Dujun love

Originally this kind of plague, even if you don't get bitten, the air in the air alone is enough to catch people, not to mention that when Nian'an came back, he was already in poor health and the fever had not subsided. He took it.

It's just that they escaped, and it's okay to come here to meet Su Jingyan, but they must not stay in this mansion for long. When their shrewd emperor reacts, he will definitely know that they are here. He picked up Su Nian'an in his arms, and said to Quan Shu, "Don't tell anyone about the general and his coming here. I'll give you the money. Let Master Su be properly cremated. Keep the ashes. I'll come to pick them up in a few days. "

"General, according to my subordinates, Mr. Su seems to be in poor health. He may be infected with an epidemic. It's better to stay and take a good look."

Chen Ying took a look at Quan Shu, and said coldly: "You shouldn't care about things that you shouldn't care about."

Quan Shu's cheeks were dripping with sweat, and Chen Yingying's eyes made his whole body creepy, and he said quickly, "Yes, yes, general, go slowly."

Chen Ying carried Nian'an out of the City Lord's Mansion, got on the horse in a hurry, threw off the servants of the City Lord's Mansion who followed secretly behind him, and stayed in an inn near the City Lord's Mansion. At this time, The most dangerous place is the safest place. Chen Ying put Nian'an on the couch, hurried outside to get a basin of cold water, put a towel on Nian'an's forehead, and hurriedly asked the waiter in the store to Went to buy a suit of clothes for him, changed his clothes before leaving the inn.

After asking around, I finally found a medical hut, and spent a lot of money to invite the doctor inside to the inn. The doctor had white hair, but he quickly sensed the pulse of Nian An, and took it out of the bag. Taking out a black veil and putting it on his face, Chen Ying's heart sank, it was really over.

The doctor took Nian'an's pulse and pulled away Nian'an's clothes. Chen Ying clearly saw small red spots growing inside.The doctor said to Chen Ying meaningfully, "Young master, I think he got the plague plague that has been prevalent recently, and he is close to death. You should be careful, young master."

Chen Ying looked at Nian An Xubai's blushing face, and couldn't help feeling uncomfortable, "I'm fine, so can he... be saved?" Chen Ying didn't know what his feelings for Nian An were. Like or love, I just know that the person in front of me seems to make people want to protect and care, maybe I really regard Nian An as my younger brother, but I am a few years younger than him.

"I can only prescribe a few medicines for him. You can drink it according to the time. Whether you can survive it depends on him. But, don't hold out too much hope. I can see that his The physique has always been bad, so it’s okay for ordinary people, and the disease affects people with poor physique the most.” The doctor has already begun to write the prescription, and Chen Ying is very anxious, but he doesn’t know what to do. If this continues, will Nian An survive? down?

Chen Ying thought for a while, and then said: "Then trouble the doctor, it's not convenient to cook medicine here, can you ask the doctor to cook medicine for us in the medical hut, we are foreigners, and there is no proper place to live here."

The doctor thought for a while and said, "Okay, you can get it from the medical hut in an hour."

Chen Ying took another small bag of silver and handed it to the doctor, saying: "I have to trouble the doctor more." Divided.

"The doctor's parents love him, not to mention the young master's reward, so he will do his best." The doctor who was about to walk out of the inn turned his head again, handed a veil to Chen Ying, and said, "When we are in the same room, I still wear the veil. It's better, although you seem to have a good physique, you must always be on guard, once this disease is contracted, even if it is cured, it will leave many sequelae, it is better to be careful."

Chen Ying took the veil hesitantly. Seeing that Chen Ying was hesitant, the doctor continued: "After all, you still have to take care of him. If something happens to you, who will take care of this young master?"

Chen Ying nodded, put on the black veil, and said in a deep voice, "Thank you, doctor, go slowly." After speaking, Chen Ying sat on the side of the bed, looked at Nian'an's face, and said helplessly, "I am really you!" I am your benefactor, and I have saved you twice, if you cannot repay your favor, I will not allow you to die."

In the Hall of Pure Heart, Qin Xi buried her head in the pillow where Nian An often lay, and sucked the smell left by Nian An on the pillow fiercely. I couldn't help that strong and cold look, and the tears we shed wet the pillow.

Ann, where are you... you come back, okay?When you come back, I will rely on you for everything, and I don't want any of those wives, okay?You blame me, hate me, and you can't just leave by yourself. You beat me and scold me, it's better than leaving alone. When you come back, let's settle the score, shall we?

It's so cold outside, you are most afraid of the cold, I'll cover your hands when you come back, okay?You can cover it up however you want, okay?

Nian'an's physical condition is relatively poor. In winter like this, his body is unstoppably cold, his hands and feet are cold. Every time before going to bed, Qin Xi will put Nian'an's hand in his stomach, pinch his feet In his calf, and then cover it all night, whether he is machismo or he doesn't know how to think about Nian'an, he is willing to change, but he can't live without Nian'an.

As long as he thinks that Nian'an is gone, the place he wants to come back to every day becomes frightening, Nian'an's shadow is everywhere, Nian'an is sitting at the table reading a book, and Nian'an is lying in his arms The appearance of holding his hand, the appearance of Nian An lying on top of him, and the appearance of carefully kissing his mouth are all in front of her eyes, acting out one scene after another.

The day Qin Yuan was born, he knew about it. The next morning, when he saw Nian'an's eyes were red and swollen, Qin Xi knew about it. He knew how wronged Nian'an was, but he didn't do anything. It's all blood, all to save Liu Xiangqin's blood. He is such a clean person, but he is wearing that kind of clothes and waiting for the child to be born in Xiaoxiang courtyard.

He knew all the grievances that Nian An suffered, but he thought that Nian An had nothing to do with him. Nian An would understand him and understand his embarrassment as an emperor, so Nian An would not quarrel with him, and would not make things difficult for him. As time passed, he got used to Nian An's indifference and ignorance, thinking that it was nothing in his heart.

When he saw that Nian'an bumped into the wall because he didn't want to have a relationship with others, he was more thankful than his heartache. Fortunately, fortunately, his Nian'an still belonged to him alone, but now thinking about it, Woke up, what did I do to Nian'an, I was really an asshole...

I know I was wrong, very wrong, but you can't just give me a chance, Ann, I will change, I will change, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you, I was too selfish...

Qin Xi sat up and looked at the contents of the dossier. He asked Zhang Henghua to correct it for him back then. He wanted to grasp Zhang Henghua's handle because of this, but he didn't expect it to be the last one to poke Nian Anxin. The sharp blade in the heart has also become a big knife to cut off their connection. If he didn't think that way at the beginning, it would be fine, and now his Nian'an will not be like this.

Qin Xi was about to open the ledger, when a letter fell out from the ledger, the letter...

Qin Xi acted like crazy, picked up the letter from the ground, the handwriting on it was written by Nian An, he would not fail to recognize such graceful words, only Nian An could write such words, he trembled Open the letter.

"Qin Xi, I've thought about it for a long time. After all, we are still not suitable. For you, my existence is just a hindrance to the throne. If you want to become an emperor through the ages, you must have no weaknesses, and I am you. weakness."

"I used to think that as long as I like a lot of things, I can take care of it, but that's not the case. I found out that I am the most selfish person. If I didn't, maybe my father and mother can live in peace, maybe they can come back long ago. , But I value my reputation, I don't want to be accused of abusing my private power, I don't want to be criticized, this is my selfishness, even if I really don't want to admit it, but I just did something wrong."

"If you give me another chance, even if I die, I will not enter the palace again. Even if I die, I should die by my father's side. Some things, even if you want to hide them from me, someone will let me know , There has never been any paper that can hold fire, and I know very well that you and I are the paper outside, waiting to be burned."

"So before I was burned out, I thought, I want to do something that I haven't done all the time, don't come to me anymore, I want to let go, I really want to let go, some things we are too attached to, maybe at first I If you don't cling to that kind of feeling, maybe you and I won't have so many troubles today."

"Yu'er is because I am sorry for him, I can only ask you to take good care of him, I know you are his father, even if you don't like his mother, but you will not treat Yu'er in the slightest, even if it is because of me In terms of face, treat Yu'er better, and don't let his childhood no longer be happy."

"Finally, I want to say something to you, but I don't know what to say. You have always taken care of yourself, and there is no need for me to worry about you. Even without me, you will be fine. , As for those ladies, you don't have to look at my face anymore, you can do whatever you want."

"I'm gone. From now on, no matter whether it's good or bad, whether it's dead or alive, we don't have any relationship anymore. Don't come to me. I know that my father's time is short. I will leave Tianshan City after seeing him off. Find a quiet place to stay and do whatever you want."

Qin Xi was suddenly furious, squeezed the envelope in his hand into a ball, threw it on the ground, stood up and punched the wall hard, but finally curled up on the ground, picked up the letter, and then bit by bit Spreading it out on the ground, putting away the letter, Qin Xi couldn't bear to shed tears of regret, looking at Nian'an's handwriting, looking at the ink marks that had already been blurred by water, it was as if she saw Nian'an's handwriting. Ann's mood when writing the letter...

Su Nian'an, no matter where you are, I will definitely find you back. In this life, even if you die, you will die in my arms!