Just liking is not enough

I love you, you are not qualified to preach to me at all! "

Yuan Fang seemed to have been ripped off in his heart, but he quickly regained his composure.Although the situation in front of me is different from what I expected, but the timing is just right now...

Yuanfang adjusted his facial expression, turned his head and stared at Arno seriously, "Do you know what this is called? It's called unfair."

This should be the most guilty and vicious words in the life in the distance——

"Just like you like Yan Ruoxiao, and Yan Ruoxiao likes me, you can give everything, but you are destined to get nothing in return. Some lyrical people call this unfairness destiny. Do you know destiny? That is what you can't escape. What can't be avoided is Arno, who can be rewarded if he is not by his side. Yan Ruoxiao will always like me, and will only like me until he dies. Everything you do will not be seen by him. Your meticulously cared for DP , it’s just Yan Ruoxiao borrowing flowers to present Buddha to curry favor with me, don’t you feel sad?”

Arno was stunned, with his mouth open and his eyes staring into the distance without blinking.

Those words were like stabbing needles into my heart with a needle from afar. It hurt, but I couldn't see the blood.The heart was pulled tightly, pulled out violently, even the meridians and nerves, and the brain buzzed.

"You...you..." Arno tried to breathe to calm himself down, but his eyes betrayed him, "What do you know!"

Arno jumped up from the chair suddenly, and slammed his fists hard on the surface of the glass counter, making a terrible "thud-dump" sound.

"What do you know! What do you know! What do you know! What do you know!"

"Yes, I don't understand." Looking at Arno's painful look from a distance, he clenched his fists tightly by his side, "But what I don't understand is that even if I'm not by Yan Ruoxiao's side, I know what he's doing, but you don't I know, things you don’t even know when you’re by his side, doesn’t that make him trust you to know? You’re just a pawn.”

"What do you know that I don't?!" Arno pounced on him like a wild beast, grabbing Yuan Fang's collar, "What is it! Say! What is it!"

"I can't tell." Yuan Fang said calmly, "This is Yan Ruoxiao's secret."

"Secret?!" Arno was stunned, unaware that he had fallen into a trap far away, racking his brains to recall everything, just to prove that he was trusted, not being loved was already an eternal pain , if even trust is not allowed...he will collapse!He will break down!

Something flashed through his mind like lightning, and Arno smiled ferociously, "Ah! I know! I know!"

Looking at Arno from a distance, he clapped his hands like a child, "You mean those things that Lord Yan smuggled? He didn't hide it from me! He didn't hide it from me! I went with him, although I was outside to help lookout, but I went to the scene! Every weekend at [-]:[-] p.m., Pier [-], right! A general cargo ship with a blue background! Yes, yes, this is the secret you said? Hahahaha... I Just know, there is nothing I don't know!"

Yuan Fang felt relieved when he finished speaking, he said it... Arno said it.Sure enough, it was right to start with him...but...

There is no sense of accomplishment, no sense of pride, no sense of joy, nothing, Yuan Fang just wants to punch himself, looking at this man who is smiling happily in front of him, he just wants to punch himself.

sorry Sorry……

Yuan Fang kept repeating in his heart, and then got down from the chair.

"I don't want to read it, I'm going back."

Seeing Yuan Fang's complexion, Arno thought it was because he also knew the so-called secret, so he was frustrated, and smiled even more happily.

"Yuanfang, don't think that you are everything. Not everything goes as you wish. It feels good to fail, right? Hahahaha."

Yuan Fang wanted to move the corners of his mouth, at least to show a small indifferent smile, but his face froze and he couldn't smile.

Silently turned and left, Arno's laughter was still echoing in his ears, Yuan Fang felt his whole heart flustered as if he had been thrown into a huge wave, and he couldn't restrain himself from rushing towards him with a sense of guilt that he had never felt before.

……

Back at his home, Kai was already inside. Before he touched the keys from Yuanfang, he went to make a pair himself, and then moved in swaggeringly, but Yuanfang didn't bother to care about it, so it seemed to be a default Of course.

When Kai heard the sound of the door opening, he turned his head to look at it, and with just one glance, his brows frowned slightly.

Yuan Fang closed the door, sat down on the sofa silently, hugged his head for a long time, and let out a long sigh.

"What's wrong?" Kai sat over and put his hand into his arms, "Didn't you ask?"

Mi Xiu helped pour the water and comforted him, "It doesn't matter if you didn't ask."

Yuan Fang shook his head, buried his face in his hands, and said softly, "Every weekend at eight o'clock in the evening, Pier [-], a cargo ship with a blue background."

Kai was taken aback, and exchanged a glance with Mi Xiu. Yuan Hai and Bai also just entered the room at this time. Hearing this sentence, he was pleasantly surprised, "You have asked?! As expected of you!"

But after finishing speaking, everyone noticed something unusual, Yuan Fang didn't look happy at all, if it was normal, shouldn't he put on a smug face and proudly announce that he is a genius?

What happened to that proud distance?

Kai glanced at everyone, stretched out his hand to hug Yuanfang, and pulled his hand away, "What's the matter, Yuanfang? What's wrong?"

After thinking about it, I suddenly became nervous, "Injured?"

Yuan Hai and Bai also became nervous, and hurriedly gathered around to look, "Is it injured? Where is it hurt? Does it hurt?"

Yuanfang's mood had already sunk to the bottom of the valley, but now a group of people surrounded him and asked for warmth. The feeling of being stung by countless ants was even worse. He slapped Kai's hand away and jumped off Kai with a pale face. .

"I am fine."

Yuan Hai was taken aback, and frowned, "You don't look like..."

"I said I'm fine!" Yuan Fang roared at Yuan Hai for the first time, then quickly rushed up the stairs, and slammed the bedroom door shut with a bang.

In the living room, Yuan Hai was stunned for a long time before he turned his head and grabbed Bai's collar, "There is something wrong with Yuan Fang! What's wrong with Yuan Fang?!"

Bai hurriedly comforted him, knowing that the man in front of him was very calm no matter what happened, but when he met this younger brother, if he made a slight mistake, he would lose his mind.

Hugging Yuan Hai into his arms, he patted his shoulder lightly, "Don't worry, don't worry, we'll ask him after he calms down."

On the other hand, Kai's face turned dark. Although it was only for a moment, he confirmed that he saw the hurt look in his distant eyes.

At that moment, my heart was throbbing unbearably.

With a sullen face, Kai got up from the sofa, took a few steps up the stairs, walked to the door of the bedroom, and raised his hand to knock on the door.

"Far away, open the door."

"..."

There was no sound in the room, it was so quiet that no one was there at all.

Kai's frown deepened, and he panicked, "Far away?! Far away, you open the door!"

And in the bedroom at this moment, the man covering his ears with his back to the door was staring at the floor expressionlessly.

—You never loved anyone with your heart!

Arno's hysterical laughter still seemed to be echoing in his ears, as he said, "Everything will not go as you wish! Failure doesn't feel good, does it?!"

"Hmm..." An unbearable groan came out of his mouth, his heart hurt so much, it hurt, and he couldn't understand.

Why does Kay like herself?

Yuan Hai and Bai, father, mother, and the people around them, why do they like themselves?

What is it about yourself that is worthy of liking?

If you don't know how to love others, how can you be liked by others?Will viciously hurt others' self, what is worthy of liking?

Kay must have misunderstood... Kay must have misunderstood...if he knew what he said to Arno...if he knew...

--I like you.

Kai's gentle laughing voice sounded in his ears, as if he would turn into a contemptuous and indifferent voice in the next second, leaving him with an expression of no nostalgia.

Compared with "hating", "disgusting" and "seeing you wrong", Yuan Fang is more afraid to hear, "I shouldn't like you, there must be something wrong."

I shouldn't like you...

"Don't..." Yuan Fang covered his ears and shook his head, slid down on the floor, tears streaming out uncontrollably.

At first, I thought I didn't care, I didn't care about anything, but now I realized that if Kai leaves, if Kai doesn't like me anymore...

I will fall into the darkest abyss.

The author has something to say: Cough worsens, coughs to death, coughs to death>~~

32

32, 32. The way of survival...

Early the next morning, Yuan Fang came down the stairs. Everyone looked like they hadn't slept well. When they heard the noise, they all turned their heads to look at the stairs.

Yuan Fang's expression remained the same, he walked down the stairs lightly and stretched himself, as if nothing happened yesterday.

Yuan Hai carefully looked at Yuan Fang's face, and frowned slightly. In fact, he could find it if he looked closely. There was a circle of inconspicuous red marks and some dark circles under Yuan Fang's black and white eyes.

Although Yuan Fang tried his best to act as if nothing had happened, anyone could tell that this person cried all night and then kept his eyes open until dawn.

Kay sat at one end of the dining table, from the moment he appeared on the stairs in the distance, his hazel eyes have been looking into the distance, without missing any subtle expressions.

"distance……"

"Ah! So hungry, so hungry!" Yuan Fang interrupted Yuan Hai's voice and rushed to the chair