zombie log

This might just be a dream.

Bei Xinmiao closed his eyes, hoping that when he opened them again, everything would return to calm.

From birth to death is an irreversible process.

Everything on the earth has a history of hundreds of millions of years, and there has never been a precedent for resurrection from death.

But now, he has experienced all the impossibilities - once was a zombie, and now he is going to be resurrected.

No.

None of this makes sense.

……

When I opened my eyes again, I was in a strange room.He suddenly realized that he had fallen asleep.

In such shock and excitement, he fell asleep easily.And when I woke up I still felt sleepy.For a moment he couldn't hear his own heartbeat.It was only when I touched my chest that I felt the faint pulse every minute.

I don't know how much time has passed, whether it is almost the end of the day.Chi Yang's words are still in his ears - he wants to make his heart beat faster within a day.

But he found himself getting weaker and weaker.The pain haunted him non-stop.He had to check every part of his body, looking for the source of the pain, and found more and more unknown wounds.He already cherishes this body that has long since died, but now he knows that he still scars himself.

He thought that if he was resurrected, he would no longer be as careless as before.Is that one of the benefits of being a zombie?

But if resurrected, he can taste delicious food, have life, and feel joy.

Should he regard the pain at this moment as the price of his life?

like the process of birth,

In the blood and pain, life is so vivid.

The most brilliant time of life will be ushered in after the pain.Why don't people laugh and squander their god-given life.

Then he somehow fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, he was lying on a snow-white rectangular table.The room he was in was surrounded by white curtains.A medical equipment rack stands not far away.There are medical cotton in the tray.He looked at his body, which was covered with bandages. Someone helped him deal with the old wounds and bandaged them up, so the pain from the surface of the skin became bearable.But he still had many other indescribable pains - dizziness, weakness, retching and constant abdominal pain.

His eyes looked around the room, but he couldn't find Chi Yang.He wanted to check the time, but couldn't find his cell phone or clock.

He tried his best to get up from the table, but lost his balance and fell heavily to the floor.

Chi Yang appeared from behind the curtain.

There was a yellow hair beside him.

The two lifted Bei Xinmiao up and put it back on the table.

Chi Yang said meaningfully: "I know you are in pain now, but I can't give you an injection of anesthetic that can relieve the pain, it will stop your heart immediately. Compared with the pain now, I believe you are more unwilling Let's die again."

"Why?" Bei Xinmiao was so weak that she couldn't even speak. "If I'm already dead..."

Chi Yang put a finger on his lips: "don't waste your energy thinking about it. Now we will work together to make you recover." He glanced at Huangmao slightly sideways.Huang Mao nodded, and took a step forward to hold Bei Xinmiao's hand.Bei Xinmiao looked at him suspiciously.

Chi Yang said sadly: "that person hasn't come yet. I can't let time be wasted like this. Let him try with you first..."

"Try what?" Bei Xinmiao was puzzled.

"Everyone needs a different stimulus. You, obviously, need..."

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"What do you want him to do for me?" Bei Xinmiao asked with a sneer.

Huang Mao stood silently in front of him, his delicate and pale face was numb. "I'm willing to do that." He replied before Chi Yang.

……

Before that, Bei Xinmiao hadn't paid much attention to Huang Mao.On the contrary, he tries to avoid recalling him.

They met at a nightclub, shared absurd moments, and then went their separate ways.

But at this moment—at such an 'important' moment, it was this person standing in front of him.Perhaps a lot has to be paid to help him.

For the first time, he began to look carefully at Huang Mao - he has very delicate features, but is submerged under a face full of decadence.In fact, he is not as ostentatious as his appearance, but very negative.The vitality of his life seemed to be being sucked away by something, leaving only a fairly gorgeous shell.

Bei Xinmiao's jaw suddenly began to ache, and the most terrible thing was that his head also began to ache, as if his brain was shaking non-stop.He growled to Chi Yang: "now I just want to make myself feel better!"

Chi Yang said quietly: "Work hard for yourself, you have only one way." As if to create a space for them, he lifted the curtain and left.

Huang Mao seemed to relax a lot after Chi Yang left, and he sat down beside Bei Xinmiao.For several minutes he did nothing.

"You once asked me why I looked sick..." Huangmao murmured.

Bei Xinmiao was so tormented by her own pain that she couldn't think of what he was talking about.

"He asked me to approach you... On the first day you arrived in Hades, I waited at the station to observe you. Before I saw you, I was wondering if it was another monster like him... fortunately……"

Bei Xinmiao was taken aback, and finally began to listen carefully to Huang Mao's speech: "You mean, he arranged our acquaintance?"

Huang Mao showed a self-deprecating smile. "...with you... I don't just feel like I'm done."

"Why are you doing this! Even if he is your boss!"

Huangmao lowered his head: "I am a hopeless person."

Bei Xinmiao suddenly thought of another important question and asked, "Then you already know what I am?"

Huangmao nodded.

"Then you still..."

After a moment of silence, Huang Mao said: "I... have been serving him." It was difficult for him to say this.Seeing Bei Xinmiao's surprised gaze, he added. "I said I was hopeless."

Bei Xinmiao felt a little angry for some reason. "What did he do to you?!"

Yellowfur put a finger over his mouth. "Are you angry? Why? For you, I am willing... He said all you need is stimulation. This is much better than what I did for him."

"Why don't you cherish life? You!" Bei Xinmiao looked at him puzzled. "You know what? I'd rather..."

"If I can become numb from now on, maybe I will feel relaxed instead." Huang Mao actually said this. "That way I can get rid of a lot of things that are hard to get rid of."

"What do you want to get rid of?"

"Control." Huang Mao said mockingly.

"What's controlling you?"

Huang Mao was silent for a while and said. "A lot of things, like drug addiction..."

Bei Xinmiao was thinking: "Is he controlling you?!"

"I was the one who let myself down first, so he came to me." Huang Mao slowly turned his head to look at Bei Xinmiao, approaching him as naturally as possible...

When Huang Mao was about to kiss her, Bei Xinmiao put an arm between them. "No! I don't think you can help me."

Huangmao stopped in bewilderment.

Chi Yang appeared from behind the curtain in response.Seriously: "Heart talk time is over! Looks like you need me in the audience to get started."