bullets and roses

What follows is a very long section of Gu Zhubai's secret love diary.

Luo Muxiao has almost figured out the love trajectory of these two people.The two of them knew each other—to be precise, Gu Zhubai remembered him because once Li Yuanan was injured, Gu Zhubai happened to see him, and he happened to be going to the infirmary, so he sent him there.

Since then, the two have somehow become friends, really just friends.

However, Li Yuan'an also had an aboveboard excuse to stay by Gu Zhubai's side, after all, they were friends.

Gu Zhubai is a very boring and interesting person——that's how Li Yuanan described him in his diary.

Everything he does is definitely the result of deliberation. Both rationality and sensibility, rationality will always prevail—Luo Muxiao clicked his tongue in his heart, he felt that it was irrational for Gu Zhubai to lock himself in the room , it seems that for Li Yuanan, Gu Zhubai can really lose his rationality.

Luo Muxiao was not interested in the lengthy love process, he flipped back for a long time, and finally found the one where the two were together.

In the beginning, Li Yuanan would write a diary every day, but after getting in touch with Gu Zhubai, his diary is always irregular, and he should write it down when he encounters something he wants to record, so it has been a long time since they were together. A year later.

cloudy on October 8

He is not happy.

I have been aware of this fact all this time, but I never figured out how to comfort him, the only thing I can do is to be by his side.Hope he can see me sometime.

As long as he looks back, I will definitely be there.

Sunny September 8

The matter was barely over. I asked him to go to the movies, and when I went to buy popcorn, I saw a person I really didn't want to see. I seem to see him a lot recently.

Could it be that my home has been robbed, and even Gu Zhubai wants to be robbed?

September 9nd is cloudy but sunny

Gu Zhubai confessed to me! !

I really didn't expect, I was too unexpected, I didn't expect that such an impossible thing would actually happen to me.

I thought I would watch him fall in love, watch him get married, watch him have a baby... I even thought about it, I will be his best buddy in the future, even his wife will tease me about my relationship with him kind of.

But he actually confessed to me.

I pinched myself, hard.

And found out it was true.

This is really true.

Luo Muxiao closed the diary and closed his eyes.

He was wondering what it would be like for Gu Zhubai to confess, and would he prepare a lot of romantic heart-shaped candles?Will you say "I love you" affectionately?

But at least, Luo Muxiao didn't own any of these.

Rain on January 9

I see him often recently, I don't know if he knows who I am, but I always have nightmares recently, dreaming that I have nothing.

Rain on January 9

My mother asked me to take a paternity test, but I really didn't want to—she said that the person abandoned us at the beginning, but I always felt that it didn't look like it, probably because my mother always lied and trusted too many times, so she became Became a child in Wolf, I really can't believe it anymore.

In fact, the days with my mother were not completely cloudy and rainy, she also gave me warmth.But the only thing I can remember is that when I was 12 years old, my mother who had disappeared for a long time came back suddenly and said that she would cook me a meal, but she couldn't cook, so it was a mess in the end, and we had to go to KFC .

cloudy on October 10

I went for a paternity test and it confirmed that I was indeed that person's child.

When my mother first told me, I always thought it was ridiculous.

After all, I am too ordinary. How can such a man who often appears on TV and has a special temperament be my father?Luo... So, my name should be Luo Yuanan?

Luo Muxiao closed the diary abruptly, his face turned pale.

He took a deep breath, and clearly heard his heart beating like crazy, and suddenly felt that the things he had been wondering all along were suddenly pulled open and found a vent, like a flood. Crazy rushing out.

He clenched his fists, opened the diary again, and confirmed that the word he saw was really the word Luo.

All the little details are starting to align.

When Luo Muxiao turned the page, he found that his hands were trembling slightly. He took a breath, and then continued to turn the page—but it was blank.

A few pages appeared to have been torn out.

He flipped back quickly until the end, but he didn't find any more words.

Luo Muxiao sat on the floor in a daze, his mind was buzzing and he couldn't think at all.

He never knew the name of his father's illegitimate son, nor did he know what Li Yuan'an looked like—it turned out that they were the same person.

Luo Muxiao reacted to this fact very slowly.

"Luo Muxiao?"

He heard the sound and the movement of the door being opened, but he didn't move for a long time.

The diary was spread out on the ground, and it happened to be on the last page. Luo Muxiao turned his head to look at Gu Zhubai who was at the door, and his mouth moved, but a single word came out.

"What are you doing?" Gu Zhubai stepped forward to pick up the diary, and his eyes fell on the notebook.

It was only when Luo Muxiao spoke that he realized that his voice was hoarse: "You always knew?"

"what do you know?"

"Li Yuan'an is Luo Jianhua's illegitimate son."

"..."

Gu Zhubai didn't speak, but he slowly closed the diary, his voice lowered a few degrees: "I bought you something to eat."

Luo Muxiao grabbed him and said, "You knew it a long time ago, but you didn't tell me anything. You've been secretly watching me make fun of me, haven't you?" Seeing an idiot walking around by your side, don't you feel a sense of accomplishment in your heart?"

"I've never thought about it that way, don't get excited." Gu Zhubai held his wrist.

Luo Muxiao pulled his hand back, and pushed Gu Zhubai violently, Gu Zhubai's wheelchair immediately slid backwards, and with a "bang", his back hit the doorknob hard , The pain made the temple twitch slightly.

Luo Muxiao subconsciously wanted to go up to help him - but he quickly realized, what qualifications does he have?

He's just a fool who thinks he's met true love after being a stand-in.Maybe Gu Zhubai laughed at him in his heart.

"Luo Muxiao." Gu Zhubai also got a little angry, he grabbed his wrist and walked out, "Don't be self-willed anymore."

Luo Muxiao struggled with him, but he didn't want to go out. All his emotions had burned his rationality, and the hand holding the diary gradually became stronger——finally he couldn't hold it back, and raised his hand with a "tear" sound, The diary was torn out several pages.

Gu Zhubai's face suddenly sank.

While speaking, Luo Muxiao tore the diary into pieces, then raised it with a "crash" and hit Gu Zhubai's face: "Come with your Luo Yuanan!"

He ran in the direction of the door, trying to open it, but Gu Zhubai had already expected his move, and the door was still locked.

Luo Muxiao clenched his lower lip, stood at the door and looked at Gu Zhubai helplessly: "Let me out."

The author says:

Although everyone had guessed it, Luo Luo was still kept in the dark. . .