[HP] Snake

For some time afterwards, Severus seemed to be in a bad mood.Although he still punishes people when he catches them and scolds people when he sees them, I can clearly feel that he is in a bad mood.During this time, even if you tease him with precious potions, you won't see his cutely flushed ears.

Today is January [-]th, Friday, in the afternoon, we have a continuous Potions class.

For two whole classes, Severus looked quite absent-minded, even when Gryffindor's Longbottom blew up his cauldron, he didn't say much, just gave him a disgusted look, He shook his hand and told him to go to the medical wing.

At first, I just thought that there was some potion on hand that was bothering him. After all, I gave him a rather cumbersome potion formula not long ago, so I didn't think much about it.

I've inquired, and January [-]th, which is also today, is Severus' birthday.I thought, after class was over, and there was still more than an hour before dinner time, I could just go to the kitchen and prepare something for Severus to celebrate his birthday.

Standing in the kitchen, the annoying masochistic behavior of a lot of house-elves is really ridiculous. I shook my hands, blocked the noise, and started to prepare wholeheartedly.

Severus hated sweets, but liked strong foods.He wouldn't even look at something that was too bland.Moreover, Severus' appetite can be said to be quite large, so it is quite challenging to prepare a birthday meal and after-meal snacks for him, especially since I used to travel all year round, and I didn't pay attention to diet at all. The experience of cooking goes back to the initial time at the Dursleys' house.

When I finally prepared a lot of meals that would definitely satisfy him, carried the food box with the space expansion spell, and stepped out of the messy kitchen that I had tossed about, it was already dark.

Going straight to Severus' office, the corridor was very dark, and the weather was very cold, but all of these were not worth the expression that Severus might show.Would he cover up his embarrassment by blushing?Or did he sarcastically sneer a few times to cover up his concern and touch?Even, will you accept my heart?

To be honest, I also feel that my feelings for him came too suddenly.However, after losing Salazar, he is the first person who can make my emotions fluctuate to such an extent.My heart tells me faintly that he is a very important person, so I don't want to lose a person who is so important to me again.

It can be said that I am a rather cold-hearted person.Thousands of years ago, apart from Salazar being the only relative I recognized, Godric and the three of them could only be said to be close friends, even if they died in front of my eyes, it would be nothing to me Especially important things are just sad for a while.After all the ups and downs of my childhood, Salazar was certainly the first to have a small heart that could only hold so little.And, Severus, it was the second one.

Salazar once said, I am an absolute standard Slytherin, but also a rather special Slytherin.I have the ambition that every Slytherin has, but it is different from their pure pursuit of power and interests. My ambition is to hold my important person tightly in the palm of my hand, not to let him deviate from my sight, and not to let him withdraw To the slightest harm, let alone let him abandon himself.And this him, thousands of years ago, referred to Salazar.

In order to hold on to Salazar, I tried my best to make myself strong.At the beginning, I even sacrificed all my rest time to learn and practice magic, in order to improve my abilities faster and avoid the bad luck of being abandoned again.For magic, for the body, for all kinds of abilities, I tried my best to make myself proficient in everything, but in the end, I still lost Salazar.

Back in the millennium, I once felt that Merlin was unfair to me. I tried to destroy this decayed magic world and the idiot offspring who made Salazar ashamed.However, I still can't bear it, this is the last contact between me and Salazar.If, even this magical world does not exist, what else can be used to miss the Salazar who cares about me so much, loves me, and treats me like a parent...

Then, I met Severus, a pure soul of darkness that made my heart flutter.

It's not that I haven't thought about struggling, it's not that I haven't thought about staying away, but, in this moment when I have nothing, how can I get away from the only thing I want.

Even if he can only be caught with potions, even if he doesn't have me in his heart, no matter how reluctant he is, it's impossible for me to let go of my hand.

【Hiss, Lord Slytherin, you are here again. ] Guo Zhesi twisted her slender waist and bowed slightly coquettishly.

【Yes, Miss Guojisi, please open the door. 】I didn't care about etiquette, just nodded slightly, and asked her to open the door. Now I just want to see Severus.

【Snee—】

The door opened slowly with a click, I didn't care to listen to Guo Zhesi's nonsense, pushed the door open, and rushed in with a bright smile.

"Sev...le...s..."

It was dark inside the door, the surroundings were frighteningly cold, and the familiar smell had faded a bit, he was not there.

The smile on my face froze all of a sudden, I put down the food box in my hand, and rushed to the door of the laboratory quickly, stretching out my hand to push it, while trying my best to maintain a smile.

"Si... Ver... Les... I... did it for you..."

His hand was resting on the door panel, trembling slightly.

I can't express what kind of mood I am at this moment, I only know that I am very lost, I am very sad, even when I was bullied by the Dursleys and even those two seniors before, I never felt that way a feeling of.The originally happy heart seemed to be cut open and smashed to pieces. It is no longer a feeling that can be described by a simple word pain.

I tried to find something to explain his absence, such as Dumbledore, such as Madam Pomfrey in the medical wing, such as a student who made a mistake, such as... But, I clearly know that this It's all an excuse.

Even so, I don't want to think about it, let alone believe that he just doesn't want to spend this birthday with me, that's all.

However, as soon as such thoughts popped up, they were out of control.

I can't help myself to think about some very pessimistic things, for example, he is real, he really doesn't want me to get close to him, pester him...

Plate after plate was carefully placed on the table transformed from a coffee table, and a silver candlestick with glowing candles was placed in the center, and the top-quality red wine sent by Lucius was placed on the side, Shi He cast a warming spell, covering the entire table.

Then, the whole person, as if he lost his strength, collapsed on the sofa behind him.

Kicking off the shoes on his feet, he shrank into his robe and nestled on the not-so-soft sofa.It was getting colder and colder in the cellar, but I felt that it was not as cold as my heart.

The scenes since I met Severus kept flashing before my eyes. I tilted my head and sat on the back of the sofa behind me, sniffing the scent that belonged to Severus, with a slight smile on my lips, A tear fell down from the tip of the nose.

He stretched out his hand and pressed the small roll of parchment hidden in his bosom, and the rough surface rubbed against his fingertips, but for some reason, it made his heart ache.That is what I plan to give him today, the black magic purification potion, which can be combined with the previous magic power purification potion to solve the ugly and shameful mark on his left arm, and at the same time purify the magic power contained in that mark for him to absorb use.

I didn't try to go out to find him. I was subconsciously afraid of meeting someone I didn't want to meet. Moreover, he always wants to come back here, always wants to come back to my side, isn't he...

Time passed by, it was very late, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.Staring at the closed door closely, expecting that it will open in the next moment, and the man I miss so much will rush in, even...even if he scolds me...that's okay...

The sky, little by little, lit up.

That man never came back.

I hugged my body, trembling uncontrollably, my body was so cold that it was a little numb, and my heart was so painful that I couldn't make a slight ripple at all.

It's already, January [-]th, in the first year of our acquaintance, his birthday, without me.

I don't feel hungry at all, and I don't feel sleepy at all.I just lay there like this all the time, the scent that belonged to him on the sofa has been covered up by my scent bit by bit, my heart is indescribably sad, but the tears are so empty that no tears can fall.

When he really came back, I couldn't figure out what time it was, my head was too dull to react, my ears were buzzing and I couldn't hear his voice clearly, and I didn't even have the strength to raise my hand to check the time .

Looking at his familiar figure, smelling his familiar breath, feeling his familiar embrace, waiting all night, and despairing all night, it seems that they don't exist anymore.At this moment, I just want to indulge in his arms and never leave.

Hey~ Severus, just stay by my side all the time, okay?Just like that, hold me and don't leave, okay?