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Lin Xi told Xiao Ran slowly about the stupid things that the little sister did back then, and how this incident affected him later.The story was told in its entirety, and after listening to it, Xiao Ran was at a loss, a little anxious and couldn't believe it. It was true that his mood would be better, but there was no dramatic change like "coming alive".This was all in Lin Xi's expectation. He didn't think that this old event could unravel Xiao Ran's knots. It's normal. Xiao Ran's knots have been in his mind for too long. The inferiority complex implied by Lin Xi's red lips and white teeth for a long time is by no means the result of Lin Xi. Tell a story and it'll be smoothed over.Maybe the source of inferiority complex will be gradually resolved because of this story, but the inertia of inferiority complex will take a while, and it will slowly dissipate after a few genuine things that make Xiao Ran affirm that he is excellent.

"Anyway, that's how things started..." Lin Xi kissed him, "Don't think too much, I'll try to find Gong Shu, maybe you can still get in touch. Would you like to contact her?"

"En." Xiao Ran nodded.I didn't want to ask her personally what happened.Since Lin Xi said so, Xiao Ran believed it.It's just that for Gong Shu, no matter how you say it, she has taken care of him since she was a child, a good friend who can take care of her, it's a pity to lose contact.

Lin Xi got up, hugged Xiao Ran and walked downstairs together, "Go to the hot spring, don't you want to eat barbecue? We can make a plan..."

Xiao Ran became different.Lin Xi was keenly aware of this.

From the beginning to the present, Lin Xi has spent more time on Xiao Ran than anyone could have imagined.He naturally understood all the changes in Xiao Ran.

At the very beginning, let alone approaching, as long as she appeared in front of Xiao Ran, Lin Xi could clearly feel the stiffness of Xiao Ran's whole body a few meters away.Later, he tried to establish an image that could make Xiao Ran let go of his guard - mature, rational, and communicable - the image of a civilized person was successfully established. According to Lin Xi's original plan, this image will last for a long time, allowing people Xiao Ran gradually let go of his guard against him, added a little trustworthy image, and then proceeded step by step...

It's a pity that Lin Xi underestimated his feelings for Li Ran and the charm of the little prince Xiao Ran. After just two days of acquaintance, Xiao Ran just sat there and played the piano for an hour, defeating Lin Xi's long-planned follow-up plan. smash.

The desire of human nature is really a terrifying thing—that was the time when Lin Xi clearly realized for the first time how far desire can make people lose their minds—even the prince, the legendary prince, for his own sake Desires, also used a very dangerous means to encourage seedlings.At such a stage where Lin Xi's emotional foundation was unstable, Xiao Ran saw his bloody and cruel side.

Well, Lin Xi considered Xiao Ran's ability to accept blood, so he only showed him the 'bloody tray tool' version instead of the bloody scene... But obviously Xiao Ran was still frightened.Lin Xi believed that from then until now, Lin Xi's name was at the top of Xiao Ran's list of nightmares that he feared deepest in his heart—even though Lin Xi had put all relevant people on the list of those few people, including the butcher, as early as the next day. All the bodyguards were transferred away, and they were never allowed to show up in front of Xiao Ran after that.

Lin Xi succeeded in eating the man, but for a long time, the progress stalled.Xiao Ran was stiff in his arms. No matter how many times they did it, Xiao Ran never changed. Perhaps, Lin Xi's only progress was to become more and more familiar with Xiao Ran's body, and then shorten his waking hours on the bed, making Xiao Ran last longer. Lost in the senses, only at that time, his little prince will bloom beautifully in front of him.

Lin Xi never regretted it. Since he did it, since he couldn't bear his temper and picked the fruit before it was ripe, and ate it first, then he had to pay for the unripe greenness.Xiao Ran's escape was an inevitable consequence, but Lin Xi also knew that since the day he couldn't bear his desire and used blood to scare Xiao Ran to force him to submit, he had no way out. When they were still strangers, Lin Xi Xi must not leave an impression on Xiao Ran of going back on his word and vacillating, that kind of failure would be fatal, he had no choice but to keep moving forward, pressing every step of the way, he could only choose to push Xiao Ran to a desperate situation, The meaning of the dog is put to death and then reborn'.In the end, Lin Xi took a big step back at the edge of the "death place". He promised to let Xiao Ran go back to school, and then let there be more relaxation space between them without any trace, for example, endured the frequency of his love affairs, endured to let Xiao Ran go to school. Tian hides from himself in school, forcing himself to let go, to be magnanimous, to respond to any request from Xiao Ran, and even to indulge...

Concession, one step difference, is the difference between life and death.

Xiao Ran, his innocent and kind baby, was finally softened by this small step in the middle.On that day, when Xiao Ran was sober, he suppressed his body's stiffness and accepted him. No one knew how relieved Lin Xi was at that time, and no one knew what that night of indulgence meant to Lin Xi.

then……

No more.

From being nervous when he saw him, to accepting his request stiffly, to getting used to it... Xiao Ran's progress is not insignificant, but Xiao Ran has always been very passive, he passively accepts favors, passively gets used to things, gets used to Lin Xi exists.But in li xuan's heart, he has never really accepted him, and Lin Xi understands that li xuan has never let him leave his traces on that piece of clean and pure soul.

Let Xiao Ran take the initiative to accept him, even a very small step of relaxation... is the pain that Lin Xi longs for but cannot ask for.

Until today, until now.

Lin Xi hugged Xiao Ran to wash as usual, went downstairs a few steps, arrived at the hot spring pool, then entered the pool water, and put him down, but Xiao Ran did not follow the undulating current to distance himself as usual. Ripple, the hand holding Lin Xi's neck did not let go, the whole body was still attached to Lin Xi's chest, Lin Xi's heart constricted like a convulsion at that moment, he immediately raised his arm with his backhand, gently encircling her in his arms Here, he led the person to the other side of the pool, taking a few extra steps just to make sure it wasn't his hallucination.

Indeed, no!

At this moment, Lin Xi didn't want to analyze why Xiao Ran took that step suddenly, was it because he was looking for comfort from a broken relationship, or he helped him unravel the knot in his heart for many years, or was it Xiao Ran's subconscious attachment to him... No, Lin Xi didn't want to bother thinking about those things , he was intoxicated only for the present, only for all of this.

Lin Xi lowered her head and kissed it lightly, with an attitude of being careful and cherishing, like an archaeologist holding the most precious blue and white porcelain, and then wrapping one hand around Xiao Ran's waist, and touching the bottom with the other hand, sticking his fingers into the tunnel, and drawing a circle gently, To clean up the previous traces and prepare for another madness.Xiao Ran was in his arms, and Lin Xi swallowed all the happy voices.

"Well, it's hot..." Xiao Ran unconsciously hid in Lin Xi's arms, the hot hot spring water poured back into the tunnel, and the core behind him sucked tightly on Lin Xi's expanding fingers.

"Hey, relax...it's not harmful to your body..." Lin Xi coaxed Xiao Ran softly. Under the sink, he used his fingers to open the tunnel, and poured any wave of water rich in minerals, and then listened to Xiao Ran. Moaned with tears from being stimulated by the hot water.

When Lin Xi finally entered, Xiao Ran's place was nourished by the hot spring water and was extremely hot, Lin Xi couldn't help but let out a long sigh due to the tight wrapping.This is the joy of fish and water, real water and milk, blending.

Lin Xi moved and kissed deeply at the same time.

his baby.

his little prince.

At this moment, Lin Xi was moved by Xiao Ran's unknown pandering.

Fortunately, the hot spring water will not become cold. Before Xiao Ran's skin was soaked and wrinkled, Lin Xi injected a thick essence into Xiao Ran's body, ending the long-delayed pleasure. On Xi's shoulder, the whole person was in a semi-comatose state, because of the high temperature and lack of oxygen in the hot spring, and also because of the inability to bear Lin Xi's excited madness.

The cloud and rain in the hot spring made Xiao Ran fall asleep again from exhaustion, but every cell in Lin Xi's body was excited and active, but in the end he accompanied Xiao Ran back to the bedroom and lay on the bed.Xiao Ran obviously still lacked a sense of security, even when he was half asleep and half awake, he still clung to Lin Xi. The indescribable attachment made Lin Xi lay beside him willingly, hugging him in his arms.Compared with the sensual desire and passion, leaning together and listening to the long and rhythmic quiet breathing seems monotonous and boring, but Lin Xi does not deny that the sense of satisfaction in his heart is a kind of fulfillment from the heart, as if It was full from the inside to the outside, joyful, beyond words for him, and that day, the two of them spent almost all of their time in bed—it’s unbelievable to say—covered by pure chatting.

Lin Xi took a nap with Li Ran for a while, and when Xiao Ran woke up, the two of them brought up a bunch of snacks from the refrigerator, talked, chatted, just gossiping, chatting about mountains and rivers... Maybe, compared to this kind of purposeless chatting , pulled Xiao Ran into his arms and loved him carefully, revisiting the bone-biting and ecstasy beauty, it seemed more like Lin Xi's preferred choice, but Lin Xi didn't.The heartbreak of first love and lost love is only once in the whole life, and now is an excellent opportunity to take advantage of it. If Lin Xi is so stupid that he wastes this golden period and only cares about the momentary pleasure in front of him, he will never get Xiao Ran's sincerity. deserve it!

Aimless chatting, from the snacks in front of them, to the taste, to those childhood snacks that have long since disappeared, but are still unforgettable until now, as well as the arcade machines that have cheated them of how much pocket money they have and the treasures they have found. Card collection, as well as the barriers between the two camps in the school, the [-]th line on the desk, the childish engraving on the rubber... Recalling, this topic made Xiao Ran feel relaxed and happy, and at the same time couldn't help being surprised: it turned out that the underworld gangster The silly things he did as a child were almost the same as his...

When the topic of common memories unknowingly eliminated the natural distance between Lin Xi and Xiao Ran, it was inevitable that the topic slowly turned to Xiao Ran's student days, talking about the details of getting along that made Xiao Ran feel excluded, and talking about him. He would feel those unidentified gazes cast on him that made him unable to figure it out, as well as the nervousness and bewilderment of being murmured behind his back...

These topics were actually brought up by Lin Xi on purpose. As more and more of Xiao Ran's sensitive emotions in adolescence were thrown out, Lin Xi began to help him analyze and interpret the behavioral reactions that Xiao Ran could not understand, or those that were misinterpreted by him came from other people. goodwill.

Why do those boys watch pornographic movies behind his back?

Why won't everyone kick and fight with him?

Why those people can only mutter in the corner, but dare not step forward to express clearly...

Lin Xi didn't expect that this chat could help Xiao Ran solve many problems left over from the history of puberty confusion, Lin Xi only knew clearly that this kind of dissolving and heart-to-heart talk would shorten the distance between Xiao Ran and him.He had to admit that he hated Xiao Ran who stayed in school all day long to avoid him and dared not go home, and at the same time hated himself for being unable to change this state.Regarding the issue of distance, it is the last and weakest bottom line after Li Ran's compromise. If it is touched, Li Ran will really not be able to bear it, so now Lin Xi has no room to take a step forward, he can only lure his little prince one step Taking the initiative to approach him slowly, the so-called suffering is probably nothing more than that.

Then, the day passed slowly like this.

When it was time to go to bed at night, Xiao Ran was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a while, his mind was running wild, and suddenly he said out of nowhere, "I want to eat barbecue."

Lin Xi froze for a moment, then smiled and kissed Xiao Ran's forehead, "Okay, we'll do it tomorrow."

When did Xiao Ran ask Lin Xi to do what he wanted?

No!

This is the first time.

When Lin Xi stretched out his hand to bring Xiao Ran into his arms, Xiao Ran just found a comfortable position in Lin Xi's arms wrapped in a quilt, and closed his eyes.It seems that just two days ago, he was still thinking about how to get rid of Lin Xi. Even if his body did not dare to resist, his heart always resisted this kind of intimacy. Kung fu collapsed and ceased to exist.Perhaps, the relationship between people is so complicated, a word can break the relationship between friends who were originally very close friends, or maybe a chat can make strangers who were originally strangers meet each other and become confidants.

Lin Xi made more progress in this day's hard work than the sum of the previous hundred days.