Dujun love

Qin Yu'an has always listened to Nian'an's words the most, and obediently knelt on the mat, and Nian'an knelt down on the mat next to him, and said: "Liu... Madam, Nian'an has failed your entrustment all these years, and today he brought Yu'er Come here, give you a kowtow..."

After hearing this, Yu An curiously tugged at the corner of Nian An's clothes, and said, "Father, who is the person inside? Daddy said that people will live inside after they die."

Nian An looked at the words written on the tombstone and said, "It's your mother."

Yu An was stunned. Although he was still young and didn't know his own birth, he always wanted a mother. He said that he could show off that he had a father and a father, but everyone else had a mother. But no mother.

"Mother..."

Yan Qing lit the incense, and said to Yu An: "Take the little prince, and just worship with the young master."

Nian'an bowed three times to the tombstone, and said: "Be careful that the incense ash is hot to your hands, and give it to father after you are done." Taking Qin Yu'an's incense into his hand, Nian'an looked at the tombstone and said in his heart: I haven't seen you for so many years, and I don't see you anymore. I know how you are doing there. I am ashamed of your entrustment these years, and I have not paid attention to Yu’er’s growth. He is still young now. Forgive me for not explaining too much to him. When he grows up, I will definitely Tell him that you are his biological mother and how much you have been wronged for him.

In the days to come, as long as I am still alive, I will do my best to teach and educate him and not let you down. Yuer is very good and treats me very well. He is a considerate child. You should be the one who brings these happiness Enjoyment, but I didn’t expect it to be my experience. You said that life is really hard to say. I thought I was going to die. I didn’t expect to come back to life like that, but something was missing and something changed. , you are well there, don't worry about Yu'er.

Nian An looked at Yu An who was looking at him, and said, "What's wrong?"

"Father, why does Yu'er have two fathers and one mother?"

"When you grow up, father will tell you again, get up, your knees should hurt after kneeling for a long time."

Qin Xi said, "I'll burn incense for her too."

Nian An couldn't deny it, didn't say anything, and asked Yu An to follow Yan Qing, saying: "Father, go there for a walk, follow Aunt Yan Qing, don't run around."

Nian An remembered that there was a cliff not far from here in Qixia Mountain, and the panoramic view could be overlooked from the cliff, so he suddenly wanted to go there to have a look, but after walking two distances, he saw that cliff was buried in the jungle and protruding out. , Pushing aside the tall grass above with his hands, Nian'an walked to the edge of the cliff, opened his hands, and the wind on both sides was still blowing to every corner of his body.

There are not many times when he is so light and comfortable. Nian An feels the wind blowing his sleeves up, fluttering in the wind, and his temple hair is also blown.

Looking at the bottomless bottom of the cliff, and the bustling Kyoto in the distance, looking back, he is already in his thirties.In the past 30 years, I have learned to love someone and tried hard to give up someone. It turns out that his life revolves around him, but I suddenly want to spend some energy to love myself.

From a distance, you can still see people coming and going in the country of Yi, like ants. If there are gods in the sky, what kind of people do they look like? You will see the Nanman from the capital, and the Northern Territory from the Nanman. Xijiang and Dongying?Maybe they can see everything, but there are people outside of people, there is a sky beyond the sky, maybe there are people above them, and they look at them like ants. People are really amazing things. All of a sudden.It will be the top of the mountain, and the same is true for the small mountains.

A person's life is as insignificant as an ant. Under the control of fate, some people can't see the dawn of tomorrow. Maybe only cherishing can make this life a bit more fulfilling. Everyone should cherish it.

Nian An was thinking about this, and closed his eyes, but he didn't expect to be embraced by a hug soon. The familiar smell of that person was something he never forgot.

Qin Xi yelled anxiously in his ear, "What do you want to do! Why are you here!"

Nian An opened his eyes, and Qin Xi had already turned him around. When he raised his eyelids, he could see the wetness in the corners of Qin Xi's eyes, like a child who was afraid of being abandoned, and said in a low voice: "You can do whatever you want , I can’t rely on you for this matter, Su Nian’an, don’t force me to tie you up! You can force me however you want, don’t force yourself anymore. "

Su Nian'an looked at Qin Xi's appearance, and didn't know why he felt that Qin Xi was very pitiful. He didn't know when Qin Xi became like this, which made him feel distressed. Nian'an blinked and said: "Just come here Let the wind blow here, Yu'er is still here, I won't seek death." Saying this, he pushed Qin Xi away and went to the original place.

Qin Xi followed behind Nian An, and said: "I thought you... When I saw you on the edge of the cliff, my mind was blank, and I was as scared as when you were on the verge of life and death six years ago, An'er, I'm really scared..."

Nian An picked a leaf beside her and said, "Everyone has a day like that, but it's just early and late."

Qin Xi was speechless all of a sudden, and said after a long time: "Even if there is such a day, I will be by your side and spend it with you."

Nian An stopped talking, and looked at Qin Yu'an who was led by Yan Qing in front of him, holding a small bunch of flowers in his hand. I don't know where the wild flowers were picked. As soon as Nian An appeared in his field of vision, he took the He ran over holding a bouquet of flowers and said, "Father, this is from An'er."

Nian An put away the previous emotions, put down the flowers, and said, "Why did you pick so many flowers all of a sudden?"

Qin Yu'an took Nian'an's hand and said: "In our school, there used to be a big brother who gave flowers to others. I asked him why he gave flowers. The big brother said that sending flowers is to give all the good wishes in flowers to others." The person I like, Yu'er waited for his father to wake up, thinking about sending him a lot of flowers, although... although Yu'er didn't remember until today."

Nian An knelt down and wiped off the ashes on Qin Yu'an's face, and said, "Thank you Yu'er, father also likes you the most, Yu'er the most."

Saying that, Yu'er took a small flower from the other side to Qin Xi and said, "This is for Daddy."

Yan Qing smiled and said: "Why did the little prince give so much to the young master, and only one flower for the prince?"

"I can't pick it anymore, so I can only give it to my father first. One flower is enough for my father, and I like one flower."

Qin Xi smiled, patted Qin Yuan on the back of the head jokingly, and said: "You heartless thing, daddy doesn't want your flowers, and I give all the good things to your father. Your father has suffered a lot these years. From now on, you will take good care of your father on behalf of your father."

Yu'er hugged Nian'an's neck, kissed Nian'an's face with a big sweet kiss, and said: "I don't want you to talk about it." Then she whispered in Nian'an's ear: "Yu'er The first person I like is my father, and my father will always like my father even if I don’t say anything." Yu An kissed Qin Xi a little at first, after all, Qin Xi has been taking care of him for so many years, but he has always been a little afraid of Qin Xi Xi, probably because Qin Xi looks fiercer.

But Yu An liked Nian An very much. From the first time he saw Nian An, he felt that Nian An was very familiar to him. During this year's relationship, he liked Nian An more and more. Unambiguous at all, although Nian An looks cold to outsiders, he is as gentle as jade.Only such a father would coax Yu'an to sleep, tell Yu'an those little stories that didn't repeat for a year before going to bed, and let him hug his neck and act like a baby.Only such a father can know what he likes and what he doesn't like.

Nian An raised Yu An's hand, kissed it lightly, and said, "Okay, father knows."

Yan Qing looked at the faces of these people and saw that Nian An smiled sincerely, Qin Xi was relieved again, and did not need to worry that Nian An would seek death.

Nian An hugged Yu An and said, "Is Yu'er happy to be here?"

The place where Yu An stayed the most on weekdays was the Imperial College, and he must be happy to be able to come out once. He hugged Nian An's neck and said, "I like it! Father, can I often bring Yu'er here in the future!"

Nian An took a look, it is okay to come to Qixia Mountain to play often, but someone needs to take it with him, since Yu An likes it, it is better to take him out for a walk more, let him relax, and said: "Okay."

Yu'an kissed Nian'an's face again, Qin Xi's eyes were red and his heart was sore, he said: "Don't rely on your father, come down, father is not in good health, so you will be tired if you hold you like this."

Nian An also smiled and said: "It's okay, father is not tired." Yu An was sensible, so he climbed down carefully, and said: "No need for father, Yu'er can walk by himself, father can't be too tired, father said that in the future, he will walk." Let Yu'er take care of Daddy."

Nian An smiled and rubbed Qin Yu'an's face, looking at Qin Xi's expression softened a lot, he and Qin Xi, how to go on, he was really afraid to think about such a question, but he couldn't think about it.

Qin Xi said: "Go down the mountain when it's almost done. The wind is strong on the mountain. You are not in good health. Be careful not to catch a cold."

Yu An nodded in agreement, and said to Nian An, "Yes! Father, let's come again next time, okay?"

Nian An nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, let's help Aunt Yan Qing pack up and go back."

When the few people returned to the Qinhe Palace, Nian An was so sleepy that he fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed. Qin Yu'an took a book and stood by the bedside table, and told the people who came and went to keep their voices down. He became Nian'an's protector in a decent manner.

Qin Xi quietly went to bed when Nian An was sleeping soundly, and slept soundly while holding Nian An in her arms. She hugged him closely, and when Qin Xi woke up, she got up hastily. Nian An lay on the bed for a while before pretending that she just woke up.