bullets and roses

At eleven o'clock, Luo Muxiao was still nestled in the small corner of the entrance.

He closed his eyes, not knowing whether he was asleep or not.

Gu Zhubai was just sitting on the sofa, watching the variety show on TV with no expression on his face. It was obviously very funny, but the house was so quiet that no one spoke.

At exactly eleven o'clock, Gu Zhubai finally made a movement. He called Luo Muxiao to take a bath, but Luo Muxiao didn't even move his eyelids.

Gu Zhubai turned off the TV, the only human voice was gone, it was as quiet as watching a horror movie.

He rolled the wheelchair towards Luo Muxiao, stopped in front of him, and asked him: "Are you going to sleep here for one night?"

Luo Muxiao opened his eyes at once, looked at Gu Zhubai without blinking, and said, "I will stay here as long as you imprison me."

Two people, you look at me, I look at you, no one wants to be defeated, and no one gives in.

It is said that taking a step back will broaden the sky, in front of Gu Zhubai, Luo Muxiao has already retreated too much, and there is no way to retreat.But when he stood up and faced the opponent, he realized that it didn't make much difference whether he retreated or not.

Because Gu Zhubai never cared about who he was - if it were another person, no matter who it was, as long as he had Li Yuanan's heart, he would get Gu Zhubai's rare tenderness.

It's just that he was a little unlucky, and he just happened to like Gu Zhubai, so he shamelessly fantasized that Gu Zhubai also liked him.

Gu Zhubai's eyes were deep, and he looked at him for a full minute before he sighed, bent down and hugged him directly.He was sitting, not very good at exerting himself, but Luo Muxiao had already been a little wilted after a day of tossing, so he didn't have much strength in his whole body, and he was really pushed up by Gu Zhubai.

Gu Zhubai supported Luo Muxiao, let him sit on his wheelchair, and then wrapped his other hand around his waist, preventing him from moving

Gu Zhubai directly threw Luo Muxiao into the bathtub filled with warm water: "Wash yourself."

Luo Muxiao still sat there without moving.

His face is very white, so white that his whole body looks like a thin piece of paper, the kind that may be torn at any time. When he stares at people, his pupils will enlarge a lot, like a wounded stubborn dog. Little animals, so strong that they don't even want to lick their wounds in front of others—probably because they feel ashamed.

Gu Zhubai didn't bother to talk to him about what was going on in his head, he just didn't want Luo Muxiao to have a good time - it didn't matter whether he had a good time or not.

Gu Zhubai felt that he should do something for Li Yuan'an, and he also felt that he couldn't just let Luo Muxiao go to have a romantic relationship with other people - didn't he say he liked him?He felt that the weight of this liking should be heavier.But he didn't realize that Luo Muxiao's love was already very heavy.

He thought it was okay to let go, but when he saw Gong Yuyang, he felt it was an eyesore.

Luo Muxiao should stand by his side, not Gong Yuyang's.

Gu Zhubai ripped off Luo Muxiao's clothes directly, the buttons of his shirt rattled all over the floor, Luo Muxiao fell into the bathtub like a soaked chicken, and subconsciously raised his hand to cover his naked chest.

Gu Zhubai sneered: "What's there to cover?"

Luo Muxiao's hands tightened suddenly, and he lowered his head slowly.

When Gu Zhubai was about to take off his pants, Luo Muxiao finally said in a muffled voice: "I'll wash it myself, you go out."

Gu Zhubai's hand paused slightly, and it stopped on the upper side of Gu Zhubai's trousers waist, and he slowly withdrew his hand: "Yes."

The door was closed.

Luo Muxiao finally floated up like a kite with a broken string, he was floating in the already somewhat cold water, he closed his eyes, but still couldn't hold back his tears.

After Luo Muxiao came out of the wash, he consciously returned to the room he originally lived in.

He didn't even look at Gu Zhubai, he just lay down on it.He thought about it quickly just now, what's so stubborn about it?Anyway, they are all locked up, happy life and sad life are the same day, it is better to make yourself happier.

Luo Muxiao even flipped through the book in a particularly leisurely manner, but when he saw the book with the organ donation book in it, his mood was unavoidably depressed.

No matter what, he should leave Gu Zhubai.

He didn't want to be a canary, let alone a stand-in.

The organ donation book is no longer in that book.

Then Gu Zhubai must have seen it, he knew that he had discovered everything, but he didn't say anything, everything was in tacit agreement.

Luo Muxiao was still a little bit unavoidably sad, but he knew better in his heart that being sad couldn't help him, he should let go of his feelings - treat Gu Zhubai as a fart.

There was some movement outside the door, Luo Muxiao quickly put down the book and closed his eyes, pretending to be asleep.

Luo Muxiao felt that Gu Zhubai had come in, he put away the book and put it back to its original place, and tucked his quilt up, as if very gentle.

He sat on the edge of the bed for a while.

Maybe he was thinking it would be better if they both looked alike too.

Luo Muxiao felt a little lucky - luckily they didn't look alike, if they did, wouldn't it be worse for him?

But Luo Muxiao began to be a little curious about Li Yuanan's appearance - what kind of person is he?

Early the next morning, when Luo Muxiao woke up, Gu Zhubai was no longer in the room.

He rummaged through boxes and cabinets at home looking for a mobile phone but couldn’t find it, and even the phone line of the landline was cut by Gu Zhubai. If he wanted to go out, he would have to smash the door—but the thing had to be unlocked for two hours , or smashed the window and jumped down, but this is the twenty-something floor.

Although Luo Muxiao wanted to leave Gu Zhubai, he didn't want to use such a tragic way for the time being.

He only left Gu Zhubai's room and didn't look for it.

Luo Muxiao didn't really want to go in - because he was afraid that if he discovered more secrets, it would make him uncomfortable.

After hesitating again and again, Luo Muxiao pushed open the door for freedom.

The quilts and pillows on the bed were folded extremely properly, neatly and cleanly, as if no one lived there.Luo Muxiao was also careful when turning it over, for fear of messing things up and making them unable to return to their original positions, Gu Zhubai who came back would find out.

Luo Muxiao searched around, but still didn't find any electronic products.

But when he opened the bedside table, he found a diary that he hadn't seen for a long time.

He had seen it once when he was in the villa before—Luo Muxiao had forgotten about it at first, but he didn't expect to see it again.

He hesitated for a moment, then opened it again.

cloudy on October 8

I met people I shouldn't and didn't want to see.

He is very good-looking and well-raised. When he smiles, his eyes don't contain any impurities and are as transparent as emeralds. Of course, he is completely different from people like me.

Luo Muxiao directly flipped to the page he saw last time.