Just liking is not enough

Sit down, raise your hands and hold the bowl, "Lean pork porridge made for nothing? That's great, my favorite!"

As he spoke, he took the lead in taking a few sips.

Seeing him, the others didn't seem to want to bring up what happened yesterday, so in the end they had to give up temporarily. A breakfast started and ended in a strange atmosphere of silence. Kai just drank a glass of milk and finished biting a piece of toast, nothing else happened. How to move, just sit and wait for the far away to finish eating.

After breakfast, Bai cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, Mi Xiu was sent by Kai to inquire about Yan Ruoxiao's news, and Yuan Hai had to leave first because of official business.

Yuanfang and Kai were left in the living room, and the sound of Bai turning on the faucet came from the kitchen.

Yuan Fang sat cross-legged on the sofa with bare feet, took the orange on the coffee table with one hand, peeled it, and turned on the TV at the same time.

"When are you dispatching?" Yuan Fang asked Kai who was sitting next to him.

Kai said "En", reached out and took the orange in Yuanfang's hand, peeled it for him, and raised his hand to feed it into Yuanfang's mouth.

Yuan Fang raised his eyebrows, and turned to look at Kai with a questioning look, as if to say——what does "en" mean?

Kai looked up and saw Yuanfang's bulging cheek chewing and chewing. The fingers stretched out did not retract, and turned directly to the side of Yuanfang's face, and touched the lower eyelid along the smooth skin.

The red marks can be seen more clearly when you get closer. Kai's fingers are gently rubbing on it, expressionless, and you can't see what he is thinking, but he has no intention of speaking, just looking at it like this distance.

Last night he didn't forcefully break into the room because he wanted to give Yuanfang time to tidy up and think. He didn't know what happened in Yuanfang, but at least he knew that if he forced his way into the room at this time, it would only crush Yuanfang's self-esteem on the ground.Leaving him his own space is the only thing he can do.

But he never felt so incompetent.

While Yuan Fang was distressed inside the door, he also stood outside the door, experiencing the torment of his heart, what should he do if he likes someone?What can I do to make the other party always smile and be carefree? Is there any way to make the other party's pain be imposed on myself?Can you let yourself bear all the things he doesn't want to bear for him?

For the first time, Kai thought about a lot of questions in his head, but didn't get any answers. Regarding feelings, it was like a bumpy road covered in thick fog that could never be seen clearly, and the feet might suddenly change at any time. into an abyss, and what's even worse, is that he can't turn himself back.

A few years ago, my younger brother Leo seemed to have said to himself, "The one you fall in love with first loses from the beginning."

At that time, he didn't understand, he didn't know what was good about that kid named Feng Ziling, what made his proud younger brother so willing to go through fire and water for him, but now, he seemed to understand.

Last night, he asked Mixiu to find out what happened near the coffee shop during the day, and in the end the fragmentary information came back, only knowing who seemed to have had a quarrel with someone in the distance.

The other party should be Arno, that's right, Yuanfang wants to provoke the other party to tell everything they know, and quarreling may be just one of the means.Kay had been thinking about this all night, and when the sky started to turn white, Kay finally came to the only possible conclusion - that the distance said something that was not meant to be, and those words hurt two people at the same time .

After reaching this conclusion, everything after that seemed to make sense, why Yuan Fang didn't want people to care about him, why faced Yuan Hai's worries but broke out in anger.

That's guilt, self-blame, feeling that you don't deserve care, right?

Kai looked at the distance in front of him and suddenly felt funny. What kind of person is this? He is conceited and arrogant. He often feels that he is a person who does not consider other people's feelings. He is self-willed and smart, but in some places he is very dull. He has The sky-high self-esteem, unexpected shy emotions, although always gentle, but not everyone believes it.He maintains his own unique personality, contradictory and harmonious with each other just right, insecure, but disguises himself with a prickly face.

I like others to pamper me, but I will stare at the slightest disrespectful words.

In fact, he is a person who is afraid of being lonely, afraid of being alone, afraid of being hurt, and also afraid of hurting others.Perhaps it was because he was protected by too many people since he was a child, so he was unexpectedly simple, but because he had experienced too many things, he was unexpectedly complicated and indifferent.

Which side is the real him?Which side is false?Or... whichever is him.

Stretching out his hand, he hugged Yuan Fang, feeling the unnatural stiffness of the other party, as if he wanted to avoid him, his fingers hugged him a little tighter and more resolutely.

The scorching breath came and went in the distant ears, and he murmured in a voice that only two people could hear, "No matter what happens, no matter what you look like, I only like you, and I can only see you."

The stiff shoulders in the distance seemed to tremble suddenly. Although it was very slight, it could be felt that the other party was trying to control it.

But the uncontrollable tears still soaked Kai's shoulders, and the silent crying grabbed Kai's heart. The side that was slowly opening to him was fragile, and the slight gap in that side seemed to be able to see a little bit. , the person's true.

Even if there is only a little bit now, Kai feels very satisfied. Yuanfang is accepting himself, and he has begun to accept himself when he is not conscious.

The living room was silent for a long time, and there was still the sound of splashing water in the kitchen. After a while, Yuan Fang raised his hand to hug the man back, rubbing his face lightly on the man's shoulder.

"Would you like to go somewhere with me?"

Kai nodded, and the two stood up and tidied up, then went out and left.

It wasn't until the door of the living room slammed shut that Bai Cai slowly heaved a sigh of relief with his back turned to the kitchen door, and turned off the faucet that was wasting water all the time. The tableware beside him had already been cleaned up.The man wiped his hands, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and sent a simple message to Yuan Hai - don't worry, it's all right.

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Kai was driving the car, and Yuan Fang was sitting in the seat with his knees hugged, looking out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

It wasn't until the destination was reached that Kai opened the car door, and Yuan Fang came down from the other side.When Kai looked up, he saw that they were in a familiar place—Wanbaotang.

The two walked in from the side alley, the side door was still slightly open as before, and Yuan Fang pushed the door in, and the yard was quiet.

"Why did you come to my old man so early in the morning?"

An old but majestic voice sounded slowly, the two of them stepped into the door and turned their heads to see, in front of the house, Xie Ying, who was wearing a gray gown, was holding a purple clay pot, with a leisurely look, maybe before taking a walk.

Yuan Fang nodded to Xie Ying, "Master."

Kai also nodded his chin at Xie Ying, and then sat down on the stone bench in the yard with Yuan Fang.

Xie Ying was slightly surprised when he saw that Yuan Fang seemed to have a bad complexion. This kid has only made other people feel bad since he was a child. This time, the sun really came out from the west, or should I say...he deserves retribution?

Shaking his head, Xie Ying came over with the purple clay pot in his hand, and sat on the other side with his robe lifted, looking into the distance.

"What's wrong with the boy? Listless?"

Yuan Fang thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Master, I want you to tell me carefully about the grievances between the Yan family and our family."

Xie Ying seemed to be stunned, then frowned, "I know what these things are, they are all old things."

Yuan Fang put his hands on his knees and squeezed them slowly, "I want to know, I want to know why Yan suddenly became like that...why...we became like this..."

There seemed to be a trace of astonishment on Xie Ying's face, which did not hide from Kai's eyes. Kai raised his eyebrows slightly, thinking that the old man seemed to be hiding a lot of secrets, but at the same time, he also intuitively felt that the identity and Xie Ying's identity... I'm afraid it's not that simple. It's not that he has never seen a family fight, but he has never seen it that is so tragic and vindictive.

The contradictory points in Yuan Fang's character are actually quite self-explanatory: why does a well-protected young master have a side that doesn't trust anyone easily?Why is he obviously conceited and arrogant, but rare to be calm and intelligent, and able to assess the situation?Subtle not simple points, subtle complex points, all make this person look extremely mysterious. If he is just the young master of an ordinary family, would there be such a fusion of clean and pure kindness and indifferent reality?

On this side, Kai already had some calculations and doubts in his heart, but on the other side, Xie Ying seemed a little bit overwhelmed.

Taking a closer look at this child who has grown up since he was a child, it seems that there are some things that are different from before, eyes?expression?Or the aura that emanates?

"I heard from your father that you are in charge of negotiating with the Yan family?"

"There is nothing to negotiate." Yuan Fang shook his head, "Yan Ruoxiao will not stop, there was no need to negotiate from the beginning."

Xie Ying frowned, "Then..."

"If I can't stop Yan Ruoxiao, the Yuan family will be destroyed." Yuan Fang clenched his hands, and for the first time, from his own mouth, he completely admitted that the Yuan family would fail.

Kai turned his head and glanced at Yuanfang, as if feeling the helplessness and unwillingness of the other party, he reached out and held Yuanfang's hand under the stone table.

"..." Xie Ying was silent for a while, and glanced at Kai. The other party did not avoid his eyes, but frankly looked at him, sitting beside him in the distance, as if he was a natural protector.

Seeing Xie Ying's hesitant eyes looking at Kai, Yuan Fang said softly, "I believe this person, I asked him to compensate me."

Xie Ying was silent for a longer time this time, for a long while before he murmured