Dujun love

The furnishings in Su's mansion are the same as Nian An's before. Walking into the main hall, and then walking to the bedroom where I lived when I was a child, everything inside is the same, it is not the same as when I was a child, without a speck of dust.

Walking outside the yard, you can see summer lotuses planted in water tanks all over the yard. Nian'an loves the fragrance of summer lotuses the most, with a faint fragrance, but not annoying. Not stained, clean and not demonic.

Chen Ying said: "It seems that the lord really cares about you this time." Chen Ying couldn't forget the look in Qin Xi's eyes before, and he couldn't pretend to hear Nian An's plague-stricken eyes.

Before Nian An could speak, Chen Ying said again: "When I heard that he abdicated in Xijiang, I knew what kind of status you were to him. Maybe it should be said that when we were still in Xijiang, he was a majestic emperor, Kneeling in front of your room, begging me to let him in, then I know how much he loves you."

Nian An didn't expect Qin Xi to do this, so he nodded and said, "I see."

"When he abdicated, he announced the innocence of the Su family to the world, did you ever know?"

Nian An turned around, looked at Chen Yingying's serious face, and knew that this matter was not fake. There was a little touch in his heart, a little twitch, and said: "What did he do when he gave up his seat?"

Chen Yingdao: "I don't know. Maybe you should ask him yourself. I only know that maybe he has done many wrong things before, but you are always in his heart."

Nian An stood by the water tank, touched the outline of the water tank, and said, "Do you think there are some things that can go back to the past?"

Chen Ying paused and fell into deep thought. In fact, it seemed to him that he didn't know much about such things, but he suddenly had some insights and said: "It depends on whether you want to go back to the past. If you Think, maybe you still have room with him, if you don't want to, how can you go back?"

Yes, whether you think about it or not, in the end, you have to torture your heart again about what you think, Nian An nodded, and stopped talking, Chen Ying said: "Come out in two days, treat you to a meal."

Nian An said: "It's my turn to invite you."

Chen Ying smiled, "I'm just being polite. If you don't treat me this time, I won't look for you in the future. After this meal, don't forget about the favor you owe me." Chen Ying said He said it was to make Nian An feel better, he knew that Nian An was the kind of person who didn't like to owe others.

Nian An nodded without arguing, "Do you still want to go?"

Chen Ying nodded and said: "I will go there again after a while. It's not peaceful over there, but I don't worry about going there." Chen Ying has some feelings of great power, and Nian'an is also very pleased.The two chatted about what they had and what they didn't have, and walked all the way back to Qinhe Palace.

Qin Xi held Yu'an's hand and waited outside the door of the Prince Qin's Mansion, frowning tightly as on that day, and then relaxed when she saw Nian'an arrived, Chen Ying bowed to Qin Xi and then retreated to the palace Went to return to his life, Nian An took Yu An's hand who rushed over and said, "Why is it blowing wind here? It's windy outside, it makes your little face turn red."

Yu An said: "Daddy couldn't find his father. He was so anxious that he waited here. Yu'er came back and missed his father. If he couldn't find his father, he waited here with Daddy."

Nian An said: "Silly boy, go in and ask Aunt Yan Qing to drink some hot tea for you, what about Aunt Bi Qing and the others?"

"Aunt Biqing seems to have gone out with Uncle Fourth."

"Well, let's go." As he said, Nian An also walked in slowly, thinking how to tell Qin Xi about the sudden feelings he had today. Xi said behind him, "I didn't send him to the western border."

Nian An nodded and said: "I see, he said, he wants to go."

Qin Xi took a big step forward, grabbed Nian'an's hand, and said, "I'm just afraid that you won't believe me, that you'll be afraid of me and run away from me. I know that I have no face in my life to ask you to forgive me, but you don't want to." Let's go, okay?"

Nian An turned her head and said to Qin Xi, "Why don't you let me go, try it, maybe both of us will be better off."

Qin Xi tightly wrapped Nian'an in her arms, and said word by word: "You don't have to forgive me, but you can't force me not to love you, you have been engraved in my heart, and you will never forget it in this life ...I can't forget Ann..."

Nian An suddenly burst into tears and squatted on the ground, saying, "Why can't you let me go...why do you pester me..."

Qin Xi turned to Nian An and wiped Nian An's tears away bit by bit, "An'er, don't cry...don't cry...please...don't cry..." Qin Xi was most afraid of seeing Nian An's fragile appearance made him feel as if he had rubbed glass shards into his heart in pain.

Qin Xi tremblingly said: "I won't force you anymore, I won't say it... I won't say it..." While speaking, she hastily wiped away Nian An's tears.

Nian An raised his head, looked straight at Qin Xi with bloodshot eyes, and suddenly said: "Let's get to know each other again, Qin Xi, can you clean up your stubble?"

The air around her seemed to be frozen, Qin Xi couldn't believe what she heard, she stared at Nian An with wide eyes, and said, "What did you say...An'er...what did you say...say it again... …OK?"

Nian'an wiped away tears, exhaled, and said: "I said I'm tired, and I want to go back in and have a good rest. Although this is our first acquaintance, young master, please hug me in, okay?"

Qin Xi nodded fiercely, and said word by word: "Okay! I'll carry you in."

Maybe it was because she was too excited, Qin Xi couldn't even walk steadily, Nian An said: "If you can't hold me steady, let me down, I can walk by myself."

Qin Xi stretched her face forward, seeing that Nian An didn't refuse, she kissed Nian An heavily on the face, and said: "I won't let you go, even if my hand is broken, I won't let you go in this life."

Nian An pretended to be angry and said, "If you don't shave your beard, don't kiss me."

Seeing Nian An's angry expression, Qin Xi hurriedly put them on the bed, covered the two of them with the quilt and said, "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I won't hire you." As he said that, his hands didn't stop Get down and reach Nian'an's belt.

Nian An was stunned and said, "What are you going to do?"

Qin Xi withdrew his hand resentfully. He didn't want to do anything at first, but he didn't want to waste all his efforts, so he said, "No... nothing..."

After thinking about it, Nian An said: "Su Mansion... Thank you..."

Qin Xi said seriously, "I know that you are with me, and you feel more and more insecure. You are always worried that you have no way out. When you think about it, we will move back to Su's residence. The decoration inside is the same as before. , I haven’t changed too much, that’s the best I can restore, don’t be angry, don’t be angry with me for making my own decisions, I just want you to know that I, Qin Xi, have made too many mistakes in my life, and I’m afraid it will be difficult to make up for it I made it up, I don't have the face to ask you to follow me home, so I can only follow you back to the Su Mansion with a shameless face."

"If you're not happy in the future, just kick me out, and I'll stay next door to the Su Mansion, which is my Beichun Palace, and I'll stay by your side all day, whatever you say , all those uneasiness will be borne by me, you don’t have to bear those unhappiness anymore, and I don’t dare to make you sad anymore, don’t leave again, okay? Promise me personally, I know you are the most important promise , once you make a promise, you won’t break your promise easily, Ann, tell me, even if you lie to me, last night I dreamed that you left, I’m afraid, I’m really afraid, just take it as a reassurance, you Can you eat it for me?"

Nian'an didn't know that Qin Xi had thought so much for him, and he didn't know what he meant by rebuilding the Su Mansion. The tears he had finally held back came out again, and said, "I promise you, I, Su Nian'an, I promise Qin Xi , I will never leave easily in this life, don't let anyone down, start over."

Qin Xi hugged Nian'an tightly, tears streaming down her face when she was silent, and said: "An'er, I must have saved Yiguo in my previous life, otherwise I would not have met you .”

Nian'an buried her head in Qin Xi's arms and said, "I'm tired..." This sentence implied a deep meaning, and Qin Xi didn't know whether it was because he was physically tired or tired, but he finally understood after thinking for a long time Chengcheng was tired and didn't dare to talk nonsense, so he said to the little man: "Sleep for a while, I'll call you after dinner, don't sleep for too long, you won't be able to sleep well at night."

Nian An echoed dully: "Okay, I'll just squint for a while..." Then he fell into a deep sleep, and after falling asleep, he habitually hugged Qin Xi's waist as usual.

It's been six years, and it's the first time in six years that Nian'an hugged Nian'an's waist so defenselessly, and was able to hug Qin Xi with ease, and talk in a muffled voice in his arms, like a child.

Qin Xi's body has a natural attraction to him, as long as he is by Qin Xi's side, he can't help but want to rely on Qin Xi, whatever is fine, but in the past few years, he has never dared to have that kind of behavior towards Qin Xi. Thoughts and heart knots are always hard to untie, even if Qin Xi is around, he feels oppressed, as long as Qin Xi is close to him, the suffocation brought by his parents makes him feel out of breath.

He didn't know why he said such a thing to Qin Xi today, but he suddenly felt that he should let go of some of the past, maybe because he was able to calmly tell Fan Kuo that he had experienced a life and death before, and then went to Qixia Mountain to take a look Liu Xiangqin thought a lot on the cliff, maybe it was because of the conversation with Qin Su that made him feel indifferent, maybe it was because he confessed to his father and mother the mistakes of these years, or maybe it was because he met Chen Ying and saw Qin Xi's love for her. He still has some sincerity.

Before he knew it, he let go of many things. Those things that troubled him and tried his best to let go, he didn’t expect to let go of so many things like this. Some things may be trapped in his heart for a lifetime, but if you can’t let go, don’t let go Yes, because real letting go requires no effort.

But when he watched Qin Xi anxiously waiting at the door and asked him cautiously, the softest part of his heart was touched again, but this time he let his heart move, followed his heart, and chose to be with Qin Xi. Xi Xi did it again, this time, Qin Xi shouldn't let him down, right?Even if you are disappointed and have experienced it vigorously, you will no longer have any regrets. People are alive, so why let your heart die?

Both of them thought about the bits and pieces of these years, those sweet and slightly sad past, that mysterious valley, that cold and deep Zhuoqing Pond, that scorching Nanman, and the one who has always been there beside him.

Looking at Nian An's face sleeping soundly in his arms, it was as if she had finally woken up from a nightmare she had had for many years. All the bad things were over, and she couldn't help but shed tears. Qin Xi has always been a person who values ​​face. People, but when it comes to Nian'an, they are very fragile now.

This is probably why people often say that true love makes people have armor, which can keep you safe and secure. All worries and troubles can disappear in front of true love, and true love makes people have weaknesses. No matter how impeccable, there is a pure land in my heart that becomes soft, and some seedlings take root and sprout, which are actually vulnerable to a single blow.

Qin Xi firmly said to herself in her heart that she must be good to Nian'an for the rest of her life and make up for the horrible mistakes she made over the years. Finally, this day has finally come to this day, and he and Nian'an are both going to be thirty It's the new year.The ten years of going around and going around have become the richest experience in my life.

For Nian'an, these ten years are his most memorable ten years. It can't be said that it was all pain. When all the experiences have settled down, there will be a lot of happiness and sadness left, but as long as he recalls, there will be more happiness. .

For Qin Xi, it has been more than ten years. He and Nian'an have been a "couple" since they were young. At that time, little Qin Xi took little Nian'an's favorite candied haws and handed it to Nian'an, saying: " Ann, call me brother."

Xiao Nian'an pursed her lips, but obediently said, "Brother~"

The voice was so sweet that little Qin Xi was so crispy, she was about to take off her armor and surrender, wishing to buy all the candied haws in the entire capital for Xiao Nian'an to eat, so she immediately handed the bunch of things in her hand to Xiao Nian'an, and asked: "Do you like brother?"

Xiao Nian'an raised her head in confusion, nodded again and said, "I like it."

"Then will you like your brother for the rest of your life?"

"Yes, of course I will like my brother for the rest of my life. My brother is the best. Neither father nor mother will let An'er eat candied haws."

As she said that, she carefully stretched out her tongue on the first candied haws, and licked it twice. Seeing this, little Qin Xi said, "Why do you eat like this? The rest are yours, so eat with confidence."

Xiao Nian'an shook her head obediently, "This is for my brother to eat. Mother said that good things should be shared with others, one for An'er, one for brother, one for An'er, and one for brother."

Little Qin Xi took Xiao Nian'an's hand cautiously, and said: "Brother doesn't like to eat, An'er eats it all."

"What does brother like?"

Little Qin Xi smiled and said, "Brother likes An'er."

Qin Xi looked at the person who was gradually falling asleep in front of him, hugged Nian'an tightly, held his hand again, lowered her head and kissed Nian'an's forehead, Qin Xi whispered in Nian'an's ear: "Brother I like An'er, I like An'er the most."