after tomorrow

That's pretty much what it feels like to be disheartened.That cold feeling spread from the heart, and when it spread to the fingertips, the fingertips were trembling.

There was a kind of anger and sourness of being betrayed, which made him want to vent but couldn't.He saw Yuanyuan let the man kiss, and it took a long time before he pushed him away.He saw the man holding Yuanyuan in his arms like a couple.

Seeing a loved one make out with other people is the heart-wrenching feeling.

He wanted to walk away, anger made him feel that his self-esteem was hurt, but even though he thought so in his head, his feet moved forward uncontrollably.

Holding Shen Yuan into his arms with one hand, and pushing Yang Fan far away with the other, barely controlling the emotion of wanting to run away, he gritted his teeth and said a word: "Get lost!"

Yang Fan was pushed and staggered for a while before he stabilized, but he still maintained his gentlemanly demeanor, straightened his coat and said to him, "Excuse me, who are you, Yuanyuan?"

He Mingxuan pursed his lips into a line, inadvertently increased the strength in his hands, and firmly trapped Shen Yuan in his arms.

Shen Yuan wanted to push him away annoyed, but it was all in vain.

Yang Fan smiled, seeing clearly the gap between the two opposite people.

"Let go of him, he doesn't want to be hugged by you." As he spoke, he also put his hand on Shen Yuan's arm and exerted strength secretly.

The atmosphere became tense in an instant, He Mingxuan narrowed his eyes, and made a final warning: "Let go."

"It's you who should let go."

Shen Yuan could clearly feel the tense muscles of the people behind him, thinking of Zhang Jun who was still miserable on the hospital bed, the hairs all over his body immediately stood on end.

"Let go!" Shen Yuan roared, causing the two tall men to put away their thorns and look at him.

"Still letting go?" Shen Yuan glared at him, Yang Fan let go first, but He Mingxuan still stubbornly refused to let go, the eyes that stared blankly at Shen Yuan turned out to be as aggrieved as a child who was quarreling and throwing a temper tantrum.

Shen Yuan found that his heart beat twice more the moment he touched that look, and he didn't know the reason.

Hastily turned away his eyes: "Also, don't let go."

"Why do you want him to kiss you?" He Mingxuan asked.

Shen Yuan was stunned.

"Why didn't you push him away right away? Did you know that—"

"What right do you have to condemn me?" Shen Yuan interrupted him.

Stung by the other party's indifference, He Mingxuan let go of his hand and looked at him helplessly: "I just, just don't want you to be bullied...I don't want you to get too close to others."

Shen Yuan turned around and didn't look at him: "When I saw you hugging and kissing Li Xun, not only did you not come over to comfort me, you even kicked me away. Compared to me at that time, you suffer now What is this little excitement for?"

"Yuanyuan..." He Mingxuan felt panicked in his heart, even more uncomfortable than before, he called out but didn't dare to move forward to touch him.

"Let's all go, don't bother me anymore. One of you is for the future, and the other is for the old love. I can only be abandoned by you like a fool. After being abandoned once, I am so stupid that I have no memory. It's different now. I've become smarter, and I don't spend my heart and money on anyone anymore, so get out of here."

After speaking, Shen Yuan ran into the corridor of the dormitory, leaving behind two men who froze.

Yang Fan was the first to slow down, turned to look at the man beside him who was still unresponsive, and then yanked forward and grabbed his collar.

"I thought a man like me was already bad, but I didn't expect there to be someone worse than me. Yuanyuan, I'm sorry for you, you want to hurt him like that? Since you have someone else in your heart, why bother to provoke him? To what extent has he been hurt so that he is so indifferent now? How do you still have the face to come to him again?!"

Only then did He Mingxuan turn his gaze to his face, and after a long time, he slowly opened his mouth: "What right do you have to say about me? Aren't you the first person who hurt him? You don't want him for the sake of your future, so why do you now come to him?"

"I can't help it! Besides, what's the future of two men mixing together? I'm just being more realistic!" After shouting, Yang Fan's arrogance lowered again: "I thought I could forget about him, but after four years It’s all over, but I still miss him. It’s nothing at first, but then as long as I think about it, I feel my whole heart is being pulled to death... If I don’t come to him again, I will definitely go crazy and regret it for the rest of my life. If I knew that a scum like you appeared beside him, I would definitely not come back now!"

He Mingxuan snorted coldly: "It's nice to say, but it's just selfish. You left simply, what should Yuanyuan do? How can you let him live alone with injuries all over his body? You want a future and don't want to be called gay Why did you provoke him back then? How can you give him happiness if you are so timid and irresponsible?"

"Are you responsible?! If you were responsible, you wouldn't betray Yuanyuan!"

I don't know who made the first move. In the dark night, the faces of the two tall men were painted, but they still punched each other hard.

The two didn't put up any defense, and continued to throw their fists at each other after being beaten, as if they were punishing each other for each other.

"Eating from the bowl and worrying about what's in the pot, how can you bear to hurt him like that? Are you fucking human?!"

boom!

"Are you a human? It took four years to come back to him. Is there anyone worse than you?!"

boom!

"you shut up!"

"It's you who should shut up!"

……

The dim streetlights shone on the two limp men on the ground.The two were panting like cows, but they didn't even have the strength to raise their hands.

I don't know who spoke first.

"Hehe, yes, I'm not human."

"I am not human, and the least human is me."

"I knew that he was most afraid of being alone. He would feel lonely when he was alone on the train, and he would only fall asleep if he heard my voice, but I still had the heart to leave him like that, and walked away quietly. , didn’t even give him an explanation.”

"I also did something that cannot be forgiven... He is so innocent, I always feel that I am a good person, but I hurt him like that with my own hands. I just didn't understand it at the time. Xun came back and we were together since birth , and Yuanyuan and I have only been together for more than a month. I don’t know how I had the heart at that time, and I didn’t think much about it, so I left him naturally. I vent my anger, maybe I can still be sober, I just feel muddled, and I don’t even realize what I’m doing. I must wait until now, when I can’t bear the torture of my own mind, before I dare to come to him boldly. He has been He was mad at me, and he never forgave him. I think it’s good to let him vent all the grievances in his heart, and I will also make atonement.”

"Oh," Yang Fan snorted coldly: "I'm afraid that he will never forgive you for the rest of his life, and I think you will still redeem your sins, and you won't even have the place to cry."

"I'm not like you. There's nothing terrible in life. I can stay with him all the time like this, but you can't."

"You!" Yang Fan's anger came up again, but he finally endured and did not explode: "Anyway, I won't give up!"

"As you please." He Mingxuan stood up and patted the dirt on his body.I didn't feel any pain from the injuries all over my body, I just felt that my heart was relaxed for no reason, and my body seemed to have power again.

I've never been so happy after being beaten as I am now.It was as if all the depression in my heart had been vented in this fight, and it was extremely relaxing.

……

"Yang Fan, don't come to me again, we have no chance." Shen Yuan stirred the red bean paste in the cup, and said what he had been holding back in his heart for the past few days.

Yang Fan would come to look for him every day, and if he was rejected, he would stand under their dormitory until he came down to see him.Every time I come down, my heart hardens, even if he is standing downstairs, I don't care about him.

But today that fellow He Mingxuan actually came over to take part, and the two of them stood downstairs together, waiting for him to come down.

Shen Yuan was aware of his dark heart, he finally went downstairs, and then pulled Yang Fan past He Mingxuan.

He thought he wasn't cruel enough, otherwise why didn't he even have the courage to look up at He Mingxuan's expression...

A hurt look flashed across Yang Fan's face, and he waited for a long time before he could speak: "You know that I am most afraid of what you say to me. I left everything in Japan, and my only belief is to return to China to find you. If I can't find you, I don't know what else can support me." Yang Fan smiled wryly: "I really regret it so much that my intestines are green."

"I don't like you anymore." Shen Yuan said, "I'm not a lover either. It's been so long, it's impossible for me to have feelings for you anymore, especially for someone who abandoned me back then."

"So I said I'm so regretful that my stomach is green." Yang Fan laughed at himself, still unwilling: "Yuanyuan, can you give me a chance, we can start again, and you will fall in love with me again. I lost You, this time I will never do anything wrong to you again, I swear that I will never hurt you again in this life, I just ask you to give me a chance to be by your side."

don't hurt me anymore...

Shen Yuan stared blankly at the red bean paste in his hand, God knows how attractive the words "don't hurt anymore" are to him.There was a slight shake in his heart, as long as he lived with Yang Fan, Yang Fan would not hurt him again, and he could live a simple and contented life.As long as no one hurts themselves again...

He has now degenerated to the point where he can live with each other as long as he is not hurt...

"Yuanyuan?" Yang Fan called him.

Shen Yuan regained consciousness, stared at him for a while, then got up and left: "I'm tired and want to go back, I'll talk about the future later."

When he returned to the dormitory, he found that He Mingxuan was still standing downstairs, with no expression on his face, and he didn't know where his eyes were staring.

Shen Yuan sighed, and approached him: "Why are you still standing here? It's been so long."

He Mingxuan just stared at him and didn't speak.

Shen Yuan turned his head uncomfortably: "Go back when you're tired from standing, I'm going up."

As soon as he took two steps, the person behind him said, "Yuanyuan, do you hate me so much that you won't even give me a chance?"

There was a hint of injury and exhaustion in that hoarse voice, and Shen Yuan's heart trembled when he heard it.She wanted to turn her head to look at him, but she forcibly held back.

"I don't hate you, I don't hate anyone. I don't need that kind of emotion now."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was hugged fiercely from behind, and the visitor gently rubbed his cheek against his neck, as if he was stroking a treasure: "Don't be so round, don't be so indifferent. I made a mistake. I will take responsibility for the fault, and I will get the punishment I deserve, so you don’t need to lose anything because of it, just be as happy as before.”

Feeling even more uncomfortable, Shen Yuan had the urge to cry, and the sense of grievance surged up again.

On the campus that was about to start, there were students who had returned to school many days earlier. Shen Yuan heard footsteps approaching from far and near, and hurriedly pushed the man behind him away.

He Mingxuan didn't let him go, took his hand and walked in another direction.

"What are you doing? Let go of me, I want to go back to the dormitory!"

"Don't go back, if there are too many people here, someone will see us." He didn't care if others said he was gay, but he knew that Shen Yuan couldn't stand being judged by others.

"No one will see me when I go back to the dormitory, let go!"

"Let's go home and have a look." He Mingxuan persistently pulled him, and stopped a taxi when he walked to the road.

Shen Yuan was still angry, his face was not very good-looking.Not because of the other party's domineering, but because I forgot to struggle because of a "family word".

After paying the bloody taxi fare, He Mingxuan dragged him into the villa he had seen last time.

Putting on slippers and walking into the living room, feeling the softness and softness of the blanket under your feet, it feels like you are dreaming.

In the end, he still walked in here...

He Mingxuan hugged him from behind again, with his chin pressed against the top of his head, wrapping his arms around him very tenderly.

"I imagine what it would be like for the two of us to live here every day, and every time I think about it, I can't help but smile." The hug was a little harder: "I will never let you down again."

When being hugged and put on the big and soft bed, Shen Yuan couldn't even hear the voice in his head.At that moment, my mind was blank, only my heart was beating vigorously.

He Mingxuan hugged him, pressed against him, and passionately kissed his lips, the bridge of his nose, and his Adam's apple.

He stripped off his clothes and pants one by one, and his big hands roughly rubbed his body, easily igniting his body.

He had never been so eager to have sex with someone, he thought, and he was the only one who took aphrodisiacs.

"Yuanyuan, Yuanyuan..." He Mingxuan called his name again and again, and leaned against him naked.

The two fiery bodies fit together without gaps, hot touch, wet kiss, intoxicated by the beauty of the touch, both of them breathed heavily.

"Hmm..." Shen Yuan tremblingly inserted his fingers into the opponent's hair, He Mingxuan's head was resting on his chest, and his teeth were biting his left nipple lightly and heavily.

That was his most sensitive part, and the numb and itchy feeling like an electric shock made him moan unbearably, but he was reluctant to push her away.

He Mingxuan's hand reached out to his crotch at the same time, covering the desire that had raised his head, and stroked him gently up and down.A transparent liquid overflowed from the top, and He Mingxuan moved down without hesitation, and took the poor thing into his mouth in one gulp.

"Oh! You must, must want to kill me, ah..."

Overwhelmed by too much pleasure, Shen Yuan stretched out his hand to the bed rail above his head, grasping helplessly.The beautiful collarbone protruded obviously due to this action, mixed with his face swayed by desire, so beautiful that no one could control himself.

So He Mingxuan gnawed on his lips like crazy, held his two hands that were holding onto the bed rail with one hand, pressed his lower body against Shen Yuan's, and rubbed vigorously up and down.

Shen Yuan made a sound like weeping, He Mingxuan felt that he was going to go crazy soon, he wanted to rub Shen Yuan into his body, wanted to become one with him and continue like this for the rest of his life.

The lubricating process didn't take long but it made both of them feel long and difficult. He Mingxuan was afraid of hurting him, so he patiently finished the lubricating process to the end, and then submerged his own desires into it little by little.

Encroached inch by inch, the fiery inner wall was stretched open, Shen Yuan arched his body like a fish in desperate need of oxygen, and opened his lips, letting out moans one after another.

He Mingxuan couldn't help but leaned forward and hugged him, blocking his lips to ask for it.

Shen Yuan's legs were widely separated by him, and He Mingxuan pressed his lower body into the narrow crotch, allowing his desire to continuously enter and exit.

"Yuanyuan, Yuanyuan..."

"Well, ah! You lighten up, lighten up..."

He Mingxuan was even more uncontrollable when he heard the words, and speeded up his advance while saying sorry.

Nothing has changed, nothing has changed, the body of the person beneath him still fascinates him as before, even the voice and expression are exactly the same.Missing was finally rescued, but it also brought a touch of sadness.

He didn't have to be separated from this body for so long...it was all his fault.

"Yuanyuan, I will never hurt you again, and I will never let you leave again."

……

I can't remember exactly how many times I did it last night, but He Mingxuan couldn't control it at all in the end, pressing him to keep doing it.This also caused his whole body to ache when he woke up in the morning.

It's just asking for it.

As soon as there was movement on his side, He Mingxuan immediately woke up, and when he saw him, there was a bright smile on his face.

Before Yuanyuan could wake up from his smile, she was hugged.

"Hmm! What are you doing? I can't breathe—"

He Mingxuan immediately relaxed his strength when he heard the words, but still hugged him tightly.

Touching his fluffy hair with his big hands, He Mingxuan felt that every cell in his body was jumping for joy.

"That's great, the first thing I saw when I woke up was you."

Shen Yuan was startled, and lay on his chest in a daze, but he didn't have the joy of the other party.

Only when you lose it can you know how to cherish it. Once you lose it, even those insignificant things will become so important.The contrast between these is bound to make people feel chilling.

Shen Yuan didn't speak any more, but quietly felt He Mingxuan's body temperature, as if it could warm up his whole heart.

He didn't have the confidence to continue the warm atmosphere at this moment. Since it was short-lived, he might as well let it go for a while. He also needed comfort.

Writer's words:

It’s coming to an end, I’m spreading flowers, hehehe, this article really makes me happy and painful~~~ It’s been interrupted many times, I’m sorry everyone~~