completely black and white

Jiang Bai smiled sarcastically, "Actually, I also guessed, and I actually don't understand why he didn't kill me together, and secretly raised me and sent me to the United States without telling everyone in the group. Staring at me and laughing. You said that a man keeps the son of another man who can be said to be at odds with him, and treats him specially. Apart from this, I can't think of other reasons."

Qin Ang immediately got goosebumps all over his body, and a chill rushed up from the soles of his feet.He glanced at Jiang Bai, who was smiling but not smiling, "Don't laugh, it's weird."

Two gays talking about another gay pervert, no matter how it sounds, it doesn't sound right.The two looked at each other for a while, Qin Ang said, "That's not what I mean, I mean Qi Yao himself, if he really likes Uncle Mu, he would kill Uncle Mu and keep you by his side, what a pervert he would think."

Jiang Bai shrugged, "He was originally a pervert."

The antisocial personality with strong desire to possess and control refers to a person like Qi Yao, who is so insane that he can kill his own father with his own hands. I really can't find any more appropriate words to describe him except abnormal.

He leaned back against the head of the bed, "When I was ten years old, he suddenly sent me to the United States. At that time, I couldn't understand why he suddenly sent me to such a far place. After thinking about it, maybe I looked I always make him think... of Mu Chu, that's why he sent me far away."

"So, all these years, you have been growing up alone in America?"

"No, someone is with me." Jiang Bai seemed to think of something, pondered for a moment, and slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, showing a sincere smile, "Do you still remember the teacher Jiang I told you? Yes He grew up with me, and he helped me restore my memory. Did you know that my surname, Jiang, also follows his surname."

Jiang Bai didn't know the name of Mr. Jiang, and he never heard it mentioned by anyone. Since he knew Mr. Jiang, it was also Mr. Jiang's name. Sometimes he would ask the name, Mr. Jiang didn't answer, just said that he forgot up.

Teacher Jiang was born and raised in the Golden Triangle. The childhood that Jiang Bai once told Qin Ang was actually Teacher Jiang’s childhood. He grew up in the poppy garden, and he was the one who was dragged to fight for life and death.The person Mu Chu saved was also him, but Teacher Jiang was no longer a child at that time, even a few years older than Mu Chu.

"I don't know how Teacher Jiang persuaded Qi Yao to let him take care of me all the time, but Qi Yao's original intention was to ask him to supervise me. Who knew that Teacher Jiang would always tell me a lot about Mu Chu, and would take me secretly. I went to see a psychiatrist, and in my blank memory of the past, Teacher Jiang helped me describe Mu Chu's appearance, character, and character step by step."

If he can still maintain a trace of kindness and justice under Qi Yao's hands, it is because of Mr. Jiang's credit.In his teenage life when he had almost nothing and knew nothing about his past, it was Mr. Jiang who told him that the world is not only profit and killing, but also kindness and beauty.

Jiang Bai looked at Qin Ang, and said seriously, "Teacher Jiang, he is a very good person."

But he was such a good person, because he died when he was less than 40 years old.

"One year Qi Yao came to the United States suddenly, and I don't know where he found out that Mr. Jiang kept telling me about Mu Chu." "Qi Yao killed Teacher Jiang in front of me."

He always remembered that night, when the University of San Francisco fell down, paving the avenue.A lot of blood flowed from Mr. Jiang's body, and the blood dripped into the heavy snow, and one after another coquettish flowers bloomed on the white ground.

He clutched the fatal wound on Teacher Jiang's chest, cried so hard that he couldn't help himself, and shouted for help. His hoarse and distorted voice was lifted high by the strong wind, and disappeared in the heavy snow in an instant, without any response.

The dying Teacher Jiang held his hand and smiled with difficulty, "Abai, don't be afraid, don't cry, I'll tell you a few words."

Jiang Bai sobbed and endured crying.

In the snowstorm, Mr. Jiang gasped and said the last words to him, "Your name is not Jiang Bai, you are Mu Zhiheng, you have a family, and your hometown is in a city called Huaicheng in southern China. City, you are not an orphan, your father... ahem, his name is Mu Chu, he is... a Chinese anti-narcotics policeman, a well-deserved hero, and a... A good father. Your father's greatest wish is to... be able to arrest Qiye... Qiye and his group and put them in prison. You can't be like them! Listen... ...Did you hear that? Jiang Bai, you have to live well and fulfill your father's wish...Jiang Bai, did you hear that?"

The elder struggled to utter the last word, and before he could even wait for Jiang Bai's response, he swallowed his last breath, and his blood-stained hand fell off Jiang Bai's hand, hanging lifelessly in the snow.

In the heavy snow all over the sky, the teenage boy once again experienced life and death, and once again said goodbye to his closest people. From then on, the road is long, and no one can protect him anymore.

Jiang Bai looked at Qin Ang with red eyes, he was smiling, but it was uglier than crying, "I never felt that I owed anyone, but to Mr. Jiang... He is obviously not related to me by blood, But he protected me all the way, in my heart, he is actually more important than Mu Chu."

Teacher Jiang is three-dimensional in his heart, and has been with him for nearly ten years, teaching him how to love others and love himself.But Mu Chu was vague to him. When he was two years old, Mu Chu was not by his side. When we met again, it was already a parting of life and death. His memory of Mu Chu was not deep, and most of it came from Teacher Jiang. in the mouth.Mu Chu was so unfamiliar to him that he couldn't even properly call Mu Chu's father.

"I know." Qin Ang touched the back of his neck, "He is a good man, and you have lived up to his expectations of you, have you?"

He leaned over and kissed Jiang Bai's forehead, "Jiang Bai, you are very good, whether it is Uncle Mu or Teacher Jiang, they will definitely be proud of you, and I am the same."

He kissed the tears that slipped from the corners of Jiang Bai's eyes, pulled the quilt carefully to avoid the wounds on Jiang Bai's body and lay down on the person, raised his hand and turned off the only light in the room.

He embraced Jiang Bai in the dark, and said softly, "When I came here, I kept thinking about what your past would be like. It must be very hard and lonely. But I am so lucky and thank you, because you bravely After going through that difficult journey, I returned to my side. Jiang Bai, I am really, very grateful!"

"No matter what you have experienced before, it doesn't matter. When this matter is over and we catch Qi Yao with our own hands, we will go home. You are unfamiliar with Uncle Mu, it doesn't matter, I can tell you about him. Your There will be many people around me, including my parents, Zheng Er, and most importantly, me."

He kissed Jiang Bai's slender fingers, "I will always be by your side, and I will do my best to give you back the best that I haven't given you."

He heard Jiang Bai laughing very lightly in his ear, and the warm breath blew into his ear, itching for a while.

Jiang Bai said, "Qin Ang, I am really happy that you can come to me."

The moonlight ran in through the light-transmitting window screens, and frost fell all over the ground, and fine dust floated in the white beams of light.Qin Ang hugged Jiang Bai, put his chin on his forehead, and gently patted his back with one hand. When the sound of light breathing came evenly, Qin Ang looked at Jiang Bai who was sleeping in the moonlight, and looked up. Smoothing his frowning brows with his hands, he leaned forward and kissed him lightly.

When Qin Ang woke up again, the sky had already turned pale. The dawn broke through the night, tearing a crack from the gray sky, revealing light faintly.

Qin Ang opened his eyes and turned his head to see Jiang Bai who was still asleep.

He turned over and climbed up carefully, and carefully touched Jiang Bai's with his forehead-fortunately, it was not hot, and it seemed that the wound was not infected.

He tiptoed out of the house, and as soon as he went out, he ran into Zheng Er who was standing in the yard.Qin Ang was stunned for a moment, carefully closed the door, and asked Zheng Er, "Are you awake?"

Zheng Er stretched his arms, "No, I got up again after sleeping for a while. Is Jiang Bai okay?"

"Yeah." Qin Ang nodded, "Was the person chasing you yesterday from Hu Ban?"

Zheng Er nodded, "I guess he wanted to kill people and rob goods. Although Hu Ban's power is not as big as Qiye's, Meng Yang is his territory, and he has the army behind him as a backer, so he dared to shoot directly on the street so boldly. If he finds out that we are not dead now, he will search for people all over the world. So we are safe here, but we may hide for a few more days. By the way, why did you appear here?"

"I follow you all the way."

Zheng Er stared at Qin Ang with wide eyes in surprise, "You followed us all the way! How come I never found out."

Qin Ang sneered, "Jiang Bai found out."

Zheng Er's eyes widened.

"If you guessed right, he should have seen me in the temple."

"But he didn't say that."

Qin Ang paused, pondered for a moment, "Maybe he thinks it's his own illusion, he always doesn't believe that I will come to him."

The last sentence was so lonely that a straight man like Zheng Er could hear it, but he didn't know how to answer it, so he simply kept silent.But after a while, he couldn't help but said, "Don't blame him, he's actually quite sensitive, and he grew up in that environment, it's common for him not to believe what he owns."

Qin Ang looked at Zheng Er amusedly and gratefully, and nodded, "I know."

He took out a cigarette case from his pocket, gave Zheng Er one, and then gave himself another.He lowered his eyes to block the wind with one hand, lit his cigarette, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

He said to Zheng Er, "Thank you these days."

"There's nothing to be thankful for," Zheng Er poked the ground under his feet, "If you want to say thank you, I'm the one to say thank you, thank you for bringing Ping An home to take care of."

Qin Ang laughed, "Maybe they both raised a child."

Zheng Er patted him on the shoulder and pointed into the room, "Have you ever seen such a desperate child? I am relieved when you come. If there is anyone who can persuade him to spare his life, it is you."

Qin Ang looked along his fingers, and for a moment it seemed that instead of a wall in front of him, he could actually see Jiang Bai sleeping, with love in his eyes, "I know, I will hold him."

Zheng Er felt that he ate dog food early in the morning, it was so sweet.He took a puff of cigarette, spit out the white gas from his mouth, and said in disgust, "I really can't see you young people falling in love, you people."

Qin Ang smiled, "There are even more ugly ones."

Zheng Er looked at him suspiciously as he stamped out the cigarette butt, turned and walked into the kitchen.

He turned his head and raised his chin at Zheng Er, "I'll find something to eat for my boyfriend."

"..." Zheng Dun felt his gums ache. Is it easy for him, a straight man, to look at two crooked people falling in love?

He stared at the air for a while, clicked his tongue, and walked into the kitchen with the mood of an old father, "What are you going to do? Those who are injured should eat lighter food."

Qin Ang was looking for a big bowl, without turning his head, "I know, I'm cooking noodles! By the way, it's okay to use the things in other people's kitchens. Later, you remember to give the money to others, and you can't take advantage of others. .”

Zheng Er looked at Qin Ang with the expression that you are still dreaming, "Why am I the only one who wants to pay?"

Qin Ang looked at him as a matter of course, "Otherwise? I came all the way here, penniless, only a gun and a few rags, and I don't want it for others. You can't let me promise you with your body, right? Then Jiang Bai will definitely not!"

"...Fuck your uncle."

The door behind him suddenly squeaked, and the naive bickering of the elementary school students who were in full swing stopped immediately, and the two turned their heads one after another, and saw Jiang Bai who didn't know when he got up, leaning against the door, watching with a smile on his face They said, "You two add up to sixty people, are you childish?"

The golden light spread out from the sky and fell behind Jiang Bai. He leaned against the door, with Qin Ang in his eyes, a feeling of happiness and satisfaction washed away the depression in his chest and rushed to his heart.

He was not afraid of anything before, and he was not afraid of death, but the scene in front of him suddenly made him extremely awed by death, and the idea of ​​wanting to live began to clamor crazily and jumped into his heart.

He also wanted to live a life with his lover and friends by his side.

The kind that last a lifetime.

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Two updates today, this is the second update

Two days off tomorrow, happy weekend~~~