I don't just want to dream about you

Zhu Si's wedding was on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year.The winter of this year was not cold, and Shen Qinghan had been making serial phone calls from Zhu Si since the day before.

The local wedding custom is to pick up the bride from the woman's home first, and play some games similar to hiding shoes.By the way, the game scene at that time was recorded.

When Shen Qinghan received Zhu Si's call at three o'clock in the morning, her heart was extremely broken.

Because Zhu Si's home is not far from Shen Qinghan's home, Shen Qinghan's original plan was to rush to Zhu Si's home at 04:30.

Because he already knew that being a bridesmaid would be hard work, Shen Qinghan bid farewell to Meng Yihuan's family and returned to his residence as early as the night before, so as to avoid disturbing the rest of Meng Yihuan's family by waking up at night.

"Why did you call me so early?"

Shen Qinghan's sleep has always been light, and he can't fall back asleep when he wakes up. If Meng Yihuan is by his side, he might fall asleep again.

But now there is no her around, so the irritable Shen Qinghan spent a lot of effort to suppress the unpleasant words.

"I'm a little nervous, and I don't know who to talk to, so I'll give you a call." Zhu Si was confused when he spoke.

She didn't wake up because of nervousness, on the contrary, she was awakened by a dream.

In this dream, she is a teacher teaching abroad.On the loess slope, in a poor village.She can be seen in many, many places.

In this dream, she dropped out of high school without even finishing high school.The reason for dropping out of school is also inexplicably absurd.

Conceived a child.

In the dream, when she and Yu Yi went out to buy some things, they accidentally met a group of gangsters in society, and when they woke up again.In front of her was Yu Yi who was crying bitterly.

But in those broken languages.It took Zhu Si a long time to understand what Yu Yi was talking about.

out of friendship among classmates.At the same time, he was also in the heart of being victimized together, and Zhu Si did not betray Yu Yi.

The pain all over her body clearly made her understand that everything happened that day.And probably a lot of people.

There were many things I didn't understand at the time.I can't remember it when I think about it later.Zhu Si watched his stomach grow bigger day by day.

There was a lot of fear in my heart.But after panic, Zhu Si still made up his mind to give birth to this child.

It doesn't matter whose child it is.At least he is innocent.

The same is true, Zhu Si's insistence on going her own way made her leave the school completely.even left their parents.

The child was not saved in the end.

In the back, I went to support teaching.When going to Tibet, Zhu Si met a devout monk.

Under the leadership of the monks, Zhu Si went to a village.She worked as a teaching support there for three years, and when she drank the holy water from Tianshan Mountain, the monk asked her to make a wish.

She had a bright future, but it was ruined in the end.It is impossible to say no to resentment, but she understands that resentment is the most useless thing.But if possible, how much she wanted to have someone who could save herself at that time.

In a daze, Zhu thought about it. He had a good friend in high school.

Shen Qinghan.

Although when I was in high school, I often stuck close to each other with a dead skin.I don't know if it can be regarded as a good relationship, and after graduation, there is not much contact between the two.

I don't know why I suddenly thought of her.

Perhaps it was because when she was about to have a miscarriage, she appeared once and gave him great help.

Zhu Si knew that Shen Qinghan's current job was to be an actor.Also acted in many TV dramas, the distance between the two is like parallel lines that never intersect, getting farther and farther apart.

Having such a dream, Zhu Si couldn't help panting when he woke up.Everything in the dream is too real, as if it really happened.

It was also because of this dream that Zhu Si rarely thought of Yu Yi.

This person has almost been forgotten by himself.I didn't expect to think of it again at this time.

Because that incident did not cause any substantial harm to Zhu Si, and Zhu Si was careless, so he quickly forgot about it.

Besides, how could this happen to me.If it really happened, they should go to the police.How could you think about giving birth to a child?

Although many things in this dream sound ridiculous.And when will I cling to Shen Qinghan!

Definitely a nightmare.Although he said that, Zhu Si quickly calmed down, staring at the string of Buddhist beads in his hand.

I don't know when this string of beads appeared.I have been with her for a long time, and I can't remember who gave it to me.

It was like a dream.After waking up from the dream, I had this string of beads.

"Shen Qinghan, do you believe that there is another world in this world?" Zhu Si's voice was extremely soft, as if he was asking himself.

"How do you ask such a question?"

Shen Qinghan's heart sank for a moment, but he continued, "I believe in parallel time and space."

"I don't know if I'm too nervous, I just had a dream." Although he felt that the dream was absurd in his heart, Zhu Si had a very high trust in Shen Qinghan at this moment.

Perhaps it was because of the coldness of this person on the surface.In fact, it is a warm heart.It helped me a lot in my dream.

"Yeah..." Shen Qinghan woke up and couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he simply started packing things into his bag.Thinking that I am a bridesmaid, I can't dress too much, so as not to steal the bride's limelight.

"In the dream, I seemed to be pregnant and dropped out of high school." Because he thought this was so funny, Zhu Si himself laughed.

But just such a sentence caused a huge wave in Shen Qinghan's heart.She immediately spoke in a hurried tone, "Is there anything else? That's all I dreamed about? Is there anything else?"

Zhu Si was startled by Shen Qinghan's attitude, he just wanted to talk to someone, but he didn't expect this person's reaction to be more intense than his own.

"That's right, I'll go to the countryside to teach in the future. And I dreamed that you helped me a lot at that time."

Zhu Si didn't tell everything that happened in the dream in detail.She always felt that if she said everything, it would be weird in her heart.

Really, when can't this dream come true, I have to do it on my wedding day.It made me unable to sleep well.

And this dream is too real, right?

Zhu Si couldn't stop muttering in his heart.Finally he sighed deeply.

What Jusi said.It all happened before this dream appeared.Shen Qinghan didn't know how much that dream had changed in the real world?

I also blamed myself, since I woke up, I haven't searched for it, and put all my heart on Meng Yihuan.

It seems that I should go and see what kind of impact this dream has brought.

And why did it happen.

"Do you also think this dream I had is ridiculous?" Seeing that Shen Qinghan hadn't said a word for a long time, Zhu Si was about to skip this topic while laughing and talking.

"No" all of this has actually happened.How could it be ridiculous?

"Zhu Si" Shen Qinghan glanced at the scenery outside the window.Everything is quiet at night, only the street lamps still illuminate a corner.

She suddenly felt very cold all over.It's hard to tell whether this world is real or not. For the past few days, she and Meng Yihuan have been sharing the same bed without separating.

Unexpectedly, it was just a few days.I have already started to get used to the days of sleeping with Meng Yihuan.Apart from being separated from her now, apart from not being used to it, it is not used to.

Shen Qinghan was haunted by a sense of loneliness, and she missed Meng Yihuan very much.

This little idiot should be sleeping soundly at this time, right?

"I don't think your dream is ridiculous. On the contrary, I think that maybe this happened for real"

"How could it be?" Zhu Si was startled by Shen Qinghan's words.Really, if there is something that can't be said in the morning, tell yourself now, it's still in the middle of the night.Sounds pretty creepy.

Especially in this dream.Zhu Si didn't want to recall that period of time again in his life.

"How could I..." Zhu Si thought it was impossible at first, but after thinking about it later, he suddenly became weak.

If Shen Qinghan didn't show up that night.Then all of this is possible, and I don't know that Yu Yi, who has been my classmate for so long, will be such a person.

Suddenly something jumped in my mind.Like a tangled knot, it was unraveled all at once.

If everything that happened in the dream is real.Then I was almost ruined by Yu Yi the second time.

Regarding Yu Yi, Zhu Si had already forgotten all about it.But because of this dream, this person appeared in Zhu Si's mind again.

Whether it really existed or not, I should thank Shen Qinghan.

"Zhu Si, don't think too much." Shen Qinghan was unwilling to bring up this matter again.Although the dream has changed a lot, they are all good changes, and nothing bad happened.

Even if this is just a dream, Shen Qinghan is willing to indulge in it, here, she has gained too much.

A man who went from having nothing to being rich in everything.How can you want to be a person who has nothing again?

"You're right, maybe I'm too nervous?" Zhu Si reached a consensus with Shen Qinghan on this aspect, and they both made up their minds not to mention this matter again.

After Shen Qinghan hung up the phone, he sat on the bed in a daze for a long time.Then he nervously flipped through his diary.

The contents of the diary have not changed much.It's just that there is more joy in the daily life with Meng Yihuan in high school.

Shen Qinghan set WeChat to the top, the conversation on it was still in the early morning, and she clicked on the voice message from Meng Yihuan again and again.

The voice content is I miss you so much.

Shen Qinghan's eyes were soft and quiet, and he replied, "I miss you so much too."

The author has something to say: there is one last episode