Dujun love

Qin Su hugged Qin Yu'an, wanted to put him on his lap, and said, "Do you want to go to Chang'an Luoyang with Uncle Huang?"

After all, Qin Yuan was a little shy of strangers, so he broke free and ran back to hug Nian'an, saying, "Father, where is Chang'an?"

Nian'an thought for a while, and said: "A place full of peonies will bloom in a month. Then father will take you there for a walk, okay?" The national flower is gorgeous and colorful when it blooms, especially in Chang'an and Luoyang.

After listening to Nian An's words, Qin Yuan felt a wave of anticipation in his heart, and said, "Go, go!"

Qin Su said to Nian'an: "Take him to play with you when the time comes, I'll send someone to pick you up."

Just as Nian An thought it would be no trouble, he heard Qin Su say: "Don't reject me, or I will send someone to stay in Qinhe's palace all day long, and if you don't come, I will ask someone to tie you up. "

Nian An just nodded, Qin Su got up and said: "It's getting late, I'll go first." Then he whispered: "Qin Xi is still waiting outside, if you make him wait for a long time, should I'm in a hurry."

Nian An originally wanted to say that Qin Xi would be anxious after waiting for a while, but he still didn't speak, but said: "I'll take you out." Get up and follow Qin Su, Qin Su opens the door of the palace by himself, Qin Xi heard Qin Xi earlier Su's voice went away, and now he turned around and walked this way, pretending to have just arrived.

Qin Su said to Nian An ambiguously: "I will send someone to pick you up after a while, you don't need to bring too many things, I have everything you want, and you don't need anything."

Nian An knew that he was angry with Qin Xi, so he smiled and did not reveal it, and said, "Okay, Yu'er and I will pack up, and I will send someone to notify you."

Hearing these two words, Qin Xi's heart thumped like an alarm bell. At that moment when he looked at Qin Su, his eyes were red. Nian An patted Yu An on the head and said, "Go inside and tidy up. , read the Analects for a while, it’s not good for your eyes when it’s dark.”

After hearing this, Yu An plopped and ran in again. Nian An followed behind Yu An, and was hugged tightly by Qin Xi who suddenly rushed forward. Walk?"

After thinking about it, Qin Xi felt that her tone was not very good. She buried her head in Nian An's shoulder, breathed on Nian An's neck, and said, "Are you going to leave with Qin Su?"

Before Nian An could speak, Qin Xi said in a calm voice, "Can you not leave... From now on, all my salary will be in your charge, and all the money I earn will be yours, and I will spend as much as you give me. , I won’t let you be wronged, if I mess with others again, I will... just castrate myself. "

After thinking about it, she felt that she was saying the same thing as Qin Su. Qin Xi said again: "But if I don't do this anymore, I promise, can you not go with Qin Su? He has nothing good. You have been used to it for so many years. Only I know, if you turn over, I know you want to go to the toilet or are thirsty, he must...can't take care of you." After speaking, Qin Xi became more and more confident, saying that she didn't take care of herself. install.

Nian An untied Qin Xi's hands and said, "I didn't go with him, I just went to Chang'an to have a look."

After finishing speaking, he left Qin Xi alone, and walked in on his own. Tomorrow is the Ching Ming Festival. He wanted to visit the graves of his father and mother, so he asked Qin Zun, and asked Qin Zun to tell him not to Tell others that I have prepared some sacrifices, and I am waiting to sneak out tomorrow.

He just didn't want to bring anyone with him, and wanted to talk to his father and mother about what he had done, to see if he was right.

Qin Xi couldn't sleep well that night, and felt that Nian'an in the dream was getting farther and farther away from him. Looking at Nian An who was still lying on the bed, he felt relieved.

On the second day, after lunch, Qin Zun managed to send everyone away, and sent Nian'an to Baohua Mountain.

Baohua Mountain is a treasure land of geomantic omens, backed by mountains and close to water, Nian An doesn't understand these things, he just thinks the scenery here is good, and it is suitable for people to live in seclusion. His father and mother will also like such a place.

Qin Zun led him to find the tomb, and went down the mountain helplessly. The tombs of Su Jingyan and Wang Ruo looked huge, and there were no weeds around. After burning the paper money, Nian'an took the paper money from the fire, lit the paper money, found a cleaner place, knelt on the ground, and kowtowed three times to the tombstone.

"Su Nian'an, the unfilial son, has come to see his father and mother." As he spoke, Nian'an's eyes became moist, and he choked up after a long time and said: "An'er is unfilial, and failed to send mother off for the last time. Mother, don't blame me, wait for him to read it every day." When Ann arrives in the underworld, he must personally apologize to his mother. An'er doesn't know that he can survive, maybe he should go with his father, watching his father...endure the pain, but can't save him...An'er really shouldn't... ..."

"For so many years, it's not that An'er didn't miss her father and mother. An'er thought day and night that one day she could reunite with her father and mother, but she didn't investigate the case back then. Nian'an didn't dare to take her father and mother back to Beijing, because An'er is afraid... I am afraid of being criticized by the world, afraid that the world will say that I charm the monarch and treat the law as nothing..."

"I'm sorry... Mom and Dad... I'm sorry... An'er is not filial... An'er is not filial..."

Nian'an sat by the grave for a long time, telling the story of these years to those inside who had long been out of hearing. There were only two handfuls of ashes in it. Nian'an seemed to be talking to himself, like Tell yourself what happened over the years.

"Qin Xi, he...he loves me very much. I know that maybe he had no choice but to do what happened back then. I also know that maybe he didn't want to. Father, you told me not to touch this thing back then, was it because you had already Knowing that Qin Xi will be on the Ninth Five-Year Plan, I have long known that if this matter gets out, it will be of no benefit to anyone..."

Talking again and again, Nian'an put the food and wine in order, cried and took the rice bowl and packed it up, put it on the ground, and said to the two: "Father, mother, don't blame An'er for waking up. I haven't come to see you for a year, An'er is really afraid that you will blame me..." The reason why he didn't come here this year is because his legs and feet are bad, and the second is because he is really afraid of coming here to face these things that he dare not face.

By the time Nian'an went down the mountain again, it was already half an afternoon. Just as he was walking on Yurun Street, he suddenly saw a column of troops entering the capital. Come down, stand in front of Nian'an, take off the helmet, and said with a smile: "Nian'an, do you still remember me?"

Nian An took a closer look, only to find that it was Chen Ying, and said pleasantly, "Chen Ying! You..." When he woke up, the first person he looked for was Chen Ying, but Yan Qing told him that Chen Ying Went to Xijiang.When I saw Chen Ying today, I realized that Chen Ying had become much darker.

Chen Ying said to the people behind: "Everyone go back and report to the emperor first, just say that something is going to happen, and then enter the palace to report to the emperor later."

Nian An said: "Is this okay? You should enter the palace first?"

Chen Ying pulled Nian'an aside, let them go back first, and said: "Don't worry, the current emperor studied with me in Guozijian Middle School for a period of time. He and I are close friends, and he told me to rest at home first." In a few days, it’s okay to go in and return to life, and nothing will happen.”

Nian An felt Chen Ying's hands covered with calluses, he was stunned and nodded, and then said: "Why did you go to Xijiang all of a sudden? I looked for you when I woke up, but I didn't find it, so I said you went to Xijiang. Xinjiang." Nian'an thought for a long time before saying, "Is it Qin Xi..."

Chen Ying understood the meaning of Nian An's words, and said, "You want to ask me if Qin Xi sent me to Xijiang?"

Nian An shyly nodded and said, "Yes."

Chen Ying grinned and said: "It's really not, I went to Xijiang with you, and seeing the appearance there, I felt uncomfortable. I felt that Yiguo had raised me so much, and it was time for me to do something for me. It's time for Yi Country to do something, just like the prince asked for an order to go to the western border to protect a pure land."

"At that time, the prince was not very friendly to me. He thought I had a crush on you. When I looked at me, I was scared. As soon as I mentioned this request, naturally he would not stop me. He agreed immediately. I didn't wait When you wake up, I'm leaving."

Nian An thought about Chen Ying's appearance on the battlefield, he should be a heroic man, and said immediately: "It's very good, you can find something you like and want to do."

Chen Yingdao: "I really thought you were going to die. At that time, I felt distressed, and I felt that you were my younger brother. At that time, when Mr. Xifeng said that you were fine, I had such an idea, but I didn't Do you know when you woke up?"

Chen Ying stayed in Xijiang for six years, and he rarely wrote back, and he didn't dare to ask Nian'an how he was doing.Nian An said: "I woke up a year ago. If I survive a catastrophe, I will have future blessings. I think the rest of my life should be quite smooth."

"You can only use four words to describe your daily expression at that time?"

Nian An thought for a while and said, "Is life better than death?"

Chen Ying shook his head, "Your face is like dead ashes, you know, your face is pale, and when you first got the disease, you were really going to leave the world like when you were, I was afraid of death." After finishing speaking, Chen Ying He also laughed a few words.

Nian An said: "Who knows, I had already thought about my last words at that time, and I just wanted to trouble you to help me bury my father and mother together, thinking that I owe you Chen Yingying in this life, so I have to reincarnate in the next life to pay it back." I am afraid that I will die early, and we will be several generations behind when you are reincarnated, maybe when you are born, I will still be your grandfather."

Chen Ying couldn't help laughing, and said: "You still say that I always take advantage of you, so I will call you brother a few times, and you call me grandpa, after all, I am the one who suffers the most."

Nian An smiled slightly, looking happy, the two of them were walking on the street, unexpectedly they arrived at the gate of the old Su Mansion, Nian An was stunned, the seal of the Su Mansion had been sealed It was removed, and the outside seemed to have been repaired and looked brand new. Nian An stepped forward, and Chen Ying carefully opened the door.