fully control

Xiao Ran vomited violently, vomited the noon food, then the clear water in his stomach, and finally vomited nothing, still retching non-stop.Occasionally, he couldn't catch his breath, and the saliva was pumped into the trachea, which caused a violent cough. Lin Xi didn't care about the filth still on his body, so he hurriedly called someone to come, patted his back, and breathed smoothly, finally When his stomach was empty, he gradually stopped vomiting, fed a few sips of water, and then vomited again...

After tossing and tossing a few times, Lin Xi finally refused to give Xiao Ran any more water, and asked Lobster to give him an injection of diazepam, and let him sleep first.

Xiao Ran fell asleep upstairs, Lin Xi changed his clothes and went downstairs, no one else was left around, he just called Long Er over, his face was neither good nor bad, Xiao Ran went to the pet garden today, not a few minutes later He received the following report. At that time, he was seeing off the guests from the north. It was delayed for a while, but he didn't expect that Xiao Ran's reaction would be so big. It didn't take more than ten minutes to see him vomit like that. ...

"Tell me what happened today?"

After talking with Long Er, Lin Xi went upstairs and saw Xiao Ran rolled his body into a ball. According to the psychological book, people who sleep in this baby position are extremely insecure. Lin Xi lay beside him, gently He opened his body, held him in his arms, and touched his back with his hands. It wasn't until the second half of the night that the body in his arms gradually softened, and he stuck tightly to Lin Xi's arms.

Early the next morning, Lin Xi woke up as usual, but didn't get up. Yesterday, Xiao Ran vomited like that, it's definitely not something that can be forgotten after a night of sleep. He doesn't want to see Xiao Ran curled up like a shrimp.

When Xiao Ran woke up in a daze, he didn't remember what he had dreamed at night, but he vaguely remembered that it scared him, made him tremble with cold in his bones, as if he was walking barefoot on an ice pyramid, and only later slowly Yes, slowly... Xiao Ran closed his eyes and continued to rub against that comfortable heat source, as if he found a pool of hot spring in the ice and snow, soaked in it, drove away the cold that made him lonely, buried his face Go in, drill deeply inside, the familiar temperature and smell, he will feel safe...

"Squeeze any more and I'm going to fall." Lin Xi hugged Xiao Ran, feeling satisfied with Xiao Ran's unconscious attachment, but he was really about to fall.

"Huh?" Xiao Ran opened his sore eyes, and he saw a bare chest.

"Hmm -" There was a murmur in the back of his throat, and Xiao Ran was completely kissed by Lin Xi.

It was a fiery long kiss. Originally, Lin Xi just wanted to give him a long and stable kiss first, and then slowly tricked Xiao Ran into talking about what happened yesterday, to see if he could untangle his heart. Lei hooked the fire.I don't know if it was Lin Xi's illusion or what, he felt that Xiao Ran took the initiative to accept his kiss for the first time, catered to him very meekly, and then became more and more obsessed with it, getting deeper, longer and hotter...

It's not his illusion!

Xiao Ran did take the initiative to open his body for him. The place behind him was soft and moist, easily accommodated into Lin Xi's fingers. It was warm and smooth inside, soft and tight. As long as Lin Xi entered carefully, he would not be hurt. Insist on letting Xiao Ran douche every day, the medicinal juice is an ancient prescription for maintenance, at first he used coercive methods and tricked Xiao Ran to hold the medicinal juice for half an hour before allowing him to release it, and now the maintenance effect has really come out.Lin Xi pushed forward little by little, Xiao Ran couldn't help swaying his body lightly to accommodate him to enter, such a gentle posture made Lin Xi almost think that he would lose control and wanted him like crazy.

But the truth is, the more obedient Xiao Ran behaved, Lin Xi couldn't help but be more gentle in his movements, coordinating with Xiao Ran's initiative to move forward step by step. If Xiao Ran's tolerance is like water, then his actions are like fish, joyful, Joyful, bright sea and sky... When Xiao Ran finally arched his body and embraced his waist actively, Lin Xi felt that he would die on Xiao Ran's body in the next moment.

Never, never felt so good...

It turns out that if Xiao Ran caters to you sincerely, the process will be so beautiful... On the one hand, Lin Xi felt that he had taken advantage of a huge advantage today, and he couldn't help being satisfied, but on the other hand, he couldn't help but feel sore in his heart and his teeth were itchy. It turns out that the so-called suppleness before was all because of him Damn it's fake!As for Xiao Ran's uncharacteristic behavior today, Lin Xi doesn't need to ask anything, isn't that obvious.

Men like to use this matter to lick their wounds, and Xiao Ran is no exception, but this is not what Lin Xi wants to achieve.Yesterday, while the wound was not healed, he should have squeezed out the pus, but he vomited too much, so he had to sleep first. Today... he was so cruel that he had to tear up the freshly scabbed wound again. .

At the end of a love affair, Lin Xi stroked the baby in his arms, feeling that Xiao Ran gradually calmed down from the emotional trembling, and then spoke in a gentle voice, "Xiao Ran, can you tell me about what happened yesterday?"

Xiao Ran's body trembled suddenly, and he was about to hide reflexively, but Lin Xi held him firmly in his arms, "Shhhhhhh don't be afraid, I'm here-Xiao Ran, I'm here...shhhhhhhhhh No one can hurt you... I'm right here, I'm fine..." Lin Xi murmured in a low voice, touching his back again and again, gently, slowly, with an indescribable firmness and peace of mind , waiting for the person in his arms to be quiet again, "...they can't hurt you...no more..." Lin Xi's thing was still warming in Xiao Ran's tunnel, feeling that Xiao Ran's place was twitching fiercely from the beginning Press until the rhythm slows down, until the strength gradually becomes lighter, until it synchronizes with the breathing after a while, and then Lin Xi knows that it is almost done, that place will always be the most honest reaction of Xiao Ran's body.

"Why do you like her? I don't believe there are no better girls chasing you..."

"No..." Xiao Ran's eyes turned red suddenly, and he was deeply buried in Lin Xi's arms, "It's the first time someone said 'I like you' to me but...but why is she like this..." Xiao Ran was crying because he was really caught The kind of crying that hurts badly, it seems that the whole body is trembling in the choking. "I didn't ask her to like me... I thought that she was really good to me when she was treating me, not for anything else, just for me..."

"She made me tea."

"Knit me something with your own hands."

"Cook me..."

In Lin Xi's arms, Xiao Ran talked about the sweet and immature trifles that happened during the short period of carrying him on his back. Lin Xi just listened quietly, slowly stroking Xiao Ran's back, neither angry nor commented.In any case, youthful feelings are full of poetry, and the loss of a first love is a heavy blow to anyone. Imagine that Xiao Ran is now Lin Xi's first love to a certain extent. If Xiao Ran can't be made to fall in love with him, Lin Xi might not even dare to imagine what he would do.

What Xiao Ran is experiencing now is this kind of blow, and what is even more terrible is that the other party still uses a method that is almost humiliating to break Xiao Ran's first love.Yes, after paying so much affection, I was told in the end that he was here to seek your father's money. It has nothing to do with you, and has nothing to do with feelings. Even Yin Nina used such behavior to tell Xiao Ran plainly that you are no better than that Three old, ugly and wretched middle-aged uncles, how could Xiao Ran bear it?

In particular, Lin Xi has always been vaguely suspicious that Xiao Ran has a deep knot in his heart regarding feelings.

Lin Xi did not make random guesses about this.

Lin Xiaoran, from childhood to adulthood, everyone, everyone praised Xiao Ran, maybe because of flattering his parents, but also due to the fact that Xiao Ran was really good - praise from his parents, praise from teachers, The envy of her classmates, her homework is indeed better than others, she can play the piano and the violin at a young age, she has to play the role of the little prince at the party, girls like to be at the same table with her, and at the end of the semester, Xiaohonghua won a wall... In short, after a long time, Lin Xiaoran's little friend will inevitably feel smug. Even if Xiao Ran has been taught that modesty is a virtue since he was a child, at least he will feel proud in his heart, with his little tail raised high.

Xiao Ran grew up in such a confident environment, but as he grew up, more and more things made Xiao Ran doubt his self-confidence.For example, with the advent of puberty, when everyone who is in love has found boyfriends and girlfriends one after another, Little Prince Xiao Ran has never met anyone who said 'I like you' to him. It seems that his market has dropped to Freezing point, especially when boys who are inferior to him in everything else can easily receive love letters, so does his state of being uninterested in others also indicate a problem?

This may have confused Xiao Ran at first, but after being confused for a long time, he would have doubts, doubts about himself.For example, I am not as good as everyone praises me at all. In fact, what everyone said may be ironic.Or, simply looking at his parents' disobedience.In addition, the male classmates in adolescence at that time showed strange rejection towards Xiao Ran from time to time, which made Xiao Ran hide a kind of inferiority deep in his heart: Is there really something annoying about him...

Lin Xiaoran then began to examine himself, and all the flaws in his character were magnified infinitely, such as not being decisive enough, temperate, untactful in dealing with things, soft ears, too thin, not tall, in addition to being able to play the piano and studying is OK, The rest are useless... This kind of infinite inferiority complex has been affecting Xiao Ran, and the consequences are obvious: he has never confessed his love to girls, and he has almost closed his feelings.Those inferiority complexes are still there until now, but as they grow older, they are carefully hidden by Xiao Ran, and they become more gentle and indifferent on the surface.

Later, when I grow up a bit, and understand more about human relations, especially when I gradually understand the status of my parents in the industry, maybe Xiao Ran will also attribute other people's sincere praise of him to: the other party said it because of his parents' face It's just a scene.

At this time, suddenly there was a girl who seemed to be excellent in every aspect was very kind to him, and only to him, especially when her parents were no longer there.Xiao Ran's closed emotions may have been opened a little bit like this, and then the girl cried and said to him, 'I like you, I have liked you for a long, long time. 'Tell me, what kind of mood could Xiao Ran be in at that time?

How happy it was at the time, it was double the pain when the dream was shattered.

As much self-confidence was restored then, as much self-confidence has been destroyed today, and it may never be restored.

Lin Xi quietly listened to Xiao Ran talking about the past, about his envy for other boys, about those girls avoiding him weirdly, whispering behind his back, about his apprehension and worry about not daring to approach girls, Speaking of confusion and awkwardness in adolescence... No wonder Xiao Ran saw a psychologist for half a year after his parents passed away. He was really mildly depressed.Is it true that music students are naturally sensitive and their emotions are too delicate?Lin Xi thought about his words, and he could take his time, but he didn't want the little prince in his mouth to feel inferior because of women.

"Xiao Ran, I still remember when you were in elementary school, there was a tomboy who claimed to be invincible in the whole school..."

"Her name is Gong Shu." Xiao Ran remembered that he had a deep impression on her. She was a very tough girl. It was said that when she was in the second grade, she could beat the senior boys to the point of bleeding.At that time, a group of younger brothers gathered behind them.

"She likes you." Lin Xi said.

Xiao Ran shook his head.Xiao Ran was very popular when he was young. He entered school one year earlier than other children, and skipped another level in the third grade. He was two years behind his classmates. Although he was only two years old, maybe it was because he was in the developmental stage Because of this, she looks much smaller than others, obedient, and beautiful, like a doll, how can she not be in demand?Xiao Ran knew that Gong Shu liked him, but she was not the only one.But so what, the liking at that time was nothing more than a child's liking like a child snatching a toy.

"She said that no one is allowed to pursue you, otherwise she will hit one when she sees one?"

"Just say it, you can't do it for real." It was when I was very young, but Xiao Ran never blamed Gong Shu, on the contrary, if she hadn't driven away others fiercely, beat each one, and snatched back Xiao Ran's eraser from others , pencils, homework, candies... Xiao Ran may not know how many things he will throw away.When he was a child, Xiao Ran's belongings were all marked with his name, and Mrs. Lin even embroidered his name on the handkerchief. As you can imagine, the things belonging to Xiao Ran became the spoils of war that the students fought for.

"Did she go abroad in junior high?"

"Well. Suddenly, I lost contact."

Lin Xi sighed, that little sister!More than half of Xiao Ran's state today is because of her fault!

The prince's daughter was born in the Zanying family, her grandfather was a general, her father was a general, and his brother will probably become a general in the future, so her character is inherited from the family.When Xiao Ran was young, he was beautiful, well-behaved and could play the piano, and he could bring celebrity cards to his classmates. The little sister arbitrarily pulled the quiet little brother Xiao Ran into her subordinates. She dominated Xiao Ran and refused to let others touch him. She was just a child. The kind of overbearing who eats alone.

Lin Xi deliberately investigated Gong Shu carefully. She really didn't have that kind of affection for Xiao Ran, she never had, but she was used to protecting Xiao Ran since she was a child, so she did such a tough thing.That incident was disgraceful from the beginning to the end, so it was not rumored, so Xiao Ran never knew about it.

That year when he entered middle school, Xiao Ran and Gong Shu were in different classes, but the foundation of their relationship was there for many years. Gong Xiaotai still protected Xiao Ran very much, but she didn't say anything cruel about seeing one and hitting the other. The little sister grew up and understood that it was bad. Brothers' marriage is destined to be kicked by horses, so when Lin Xiaoran first entered the school, it really attracted a lot of attention for a while.

Unfortunately, the good times didn't last long.

Before the many little girls came forward step by step, secretly solicited relationships, and handed over love letters, by chance, Gong Shu heard a girl and her best friend plotting how to get Lin Xiaoran into hands—God knows, Xiao Ran was only ten years old at that time, Mao None of them are long enough.Lin Xi didn't know where these little girls thought so much—the little girl planned to use her birthday party to book a venue in a hotel, and then took the opportunity to drug Xiao Ran, and dragged her to the upstairs room to make it a "fait accompli". You can become boyfriend and girlfriend.

Probably the planning of this matter is very similar to that, otherwise the little sister would not have listened to the corner and really listened to it.In the end, what the young lady did was even more unreliable than the one who planned the 'drunk sex'. She directly scratched the little girl's face with a paper knife and uttered harsh words , who dares to make Lin Xiaoran crooked, she sees every one of them!

The little sister also came with good intentions, but she didn't explain clearly.

This matter is not a trivial matter, but based on the consideration of the girl's reputation, the juncture when Father Gong's promotion is imminent, and the cause of the disgraceful incident, both parties are quite shameless, so in the end, the matter was handled in an extremely secretive manner.The little girl was rushed abroad by her family to avoid the limelight, and the disfigured girl and the participants were scared to the hospital, without mentioning those grievances and entanglements... Then there was a version secretly circulated among all the girls: that The little sister said that Lin Xiaoran belonged to her, whoever dared to think about her boyfriend, she would destroy the other one.No one can tell whether this is true or not, anyway, there is a girl who was disfigured, and the rumors are spread more and more evil!

Later, with the passage of time, the legend of the little concubine gradually disappeared, but her words became an unwritten warning for freshmen to enroll. It was a high-ranking existence that could not be played with from a distance, but the little girl and the little sister were doing messy things behind their backs. No one who really knew about it told Xiao Ran.

What should I say?

To say that the talented campus prince who is both good in character and academics is a blue-faced disaster?

Lin Xiaoran was wronged or not!

Therefore, it is hard for the teacher to say this, and the parents are ashamed to say it. Lin Mojian and his wife should know about it, but with the parents' protective personality, how can they tell their precious son about this kind of thing?What should I do if I turn around and scare my baby?

As for why this warning is so deterrent, and it really deterred a group of girls for six years, Lin Xi analyzed that the main problem was still in Xiao Ran's aura.Apart from the flashy conditions necessary for a campus prince, there is one more crucial point for Lin Xiaoran to maintain his superior image—think about it, middle school was the time when teenagers and girls first fell in love, and everyone regarded celebrities and singers as their own. Dream lover, imagine the romance of becoming a prince and princess. Children from rich families usually show off like this: "This is the autographed photo at the A certain fan club. Can you see it? There is me, there is me in the corner, look Didn't see..."

"This is a gift from the VIP seat when I went to B Tianwang's concert."

"This is a limited-edition cutie from Queen C's album, 500 yuan each..."

Then put it on Xiao Ran, and it becomes...

"This is a gift from King A. He had a concert in Japan last month. He bought this to celebrate his success..." And similar things will happen to stars B, C, D....

Another time, Little Prince Lin's lunch was praised as exquisite.

"Come and try it, it was made by little A, she is very good at craftsmanship..." That little A was a super idol superstar who was regarded as the dream lover by countless middle school students who were in love at that time.

Baba bought gifts for his idol star's birthday. If he was lucky, he could sneak into the meeting.

For Lin Xiaoran's birthday, the stars are eager to pick gifts for him. If he is lucky, he will have the opportunity to go to the home of the godfather of music. It is a photo of the big boss in the entertainment industry——Little Prince Lin Xiaoran's birthday party photo, snap a photo, Xiao Ran is sitting in the middle, with a cake in front, parents are sitting on both sides, and the corners are all red to purple. star……