Dujun love

Fan Kuo looked at the two children and said: "After I left the palace, I bought this house with some of the money I saved over the years, and soon I picked up these two brothers one after another. They are obedient and sensible. Sometimes people who are sensible make people feel distressed, just like you." After finishing speaking, he looked at Nian'an with guilt, "If you don't forgive me, that's fine, I feel good too, but when you recognized me just now , it is clear that I did not blame me for being unfaithful to you back then, but it made me ashamed to recognize you."

The kind of children whose size no one wants, if they are young, they will be fine. When they are a little older, they will naturally know that they were picked up by others. Naturally, they dare not be as self-willed as ordinary children, for fear that the new parents will be reckless. Throw yourself like this.

Nian An sighed and said, "It's not that I don't blame you, it's just that after so many years, I've experienced so many things, and I understand, why do you really think bad of me and really want to fight against me, it's just you I can't help myself, I know, how can you bear to blame you for your grievances and pains, Qin Zhengtian and Qin Xi are both emperors, why do you have to contend with them, do you want to exchange your so-called life for those Pointless stuff."

"It's just that I'm sorry for you in my heart. I owe you more than these things."

Nian An said: "People who have experienced life and death, why do they take these things so seriously? I have also experienced life and death, and there are many things to see through. Some things are not clear, and it is only a matter of time. "

Fan Kuo stared at Nian An for a long time before asking: "How are you and the prince, I heard that the late emperor abdicated..."

Yan Qing signaled Fan Kuo not to mention it, Nian An smiled and shook his head, "It's over, but something happened to me, he felt sorry, so he did it, and I didn't stop him."

Fan Kuo didn't know what happened, but ever since Qin Xi was willing to let him or leave the inner palace, it showed that Qin Xi did have Nian'an in his heart, and really cared about Nian'an's thoughts. It also fulfilled his original thought, for the sake of Nian'an, even the country can be put down, there is nothing else he doesn't like.

How could Nian An not know such a superficial truth, but there was a lump in his heart, and he couldn't pretend that nothing had happened for a long time.

Qin Yuan played with the younger child, playing with sand in the sand pile, but Nian An didn't think there was anything wrong, so he let him go, chatted with Fan Kuo for a long time, and asked him to come to the palace whenever he had something to do. It was only then that Qin Yu'an, who had finished his job, left.

Back at the Qinhe Palace, Qin Xi looked around at the door, and when she saw Nian'an, she relaxed her frown and said, "Why have you been here for so long? Seeing that you didn't come back, I thought something happened on the way." Qin Xi Xi Xi's words were ordinary, just like the two people's usual conversations. After speaking, his own eyes were wet, Nian'an nodded, and said to Qin Xi in a rare way: "I met Fan Kuo on the road, so I chatted a few more words. I didn't expect It's too late."

It's rare because Nian'an has always been reticent to Qin Xi, since he woke up, he has spoken even less. Qin Xi is also used to not getting a response to Nian'an's words, so it just goes by day by day. up.

Qin Xi hurriedly followed Nian An, and said, "An'er..."

Before Qin Xi could speak, Nian An said, "Thank you..." After finishing speaking, Nian An quickly walked towards Mingxue Hall, and Qin Xi hurriedly followed, saying, "I didn't want you to know about this, I didn't mean to let you know about this, I..."

Nian An turned her head and said to Yan Qing: "Yan Qing, take Yu'er to wash your hands, it's time for dinner later."

Yan Qing said: "Yes, let's go, little prince."

Qin Xi looked at Nian An with longing eyes, Nian An lowered her eyes, and said, "I know it wasn't something you did on purpose." After speaking, Nian An turned her head and went inside without saying anything more.

In the early morning of the next day, the weather was fine, the pear blossoms were clear, the flowers were fading, and the rainy season was about to usher in another year. Taking advantage of the good weather, when the few of them were having dinner, Nian An said: "Qin Xi, before... the queen of Liu Xiangqin Is it settled?"

Qin Xi took some braised chicken that Xi Feng had just made into the bowl of Nian'an, and said, "It's dealt with and buried on Qixia Mountain. It's a beautiful place, and she won't be disappointed." Thinking of some things in the past, even because of Nian An's emotions, I feel a little guilty towards Liu Xiangqin. I just followed Nian An's request to take care of Liu Xiangqin's funeral, but I couldn't help but say a few more words when I brought it up today.

Nian An nodded, and then said in a low voice, "Thank you." He put those pieces of chicken into Yu An's bowl.

Yu An raised his head in doubt, and said, "Father, who is Liu Xiangqin?"

Father didn't answer, but father Qin Xi said: "That's you who is also very close."

Nian An thought for a while, but she didn't say much, she just said: "After dinner, let's go and see her."

"Where is she?"

Nian An took a sip of the soup and said, "Live on Qixia Mountain. From now on, father will take you there at this time every year."

After hearing this, Qin Xi was the first to feel a lot better. Regardless of Liu Xiangqin's status or status, that's a good thing. At least Liu Xiangqin can keep Nian An. Nian An never keeps promises, but once he does, he will If you do, the only thing that Nian'an broke his promise in this life is probably that he promised to stay with him for the rest of his life, but wanted to escape early, even if that was the case, it was because he made him feel hopeless.

But after thinking about it, when did Nian'an promise to stay by her side forever? Qin Xi thought about it for five years, only to realize that Nian'an had always been passively accepted, never really trusting herself to Qin Xi.

Qin Xi's expression dimmed, and she said, "I'll go with you."

Qin Zun looked at Nian An worriedly, and said, "Do you want me to accompany you, Xiao An?"

Xi Feng whispered: "Don't meddle in the family's affairs, let them go out for a walk and relax, maybe it will be fine when they come back."

Qin Zun also thought that this might be a good way to untie Nian An's knots, so he had a lot to say at the moment, but said: "Then be careful when you go, it rained a few days ago, and I don't know how it is. , let Xifeng cook your favorite dishes at night."

Qin Yuan raised his face from the rice bowl, and said, "Uncle Huang, I want to eat sweet and sour fish, which is the kind with a little chili added. It can't have too many fish bones, or my father will get stuck in his throat if he eats it."

Qin Zun said with a smile: "Yu'er should be careful when eating, or else it will get stuck in his throat."

Qin Yu'an shook his head, took a piece of crispy meat for Nian'an, and said: "No, last time I heard from my father that my father once ate fish and got a thorn stuck in his throat, and Yu'er also got stuck in the last time he ate fish. It's too uncomfortable. , so Yu'er will be careful, just to remind father to be careful." The child's thoughts are so simple and make people feel distressed, and Qin Yu'an is the same now, which inevitably reminds Nian'an of many years ago, when Qin Yu'an When Xi was not the emperor, he ate in Xixin Courtyard.

What I ate that day was more than every year, the hot sauce that was burnt after oil was poured on the fish that was crispy on the outside and tender on the inside. Nian An liked fish very much, so Qin Xi went to the dining room to pass it on, but didn't dare to ask Nian An what he liked. What kind of fish, I ask people around to find out what taste Nian An likes.

Nian'an was very happy to eat fish that time. Since his parents were released, no one knew that he liked to eat this kind of food. He ate some more that day and for some reason, he followed the fishbone and got it stuck in his throat. Since then, whenever Nian'an wants to eat fish, Qin Xi must take a smaller bowl, first pick out all the thorns in the fish, and then pour some juice on it, so that Nian'an can eat delicious fish. Eat without worrying about the fishbone getting stuck.

Nian An didn't dare to think about the past anymore, and started to eat sullenly with his head down. He had been with the five people at the dining table of the palace for a long time, but he had always been relatively taciturn. Since Nian An woke up, although he tried his best to pretend that nothing happened No, but Qin Zun also knows that many things have changed. Nian An wants to show that he is the same as before, but he knows that many of Nian An's smiles are for others to see. His heart aches, he would rather Nian An cry and shout to kill Qin Xi and ask Qin Xi to collect debts than to see Nian An put everything in his heart like this.

After the meal, the things for the sacrifice were prepared, and the few people went to Qixia Mountain together. There were not many people there. Nian An wanted to go and have a look. Qin Xi and Qin Yu'an had the closest relationship with Liu Xiangqin. The most important thing is to go, Yan Qing went with Nian An, Qin Zun was going too, Xifeng looked at Nian An's eyes, and knew not to let Qin Zun follow, he found a reason to take Qin Zun out.

Qixia Mountain is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and it is a place beyond the sky with rare scenery. When it comes to this place, the most distinctive feature should be the autumn here.In autumn, the ground is full of maple color, and when it falls on the ground, it will fall into deep fallen leaves. Every fallen leaf has experienced its own life from sprouting to turning into soil, and the same is true for people.

It's not yet autumn, the mountains are full of new green shoots, along the way, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and wild daisies are everywhere, as if swaying smiling faces to welcome them, stepping through a grassy wasteland, in a quiet place, Only then did I see Liu Xiangqin's grave.

It's not big, but Nian'an knew that Liu Xiangqin would like it the first time he came here. This is a quiet paradise. In such a paradise, Liu Xiangqin could not enjoy it when he was alive, but he can understand it after death. Thinking of this, it made people feel sore again, and almost blindfolded.

This place is not messy, except that the road from here is a bit messy, and there is not even a single weed beside the grave, Nian An can tell when he thinks about it, Qin Xi sent someone to take care of it in advance.

Qin Yuan looked around curiously, and said to Nian'an, "Father, where is this place?"

"You'll know when you're older." Qin Xi didn't say anything, just watched Nian An busy.

Nian An and Yan Qing arranged the offerings, some exquisite pastries, and some seasonal fruits, and placed a soft cushion. They squeezed their fists, pointed at the cushion, and said to Qin Yu'an, "Yu'er , kneel here."