In fact, Park Chanyeol has always taken Mo Beibei's illness to heart and did not tell him about it.He blames himself.In fact, he also knows that since his debut, the time left for Beibei is too little, but he has no choice, no way to give up his current achievements, not because he is greedy for the short-lived scenery on the stage, but because he feels persistent. After so long and so long, if you give up, you will definitely feel very regretful, and he is no longer alone, and each of them carries the efforts of the other eleven people.On this day, they finally had a rare holiday. Park Chanyeol did not tell Mo Beibei in advance. He knew all the account secrets of Mo Beibei. He logged into her collection website and bought all the things she put in the shopping cart. He I know that there is so little I can do right now.However, it would be very satisfying to give her some small surprises.The day before the holiday, he received all the things, put them in a cardboard box, and carried them to Beibei's school to find her contentedly.

In order to avoid being recognized by fans, even if it was only a [-]% possibility, he put on an Angry Birds doll costume. Although he felt uncomfortable, it was fine.He stood very excitedly at the gate of Beibei School for a while, attracting some students to watch, but he didn't pay attention. Thinking that Beibei would rush into his arms with excitement, he felt that even if someone visited him like a monkey Can hold live.

Mo Beibei thought that with Song Chimo's proud personality, after she said those words, he would not approach her again. In fact, it was hard not to be tempted by someone like Song Chimo.Whether it is a girl or a woman, they are used to relying on the strong. Sometimes, dependence is more terrifying than love.Mo Beibei didn't like his dependence on him very much, so he said those words without any further hesitation.She can't be more tempted, she will feel guilty.She knew clearly that this dependence could not be deepened, at least until she could restrain this temptation, she would push Song Chimo away without hesitation.

Seeing Song Chimo seem to be listening to the class seriously and helping her take notes, Mo Beibei fell silent.In this awkward but contradictory harmony until the end of get out of class time, the students in the classroom rushed out as if they were about to escape from a starvation prison, and soon only Song Chimo and Mo Beibei were left in the classroom.

"I thought you wouldn't come to me again." Mo Beibei clenched his pencil and looked at the blackboard.It is actually very difficult for a person of her age to refuse a mature uncle who is more than ten years older than herself, because she is still very young at this age and even has confusion about the future, while Song Chimo has almost reached the pinnacle of her life.Like an invincible king.Such a gesture is so fascinating that people can't help but look up.

Song Chimo has a faint smell of tobacco. Many times, when Mo Beibei smells him, he feels inexplicably at ease. Song Chimo turns his head to look at her, a smile flashes in his eyes, and says seriously , "Xiao Mo, when I was your age, I interviewed a reclusive director. Do you know how long it took me to let him see me? Three full months. I am so serious about a subject, let alone It's against you."

Mo Beibei just looked at him blankly, put his eyes on the window sill, and said softly, "Boss, there are many things in life that can be revisited, but can feelings come back? Maybe, but I know, if I don't control Keep my own heart, even if I get back on the right track later, I still lose him and our relationship. Director, you are persistent, but I am sure I am more persistent than you. Because, I just stubbornly feel that I I will never meet someone who treats me as well as he does, and I will never meet someone who will open my whole heart to love. I look forward and backward, but I am afraid of losing this relationship , Losing him. Director, just once today, only this time, next time even if the director is still so persistent, then I will run away far away. I hope the director will not blame me when the time comes. persistent people."

She can't afford to gamble, maybe on the road of life, on the road of work, it is allowed to take a wrong step, but emotionally, can it return to the right track in the end?If she deviates from the track, even for a second, the ending may be the opposite, which she cannot bear.

She is no longer a child, and she knows that she will be punished for doing something wrong.She didn't want to accept the punishment from Cancan, so she chose to be the same as before, not seeing the people who waved to her along the way to stop her, and chose to maintain the same loyalty from beginning to end when she loved him heart of.

Song Chimo skillfully turned the ballpoint pen in his hand, and said in silence for a while, "Xiao Mo, can you let me hug you." Maybe by hugging you, I will understand the importance of you, and I will also understand whether I want to Let go of you.Or, with this hug, I can support me until the day you don't love him.Even in terms of feelings, Song Chimo is still like a businessman, keenly analyzing the pros and cons.Maybe he will never know where he lost.

"No." Mo Beibei shook his head firmly, "Director, I say no. The director is not my friend or family member, let alone my lover, so, no."

"You're really... stubborn." Song Chimo smiled wryly, stood up, reached out his hand and hesitated for a while, and patted Mo Beibei's shoulder, "I hope I can be stubborn until the day you two separate."

"Beibei..." Park Chanyeol foolishly stood holding the box at the back door of the classroom, because he was wearing a heavy doll costume, his voice was muffled.It was the first time for Song Chimo, the first time he saw Mo Beibei turn around in panic, looking at the boy in a doll costume at the door like a child who did something wrong.In her eyes, there is a bottomless fear, and... like.

she is afraid?What is she afraid of?

Song Chimo sighed, then straightened up and left without even looking at Park Chanyeol.

Park Chanyeol froze, watching Song Chimo pass by him expressionlessly.

Mo Beibei trotted to Park Canlie, and she tentatively asked, "Cancan, why are you here?" She didn't know how much he heard, maybe only at this moment did Mo Beibei understand that she is more beautiful than she imagined. And the fear of losing him.She is more than ever thankful that she is not derailed.Without Chanyeol, Mo Beibei didn't know what would happen to him.Without Song Chimo, maybe she would not get used to it, but that's all.

Park Chanyeol put the box in Mo Beibei's arms calmly, then turned around a little lonely, "Beibei, you like him." Park Chanyeol knew Mo Beibei better than anyone else. They had known each other for so many years, and he silently liked him. She has been there for several years, and he knows every look in her eyes.Song Chimo saw the panic in Mo Beibei's eyes, didn't he see it?Beibei, why are you panicking?Park Chanyeol didn't want to hear anything, he cowardly chose to escape, he even blamed himself for why he called her suddenly, why he said such a sentence after calling her.

"Park Xiqing, stop!" Mo Beibei put the box aside, and had no time to care about it, but Park Chanyeol was like riding a hot wheel, Park Chanyeol blocked all the voices at this moment.

He knew that he had done very badly during this time and was a bad boyfriend.

He also knew that Beibei was a lovely girl. He had liked her for many years, and he also knew that many people liked her.

Her senior, and the man just now.

He even knew that he shouldn't delay Beibei, it's really ridiculous that he actually used the word delay.

Park Chanyeol didn't know what he was thinking, his mind was obviously in a mess, but his heart was clearer than ever.

Mo Beibei followed behind Park Canlie. He had long legs and walked fast. It was difficult for her to catch up with him.

"Cancan! Don't let me catch up with you! Or I'll beat you to death!" Mo Beibei yelled while stomping his feet. Wouldn't Park Chanyeol listen to her explanation?Is it necessary to compete like this? !

"Leave me alone!" Park Chanyeol roared in a muffled voice.Beibei's eyes are all in his mind now.He really didn't want to be like an endless and hysterical middle-aged woman, guessing endlessly, and then rejecting them one by one like a fool.

This was the first time that Park Chanyeol was aggressive about Nanbei, he was stunned, and she was also stunned.

After Mo Beibei was stunned for a while, he took off his shoes and threw them at Park Chanyeol. Park Chanyeol stopped.

Barefoot, she rushed over in three steps and made two steps. When she came to Park Canlie, she slapped her directly. Unfortunately, Park Chanlie was wearing a headgear, so he didn't feel any pain. On the contrary, Mo Beibei's palms turned red.

"Can you listen to me and talk to me!" Mo Beibei dragged Park Canlie to a hotel near the school. There were people everywhere at this time.Park Chanyeol took off his hood as soon as he entered the room, his eyes were red, and his hair was messed up like a chicken coop.Mo Beibei gave him a blank look, and sat on the sofa beside him, "Tell me, did you misunderstand something again?"

"I didn't misunderstand. I have eyes." Park Chanyeol stood against the wall, looked down at his shoes, his tone was very low.

"Your eyes are on your butt." Mo Beibei crossed his arms and sneered, "Park Chanyeol, have you grown up now? How dare you put your face on your face and leave? Who can get used to you?"

"You changed your mind, you don't like me anymore, you like him." Park Chanyeol repeated, clutching his hood tightly, wanting to cry, but felt that it would be embarrassing to cry at this time, so he just sniffed and turned his head to look aside.

Mo Beibei's repressed grievances were ignited by these words, he stood up abruptly, and shouted loudly at Park Chanyeol, "Park Chanyeol, do you have any heart! Are you telling me this? We just fell in love when we first fell in love." Do you still remember what you said yourself a while ago! You have forgotten all about it? You said, you will definitely treat me better than before, you said, you are going to Nanshan to lock the couple lock, and you still say... Forget it, I don’t want to talk about it, now, it’s even harder for me to see you, how many times have you answered the phone call? Last time I was sick, do you know how many times I called you Did you answer it? Yes, you will say that you have something to do again, Park Chanyeol, let me tell you, this is not how boyfriends behave!"

While talking, Mo Beibei couldn't help wiping his tears with the back of his hand. Park Chanyeol was so distressed that he wanted to come up to comfort her, but Mo Beibei pushed him away and continued pointing at his nose and cursing, "Everyone They say they want me to understand you, but I don’t understand you enough? Try going to the movies and eating alone on Valentine’s Day! Can you try that feeling? Let me tell you, I’m not your mother, don’t expect I understand you! Park Chanyeol, if I didn't like you, do you think I would endure this relationship for more than a year! Do you really have a heart!"

Park Chanyeol took a step forward and hugged her tightly, whispering, "I know, I know, it's all my fault, I shouldn't say such things, it's all my fault, don't cry."

He has always tolerated her unconditionally. Even if Mo Beibei really betrayed him, as long as she shed a tear, he would forgive her.Let's talk, let's talk, Park Chanyeol is so humble.

"What happened to us? How did we become like this, Cancan?"

After that day, Park Chanyeol seemed to be the same as before again, with three text messages a day, caring for every detail, but Mo Beibei felt a little uncomfortable.She knew that even without Song Chimo, she and Cancan would still come to this day.The problem between them has never been anyone else.She can tell Song Chimo categorically that she will always love Park Chanyeol and be loyal to him forever, but how far is forever?Not even the next moment could be tolerated.Mo Beibei wanted to cry, she was so determined, why did she still do this.

night--

Just when Mo Beibei was about to fall asleep, his phone rang suddenly.

It's Park Chanyeol.

She hesitated for a while, then picked it up, the place seemed very quiet, Park Chanyeol's voice was a little hoarse, "Bei Bei, I tried to eat alone today, go to the movies alone, and go to Nanshan alone." He Burying his head in his knees, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to cry.Mo Beibei was just silent.

"It turns out that a person is really lonely, Beibei, I just tried this feeling for a day, and I feel lonely, how did you come here for more than a year. Beibei, what happened to us, how did we become what we are now? Look." Park Chanyeol wiped away his tears and continued, "But, Beibei, I will change, I will really change, please don't leave me, I beg you, I beg you to give me another chance, okay?"

Mo Beibei hung up the phone, sat in the bathroom and turned on the tap, crying like a child.

A week later, Mo Beibei finally turned on the phone and called Park Chanyeol.

"Cancan, I don't know the answers to some questions, and I don't know how to solve our problems, but I still want to face them with you."

"So, before the relationship deteriorates, freezing it is the best way."

"Chancan, maybe one day we will understand that love can make people tired, but I'm still willing to find the best solution with you."

Three months later, Mo Beibei went to Taiwan, China as an exchange student.

The author has something to say:

Frankly speaking, I don't know how to solve Beibei and Cancan's problems...

But I think that my purpose of writing this novel is just to write a story, not to find a solution to everything like completing a homework problem.

Just like Beibei said, I don't know how to solve our problem, but I still want to face it with you.

This is a very real problem, and I really don't know the solution.

I'm dying.

But, I think, freezing it is the best thing to do before it goes bad.Therefore, Beibei left South Korea, and she went to a foreign country. Even though it will be harder than South Korea in the future, she will be more at ease, and she will not be obsessed with the problem of Cancan not being with her.

It's as if they just have their own affairs and are not in the same country.

In fact, I feel very tired writing this article, because I dug a hole, but I don't know how to fill it.

I wrote out their problems, but I couldn't find a solution.

There’s really no solution either, because there’s really nothing else to do but freeze.

This article should be about one chapter long. I will not write about their marriage and childbirth, because what I describe is only a period of time.

There are also two extra episodes, which will write about Cancan and Beibei from the perspective of a bystander.

Don't shoot me, I really don't know how to solve it, so I can only stop here.

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