traveling doctor

When Kou Tong woke up, he found that he had returned home. His whole body was tightly wrapped in the quilt. He was a little hot, so he unconsciously struggled a bit, and was held down again. Huang Jinchen whispered beside him: "You You have a fever, don't move, don't let the heat out, I'll get you some water."

Kou Tong's mind was like a ball of paste, so he said "hmm" without any objection, and lay back.

Huang Jinchen went out and said something to someone, then came in with a cup of warm water, took a sip by himself, then hugged Kou Tong's shoulders, let him lean on his body, and fed him.After half a glass of water went down, he took a small bottle from the side and said in a low voice, "Take the medicine too, your mother gave you an anti-inflammatory injection."

Kou Tong was silent for a while, and then said slowly: "...she used to be a nurse."

"Yeah." Huang Jinchen watched him finish taking the medicine, then put the water glass aside, gently told him to lie down, "Go to sleep for a while."

Kou Tong frowned, his whole body was sore, as if acid water was coming out from the cracks in his bones, he felt something was wrong with every movement, and he hadn't had any illness for many years.

"Er Fatty," he said, "I feel bad."

His voice is slightly hoarse, slightly nasal, lacking in breath, and it sounds a little soft.Huang Jinchen smiled softly, put his hands on his sides, lowered his head, as if to touch his forehead, and asked, "Are you acting like a baby?"

Kou Tong thought for two seconds, then decisively admitted: "Yes."

Huang Jinchen rolled onto the bed, squeezed beside him, and hugged him through the quilt: "Okay, then I'll sleep with you in my arms."

What kind of bad idea is this... Isn't it even more uncomfortable to be covered by him with the quilt, unable to turn over? protest.

Huang Jinchen buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder and did not receive the signal. After a while, he said sullenly: "When I was on the mission for the first time, the instructor said I was a natural sniper. During the whole process of pulling the trigger to confirm the death of the person, the blood pressure, heart rate and breathing remained stable. When he said this, he looked at me with a strange expression, praising me while being very heavy, as if he felt that I was a person Killing the same kind is like cutting carrots, which is a bit anti-social."

"Actually, I also think I'm a bit anti-social." Huang Jinchen said, "Of course, I usually don't want to blow up government buildings, and I don't want to wait on the side of the road with a gun. Even numbers kill odd numbers and let them go...including being an undercover agent in Utopia. In those years, I carried out whatever order I received, and I didn’t feel that I was deceiving other people’s feelings at all, and I didn’t feel nervous, guilty, contradictory and painful at all. I always felt that... I was not a normal person.”

Kou Tong's brows and eyes softened, and he wanted to pat his head with his hand, but Huang Jinchen pressed him so hard that he couldn't take out a single finger.

Huang Jinchen's hand holding him was getting tighter and tighter, so that Kou Tong felt like he was being strangled through the thick quilt, and the man's body even trembled slightly: "But you scared me to death just now...you The fuck scared me to death!"

Suddenly, Kou Tong's heart twitched fiercely, as if for the first time in his life, he felt the real, fiery but hidden feelings, not just playful, not flirting, but real...feelings.

Ten thousand well-prepared sweet words are probably not as good as the "You scared me to death" growled in a low voice when hysterical.

Kou Tong was so burned that he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but he had mixed feelings, all of which were mixed into a pot, pouring heavily into his heart, and he couldn't explain why for a moment, so he had no choice but to stop struggling. She moved, leaned against Huang Jinchen's arms, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

This time, he didn't sleep very peacefully, he was in a mess of dreams, he didn't know what day and night, he seemed to be awake, but it seemed that he couldn't wake up anyway.

Half an hour later, probably because of the heat, Kou Tong began to struggle unconsciously. Huang Jinchen hugged him tighter, gently wiped off the cold sweat from his pale forehead, looked at his frowning brows, suddenly A burst of distress.

Huang Jinchen feels that Kou Tong has always been the kind of person who can sleep until the end of the world if he is given a bed, and he has never frowned when he is asleep.He gently smoothed the center of Kou Tong's brows with his fingers, and patted his back through the quilt... It turns out that this man who can give people a great sense of security just by his voice is also vulnerable at times.

Being around this person made him feel... that he was a real person.

This made him suddenly feel a sense of crisis. Huang Jinchen looked at Kou Tong and couldn't help but think in his heart: What if you are gone one day?

The palm of his hand holding the quilt was suddenly clenched, and the veins on the back of his hand were exposed. At that moment, Huang Jinchen looked at the unconscious Kou Tong with almost fierce eyes, as if he had turned into a wild beast, ready to pounce on him at any time. Like breaking Kou Tong's neck.But in the end, he just leaned down, kissed Kou Tong's forehead, then picked up the water glass and small cotton swab beside him, and gently moistened his chapped lips.

"Then I'll kill you." He announced softly and cruelly while doing this.

After a while, Kou Tong twitched suddenly, curled up into a ball, and let out a low-pitched sob in his throat. I don't know what nonsense I said.Huang Jinchen leaned over and listened carefully for a long time, but he couldn't hear anything. Kou Tong was about to struggle out of the quilt, so he tucked the corners of the raised quilt, but felt that Kou Tong seemed to be shaking.

At this time, there was a sudden crisp sound, and the surrounding seemed to vibrate slightly.The space of the whole room is "stitched" with mirrors, and the walls are covered with mirrors. In order not to scare people, they are usually covered with cloth or wall stickers. When Huang Jinchen raised his head, he found a piece of cloth on the wall fell off. There was a hole in the mirror inside for no reason, and the water in the water glass on the table spilled out, leaving a small layer of water stains.

"Kou Tong..." Huang Jinchen stared at the opening, reached out and pushed Kou Tong's shoulder, "Wake up."

He felt that he had never eaten pork, and he had seen pigs run away many times. This situation was like the first time the two of them entered the projection space with Lao Yao, before the space suddenly collapsed, just like when He Xiaozhi was about to jump off the building, The projected street...

"Kou Tong!"

Kou Tong did not move, but the door of the bedroom was smashed. When Huang Jinchen opened the door, he found the whole family standing there, and asked nervously, "What's the matter? Was there a sudden earthquake? Is Kou Tong awake yet?" ?what to do?"

Huang Jinchen didn't say anything, soaked a towel in cold water and stuck it on Kou Tong's face.

Kou Tong was shocked, and immediately opened his eyes. At the same time, the moment his pupils began to focus, and the moment he woke up, the vibration in the room disappeared immediately.

Huang Jinchen put his hands behind his back and waved gently to him. When Kou Tong raised his eyes, he saw the cracked mirror in the room. He asked nonchalantly, "What's wrong?"

Huang Jinchen: "It's okay, you rest."

Then he calmly coaxed the whole family out with his three-inch tongue, and convinced them that it was just a small earthquake below magnitude four.

Kou Tong heaved a sigh of relief, fell back heavily, and lay back on the bed again, covered in cold sweat and sticky all over, but his mind was quite clear, and the sobriety at this time gave him a feeling that he was about to give up. ominous premonition.

After a while, Huang Jinchen opened the door and came in, bent down, and pressed his forehead against Kou Tong's: "How is it?"

"It's much better, but my head still hurts a little," Kou Tong paused, then asked again, "I feel sticky and uncomfortable, can I take a bath?"

Huang Jinchen dragged a chair, sat down beside his bed, and wiped his face with a towel: "Be patient, your mother said that you can wash it only after the fever subsides."

Kou Tong closed his eyes and sighed softly.

"What happened just now?" Huang Jinchen asked, then looked at Kou Tong's face, and added, "Can you tell me?"

"Probably a nightmare." Kou Tong was exhausted, his voice stuck in his throat, "I can't remember clearly."

"Still can't tell?"

Kou Tong is thinking about this matter. If some things are avoided, they will be suppressed from the conscious to the subconscious. When he is awake, he can balance his state of mind, but he cannot escape in his dreams.This is not reality. In reality, no one cares what dreams he has when he falls asleep in the middle of the night. This is a precariously balanced world constructed by the accumulation of projections of everyone's consciousness.

And people can't escape their own memory and mood, what happened is what happened, that's a fact.

"Go get a basin of water." Kou Tong said, "Cold water."

"What are you doing?"

"I will try to solve this problem," Kou Tong said, he struggled to get up, Huang Jinchen quickly stuffed a pillow behind him, Kou Tong continued, "I can't remember some things, I need to dig, just think I definitely can’t remember it, so I need to find a way to let me be substituted into the specific time and environment at that time. When the emotions resonate, it will be easier to remember. This usually needs to be induced by professionals, and generally controlled by professionals. "

He looked up at Huang Jinchen: "Obviously you are not a professional."

Huang Jinchen was dissatisfied: "Then I'm always a living thing, what can I do?"

"Yes." Kou Tong said, "Go get a basin of cold water, and if you find the same vibration just now, you can splash me with cold water to wake me up."