after tomorrow

He Mingxuan took the bath for him by himself, and He Mingxuan made the breakfast by himself.Shen Yuan was holding the milk that He Mingxuan had just put in his hand, looking at He Mingxuan's busy figure in the kitchen, a strong emotion melted unconsciously in his heart.

He originally wanted to drink coffee, but He Mingxuan said that coffee stimulates the brain too much and is not good for health. It is better to drink something nutritious and nourishing in the morning.

He is still so careful, taking care of himself like a child, so perfect, so good...

Has he really given up on his old love, thrown away his 20-year relationship to love himself wholeheartedly?At the beginning, I obviously chose Li Xun's words without hesitation...

It would be a lie to say that you trust him completely.

After being in ink for so long, every time I told myself that I would break up with him, but when he stubbornly appeared in front of me again, my mood fluctuated again and again.

Even more so now, I can no longer make up my mind to leave him firmly.

Breakfast was put on the table, and the two sat at the table to eat.

"Yuanyuan," He Mingxuan put down the bowl and looked at him sincerely, "Let me take care of you, okay?"

"..."

During the long silence, He Mingxuan's expectant eyes gradually dimmed, and his heart sank to the bottom.

"Okay." Shen Yuan said.

He Mingxuan's sluggish expression just froze, Shen Yuan just moved the corner of his mouth, and he felt that smile was as gorgeous as a spring day.

……

Sitting in Qin Shengyu's bedroom, Shen Yuan couldn't help but sigh.He found that no matter how long you want to struggle with many things, it is useless. When you really make a decision, it is just a momentary feeling.

It was very easy, without thinking too much, and when he realized it, he had already reunited with He Mingxuan.

Forget it, let it be like this, don't regret it if you choose.From now on, he decided not to dwell on those useless pasts anymore, he chose to believe in He Mingxuan for once, and hoped that he would not let him down.

He Mingxuan offered to let him move to their new home, but he refused.Not because of anything else, he just felt that he needed a buffer time.I can no longer run over to live with others as soon as my head gets hot like before.

Although He Mingxuan's face was a bit lonely at that time, he didn't force him, as if he understood what he was thinking, he just said: "I'll wait for you."

Alas, Shen Yuan sighed again, really hope everything gets better soon.

The phone rang suddenly, and it was He Mingxuan calling, really wanting something.

After picking up the phone, He Mingxuan's gentle voice came over, asking him to come downstairs and have dinner together.

Putting down the phone, Shen Yuan said to another person in the dormitory while putting on his coat, "Ah Yu, do you want something to eat? I'll bring it to you."

Qin Shengyu lifted his head out of the fantasy novel: "Huh? Just bring me two roasted chicken necks when you pass by the back door."

"Just two chicken necks?"

"You can figure out the rest. I'll eat whatever you bring back."

Shen Yuan nodded and was about to go out.

"Yuanyuan," Qin Shengyu called to stop him, "You've been in a good mood these two days, and I'm happy to see you."

Shen Yuan immediately felt uncomfortable, feeling her cheeks were a little hot.

"Haha!" Qin Shengyu laughed loudly: "Look at your little face! It's alright, alright, get out, don't forget to bring me a chicken neck!"

"Eat, eat, eat you to death!"

After running out of the corridor blushing, he saw He Mingxuan standing there waiting for him, and felt a sense of happiness inexplicably.

"What do you eat today?" Shen Yuan asked.

He Mingxuan touched the top of his head, his eyes full of doting: "I guess you must want to eat hot pot the most now."

"how do you know?!"

"Because it's cold, you must want to eat something warm with meat."

Shen Yuan burst into laughter: "How do you know that I want to eat meat?"

"When you had breakfast yesterday morning, you only picked out the meat from the vegetables."

"hey-hey."

"Let's go," He Mingxuan pulled him up, "Let's go eat hot pot."

The innocence became very cold, but when he shrank his hand into He Mingxuan's big hand, he felt a stream of heat pouring into his body continuously.

The sudden voice interrupted both of them.

"Yuanyuan." Yang Fan yelled, originally wanted to find him for dinner, but when he first arrived, he let himself see such a scene.

The atmosphere between the two had completely changed, he felt it clearly.

"Yang Fan?" Shen Yuan was a little embarrassed, and asked casually uncomfortably: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Yang Fan answered irrelevant questions, staring fixedly at the hands held by the two: "Are you with him?"

"Ah."

"But you said not long ago that you would not forgive him..."

Shen Yuan looked away, pursed her lips and didn't know what to say.

He Mingxuan subconsciously clenched his hand and hugged him behind his back: "You have seen what you should see, don't pester him anymore, I won't be as polite as I was a few days ago."

The warning words were clear and cold, but Yang Fan didn't seem to hear a word, and his face was still full of sadness.

"Yuanyuan, you really have completely forgotten me, every bit of happiness and sadness between us, you have forgotten? Are you really going to throw me out completely?"

Such a weak and painful voice made Shen Yuan feel very uncomfortable.It was obviously the other party who gave up first...

"I haven't forgotten." Shen Yuan really couldn't bear to look at his eyes that had regained hope: "You are my first love, and there are too many things between me and you that are worth remembering. But it is just a memory, not Nostalgia. You once chose to let go, and I made it possible for you. Now I also hope that you can be free and easy and don’t regret what you have done. Go back to Japan, I still hope you can live well. "

Shen Yuan wanted to pull He Mingxuan away, but Yang Fan spoke again, a little excited, with a lot of unwillingness: "But I just regret it! I regret it to death! Don't be so cruel, Yuanyuan, don't be so For me, don’t let me go back to Japan, I won’t be able to hold on, I really won’t be able to hold on!”

Those eyes seemed to cry out, Shen Yuan had never seen such a proud and dejected time, anyone who saw it would soften his heart.

The hands were tightly clenched again, Shen Yuan knew that the man beside him was getting nervous again.

That's right, He Mingxuan also cried for himself, shedding tears in front of his face...

Turning around cruelly, he stepped forward: "Yang Fan, don't let yourself get into the horns, you will find your own happiness. The fate between you and me was over four years ago."

As he walked further and further away, he also left the man behind him farther and farther away.

Yang Fan stood where he was, feeling a pain in his chest, which was the pain caused by the aggregation of many emotions.Regret, unwillingness, heartache, obsession, he really wanted to cry, but he didn't shed tears after all.

He looked at the two figures who were far away from him, and suddenly shouted hoarsely: "Why can you forgive him for betraying you like that? Why?!"

Shen Yuan felt the body of the person around him tremble slightly, and then he held his hand even tighter, which even made him feel pain.

He Mingxuan, would he also be afraid?

"Yuanyuan," after walking for a long time, He Mingxuan suddenly stopped and hugged him tightly, "I love you, even if I have nothing, I will still love you."

"En." Shen Yuan's face was buried in his chest, and he could only make a nasal sound, and wrapped his arms around his waist: "Don't let me down, don't."

"I wouldn't even kill myself."

As He Mingxuan said, he lowered his head to kiss his soft and thin hair.

He really loves him.

……

Life suddenly becomes cloudy and sunny, and every day is warm and full of expectations.School will start in a blink of an eye, and Shen Yuan has already promised He Mingxuan to move to the two of them's house after school starts.

Maybe it was so happy that he almost forgot someone.It wasn't until seeing Li Xun again that Shen Yuan seemed to have just woken up from a dream.

"You seem to be having a good time these days." Li Xun said, he was dressed in black, and he was almost overlooked in the dark night.

"Is there something wrong?" Shen Yuan tried her best to keep calm, looking at the cold night around her, she felt a chill in her heart.

Writer's words:

Countdown, countdown~~~~~