zombie log

The last time Bei Xinmiao was separated physically and mentally was when he died.

His body is so weak that he can no longer carry out the commands issued by his brain, and even a single finger can no longer follow his command.From that state until death, it was a terrifyingly indescribable period of time.

In that kind of pain, all people will regret it.But nothing can be done.

Now, as life tries to return to his body, he still has a sense of separation.While he wasn't completely immobile, he didn't have enough strength to do anything for himself.After becoming a zombie, although he can't talk about possessing any special abilities, all discomfort in his body disappeared, as if he was numb. He can still control his body to do any movement, but he doesn't have to worry about the possible feelings he may suffer .

And now, when he was once again unable to control this weak body.The feeling of horror came to him again—ten years ago, he faced death alone...that was something he never wanted to experience again.

Chi Yang's attitude was very firm, when he saw that Bei Xinmiao refused to accept his arrangement.He looked annoyed.

Instead of persuading him, he stepped forward fiercely to hold Bei Xinmiao's shoulder and control his body.

Huang Mao was like a machine that had been input with orders. When Chi Yang held Bei Xinmiao down, he crawled onto Bei Xinmiao's body, kissed and stroked him hesitantly.Maybe it was because he could see Bei Xinmiao's reluctance, and he looked very uncomfortable.

Bei Xinmiao looked up at Chi Yang. "Are you going to force it?"

Chi Yang's eyes showed anger: "so, are you going to give up now? I thought your will was strong enough! It was enough to support you to persevere! I once told you that if you die again, you will not return to your original appearance, you will Get worse!"

Bei Xinmiao calmed down a little after hearing this.He didn't want to give up his chance at life - if it was a chance at all.This should be his dream.Think of his unquenchable longing since those days.He never thought that this was an impossible opportunity.

Chi Yang let go of his hand as if he had seen through him.Whisper it in Bei Xinmiao's ear. "Just work hard for yourself."

The yellow hair was still stroking him gently.Bei Xinmiao could feel that touch, but he didn't respond.

"Do you want to start directly..." Huang Mao asked Chi Yang at a loss.

"No." Chi Yang said firmly. "Make him feel. He should feel."

Huang Mao showed a somewhat embarrassed expression.keep going.After a while, Bei Xinmiao remained indifferent.Huang Mao looked a little nervous, a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, and his face began to turn red.He leaned down to kiss Bei Xinmiao, and Bei Xinmiao stared directly at the ceiling above her head, unresponsive like a zombie.Huang Mao covered his lips to his ears, and said softly, with a slightly panicked and aggrieved tone, "What should I do to make you like it..."

Bei Xinmiao's heart suddenly moved.A trace of pity rose in my heart.

Huang Mao's tone made him feel familiar and reminded him of something from a long time ago.This was also asked many years ago.A small child, a weak shadow flashed in his memory, but he couldn't remember who that child was.

Bei Xinmiao turned her eyes to Huangmao's face, at such a close distance he could clearly see the thick and slender eyelashes on his eyelids. "What's your name?" he asked.

"I left you a call..." Huangmao responded.Lost in the tone. "You never called me."

"Oh. That piece of paper. Does it have your name on it?" Bei Xinmiao slowly raised one hand and placed it on Huangmao's back. "Do you know who I am..."

Feeling Bei Xinmiao's acceptance, Huang Mao relaxed a little, and responded wittily, "I've always called you 'the crazy guy.'"

They laughed together.Think of the windy and cold night they met.

"You don't want to know who I am," Huang Mao said. "It doesn't matter who I am. Now tell me how to make you respond and make you like it."

Bei Xinmiao stared at Huang Mao for a moment, and the shock that Xiao Zhengnan had brought to him flashed in his mind.

He said slowly: "Stupid. Stop touching me. Take off your clothes, your body temperature is more effective than anything else."

He heard a short laugh, looked up and saw Chi Yang's stiff face.

(two more)

Things went easier than Bei Xinmiao imagined.

This may be due to the handsomeness of the yellow hair.Beautiful people are always easy to compromise.

Huang Mao took off his coat calmly. His figure was very good, although he was a little thin.But very sexy.

Bei Xinmiao involuntarily touched the slightly green chest with her hand.Warm and strong.

He himself was still so cold that he had to be fascinated by it.

The longing for life and the torment he is undergoing seem to be able to easily repel hesitation and guilt.

Chi Yang looked at them with bright eyes.Maybe it's because they are finally willing to be active and happy.He pushed a small instrument over, which was recording Bei Xinmiao's slow heartbeat.So far nothing has changed.

They start making out.

Bei Xinmiao closed his eyes. For a moment, he felt as if he was lying on a leaf that would sink at any time, weak like an ant, he had to hug the only thing he could hold tightly, he had no choice, he couldn't ask himself more what do you need.Even if it's just an insignificant straw in front of you.

Although both of them are active.But the heartbeat displayed on the instrument was still slow and weak.Chi Yang was a little impatient. "Do something that works!" he said to the two of them.And took a few vials and put them in front of them.

Huang Mao took the one that Chi Yang handed over, and spread a lot of creamy paste on Bei Xinmiao's body.Some subtle sensations penetrated from the skin.

Huang Mao put his hand down, and then showed a disappointed expression: "He still didn't respond..." After thinking about it, he laughed at Bei Xinmiao. "Maybe, you're not interested in me."

Bei Xinmiao looked at his face.In fact, yellow hair is not the type he can't accept. He just picked him in the nightclub, which is the best proof.There is an attractive mixture of purity and decadence in Huangmao.

Bei Xinmiao slowly shook her head in denial. "My heart... responds to you."

Huang Mao smiled with flickering eyes: "Then, leave the rest to me!" He kissed him decisively, gently separated his legs, and applied more slippery substance to them...

What happened after that was like a strong wind, and Bei Xinmiao felt that she was still lying on the leaf.Bumpy with the waves, precarious with the wind and rain.

When Huang Mao swooped down, without warning, Bei Xinmiao felt a tingling pain.Twitching involuntarily.

That moment was impressive, and the unique pain was deeply imprinted in his mind.Reminds him of many people.

Those who were important to him - relatives, best friends... lovers.It turned out that he had loved so many people.

Who is with him now?

A person's heart is an untouchable wind, he can't even see his own heart clearly, how can he know who has truly loved him?Who will remember?

Maybe no one.

Should he create an illusion for himself?In order to allow myself to face this moment.Lie to yourself that the reality in front of you is what he needs most.

"After that night, I always wanted to see you again..." Huang Mao said excitedly. "...I can't forget you..." His radiant body was conveying the passion in his heart to Bei Xinmiao.Bei Xinmiao couldn't help hugging him even tighter.He wanted to fly up and down with him, but he was too weak to do so.I can only accept the rain and dew silently like a piece of dead wood.

Chi Yang's excited voice mixed in at this moment. "It's improving!" Like a stockholder who pays attention to the stock trend chart, he keeps his eyes on the changing chart line on the heart device.

But at that time, Bei Xinmiao felt an excruciating pain in his chest, so painful that he wanted to cry out.He could only hug the yellow hair tightly.As if hoping that he could drag him out of the abyss.

Although they were going fiercely, Bei Xinmiao didn't feel any different from before, except that he could already feel the pain every time he entered.

His gaze turned to Chi Yang involuntarily, who was watching them calmly.

He knew that no matter how interested Chi Yang looked, there would be no disturbance in his heart.What really aroused his interest was the result of this incident.

Time is passing by every minute and every second.

The atmosphere in the room was changing with Huangmao's constant excitement.Bei Xinmiao was already waiting for the result.Results always come.With waves that can throw him to the highest peaks.

But in that wave, he remained calm.

Huangmao stopped panting, and lay on his body trembling with excitement.Chi Yang seemed even more excited than him, announcing the results of the 'experiment' loudly to them: "The heartbeat is ten beats per minute! The fastest has reached twenty..." But it didn't take long for him to become annoyed, "No, No, no, why did it slow down again? What is the problem?...You guys continue, come again!"

Huangmao continued to come again.He was quick to get himself ready to start again, still looking enthusiastic.This time, Bei Xinmiao felt a slight change in himself - the heaviness in his body was slowly reducing, which proved that he had begun to regain his vitality.

The effect becomes more pronounced the second time around.When Huang Mao reached the peak sweating profusely, Bei Xinmiao's fastest heartbeat also climbed to 30 times.But what annoys Chi Yang is that when they stop, the heartbeat will slow down.

"Come again!" Chi Yang roared.He expected success even more than Bei Xinmiao.

Huangmao gasped for a moment, and prepared to come again without any objection.In order to let it enter the state as soon as possible, Chi Yang applied a bottle of liquid on Huangmao's body, and Huangmao immediately looked as brave as before.Before the third time, Huang Mao showed Bei Xinmiao an inexplicable smile. "You...will always remember me?" he asked.