prince don't want to drag

I don't know how long I stayed under the banyan tree, I only know that when I really suppressed the emotions I let out and raised my head, the sky...was getting dark...I thought about skipping at least two classes, but...I There is no feeling of time passing by at all...

Just when I was about to move, I was surprised to find a pair of familiar gray and blue sneakers ten steps away. The reason why I am so familiar with this pair of shoes is because I chose them for the other party... I lowered my eyes and put away all the emotions that I shouldn't have. , I slowly raised my head to look at that person...

She couldn't hide her pale face, her slightly painful expression, her eyes full of sadness... Even though she was ready, her heart was still shocked!I think of the boy who rushed to embrace each other but couldn't help trembling that night in the old hotel, and think of the hot tears that fell on my cheeks that night when the boy couldn't hold back... I am not crying now, but more sad The young man... My heart can't help but hurt...

Didn't I promise that I would take good care of each other? Didn't I once swear to myself that I would give the other party the share that my grandmother couldn't give? One of the few?But why now...it is me who makes the other party show such a painful expression...

I want to stand up and hug the boy into my arms, I want to pat the boy's thin body and tell him that the estrangement these days is just a misunderstanding, I want to tell him that I care about him as always, I want to tell him... I I want to tell him too much...

"Wind... Has your preference changed..."

The once pale boy's murmur successfully stopped all my movements.I...can I?Can I still pretend that I don't know anything and hug each other?Can you still pretend nothing happened after three days of alienation?Can you just laugh it off like nothing happened?Still... can you... deceive the other party, deceive yourself... this kind of deception can only hurt yourself, and also seriously hurt the other party... right...

The young man's mournful expression at this moment was deeply reflected in his heart, and he restrained his somewhat rapid breathing, almost holding on, so that his body would not tremble in front of the other party.I told myself... since all these mistakes shouldn't have started, we can only let it... pass...

So... standing up, I walked straight around the boy's body... without looking back... and left...

Don't look back...can't turn back...otherwise what's the point of persisting these past few days...I don't care about myself, but I have to care, considering the future of the other party, so...staying away...will be the best ending for both of us ...

Walking straight, another figure at the side of the ping-pong table a hundred meters away from the banyan tree in front of me caught my attention...

The already chaotic thoughts became even more chaotic...especially the other party's overly enthusiastic gaze made it difficult for me to ignore it. I don't know what the real feeling in my heart is...But, the layers of emotions that cannot be suppressed Exhaustion came flooding in. I thought I had restrained myself under the banyan tree, but no matter how restrained I could be, it was only superficial. Things that I didn't think about or dare not think about... Even though I have always been calm and indifferent like me, and it's about my own business... how can I be really calm....

Withdrawing the gaze that fell on the other party just now, I gritted my teeth secretly... and it was still straight... passed by...

...the bell...is the bell for dinner...

Unexpectedly, after I stayed here, it was actually time for dinner.I laughed at myself.I abruptly stopped the steps I wanted to go to the dormitory, and instead went to the cafeteria... It's not that I have much appetite now, but I know too well that my stomach can't stand the toss that I don't care about. When I was at that time, I didn't want to make any side effects anymore, so no matter how reluctant I was, I'd better eat something!I don't want to add another physical torture to the already chaotic situation...

"Yang Feng! Yang Feng! Where did you go just now? I've been looking for you so desperately!" Just after returning to the dormitory after dinner, Zhang Yue hurried in from outside, thinking that he had just passed the classroom not long ago. I frowned subconsciously in the "Douou" incident in the movie, and now I really don't have the mind to meddle in other people's business.

"What's wrong?" I asked lightly.

Didn't notice my indifference, Zhang Yue seemed to be really anxious and grabbed my arm. "It's not me, it's your family!" Zhang Yue was a little out of breath.

My eyelids twitched, and I ran away to the sky indifferently, "My house? What's wrong with my house?"

"Your father just called to say that something happened to your grandma, and he asked you to call a car to go home!"

"What did you say? My grandma? What's wrong with my grandma?" I grabbed the other party anxiously, and made him cry out in pain with great strength, but now I can't control so much.He asked again anxiously, "What's wrong with my grandma? Tell me!"

Zhang Yue was obviously frightened by my overly excited reaction, and began to tremble when he spoke: "I... I don't know... Your father just said to let you go back quickly..."

My body trembled slightly... Let me go back quickly... With my father's mentality that puts me first in everything, let me go back quickly... I shook my head severely, took a deep breath, and forced myself to calm down ...Calm down...Calm down... Only calm can handle things...Calm down...Damn it, how can I be calm....That's my grandma, the relative I care about the most in this world except grandma...

"I... I'm going back... What's the matter at school, please tell me, please..."

I don't know if my voice is trembling, and I don't have time to care if my face is ugly now, I just instinctively opened my suitcase in the dormitory, took out all the money from it, and... rushed out... …