zombie log

The filing cabinet smelled like sandalwood.

Xiao Zhengnan approached like a squinting bear,

Bei Xinmiao took a step back and bumped her back firmly against the cabinet.

"...What regrets about high school?" Bei Xinmiao's tone should have been sarcastic, but she didn't have the slightest feeling when she said it.

"Yes. I had two chances..." Xiao Zhengnan said. "But……"

"...Which two chances?"

"Remember that outing... the first time you drank, you were so drunk that you passed out... I will allocate tents for everyone, and you will be with me. The classmates still sympathized with me for taking care of an alcoholic..."

"……what have you done?"

"Everything that can be done has been done."

"I don't believe it..." Bei Xinmiao only thought this was Xiao Zhengnan's way of flirting at the moment.However, I don't find it annoying.

"You're like honey when you're drunk." Xiao Zhengnan said with a smile on his face.

There was a small creaking sound behind him.

"Did you hear that?"

Xiao Zhengnan turned his head and glanced at the door of his office.

"Is someone there?" Bei Xinmiao reminded him.

Xiao Zhengnan reluctantly let go, walked to the door of the office, and suddenly pushed the door open.The hallway was empty.The doors of several adjacent offices and classrooms were tightly closed.

Xiao Zhengnan turned around with a smile, "Don't be nervous. No one will come in my office casually."

Bei Xinmiao heard the strange noise again.

He stepped over to the filing cabinet.But in that second he changed his mind.He turned to Xiao Zhengnan. "let's go."

Xiao Zhengnan approached him with a smile: "Don't rush, stay here first..."

"I'm very hungry and want to eat right away. I'm so hungry that I don't feel anything," Bei Xinmiao said.

They leave bilingual schools.Get in the car.Bei Xinmiao turned her head and glanced in the direction of Xiao Zhengnan's office.He believed that there was a person hidden in the cabinet.And the first thing he thought of was Tang Guan.

Perhaps Tang Guan followed them all the way here, and hid in the principal's office while they were visiting the school.

Otherwise, what other explanation can there be?

……

That night, Bei Xinmiao stayed at Xiao Zhengnan's house again.After Xiao Zhengnan fell asleep, he quietly left and went back to his basement.

Tang Guan rushed in like a civet cat, and handed over a stack of documents to Bei Xinmiao. "I got the information of Yushan Company in Mingling County. I think we should go and find out. The reason for your father's death is on that mountain..."

Bei Xinmiao looked at Tang Guan, Tang Guan's hair was messed up, as if he just got in from somewhere.

"Why are you hiding in Xiao Zhengnan's office?"

"What?" Tang Guan was puzzled for a moment, "Oh, I saw Teacher Xiao picked you up."

"Why hide in his file cabinet, what are you spying on? Me or him?"

"What?" Tang Guan touched his head. "I didn't. I saw you get in the car and leave...I didn't hide."

"Didn't you follow us?"

"Stalking... No, I followed you to school. But I didn't hide."

Bei Xinmiao no longer asked this question.

"You are investigating Xiao Zhengnan? Why?"

"Why else. I have photographed his cars at the intersection, of course I have to check, I have to check every one I photographed. There are more than 1000 cars."

"The reason why Xiao Zhengnan's car passed by that intersection was photographed by you is because he always drives to find me these days!" Bei Xinmiao said.

"Oh." Tang Guan responded, seemingly disapproving.

Bei Xinmiao said seriously: "Xiao Zhengnan is not the one who hit your mother. Don't waste your energy and investigate others."

"How could you know?" Tang Guan muttered in a low voice.He saw that Bei Xinmiao was a little angry today, so he became cautious.

"If Xiao Zhengnan hits someone, he can't just run away on his own. He will save people and take responsibility."

"How do you know that?" Tang Guan muttered in a softer voice.

(two more)

Not everyone is qualified to say love.

Love is a luxury.

When Bei Xinmiao looked at Tang Guan, he couldn't tell him that he didn't have this ability.No matter how much he wants to take care of him.

"Do you know that life is actually very short? You can't know whether you are still alive in the next second."

Tang Guan seemed indifferent to such words.Instead, she asked Bei Xinmiao: "If you were going to die tomorrow, what would you like to do most now?"

For Bei Xinmiao, there was no answer to this question.For him the question has become, 'If you're dead, what else can you do? '

"What do you want to do? Who do you meet? What wish do you fulfill? What scenery do you see?..."

"... want to."

This is the truth.When there is only a little bit left in life, those things that have been neglected will become extremely precious and beautiful.When tomorrow is about to say goodbye to life...

"Feel alive..." Bei Xinmiao said slowly.

"I don't mind how long I live, I just hope there are no mysteries in my life." Tang Guan said.

***

On March [-], the wind hit.Maybe the spring breeze shouldn't come.

A dead person has no right to talk about life.He has no right to bear the joy of life.

Maybe that's why I can only squander other people's charity...

****

On the way to Yushan Forest Company, Bei Xinmiao saw Chi Yang.

He and Tang Guan were waiting at the bus station for the first bus to Mingling County in the morning. Chi Yang stood in the crowd, very eye-catching.

He was wearing a long trench coat like Bei Xinmiao.Wears sunglasses and a striped cap.It's just that the color is exactly the opposite of Bei Xinmiao's, all white.When he walked towards Bei Xinmiao, it was like a white-clothed warrior walking towards a black-clothed warrior in a martial arts novel.

"Are you looking for me?" Bei Xinmiao said in surprise.He couldn't imagine how Chi Yang knew to find him at the bus station.

Chi Yang didn't answer.Just glanced at the waiting signs behind them.There were signs of several long-distance buses going in different directions flashing on the waiting sign.Bei Xinmiao suddenly understood that Chi Yang didn't come to look for him, they just met by chance.

"You seem to be all right." Chi Yang looked at Bei Xinmiao and showed a smile, but it was just bending his mouth upwards.No one else could hear this sentence, but only the two of them understood - a magical force had already brought life to Bei Xinmiao's stiff body.

"I'm so envious." Chi Yang looked at Bei Xinmiao, and Tang Guan ran back from the ticket office at the bus station.He was stunned when he saw Chi Yang.Chi Yang looked at him with interest.

Bei Xinmiao hurriedly said: "It's not him..." My change is not because of him.

"I know." Chi Yang slowly turned his head back. "He's not enough..."

At this moment the car drove over, Tang Guan pulled Rabe Xinmiao's sleeve to remind him to get in the car.

Bei Xinmiao looked at Chi Yang suspiciously, not understanding the meaning of the second half of his sentence. "Not enough of what?"

Chi Yang turned around and left.

……

The car is in motion.Xiao Zhengnan called: "Why did you run out without making a sound again?! Is it so nice outside?" It seems that he just woke up and found that Bei Xinmiao was not there, so he called immediately.

"It's outside where you are." Bei Xinmiao replied slowly.

"Well...you mean..." Xiao Zhengnan suddenly became a little clumsy. "I said earlier that I would let you move to my place... Your basement is not a place where people live."

Bei Xinmiao burst out laughing.He didn't know what amused him. "That's so troublesome. You will have to find a reason to drive me away in the future."

"You bastard?!" Xiao Zhengnan paused, and said in a strange voice, "It's time for you to recognize the situation, stop pretending to be cool, you've been fooled by me..."

"Yes. Heh, your goal has been achieved, why do you want me? I leave quietly, is it not in line with your wishes?"

"what?!"

Bei Xinmiao turned his gaze out of the car window. He had never noticed that the scenery from City A to Mingling County was so beautiful.

"What do you mean!" Xiao Zhengnan growled on the phone. "Do you think we are...playing? You even do the same with your old classmates?!"

Bei Xinmiao really wanted to tell him that even life was just a game.But he smiled and said, "Didn't you say that this is abnormal?"

"What am I afraid of, you will pervert with me."

Bei Xinmiao laughed.Press off the phone.Turning his head, Tang Guan was looking at him seriously.

Bei Xinmiao did not meet his gaze.

"It turns out that you can laugh so happily." Tang Guan said.

Bei Xinmiao said nothing, but turned her face to the car window.He knew he wouldn't laugh for a long time, but it didn't matter, even if it was only for a second, he was willing to spend all his reasons to laugh.

When he was alive, these reasons seemed easy to come by, and he should have laughed every day, but he didn't.

"What happened?" Tang Guan asked persistently. "What happened in the past two days? Why did your appearance start to change."

Bei Xinmiao heard this and turned to look at him. "What do I look like?"