zombie log

as a zombie,

Is it no longer necessary to sigh with emotion about life?But at this moment, Bei Xinmiao felt a long-lost feeling.

The boy in front of him looked at him with that slightly shy and weird expression.

He even took his hand.

A taste that he was no longer familiar with slowly flowed around him.

He no longer had a racing heart or blushing with excitement.He should have felt nothing.

But he is not like that.

He'd stood there thinking about it, wondering why being a dead body wasn't indifferent.He quickly found out.

That feeling,

Nothing to do with life.It was because of Tang Guan's dependence on him.

Nothing likes being alone.

Of course, Tang Guan's actions also reminded him of how close he was to people when he was alive. He also had many close people who hugged and got close to each other.

At this moment, Bei Xinmiao felt that she was alive again.Although there was no longer any throbbing in his body, he really wanted to get closer, sit by the bed, and stay with him silently like this.

He even wanted to hear him continue talking, talking about tacit understanding and liking.Whether or not all of this is real.

"Your hands are so cold." Tang Guan said slowly.Her eyes fell to Bei Xinmiao's half of her hand that was exposed outside her long sleeve.That hand was so pale and stiff. "You just got cold in the rain. Why don't you change your clothes and get warm."

Bei Xinmiao slowly withdrew his hand from Tang Guan's, and the process seemed a little reluctant.But that's all he can do.

"Go to sleep..." he said to Tang Guan. "I have a classmate's reunion tonight, and I'm going out."

"At this time? You want to leave me alone?" Tang Guan's expression seemed to be a terrible thing.

Bei Xinmiao changed her mind: "I'll be right back."

……

On the corner of the street on a rainy night, there is a black Chevrolet private car, which is new this year.

The car seemed to have been waiting there for a long time.

Bei Xinmiao approached with an umbrella, and stood behind the car. The rain fell on the roof of the car, flowing down from the windows on both sides like water cloth.

One door was opened a crack.The outgoing voice was also masked by the sound of rain. "Bei Xinmiao, here!"

He put away his umbrella and got into the car.

The car is very warm, with a warm aroma. The people in the car did not turn on the lights, so the lights on the instrument are very obvious, blue, green, red, in the dark rain outside, it seems to be sitting in the universe In the spaceship.

"It's really hard to invite." The man in the car laughed. "Still as repulsive as ever. Know how long I've been waiting here?"

Bei Xinmiao stood the wet umbrella by the door at the back of the car, staring at the drops of water sliding from the tip of the umbrella to the floor mat. "Wet."

"Don't worry about it." The man enthusiastically put one of his hands on Bei Xinmiao's arm, so that he could turn his head and look at him. "I haven't seen you for more than ten years, have you? An old classmate."

Bei Xinmiao was noncommittal, and turned her head slightly towards the man: "Why are you waiting here?"

"You didn't go to the party last night." The tone was full of dissatisfaction and teasing, "How many times have I invited you over the years! Is the old classmate's face so low? You know, Xiao Zhengnan's status among classmates is still very high of."

"Have you gotten rich? You look arrogant." Bei Xinmiao said bluntly.

"Opened a bilingual school, and I am the principal. What do you think? I like the feeling of talking to you, direct and unpretentious. I am very satisfied with my current situation. You must know that when I graduated from college and became a high school teacher, others Everyone thinks that my whole life is just a poor teacher. But now, I can also become an industrialist starting from education."

It seems so.Bei Xinmiao turned her head slowly. "Industrialist..." he murmured, "You are also like Mr. Shi... have you ever thought about what education is, and has it really played its role..."

"What?" Xiao Zhengnan seemed to think he heard it wrong. "How do you say such unrealistic words? People who have graduated for ten years have not yet recognized the reality, and still say such childish and ridiculous words? Although I opened a school, I am not the Minister of Education. Although I am a Teacher, but first of all, I want to let myself survive."

Bei Xinmiao said nothing.Xiao Zhengnan patted him on the shoulder and laughed loudly, started the car and drove towards the street. "Even if you're pedantic, I'd love to chat with you. Let's go to the bar."

"We are not good friends. Why do you always look for me these years."

"Because it's unforgettable." Xiao Zhengnan said with a smile. "In our class before, you beat me everywhere, even the girls I liked liked you. So I have been paying attention to you all the time, wondering if you will always be better than me in this life."

……

City A Bar has a unique flavor.Although it is not as eccentric as the metropolis, it is also fashionable and lively.

Looking at the flickering lights on the stage, Bei Xinmiao suddenly remembered his life many years ago.Xiao Zhengnan couldn't understand his experience after graduating from high school.Perhaps in the hearts of these old classmates, Bei Xinmiao is still the outstanding student who speaks little and will never make detours.

"You are the No.1 leader in our class, champion...haha." Xiao Zhengnan kept joking and laughing amidst the sound of music, and he seemed very happy.Drinking until the middle of the night.

When Bei Xinmiao went back, she remembered that she had promised Tang Guan to come back soon.And it took several hours.Stiff feet tried to speed up and rush back to his room.

Tang Guan was no longer on his bed.

It was still dark and the clothes were still hanging wet on the clothesline.Where will people go.

Bei Xinmiao looked around the room, but found no one.Unknowingly, he walked up the stairs and came to Tang Guan's house.

Tang Guan's home is just one floor above his head, but he didn't want to go home just now, why?

Bei Xinmiao stood in front of Tang Guan's house until dawn.He never knocked on that door.

He counted the footprints left by the string of bare feet at the door, from the basement to here, a total of 29.