zombie log

people always look forward to the future

It can be seen that if we cannot get rid of the shadow of the past, we will never have a future.

Bei Xinmiao really wanted to tell Tang Guan this sentence.

Don't neglect to protect your heart.Once the heart is injured, the pain will always follow like a nightmare.

But he said nothing.He also knows another truth, people will never listen to other people's advice, unless they experience it themselves, no matter whether it is too late or not.

raindrop,

Along the edge of the black umbrella tip,

dripping down bit by bit,

Gradually becomes a fine line.

The sound of sobbing was also covered by the torrential rain, Tang Guan suddenly turned around and hugged Bei Xinmiao.

Both arms were tied around his stiff neck like tightrope, tightly, leaning against his arms.Maybe he was looking for warmth.But Bei Xinmiao could no longer give it to him.

Bei Xinmiao stood there like a puppet, he wanted to back away, other people's hugs were too unfamiliar to him; he raised one arm, trying to pull down the two that bound him, but his hand was Just draw a circle in the air.

He hadn't been approached for too long, maybe he shouldn't refuse.Regardless of whether this closeness at the moment is due to a temporary collapse.

But he can only push him away, he can't let him feel his cold body temperature.

Tang Guan let go of his hand at this moment. "I don't want to go home," he said.

……

Under the light in the bathroom, Tang Guan looked like a civet cat.

He took off his wet clothes and stood in front of Bei Xinmiao wearing only his underwear.Rubbing his wet hair with his hands.

He still looks like an immature child.Her round face was stained by tears and rain, but her skin was smooth, and she didn't even have acne.Although he works out every day, he doesn't look strong, his legs are like two bamboo poles.Bei Xinmiao thought that he should have started exercising recently.Maybe, it's only been three months.

Turning around, Bei Xinmiao went to get a brand new towel back to the bathroom, and handed it to Tang Guan.

"Your house is leaking." Tang Guan pointed to the stagnant water in the corner of the bathroom, while putting the towel on the stand beside the sink.Then take the shower head and rinse your body. "Wow!" He turned off the faucet again in surprise, and looked at the bathroom tremblingly and suspiciously. The bathroom was obviously just used, and he turned to look at Bei Xinmiao, "Do you bathe in cold water every day?"

Bei Xinmiao stared stiffly at the wall in front of her. The power socket in the bathroom was under the water heater. The plug of the water heater was hanging alone in the air. It had never been plugged into the socket by Bei Xinmiao.

The smell of disinfectant in the bathroom was very strong. Tang Guan rubbed his nose, "Your house smells like this." He rubbed his arms vigorously, picked up the shower head again, endured the cold, and quickly Wash the body thoroughly.Without hesitation, he took off his underwear in front of Bei Xinmiao.Then pick out body wash on the shelf in the bathroom. "What are these!" He looked at the large jars on the bathroom floor. "Is it disinfectant?"

He finally found a bottle of Bath Night, poured some into his palms and rubbed it into a lather, then rubbed it all over his body. "My mother said that taking a cold shower just takes a while to get used to it. And it will be more comfortable after taking a bath." Feeling that Bei Xinmiao had been standing beside him like a statue, he suddenly changed his subject, "You like to look at other people bath?"

Bei Xinmiao's lips parted, as if she wanted to say something, but she still didn't move.

"Even a man shouldn't look at it like this." Tang Guan said, but turned to face Bei Xinmiao without hesitation.He said while rubbing the bubbles on his body. "I can stay with you tonight, can't I?"

Bei Xinmiao took a step back and turned around slowly.

"We are the same kind." Tang Guan said. "At least we all have misfortunes now. I have decided to investigate your high school records tomorrow. Believe me, I have a way. I have studied many detective methods. I can definitely do something as small as you. I It will help you remember. However, you have to help me. It is very simple for you, help me with my homework and papers. I want to free up more time to investigate things that are more important to me and you. Still Yes, come with me to look up those license plate numbers and talk to those car owners, I am very observant now, if he has a problem or lies, I should be able to see..."

Bei Xinmiao walked out of the bathroom slowly and closed the door.Shut Tang Guan's voice inside.

He stood by the window on a rainy night, listening to the sound of heavy rain hitting the ground, houses, treetops, and street lamps.Listening to someone's whispering voice seemed to be transmitted in circles.The world is always in darkness.

Tang Guan slept on his bed without restraint.Luckily he still has a new set of quilts, which he bought along with other things when he moved into the basement, though he never needs to use them.

Wrapped in the same brand-new bath towel, Tang Guan got under the quilt and deliberately stepped aside to the side of the bed. "Do you want to sleep now. Or do you want to do my homework? Actually, homework is your eccentricity, isn't it? A dull habit from school?"

Bei Xinmiao didn't answer, he rummaged through an old suitcase, found a bottle of perfume that he had used a long time ago, and sprayed it on the new quilt.Perfume has worn off somewhat due to age.He pulled the quilt up to Tang Guan's shoulders.Tang Guan's nose flapped again for a while. "Perfume and disinfectant are really impressive." His eyes with thick eyelashes stared at Bei Xinmiao shiningly. "I like you." He said bluntly.

Bei Xinmiao stood stiffly beside the bed.

"I know you like me too." Tang Guan mischievously looked at the puppet-like guy in front of him. "Although we just met, we feel like we've known each other for a long time. Is it the same for you?" He was used to not hearing Bei Xinmiao's answer, so he just kept talking, "Don't ask me why I'm so sure. Actually It's very simple. No one treats me well. Only you. Everyone thinks I'm crazy." Tang Guan's eyes became dim. "They all think I'm crazy, or that I'm a troublesome, broken person. But you don't."

Tang Guan sat up from the bed and took out his mobile phone from the plastic bag beside the bed.A small, long and narrow paper box was glued to the back of the phone, inside which were three or four cigarettes arranged side by side.Tang Guan took out one and held it in his mouth. "Is there a fire?"

Bei Xinmiao still stood still and looked at him.

"Do you also want to tell me the truth? What are you saying that this is not what I should do? What?"

Bei Xinmiao slowly turned around and went back to the old suitcase to take out a beautiful lighter.

When the smell of smoke filled the room, Tang Guan looked at Bei Xinmiao and smiled. "Look. That's why I like you. You're not like those fake fishy guys who insist on telling me some righteous principles, but behind the scenes, they may not be better than me."

"If it's just smoking...it's no big deal." Bei Xinmiao said slowly.

Tang Guan spit out smoke rings one after another, as if this is a very fun and pleasant game. "I know no one likes you. You're like a monster. You always play cool. But I just like you." He stubbed out the cigarette end on the bed.Stretching out his bloody white hand like a lotus root, he took Bei Xinmiao's cold hand.Show a slightly shy smile. "Are you going to stand by the bed all night... come on."

For the first time, Bei Xinmiao had an expression that did not belong to the category of rigidity.