Su Cheng didn't know how he got back to the dining table, obviously he didn't have a few steps to go, the air conditioner in the restaurant was fully turned on, but he was sweating all over.He didn't care about whether Luston and the others heard the noise he made just now when he left the corner.

Su Cheng's mind was full and there was only one sentence left.

Luston liked men.

Lu Si... likes men.

No wonder--!

Since their acquaintance, all the contradictions and strange behaviors in Luston have a reasonable explanation.

Luston has always been aware of his sexual orientation, so he deliberately keeps a distance from everyone.Especially for boys, no matter how good the relationship is, they almost avoid all physical contact. On the surface, they seem to be gregarious, but because they like boys, they hold this secret and always stay out of the crowd.

He treats his friendship with everyone carefully.

When it came to Su Cheng alone, everything was in a mess.

Luston would take the initiative to touch Su Cheng's head. Every time he pressed it, his warm palm would stay for too long, but it was enough to leave a scent on Su Cheng's head that he couldn't get rid of.

Luston will deliberately create physical contact with Su Cheng, and every intentional or unintentional refusal or welcome is more like some kind of temptation, touching the bottom line of each other.

Regardless of opposition, Luston will present his badminton match MVP trophy to Su Cheng in front of the whole world. Even if others don't admit it, he will let everyone know that Su Cheng is the MVP.

When Luston was with him, he looked like a reckless 17-year-old boy, without burdens, pretense, or treading on thin ice, and it was precisely because of this that the relationship between the two of them became intriguing.

All these things are not like what Luston would do. When he was with Su Cheng, he did all of them.

Lang Fa's last words lingered in Su Cheng's ears, and he couldn't help thinking, could it be...Ston likes himself?

……Bar.

He didn't say it.

Didn't say...no it doesn't count...

Su Cheng has never been arrogant when it comes to emotional matters. He is the kind of person who is particularly afraid of being passionate. When facing Luston, he will only be more cautious. Luston has a preference for himself, but these differences represent What, Su Cheng thinks too much and is afraid of wishful thinking, and thinks too little for fear of missing a good opportunity.

What is he afraid of?

Su Cheng's stomach hurt even more.

Because there is another question that is more worthy of his entanglement at the moment: why does his own heart jump out of excitement when he thinks of the possibility that Luston likes him?

At this moment, the trembling caused by the heartbeat, the dizziness caused by insufficient oxygen supply, and the extremely excited brain are asking him, what are you happy about?

What are you happy about?

Su Cheng remained motionless for a long time.

There was chaos in his mind, but his movements were like an old monk in meditation.

Luston returned to the dining table unknowingly. He pulled away the chair, sat back and asked, "Are you finished?" Su Cheng, who was opposite him, didn't respond at all, as if he didn't see him. Luston got up and put his hand in front of Su Cheng. Shaking up and down, "What? Are you full?"

Luston's arched body cast a shadow, Su Cheng looked up in it, his eyes met, the boy on the opposite side was shining brightly under the light, and his brows and eyes were filled with the projection of the starlight outside the window.

That is not the radiance of the stars, but Luston's own radiance, which is already excellent.

Su Cheng never imagined who he would like before, women, men, none of them.

Never even thought about what a "like" is?

Before the brightly lit crystal lamp flickered twice and the surroundings became pitch black, Su Cheng had a thought in his heart. This thought had been buried in his heart for a long, long time, but the top was covered with dust, missing an opportunity, missing both hands. to uncover.

The darkness is these hands, which suddenly appeared to envelop Luston's proud appearance, but Su Cheng's heart was spread out without reservation and placed on the bright side.

Su Cheng couldn't see the person across from him, but in the darkness, he quietly and attentively described that person's appearance. The boy who always wears glasses actually has the prettiest eyes, with sharp corners and double eyelids extending to the back half Only when it is stretched out, the whole body is big and drooping, only the ends of the eyes are slightly raised, and the black and white pupils inside are always full of determination. If you smile when looking at you, you will reveal the two dimples around your mouth, which is very cute.

If you are angry, you will frown slightly, and then do it without saying a word.

If he is happy, he will stare at you and make you happy too.

Su Cheng didn't understand "like", but at this moment, facing Luston's face, he thought: If you like someone, like Luston, that's good.

Is the best.

During the few seconds the two of them stared at each other, Luston didn't realize Su Cheng's complicated psychological struggle. His restaurant had a sudden power outage, which was rare in ten thousand years.The manager came to apologize to the young master, and Luston arranged for someone to go out to inquire about the situation, and the waiter lit candles for each table in turn.

In the darkness, sparks slowly lit up.

Luston hurriedly sat back on his seat, turned off the flashlight mode of the phone, and joked, "The manager will give us a free order later."

Su Cheng had already looked away from him, and was unexpectedly silent, not answering.

Luston looked at his little curly hair, picked up the wine glass on the table, and lightly bumped the glass of the boy opposite him one-sidedly.

There was a "ding" sound from the two crystal cups, and Luston teased him, "What's the matter today? It's all free and still hurting?"

Su Cheng didn't move.

Luston waved his wine glass in front of him, "I haven't formally congratulated you yet, but you've succeeded! From tomorrow onwards, you'll be a serious schoolmaster!" Out of the momentum of beer.

A few seconds later, Su Cheng picked up the glass belatedly, followed suit without looking very happy, and the glass reflected the location of the family of four next to him.

Seeing him listless, Luston asked, "What's the matter?"

Su Cheng turned his head, and Luston looked over. Following the blurred candlelight, he could discern a family of four at the next table. The little boy was nervously getting into his brother's arms, curled up into a ball, "Brother, I'm afraid."

Mom muttered, "How old are you, and you still act like a baby with your brother!"

Su Cheng lightly touched the position of the wine glass with his fingertips, and the waiter apologized and came over to put a small candle on their table. Translucent, especially can give people an unknown sense of security.

Su Cheng had a lot to say, but he didn't know where to start. The table next to him gave him inspiration, and the boy suddenly said, "I have a brother, you know it."

Through the firelight, he saw Luston nodding slightly.

"Then let me tell you something." Su Cheng poured himself another glass of wine and wanted to drink it, but Luston covered it with his palm.

The boy's voice was unusually gentle, "Don't force yourself to say things you don't want to say."

Su Cheng looked at him, and the two looked at each other. At this moment, the waiter lit the candles on the table for them, and the candles lit up, a small ball of orange light.

"I want to say." Su Cheng gently pushed the boy's hand away. He wanted to understand what he wanted, so he would never be muddled. If he wanted to tell Luston what he wanted, he should first tell him about this matter at home. thing.Su Cheng raised his glass and drank it, "When I was young, my brother was very kind to me." Su Cheng's voice fell on the word "very", looking dull, "My parents are very busy with work, and my brother is eight years older than me. I was brought up by him, six years old... clinging to my brother almost every day, they all said I was my brother's follower."

The boy pursed his lips and smiled, as if thinking of something interesting, "Grandpa was still there at that time, and we would come back here for winter and summer vacations every year. When I was young, I was more delicate, and I was often regarded as a girl, and I was very shy. , my brother was worried that I would be bullied, so he forced me to learn some taekwondo or something. I don't like to learn, and my parents are not happy for me to go.

My parents think it's a waste of time to learn these things. I think I have an older brother, so it's impossible for someone to bully me.

My parents are dedicated to scientific research. Apart from work, they spend all their time cultivating me and my brother. We are both very smart, and my brother is especially good. I didn’t understand it at the time. I only knew that they called him Genius, child prodigy or something.After I was six years old, my brother got more and more awards and trophies at home, but I saw him less and less. He was always studying and going out for competitions. Also always closed.

I cried all day long and wanted to find my brother to play, but my parents disagreed. Later, because my brother had too many games and they were too busy, they simply put me back to my old home in Heisei and let my grandpa take care of me. Every time I wanted to When my brother was younger, my grandfather lied to me and said that I must study hard and practice Taekwondo. Although I am still young, I cannot be left behind by my brother. When I understand the books my brother is reading and learn what my brother wants me to After learning Taekwondo, when I can stand side by side with my brother, we can see each other every day.

So I worked really, really hard.

As a result, a few days before my tenth birthday, my brother really came to see me. Before that day, I hadn’t seen him for half a year. "

Su Cheng will always remember that day when his elder brother suddenly appeared at the door of his grandfather's house wearing a white coat and carrying a backpack in his hand.Su Ming is already 18 years old. He is very tall. He has been fond of sports since he was a child, which made his skin darker than ordinary people. Standing there, he stands tall and straight like a big tree.

He looked a little tired, with dark eye circles, unshaven beard, and no expression. When Su Cheng rushed over to hug him, he seldom squeezed out a smile.

The person became extremely thin, and when the thin Su Cheng hugged him, he felt that he was full of bones, and he was in pain, but his brother hugged Su Cheng very tightly.

Calling him repeatedly, "Cheng Cheng, Cheng Cheng."

"I asked him, brother, why don't you eat well? My brother kept calling my name without saying a word, and then my mother came, and he was taken away by my mother. From that day on, my mother and my brother disappeared together , The world has evaporated."

That day was the last time Su Cheng saw Su Ming.

The author has something to say: Doll: You two don't care who!Hurry up and tell me!

Su Cheng: Someone said I was a paper tiger yesterday!Brother Cheng confesses, be clear!

Luston shook his leg: You should hurry up.

Su Cheng: What's the rush?

Luston: If you don't talk about it, I'm going to talk about it first. (Indifference.jpg)

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