completely black and white

Because of the struggle just now, the wound on Jiang Bai's body opened again, Qin Ang had no choice but to call the doctor in the middle of the night and bandage it again.

Fortunately, the doctor has a good temper, was patient the whole time, and chatted energetically for a long time.

Jiang Bai hadn't come out of the emotion just now, his eyes were swollen, and he let the doctor bandage the wound without saying a word, only occasionally frowning when it hurts.

After sending the doctor away, the two of them were left in the house again.

Jiang Bai sat leaning, covering the wound with one hand vacantly, staring at a point in the void, his already pale lips were tightly pressed into a line by him, making him look even more bloodless.

Qin Ang looked at him for a while, then poured a glass of water, "Stop sipping, are you tired?"

He waited for a while, but he never waited for Jiang Bai to take the water, so he simply brought the water glass to Jiang Bai's lips, as if to feed him.

"How do you know?" Jiang Bai suddenly asked.Maybe it's because the pain from the wound hasn't passed yet, his voice is weak and hoarse, you have to listen carefully to hear what he said.

Qin Ang sat down and held up the water glass without giving up, "Drink it first, and I will tell you slowly."

Jiang Bai finally withdrew his gaze from the void, staring at Qin Ang with a complex expression, and then lowered his head halfway, drinking the water in the cup with Qin Ang's hand, and looked up at Qin Ang.

Qin Ang sighed inaudibly, and put down the water glass, "I found a photo in my study, on which you made up the Bodhi Mountain handwriting, did you forget?"

Jiang Bai froze for a second, opened his eyes slightly, and raised a bitter smile, "So that's how it is."

Those three words were added when he went to Qin Ang's house on New Year's Day.At that time, the plan to come back to the Golden Triangle to serve as Qin Yiwen's informant had already been formed, and he had already planned to see Qin Ang once he returned to the Golden Triangle.Seeing that photo was unintentional, and it reminded him of the past, and suddenly he wanted to leave a thought for himself and Qin Ang with a fluke mentality.

What he thought at that time was that maybe when Qin Ang accidentally found this photo when he was seventy or eighty, maybe he could know the truth about himself as Ah Heng, maybe he could have some nostalgia for himself, it would be better than completely forgetting about him.

But he didn't expect that Qi Yao would tell him that he was Ah Heng, and he didn't expect that Qin Ang would come here so soon after seeing that photo.

Qin Ang looked at Jiang Bai's lowered eyelashes, with a hint of helplessness at the end of his eyes, his heart convulsed suddenly, and he couldn't breathe.

He raised his hand and gently rubbed Jiang Bai's face with the palm of his hand, rubbing it carefully, "If I didn't find that photo, would you never tell me that you are Ah Heng? Did you just let me think you lost I lost my childhood memories, and I have grown into a heinous person?"

Qin Ang's generous palm was attached to his face, and the temperature was continuously transmitted from his palm. Jiang Bai couldn't resist such warmth.He closed his eyes lightly, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "But you still know."

"why did not you tell me?"

Jiang Bai's eyelashes trembled slightly. He opened his eyes and saw Qin Ang's red eye circles. He pulled Qin Ang's hand, "I dare not."

Qin Ang's heart tightened.

Jiang Bai leaned his head on the bed, smiling bitterly, "I know that Ah Heng must be kind and clean in your heart, but I am not."

He paused, then continued, "My hands are not clean. In order to survive, I killed many people and injected people with drugs. I watched those people die because they couldn't bear the dose of drugs. In front of me, but I can only watch indifferently. In my eyes, Mu Zhiheng is already dead."

On a certain night, when he was forced to kill, Mu Zhiheng died long ago, and he became Jiang Bai with no past and no memory.

Qin Ang's heart throbbed convulsively.

Jiang Bai squeezed his hand, which was broad and powerful, and brought him a lot of warmth both in Mu Zhiheng's memory and in Jiang Bai's memory.But he always felt that he was not worthy of such warmth.

He smiled, "I can't live like Ah Heng in your heart, so I'm afraid that after you know that I am Ah Heng, you will feel disappointed and sad."

His memory didn't come back all at once, he had vague memories about himself abroad, and all the memories came back after he returned to Huaicheng and saw Qin Ang for the first time in the prison.He had a nightmare that night, from the vague memory of his childhood to the first time he saw him in prison, he thought of Qin Ang, the person he trusted and loved the most when he was a child, and he felt joy and bitterness all at once. came to mind.

After leaving the prison, he kept approaching Qin Ang and retrieved all his memories.But the more complete the memory, the more frightened he was, the more he felt that he was not worthy of such a good person as Qin Ang, and he dared not reveal the truth and identity to him, for fear of seeing a trace of disappointment in his eyes.

Since then, he has made up his mind that as long as he can, he will never let Qin Ang know that he is Mu Zhiheng.

"But that's just your idea, Jiang Bai." There was a moment of silence in the room, and Qin Ang said suddenly.He sat down from the chair to the bed, pressed Jiang Bai's shoulder and forced him to look at himself, "Jiang Bai, look at me."

"Do you know what I regret most these days? I regret why I didn't recognize you in prison. If I could recognize you earlier, maybe I can share some of it for you. You don't have to work so hard. Don't use it to do such a dangerous thing. To me, it doesn't matter if you are Ah Heng. If you are not, I still love you. It was Jiang Bai who I saw at first sight. But if you are Ah Heng..."

He paused, and his clear eyes were filled with almost pious love, "If you are Ah Heng, I am really glad and happy, my Ah Heng is still alive, and the child I have loved for so many years turned out to be my son in this life. My favorite person, Jiang Bai, I can't think of a better fate than this."

In this world, even if there are all kinds of fate, it is not as profound as this fate.Everything seemed to be predestined somewhere, and the person in his destiny would always come back to him after going round and round.

This may be a sense of fate.

Qin Ang kissed Jiang Bai's lips, "Jiang Bai, to me, the important thing is not that you are Ah Heng, but that you are the one I love."

So I am willing to come here, follow you, and accompany you through this dark journey.

Jiang Bai stared blankly at Qin Ang for a long time, then pulled Qin Ang over and gave him a quick and heavy kiss.

The light kiss gradually turned into a deep kiss, and the saliva was constantly exchanged between each other.Tears slid down his cheeks in an instant, Jiang Bai tasted a salty taste, he stopped, buried his head in Qin Ang's neck, and laughed, "Qin Ang, are you stupid?"

Stupid enough to know that there is a dead end ahead, but also chase me and follow me down.

Qin Ang pinched the back of his neck and comforted him in a low voice, "It's good luck to be stupid."

The house is silent and silent, occasionally the noisy chirping of cicadas can be heard, and the wind from the distant mountains and forests enters the hall, blowing the light bulb above the head to shake, and the shadows hugging each other underground also shake.

They hug each other, everything is silent at this moment, the wind and cicadas are entangled, playing the movement of early summer.The light bulb above the head swayed and swayed, and their shadows also swayed, but the shadows kept hugging each other.

"Jiang Bai, how did you grow up these years?" Qin Ang touched Jiang Bai's back neck and asked.

Jiang Bai was stunned for a while, and came out of Qin Ang's arms, tilted his head and smiled lightly, pretending to be relaxed, "I just grew up like that, there is nothing to say."

Qin Ang looked at him right and wrong, knowing that Jiang Bai was pretending to be relaxed because he didn't want him to worry.But what he can't bear to see the most is that Jiang Bai treats everything like this, "I'm sorry... If we could protect you well, we wouldn't let you be taken away by Qi Yao's people... ..."

Jiang Bai frowned lightly, stretched out his hand to pinch Qin Ang's mouth, and stopped Qin Ang's words, "I don't want to hear you say such things."

Under the dim light, they stared at each other for a long time, and they all looked at the ups and downs in each other's black eyes.

At half-pay, Jiang Bai lowered his hands, with some helplessness in his tone, "Others don't owe me, it's Qi Yao who owes me. You will make me take it for granted that you continue to love me because of guilt."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Qin Ang glared at him.

He squeezed Jiang Bai's hand tightly, "I love you is pure love, and it has nothing to do with guilt and debt. What do you think of me? The heroine of misery?"

"Heaven and earth conscience," Jiang Bai looked at him funny, "I don't have one, obviously you said it first."

If it weren't for Jiang Bai's injury now, Qin Ang would slap him behind the head, and he doesn't know who is used to the No. 1 stinky problem of playing tricks.

"Why didn't Qi Yao kill you back then, and how did you lose your memory?"

Jiang Bai was silent for a moment, as if he was thinking about something, "Amnesia is temporary, although he didn't kill me, but I had a high fever after that day, coupled with some psychological problems, I forgot everything. And Since then, Qi Yao has secretly kept me by his side, he has always been a little special to me."

"why?"

Jiang Bai was silent for a second or two, and then evoked a strange mocking smile, "Because..."

He suddenly paused.

Qin Ang looked at him suspiciously, "Why?"

Jiang Bai thought for a long time, but in the end he couldn't call out the name, but called the name, "Because of Mu Chu."

"He has different feelings for Mu Chu."

?Qin Ang looked at Jiang Bai in shock.

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Good morning!There are two updates today~~~ There will be another update later