Indulge in indulgence

The meal was extremely weird, the two of them sat face to face and bowed their heads in silence, Jiang Minmin was the only one chattering during the whole meal.

She likes to recall the past when she has nothing to do, so she said a lot of stupid things about Cen Yi when she was a child. Su Wen listened quietly, and at certain moments she would bend her eyebrows very slightly, and then return to her usual calmness.

In fact, he hasn't eaten a few mouthfuls since Su Wen came to the table. What Cen Yi said is right, he did drink the cold soy milk this morning, and he did have a bit of a stomachache, but so what, Su Wen will never admit.

But at this moment, Cen Yi looked at the table full of leftovers and suddenly felt dizzy.

Su Wen remembered that his dishwasher had broken down last week, and once it was turned on, foam began to pour out, and it flowed all over the kitchen.

At that time, the two of them spent a lot of effort to clean the whole kitchen. They originally said they needed someone to fix it, but the next day they were so busy with their schedules that they both forgot about it. In addition, Su Wen was used to washing by hand on weekdays. It hasn't been fixed until now.

Su Wen saw that he was almost done eating, so he stood up and went to collect the table naturally: "I'll go wash it."

Just as Cen Yi was about to get up, Jiang Minmin had already stood a few steps ahead of him, helped Su Wen carry a few dishes, and said with a smile, "I'll help you."

They entered the kitchen one after the other.

Su Wen stood side by side with Jiang Minmin, seeming to be more comfortable than just outside

"Brother Su Wen, my mother really likes you very much."

Jiang Minmin tied her hair by the side and smiled at him, "She has watched each of your "Closed City", "Pear Blossom Snow" and "Jiang Haitao Tian" ten times, and cried once after watching it, talking about your acting skills good.

If possible, can you find an opportunity for her to meet you in the future? "

In fact, what Jiang Minmin said about helping was to help Su Wen bring in the plate, and then stand aside and chat with him.

Su Wen nodded habitually: "No problem, it's a great honor."

He had nothing to say to Jiang Minmin, most of them were doing their own business until Jiang Minmin spoke.

"Brother Su Wen."

Jiang Minmin looked at him tentatively, "Actually, brother Cen and I are about to get engaged. I have liked him for a long time, and I have been looking for an opportunity to mention this matter to him."

Su Wen's hands paused, and he smiled faintly: "That's really good."

"But I feel like he doesn't like me very much."

"You're a nice girl, he'll like it."

"...Don't you have anything else to say?"

Su Wen finally washed out the last plate, and exhaled: "I wish you happiness."

"..."

His tone was calm and his expression was not revealing, but there was only one thing that gave him away—he forgot to adjust the water temperature.

The water in the water pipe was icy cold, Su Wen didn't seem to notice it until now, only now did he realize that his fingers were sore and stiff from the cold, he turned back and found a towel to wipe his hands calmly.

Jiang Minmin lowered his eyes slightly to look at him, his eyes were complicated.

She is not one of those silly, sweet, wealthy ladies. After studying abroad for so many years, she has been in countless circles and met countless people. She can tell what Cen Yi means to Su Wen at a glance, but she is always deceiving herself and not believing it.

Seeing that Su Wen was not up to the trick, she knew that there would be nothing to be found out like this, so she didn't bother to continue beating around the bush, and cut to the chase: "What is your relationship with Cen Yi?"

Su Wen jumped over her and picked up the pot of hot water that was going to be used to make tea: "Didn't he talk about it, roommate.

And I'm getting ready to move out tomorrow. "

Jiang Minmin's slender fingers pinched together, she bit her lower lip, and stared at Su Wen resentfully, with more shame and anger in her expression.

"Do you all think I'm a fool?!"

She rushed over suddenly, and opened Su Wen's collar without even thinking about it: "You still lie to me! Do you really think I don't know what's on your neck?!"

However, Su Wen was caught off guard by being pulled by her, and his frozen fingers couldn't hold them steady. The kettle fell to the ground, the glass kettle shattered into pieces, and the scalding water fell to the ground from mid-air, splashing on Su Wen's ankles .

Su Wen frowned in pain and quickly dodged. Jiang Minmin took a few steps back in fright and screamed.

Cen Yi heard movement just now, and just as he rushed over, he heard Jiang Minmin screaming.

His eyes swept over the mess and Su Wen's red ankles, his eyelids twitched, and he yelled at Jiang Minmin: "What were you doing just now?!"

Jiang Minmin had never been yelled at by anyone before, let alone Cen Yi, who was behind him for the first time, froze in place, his eyes turned red in an instant.

Su Wen endured the pain, and took two steps forward to stand in front of Jiang Minmin without any trace, his tone was still very steady: "It's okay, Cen Yi, I just slipped my hand and sprinkled some hot water, I'll just go and rinse."

Just now, Cen Yi heard all the two sentences Jiang Minmin and Su Wenhou said, and he could figure out what happened after a little thought.

He walked into the kitchen with a sullen face, carried him without saying a word, went to the bathroom to wash his feet with the tap, and then gently placed him on the bed in the guest bedroom.

Cen Yi opened the refrigerator, took out a bag of ice packs from it, squatted in front of Su Wen, and applied it to his reddened ankles.

The excessive ice was like a needle piercing his ankle. Su Wen just held back and didn't scream, but now he couldn't hold back a breath of cold air.

Jiang Minmin was standing not far away watching, Su Wen thought to himself what this was, and felt extremely embarrassed for a moment, he bent down to take the ice pack from Cen Yi's hand, just as Cen Yi stuffed the ice pack into his hand , said in a low voice: "You freeze yourself first."

Then he turned around and left the guest bedroom, closing the door behind him.

Jiang Minmin was sitting on the sofa in the living room, her beautiful cheeks were full of tears, her eyebrows were drooping, she looked pitiful and lost.

Cen Yi took out a piece of paper and handed it to her, then squatted in front of her, and sighed helplessly: "Sorry, I was in a hurry, I shouldn't bother you."

Jiang Minmin wiped away his tears with a paper, and his eye makeup faded away.

Cen Yi rubbed his fingers, and said after a while: "I don't want to hide it from you, I like him, so I can't respond to your feelings."

Jiang Minmin murmured: "You clearly said before that I would marry me...how could you?"

She choked.

Cen Yi kneaded between his brows, and said slowly: "Minmin, we were ignorant when we were young, and I only regarded you as my younger sister, and had no other thoughts.

Really hope you can understand. "

Jiang Minmin was silent.

Cen Yi's meaning has been made very clear, she is the daughter of a big family, the self-restraint and pride she has accumulated over the years does not allow her to continue her humble pleading, it is too shameful.

Jiang Minmin sobbed intermittently: "Do you really like him?"

Cen Yi looked at her quietly for a while, then nodded firmly.

"But I don't think he likes you very much."

Cen Yi's eyes were very calm: "It's okay, I can chase."

"What if you can't keep up?"

"Then keep chasing until you catch up."

Jiang Minmin blew his nose and fell silent.

They sat and stood like this for a long time, until Jiang Minmin stared blankly at the TV and murmured: "I suddenly feel that I don't seem to like you that much anymore."

At this moment, she suddenly realized that she and Cen Yi hadn't seen each other for 12 years.

She almost forgot what 12-year-old Cen Yi looked like. After so many years, they were separated by the ocean, twelve hours of time difference, and the cold phone screen. She knew nothing about what happened around Cen Yi. , I don’t know what he likes to eat now, let alone what kind of person he likes now.

Time has really passed too long.

Those youthful promises now seem to be nothing, like a piece of paper that has been dried by the years, and it will be broken with a little force.

Jiang Minmin's expression was bewildered, she seemed to have been drained of all her strength in an instant, leaving only a beautiful skin that had been dried.

Cen Yi couldn't bear it, so he brought her a cup of hot water.

Jiang Minmin didn't answer.

"So be it."

She said suddenly, "I'm going home to calm down."

She stood up, looked at the location of the room where Su Wen was, her beautiful eyebrows twitched slightly: "Apologize to brother Su Wen for me, I really didn't mean it just now."

Cen Yi knew Su Wen's temper well: "He won't blame you."

Jiang Minmin nodded, stood at the door wearing a coat, and said with red eyes, "It's fine here, no need to send it off."

She took a deep breath and forced a smile: "Then I'm leaving, you go and see him."

Cen Yi watched her leave.

Su Wen sat halfway on the bed, frowning and applying an ice pack to himself.

He didn't pay attention to his feet just now, so he didn't feel much. Now that he calmed down, he suddenly realized the pain.

The sound insulation of the bedroom door was very good, so he couldn't hear clearly what Cen Yi said to Jiang Minmin outside the door.

Su Wen sat alone for a while, and Cen Yi opened the door and came in.

Holding the ointment in his hand, he walked to Su Wen's bed, then squatted down, holding his feet and moved them to his eyes.

Under the dim light, Su Wen's skin was as white as jade fat, and faint green blood vessels could be seen on the back of his feet, and the scalded area was completely red, extremely scorching.

Cen Yi couldn't help but tugged on Su Wen's leg, then unscrewed the ointment, dipped it in a cotton swab, and gently applied it to the wound.

From beginning to end, neither of them spoke.

In the quiet room, only the sound of breathing and heartbeat of the two people could be heard.

Su Wen's feet are sensitive areas, he is not used to being touched by outsiders, subconsciously wanted to dodge, but Cen Yi grabbed him and couldn't avoid it.

Su Wen's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes fell on Alpha's handsome young face, as if he had been burned, he was a little panicked, and forced himself to look away.

"Su Wen."

Cen Yi spoke suddenly.

In all fairness, Cen Yi's voice is very mature, very low, deep, and full of magnetism, as if it can penetrate this layer of skin and hit straight into the heart.

"I've thought about what you said a few days ago."

Cen Yi said softly, "But what you said is wrong."

He raised his eyes and stared at Su Wen's pupils: "I don't think I like you because I'm greedy for your body, on the contrary, I want to hug you because I like you. You will be jealous when you are with other Alphas, so I can't see you being wronged."

Su Wen tightened his hands on the bed, but his expression was still indifferent.

He didn't fully trust Cen Yi's words.

"I... have been very concerned about it these few days, so I secretly went to the hospital for a gland test. Except for the sudden rise caused by the estrus period, the pheromone during this period has no abnormal ups and downs, no fluctuations.

You're right, maybe initially I was indeed attracted to pheromones, so I would have a physical response to yours.

But my pheromones are mature and not so easy to be continuously influenced. "

Cen Yi paused, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "What I like is not Omega Su Wen, but Su Wen, that's all."

For the Alpha and Omega who have done/loved, they form a short-term connection, gender attraction is a double-edged sword, and no one can guarantee that the person who has given everything must be right.

But Cen Yi is sure that he has not misjudged the person.

He saw that at that moment, the high wall built under Su Wen's eyes collapsed, and all the fragility and softness became invisible at this moment.

This beautiful Omega trembled, his eyes looked down, as if tears would fall in the next second, but he closed his eyes after all, and forcibly held back the tears.

Cen Yi even felt that Su Wen had been waiting for a word for many years.

He always wraps himself up habitually. No one around him loves him, so he loves himself. But for several years, he has been dragged by illnesses and injuries, and he is used to it. He is used to the pain. forgotten.

At that moment, in Cen Yi's heart, more than love, it turned out to be extreme distress.

It was like tiny thorns piercing in along the outline of his heart. As long as he was alive and his heart was beating, the pain would always be there.

He didn't want to see Su Wen showing such an expression again.

He has seen Su Wen with so many different faces, cold, joyful, angry, and soft.

He liked every Suwen, and once he caught this person, he never wanted to let him go.

"Give me a chance, Su Wen."

Cen Yi sighed.

He lowered his head and piously kissed Su Wen's slender and fragile ankle.

"Let me love you well."

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