestly in his palm.

"What?" Luston asked softly.

Su Cheng blushed, as if he hadn't played enough, his hand circled 180 degrees in Luston's palm, and pressed his palm up to Luston's palm, and when he touched it, he put his four fingers together, tightly grasping the opponent's hand. hand hold.

On it, Luston could feel the same copper object between their hands, which was warm and carried Su Cheng's body temperature.

"for you……

The copper sheet is somewhat thick, the edges are uneven, and there are wires tied to it.

It feels like it's a key.

A bunch of keys!

Luston's heart suddenly beat wildly.

The little curly hair was dizzy, and began to support his face with his arm covered with plaster. His big eyes felt like they were going to close at any time. Just a second before he fell down, Su Cheng relied on his willpower to finish his last words.

"Luston...

I can do well in the exam...

But can you not move? "

Luston lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Su Cheng didn't wait for an answer, the drunk little curly hair became anxious, and he pressed the key tightly in Luston's palm.

"Take it!" Su Cheng ordered.

The guy with downcast eyes curled up his fingers obediently, and held the key in the palm of his hand behind his back.

The gift was delivered successfully, and Su Cheng shook his head with curly hair in satisfaction, "Happy birthday." After the boy finished speaking, he fell face to the table and lay motionless on it.

Fell asleep.

For a long time, Luston remained motionless, his eyes were on the hands held by the two of them, and apart from the deafening heartbeat, no emotion could be seen.

Su Cheng slept uncomfortably on his face, humming across the way.

Luston had no choice but to get up, walked to the side of the person, wanted to help him change his posture, and then went out to call a car to take him home. The candle flickered on and off, rubbing Su Cheng's body and falling a piece of orange, which made the whole person warm , The hand they held just now quietly hangs beside the boy, the long fingers are slightly curved.

The residual temperature on the fingertips was still there. Su Cheng breathed steadily and slept soundly. Luston's heart melted when he saw it. He stuffed the key in his pocket and gently placed his finger on Su Cheng's neck. Gently holding the junction of Su Cheng's jaw line and neck with both hands, ready to help him rest his head on the unbroken arm.

At this very moment, the candle flickered on and off.

Between light and darkness, Su Cheng, who was already sound asleep, suddenly opened his eyes.

Luston was stunned for a moment, and seemed to need an explanation in such an ambiguous posture.

But when Luston met Su Cheng's dazed eyes, his mouth seemed to be glued, his upper and lower lips were stuck tightly together, and he couldn't speak a word.The heart in his chest couldn't be suppressed at all, it was beating fast and loudly, but there was only a blank in his mind.

His body temperature followed his hands and seeped into Su Cheng's body little by little. His heartbeat touched his body and spread to Su Cheng's chest little by little.

No one can see it, only they can feel it.

Su Cheng's blurred eyes gradually became black and white. He stood up, turned around and hugged the person who was leaning against him, "Luston." The boy's deep voice was full of slyness, full of unconscious teasing.

They fell into silence at the same time, Luston lowered his head, and the person he was holding in his hands was so close, the intimacy hidden in his hot body grew wildly, it was eager to fill the gap between the two, and Luston forced Pull it down until the warm lips of the two hit each other, the hot breath shuttled between the lips and teeth, the tip of the tongue touched and blended with each other.

The first kiss came silently and lasted endlessly.

Brutal and crazy, green and fiery.

It wasn't until the power came from the hotel that every corner of the lobby was brightly illuminated again, and the moment the two separated, Luston realized that his thoughts had already been laid out in the open, and there was no way he could. Where to hide.

If you like someone, you can't hide it.

A young man's heart beats like the wind on a midsummer night.

Constant pumping, intangible, but ubiquitous.

With a little effort, people can be sent to heaven.

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