Dujun love

After a long time, Qin Xi got up from the room. He was going to the border, to Tianshan City, and he was going there soon. His Nian'an was there. Whether Nian'an was still there or not, he would go, even if it took him his whole life. , he must personally chase Nian'an back.

Qin Xi pushed open the door, returned to her indifferent expression, and said, "Li Shun, pass on the decree to let Chen Mo and Xu Zhu go to Tianshan City with me."

Li Shun came up quickly and said, "Your Majesty, why are you going to Tianshan City suddenly? Then this matter in Beijing..."

Qin Xi glanced at Li Shun coldly, and said: "The third younger brother has returned to the capital, let the third younger brother handle it on his behalf, no need to say more, I have made up my mind, and send someone to feed Fengjun immediately." After giving the order, Li Shun She didn't say any more words that made Qin Xi angry, and ran straight out to find someone.

Qin Xi put away Nian'an's letter before walking out of Qingxin Hall to the stables. In front of her was a group of people who were running to feed the horses. The first snow outside was getting bigger and bigger.

Seeing the back of Qin Xi walking out, Yan Qing couldn't help crying again, muttering: "My lord, you must come back safely, we are all waiting for you in the Hall of Pure Heart."

Yu Que and Zhuo Yun held Yan Qing's hand and said, "Young Master...Young Master will be happy." Haitang came out from behind holding Qin Yu'an, Qin Yu'an had been crying for several days, and finally calmed down.

Yan Qing hugged Yu An in her arms and coaxed, "The eldest prince is good, you must also hope that you can be happy, and you definitely don't want you to live a life you don't like."

Haitang also burst into tears, and said: "Mr. Su is a good person. If it weren't for him that day, the First Prince and Mrs. Liu would not be able to keep each other." The few people didn't say any more, but just carried Qin Yu'an to a place where the sun was relatively strong.

Qin Xi caressed the hair on Fengjun's back, recalling that summer, with Nian'an in the valley, lying on the grass covered with petals, Nian'an was buried shyly in his arms, raising her face His face was flushed from time to time, so charming that he will never forget it for the rest of his life. No one can compare to his innocent appearance.

He was pressed against the tree by him, at a loss, and bit his lips until he bled. He accompanied him from the weak crown until now he was about to reach his thirties, and he had accompanied him through such a long time.

But his Nian'an, I don't know when he started to think about him, to be wronged for him, and even to laugh, just to let him not worry.When Nian An left the palace that day, the smiles and words to him were all about caring for him, telling him to take good care of himself, without a single complaint, but it was because of this that he hated himself even more, hated his selfishness, hated own shamelessness.

"Feng Jun, let's go pick An'er back, don't rest on this journey." Qin Xi rode Feng Jun, probably staying in the stable for a long time, Feng Jun also looked forward to the day when he went out for a run, Qin Xi lightly Shoot and rush out.

Qin Xi didn't care about anything, took Xu Zhu and Chen Mo at Zhuquemen, and went to the border Tianshan City.If it was in the past, he would definitely not be like this, but now, he can't care about anything, the throne, or the country.

Two days ago, Nian An woke up once during the period, looked at Chen Ying, and smiled sadly, "I have troubled you again." Back to life, and now I want his care again.

Chen Ying took off the cloth scarf on Nian'an's forehead, shook his head, and said generously: "You can't say that, it's all because I'm idle and bored, otherwise I really don't want to care about you."

Nian An opened his mouth, touched his hot forehead, and said, "I must have contracted an epidemic, right?" Nian An knew very well how his body was doing, and he could also feel the pain from the rash on his body. General pain.

Chen Ying hesitated for a long time before he nodded and said, "En."

Nian An laughed and said: "Then you still don't wear the veil, do you want to dye it with me and die together? I don't want to die with you. If you look like this, there must be many women who like you. When the time comes, I will But those women will have their skins ripped off in their hearts."

Chen Ying paused for a long time, but still didn't put on the veil, and said, "I'll put it on later when you fall asleep. I'm not used to wearing that thing, and I think it's in the way."

Nian An didn't think that Chen Ying liked him, and didn't think about it, so he sat up from the bed and said to Chen Ying, "I want to go to the window to have a look."

Chen Ying brought Nian'an's cloak over. Chen Ying had already washed off the original dirt, whether it was mud or dust, and it was his favorite cloak, which was spotlessly white.Nian'an put it on gratefully, and Chen Ying helped him to the window. As soon as he pushed it away, he could feel the strong wind blowing in from outside. Nian'an's hair was blown to both sides. It's a beautiful picture.

Stretching out his hand, Nian An quickly felt the warmth of the snow drifting outside on his hand, swallowing the only heat in his palm, and Chen Ying said from behind: "Your fever hasn't gone away, it's better to go back."

Nian An said lightly: "I'm just afraid, I'll never see snow like this again." As he spoke, Nian An's tears rolled down his cheeks and onto his snow-white cloak, Nian An said again : "Retribution, I have never been filial to my parents in my whole life. If I hadn't been so selfish, I wouldn't have been separated from my parents. It should be there earlier to accompany the elders, cough cough ..."

Chen Ying couldn't see Nian'an's expression, and thought that Nian'an said these words plainly, his heart ached, and he said, "I can't blame you for these things, it's just fate."

Nian An shook his head, "How can fate be a man? Some things are wrong from the very beginning." Of course he knows that fate is a man, and he also knows that many things are not up to them, but he will not , just don't blame yourself a little, the debt to his parents will be remembered in his heart for the rest of his life, and he doesn't even know how long it will be, it's like listening to his parents calling for him.

He also couldn't forget what his father said to him before his death, the love he had for him, those were things he hadn't experienced for a long time, those thoughts were like waves, rolling in his heart but unable to calm down.

Nian An said again: "In my life, there are too many people who are in debt, only Qin Xi, I can touch my conscience and say that I don't owe him anything." That is the person he has loved with all his heart for so many years, how could he be in debt? .

Chen Ying pulled him in, "It's cold outside, don't look, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future."

Nian An held a piece of snowflake in his hand, turned and walked in, feeling a little dazed for the past few days, wondering if it was coming to an end, and he finally knew what the disease was capable of, the place where the rash was It's like a bug is burrowing in, the pain is so painful that people feel piercing.Nian An endured the pain and said with a smile, "Yes, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future."

As soon as he lay down on the bed, Nian'an fell into a deep sleep again. Seeing him lying down, Chen Ying went to the doctor's room to get medicine for him.Nian'an had been staying in the inn for two days, and when Chen Ying went out, he saw officers and soldiers searching. Chen Ying had an intuition in his heart that Qin Xi was here.

Chen Ying walked into the medical hut, took the decoction, patted the little doctor boy who was making herbal medicine, and said, "Little brother, what's the matter? Why did the officers and soldiers search it? Is there something vicious around here?" disciples?"

While beating the medicine, the little doctor boy said indifferently: "Those officers and soldiers, I heard that they are looking for some wanted criminals. All the generals in the capital have come. It seems that they are in a big posture, and they don't know what they have committed. .”

Chen Ying understood and said gratefully: "So it's like this, please don't bother me, little brother, keep busy, I'll come to pick up the medicine tomorrow."

Back at the inn, Chen Ying helped Nian'an up and fed him the decoction one mouthful at a time, but after a while Nian'an coughed violently and even coughed up blood, Chen Ying hurriedly wiped Nian'an's blood with a cloth towel Wiping it clean, looking at Nian An's weak appearance, an idea appeared in Chen Ying's heart that he himself thought was impossible... to find Qin Xi.Instead of waiting for Qin Xi to find Nian'an, waiting for Nian'an to become terminally ill and have no life at all, why not go to Qin Xi and ask Qin Xi to save Nian'an.

Because of the severe cough, Nian An also woke up slowly, looked at the blood on his chest, and said with a smile: "It's okay, maybe it's because I drank less water recently that I cough up blood like this, it's nothing serious."

Chen Ying said: "Show me how the rash on your body is doing."

Nian An was not annoyed, but just teased, "Chen Ying, why don't you ask someone to undress you every now and then, and you don't know how to be ashamed at all."

When Nian An said this, Chen Ying didn't dare to say anything, but blushed and said, "I just want to see how your wound is doing."

Nian An pushed Chen Ying away, and didn't answer his words, just said: "Can you pour me some water first, I'm so thirsty, don't you think I'm talking like a duck now?"

Chen Ying hurriedly went to pour water, Nian An quietly spread out the clothes on his body, and took a look, there was some bleeding and inflammation on those rashes, and now his body was really hurting everywhere, it felt like he was going to follow this person at any time The world will never see each other again.Nian'an could only endure it and kept silent.After a long time, Chen Yingcai said: "I'm sorry, Master Su was cremated without asking you in advance." After passing the tea to Nian'an, Chen Ying took out a pottery from the cabinet, handed it to Nian'an, and said: "This is Master Su's ashes."

Nian An knew that Chen Ying was thinking about him, how could he take Su Jingyan's body back to the capital for burial in his current state, if it was cremated, at least his soul would have a place to return.Nian An's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and after drinking the water, he immediately hugged the pottery in his arms and said, "Thank you... Thank you Chen Ying..." Nian An couldn't hold back his tears as he spoke. In life, after all, there are many debts.

Seeing Nian An's head down, Chen Ying had no choice but to make fun of him: "Don't say thank you to me. We are grasshoppers tied to a rope. I didn't expect that I would rub you for a meal so many years ago. It's been so long." Nian An held Su Jingyan's ashes in his arms, his heart ached, he said sorry and thank you, and didn't know whether to tell Chen Ying or Su Jingyan.

"Madam Su's ashes are not coming back anymore. I asked Quan Shu, and he said that when Madam Su left, Mrs. Su asked him to be cremated. Come out and let you take the two of them back together, but these days, I have been busy taking care of you and couldn't leave at once, so I made an appointment with Quan Shu to pick them up today, but I didn't expect..."

Nian An looked up in a daze, and asked, "I didn't expect what's wrong?"

Chen Ying exhaled, and said: "I didn't expect...someone came from the capital, and now they are searching everywhere for you and my whereabouts. It may not be long before we find this inn."